Rabbi Akiva's Gilgul / Reincarnation

The great Maami pono who is a great makubal ends up saying in a sed gilgulim something very interesting kamur as we all know took advantage of dina and as a result of that his whole city got killed by shiman and ley by shim and levy the only thing is that since he ended up doing a brema before he ended up dying so he had a certain level of being Jewish we're talking about before matan the only mitzvah that they had was the idea of breilm is the separation between the and the Jew. So he sort of speak had a mini conversion that occurred before he got killed and therefore there was a necessity to have a tikun to fix up the that was done with Dina that was done by Benamore. Who was this tun? So when in the Gilgal happened through the son of the great grandchildren of Shiman Zimri Ben Solo who ended up falling to the wayside and having any he also had a test and he ended up having relations with Cosby. He ended up having this test of Aayat and he himself made the mistake that happened to his previous Gilgal and also made a mistake also causing the death of 24,000 people because of his mistake 24,000 people ended up dying as a result of that. So interestingly, Ley was the one who ended up killing all of he was the zealot that went and killed all of and also over here Pinas who was a great descendant of Ley ended up being the one who ended up killing over here also Zimry doing the same in same exact thing. Also interestingly enough Shimon was one of the zealots who ended up killing but in this case he was on the bad side. He was on Zimre's side. was from Zimir was from the descendants of Shimon. So we have Ley the descendant of Ley killing the descendant of Shimon as a result of his mistake and falling from this nayon. So we have to have a tikun for this one also. Who is that tun? Here's where it becomes relevant for that's the great reba. Rebea was given the task of having to have this nisan to come in his place in order to be a tikun for this mistake that occurred of the 24,000 people that died. And of course we know that lost 24,000 Talmidian his great wife knew that he was here for this Gilgul for this tikun and she married him and refused to have him come back 12 years until 24 years passed and he had 24,000 talim as is brought to the kubalim when he had these 24,000 and they all died that was a tikun for the of what occurred these these sadikim or incredible that was a tikun of the that happened previously by by the door of Shimon and previously by and the whole entire the whole entire catastrophe that happened previously to this but that wasn't enough he needed to make a tikun for the that happened previously and that's what we have the gay that brings it to an his everlasting enemy of reba that couldn't stand him and hated how what an angelic figure this person was was speaking to his wife who is a very very beautiful woman and they decided together as a good would like to do that. They're going to go ahead and make Rabbi Aika stumble. And he sent his wife to go ahead and actually be Mafet to go ahead and convince Rabi to make a very grave and bitter mistake. When she went to him, as the Gor says, she did something uncanny, something unusual that someone would never do such a thing. And she revealed her thigh. Could you imagine that? Someone would actually a woman would reveal her thigh. That's what this Goya did. Something that would be un unheard of in such a thing. Just to make you realize where we're holding compared to where they were at that time. And since she was s of such beauty, it shed light says the garra in the whole entire room. But Rubika didn't look rather what did he do? It says over there that he spit and then he cried and then he left. So she wanted to know what's the message behind all these things. So he said two out of three I'll tell you. He spit to say this is what you come from. This is where your sources such beauty comes from such a small piece of seed. And then he says he cried because such beauty that that such beauty is going to end up going straight to the ground and decompose and become like nothing and just turn into a bag of bones and so useless. And here it is how runs the world in doing that. And she says and once to the laughter he said excuse me I got to go I'm sorry and he did explain lameisa she was so mummified so she was so couldn't believe this exemplary type of person that could take such a scenario a run away like a yosphiti can b see see it in such an intellectual way and be able to see to see everything that she stood for in such a perspective and she ended up divorcing her husband converting and believe it or not she ended up marrying Rabbi a reports and that's one of the ways Zikiba actually became very wealthy cuz she was a very wealthy woman. Anyways, he ended up marrying her. And then eventually when she was married, she said, "No, I'm your wife. You have to be able to tell me everything. We don't hold secrets from our wives as we all know." And he ended up telling her, "Well, I'll tell you what the laugh was about." He laughed because he said, "I knew that instead of having that not to fall into the is this would only be in a he knew that you would end up marrying me anyways." That's what the says. But we see from this incredible task that he ended up making a tikunta for the sin of the previous gilgal that happened with the with that. From here we see a very important and that is every little action that we do has tremendous ramifications in many different worlds. We don't realize the little things we do the little that we pass that people don't notice no no one ever sees but everything comes back to sham. and comes back to that place and that's why was so excited at the time when he was being shim because he realized call he was being to go ahead his whole entire life to be sham we're not supposed to look to be sham to dial but he knew that he was reasoning his epics he realized that he was accomplishing his tikun of his gil after him there will be more no more gilgulim of this previous cycle because he realized he was accomplishing his task and from here I want to bring about one important idea and that