Pesach - Spiritual Light and Judgment

you're listening to the weekly partial podcast with Ari Gold wag recorded with a channels never earning assistance in her mom patient she's real 57 at2020 this week we don't have a parsha it's going to be pays off I just wanted to share with you a thought about Pesach which i think is very much connected with the experience you are all having and I think that we need to understand what's going on and in my personal opinion I believe we're really close to Tom's Messiah and I'm sure a lot of people are saying it but just wanted to understand there's something fundamental that goes on with the advent of mashiac I mentioned the last week's podcast has two GOG Magog and there's a deep idea a deep thought that I once shared on the parsha podcast it's also in my safe air perfectly imperfect and it has to do with what happens in a time of Revelation what happens in a time when I kodesh borrow who is revealing himself to the world and I want to preface the idea with a few questions that have to do with push-up shot simple understanding of a Gomorrah come on Rosh Hashana that says we should be ibuprofen vitamin E doing that there are four times a year when the world is judged we know of course that Shauna there's a judgment but but the Gemara tells us there are four different times when there's judgment para para una pesca hallelula mon Pesach were judged in regards to par NASA in regards to our the grains but but Sarah's up al parecer Ilan on shoes there's a judgment in regards to the fruits with cognate an unarmed I'm and as far as how much rain we're going to have that's determined on circus so that's why we have the trio of gaseum on circus that's why we know that there is an aspect of I'm sure yet sir I'm sorry on perforce minute Sarah's on Shana raba there's an idea of a Yama Dean we work it till the husband wears a kettle by moseph and each of the three hugging we have add-in we have a judgment and of course we also have a judgment on Rosh Hashanah but interestingly all these judgments have to do with Pernod so with our livelihood and the livelihood has to do simply with our sustenance in this world on the simple level but also has to do with our ability to relate taco - beaucoup hash and put us in this world and therefore we need to be able to live here in this world we need to be sustained and the sustenance that we get is provided for direct directly from a code of Oracle from a Shem so when there's a judgement about our sustenance it's a judgement and you know we see on on an outer level we see it as you know this is how we're being sustained physically the partners that we have how much money we have but it really has to do with our relationship with Hashem because Hashem is the one who gives us our partner so it gives us our livelihood and if there's something happening with our livelihood that's broken if there's something happening with the chef and the entire world like today is there's something going on there's something broken about it it means that there's something happening in a shed wash em relates to the world and brings his sheva his sustenance into the world so it's important to understand this is very fundamental there's a judgment that happens on Pesach and on and on shoes and on circus and I'm not sure tion of course and it's also important I mean think about it omits rhyme what were the things where were besides for the fact that we have the blue macaws macclare is where the people the the oldest died and we had other things the shame which happened to the people themselves but the borrowed and the Arbour and the different there were a few of the the the first maka of blood all affected directly the sustenance the food the food of the Egyptians because that has to do with arts physical ability to be sustained has to do directly it corresponds to our connection to Akhilesh more cool so when our shem brought these plagues upon the egyptians it was to show that they are disconnected from a kadesha Buraku and it was to show that Hashem is still connected to the Jewish people which was why the Jewish people were not affected by those those plagues that's how hora to understand what's going on in on Pesach at understand what's going on with the plagues with what happened in its rhyme but it also helps us to understand what's going on today but the question that I have the question that bothers me as we read this Mishnah and we hear that Pesach shoe is sook is Rosh Hashanah Jesus times of DIN to the times of judgment so we're used to thinking about the judgment insofar as Rosh Hashanah we know it's a day - today we're in shoe all day it's a day where there's a it's a subdued day it's a day when we don't have the same level of joy perhaps we don't we certainly don't say we don't say hallo but we don't think of Pesach and choice and circus as a time of din we don't think of it as a time of judgment what is the idea that Pesach is a time of judgment if anything is the time when we're doing extra misses with them and so Matt saw them it so tomorrow well them it's a simcha of joy on suckers who is special misses that we have on those times the carbon or I'm air we have on Pesach we have the bickerin on choice we have on circus we have the minstrels of circus and we have the Mitzvah of a little bit Eric it's a time of joy of simcha you saw off Samara time of DIN time of judgment how does that coincide with the has a coincide with the regulan with the times of joy the times of closest to our Kaddish more cool what's the idea behind