is the importance to realize what is lies in every little action that we do whether we see it for people outside or hidden in the world. We don't realize that they are things that are actually cataclyic in the whole entire world. They affect the whole entire world from here till every we know every little anywhere every little flap of a butterfly affects the whole entire world and our little actions affect everything. We know in science that there is a rule in science that is the idea of the conservation of energy that there's not one piece of energy that is wasted. Everything is held. Nothing disappears. It only get transferred from one place to the next. If you're swinging on a swing and you have energy and you want to slow down. So you cause friction in your feet when you slow yourself down on the ground. And that friction is the transference of energy from one place to the next. Every action that we do is never wasted. It is utilized to its detail. who sees everything and it comes like we just spoke out with many different details of where it comes from and with this I'm going to end with an incredible story which kind of brings out this idea a true story that happened with Vasamin from Bonovich over there he was having a tremendous amount of financial stress to be able to support his incredibly large yeshiva of course we knew he was extremely successful Russovich he tried to go to Russia he tried to go to Poland but to no avail. He was not successful until he realized he's going to have to make that dreadful trek to America for many reasons. First of all, the trick at that time was crazy to be able to go. It was dealing with a trick of it meant a half a year trip. There was no ll flights at the time and he knew what it meant basically is that he's going to have to go by buggy and then by boat and besides the incredible expense behind it, the amount of time and stress and energy that he will have to utilize to get there. But he realized it was a necessity to support his bahim who couldn't even put food on the table. Push it literally food on the table. Finally when he made it to America after over a month of traveling he uh asked and spoke to certain someone acquaintance of his that he knew a person by the name of Antel and he address he told him that there's a person by the name of Philip Goldstein who was originally known as Pinas Vaserman. coincidentally the same last name. I don't know. I had a little bit of relation maybe, but he said this already changed his name to Philip Goldstein and he is an incredibly wealthy person. He's one of the more wealthy people over here in New York. He lives in Manhattan. He said, "Go ahead and go to him and maybe you'll get some money out of him." He said, "Okay, take me." He said, "I'll be honest with you. This guy's completely off the derek. He used to be a pin. He turned into a philillip. He's totally not religious. A and I have to be honest with you, he's a complete kaman, a very stringy person. doesn't like to give tuckers. You're not going to get too far with him. But you know, Verves, go ahead and try. You never know. Raan decided, I'm going to go to him because he also remembered that he knew him as a Yingal in Europe. He remembered that they grew up together when they were younger until they each parted their own ways. He tried to go and catch up with his secretary once, twice, three times. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Mr. Goldass. He's too busy. He's too busy. I'm sorry, Philip just can't answer the phone. I'm sorry. until he finally was able to go and circumvent the secretary, get the message to this Philip who recognized Rab Khan Rasman's name as his old childhood friend and he delightfully invited him to come into his office in Manhattan. Hashem, they came and they exchanged some old stories from the past. You remember this? You remember that teacher? You remember this? You remember when we did this and that? And they were very much enjoying the conversation. And he asked him so what are you doing now? Raan told him well I learned in by the great eventually I moved to the co inno and then eventually I was able to open a shiva in in veranovich and I have 400 talim now that I'm taking care of and I'm teaching them over there and what's with you Phil what's going on with you pinas in other words he didn't call him philip he said and what's going on with you so pinhas told him well you know when I was 17 years old I finished you know yeshiva days and I decided to make to trek over here to the golden golden medina. I decided to come to America and I was able to fix a broken sewing machine and I started sewing things for people and slowly but surely with the extra little money change I was able to do I was able to open a store and from a store to a company and from here I have a massive corporation now and I'm employing 300 people and 400 talim him 300 employees I'm considered the biggest coat factory in Manhattan and I have a big name and I am very successful. I'm not sure if he said the word. Anyways, that was the exchange that they had. So then after, like we said, having a little bit more of a of a kesh between them, he said, "So what brings you here, Harav? Why'd you come? Why'd you end up coming to America?" So he said, "I just came to say hi. It was so nice to see you." He said, "Come on, you don't come to America to say hi." He said, "No, no, that's why I came. Thank you so much for having me. It was so enjoyable seeing you. It's time to part our ways and Roan left. And that's it. He left on his ways without telling him anything or asking him any requests. After 2 or 3 days, he received a phone call from this Philip from this pinas. And he told him, "Arav, can you come? I want to have a little bit more conversation with you. I really miss you. I want to speak a little bit more before you go back to uh Europe." So he said, "No problem." They came and they met again in his office and he told him, "I can't sleep. Why did you come? I got to know. Come on, tell me. I'm tossing and trying. I'm trying to figure it out. I'm guessing here and guessing there." I guess back then there weren't so many. There weren't so many people collecting for yeshiva. So the guy couldn't figure it out. But anyways, he was asking him what? Come on, tell me the truth. Why did you come? So he told him, "All right, if you're already pushing me, I'm going to tell you the truth. You see this frock I'm wearing? I'm wearing a frock. It has two buttons in the back. One is loose. It's a little bit loose and needs tightening. And the other one already fell off and I need someone to replace the buttons. You have a button factory. You have a whole coat factory. You do buttons. So, I came here in order to you to loosen to tighten up the loose button and replace my button. I would really appreciate if you could help me out. What? Are you serious? Do I look like I'm crazy? Do you know this corporation I built cuz I'm a very intelligent person? You're talking to me like I'm some dodo brand, like there's something wrong with me. Are you being serious? Nobody comes from Europe to America, especially with the Trek that the Raveta put out in order to go ahead and sew a couple buttons. Come on, let's be real. He said, I don't understand why not. I need to sew a couple buttons. Why not? He said, come on. The amount of money you spent just on this trip is just uh about almost over a hundred rubles. And to go ahead and sew on a button is a kaputa. It's one kaput. How much does it cost in order to be able to do it? Come on, let's be real. Be honest with me. Tell me why you came. He goes, "No, no, the buttons. The buttons. Can you help me out? I just need help with the buttons." They exchanged, made a few exchanges, and that's it. He couldn't he couldn't help himself. Eventually, he said to him, "Look, Arav, I can't. you have to tell me why you're here. You wouldn't come all this way just for a few buttons. So he asked him, "You mean I wouldn't do it? Why not? Because I wouldn't do it because it's not worth it to make the whole long trek." He goes, "Yes." He says, "So the Raban told him, well, let me tell you something. The Gariga says, the famous Gumar says the incredible trick that the nishama has to go from the higher worlds to the lower worlds in order to come here. The complex world that we live in that was created by this bar and the screaming and the yelling that the nama does before he has to come this whole entire trip and be thrown into the body that is here. Why does he come all this way? For a few buttons. Is that why he flew all this way? He made the whole trek only in order to make a few buttons to produce a few coats and make a few bucks to be able to do that. It's got to be that he's here for a bigger reason. As the basil which charm writes in the first peric it's got to be that he made this whole entire track not for a few buttons he must be here for a bigger reason pinas do you remember where you came from do you remember the sources where you come from all of that that you came from the nama that comes has got to be something bigger than the corporation and these 300 workers that are working for you pinas started to cry for the first time in over a couple decades it would been so long since he felt it in his he misses. He remembers he remembers going back to those days and coming back. Immediately Raan opened the garra and learned with him one of the gumaras that they learned when they were kvouses as young children together when they were 10 11 years old and he started learning and he couldn't get enough of it. He was sweeping it up and with in trouble tears in his eyes he was so emotionally connected to this gar he said arav you've got to stay. You've got to stay and learn with me. He said, "I can't stay, but I'm going to set you up with andem you will continue to be able to do to be able to do that." In the end of the day, Raban was Malis. He told him in the end of the day when he asked, "So why did you come?" And he told him, "Well, the real reason I came is for the yeshiva." And the guy told him, "The next two years of your yeshiva support, full support, it's on me. I'm taking care of the next two years in Boranovich. You can go back there, feel comfortable. They're going to be taking care of Kali with her e economic situation and everything is going to be okay. You know there's a song they made based on this story that I just quoted. You don't go to America for a few karim for a few buttons. We don't move. Can we try to remember? Can we try to think if we're investing blood lifeline the amount of years that we have in something that we are only going to find ourselves when we turn 60 65 70 and it's time for retirement age and we only have come on let's be realistic a few more years left after that we always say to be optimistic and it's very nice but I don't know too many people that made it that far let's live it to 90 we'll give you 90 and unfortunately we know it does happen sometimes at 75 80 85 I've you know it's one thing to use up blood how much time energy time and is money or is money time remember how much you put into your life how much you expend into it and don't waste it on a few buttons I understand to get that more comfortable house that nicer shaitle to be able to have those extra expendences and those weddings those flavors weddings that we have but let's go ahead and invest it in the right place I'll be honest with you here init Israel I don't speak about this. I'm not going to give this drussia here in Israel cuz I don't think that's over over being done. But over here, I see over and over about what's happening sometimes on the other side of the ocean and we start realizing that, you know, if you can't control it over there, maybe you should be moving to Israel. But if not, at least remember Raan's message. We don't do it just for a few buttons. We don't waste life just for a few buttons. Every action that you do has so much potencies. Rabika's Gilgal that went ahead and he did such a little thing by just walking away from Sufas when every Vimayan video is discussing he did just that little bit of thing and he caused a he caused an absolute effect in the whole entire world all the Gilgulim and everything that he infected. Let's take this message, put it into our kishkas, and remember to go ahead and fix those buttons.