this din that goes on on Pesach so in order to understand it this is what I wanted to this is what I mentioned at the beginning not to understand it this Voort that I wrote in my safer which was said many years ago in the partial podcast we were doing these partial podcasts for close to 13 years there's wrath of Shem towards the beginning so there was a war a deep idea which I was there to understand because really when we ask questions the more we ask questions which is of course what the Pesach Seder is about the more we ask questions - Tannehill ila is then the more we ask questions the more we begin to understand because the question is always unlock and open up a deeper understanding of something that's going on because there's always a depth especially of course in the Taira there's always a depth if we look at real if we look at what's going on in the world and we ask questions we start to see that there's something going on because every single thing is from a code the shabak loom it's another question that I that I had powerful question Avraham Avinu from avinu he's sitting by the opening of his tent he's waiting for he's wait he just had his bris he's waiting for for travelers to pass by so he can do he said he can have work whom you can have guests and when did this story happen so as I'll tell us that the story happened Pesach time it was Pesach and the turret and the Tara tells us why about that Shem took out come I mean articulation took out the Sun from its sheath and there's other places in Tanakh or in Kazan where we find that our Sun takes out the Sun from its sheath we'll see what that means soon but Hashem sent these Malakand these angels to inform avril lavigne first of all to heal him from the bris second Walt inform him and Sarah that they're going to have a child and third of all they were to come to destroy Saddam those same Malakand who were there to do to do that they were gonna go to Saddam save/load and overturn overturn Saddam destroy Saddam and a question that I have question that bothers me which needs explanation which opens up a tremendous tremendous deep insight why were first of all why was it the same Elohim why was it the same Malakand why during this entire description of the fact that Yitzhak is about to be conceived why at that moment was it that those mala ham were to go and destroy Saddam and to save load and and I remove Ino has a conversation with a coach probably to save sad I'm a sham says basically no why is all of that happening at the same time why is it at the same moment in history that Saddam was being destroyed by same Elohim who came to inform about the imminent birth of Yitzhak Aveeno of Isaac what what is the connection between these two cataclysmic events powerful events now the foundation over here is an amazing idea and says Hashem is Hoyts he hung tico it says that in the future time it's also come on rosh hashanah then in the future time there's going to be a um hide in a girdle there's going to be a great day of judgment it's not clear it's talking that right before mushiya we're talking about in the year 6,000 right before the times of I love my book the future world right we still got a 220 years or so until that time but there's going to be ad in my sham is going to take out as it were doesn't say I don't think it says the word so the Sun out of its sheath but it takes out a spiritual light it takes out the true light which is behind the Sun which gives sustenance to the world here's that word sustenance again which is really Hashem Hashem himself as it were Shems light as it were he takes out that light and two things happen this is love cause I'll say two things happen that said the game Arn enemies of Athena the righteous ones they enjoy they get a benefit from the light they get they get warmed they get enjoyment and they get amazing spiritual enjoyment from the light of Hashem that's revealed but the regime are burned the regime are destroyed by that sir very same light a very same light it has it has the opposite effect on that tsadikim as honor is shine the righteous and the wicked and we see that this is something which happened in its rhyme in Egypt what happened the same light the same light Redemption ashen was taking out that awesome light of redemption in order to save his special people his AMA sigil his nation and the result was what they were lifted up with all you sell or buy McCoy's him during the darkness the Jewish people had light and at the same exact moment that tsadikim the righteous those who are truly the good ones in the world right there's so much darkness there we don't see the truth but at the moment of spiritual revelation at the moment of spiritual revelation of color who in the world he shown himself to be part of nature to be part of the world to be to be intimately involved in the world at that moment two things happen the righteous are lifted up mush pill game um hashem lifts up the righteous and he lowers the haughty he lowers those who are unworthy those who are evil the midstream are being destroyed by the lights the experienced 10 Marcus 10 plagues the Jews at the same moment are being lifted up one level after another to the point where they are freed for all times and they enter into a true relationship with a kodesh burro who why because they were chosen why because they are righteous why because the truth is on their side because they are the ones who were chosen by Hashem and a promise was made now listen this is amazing this is so deep it's so beautiful this is what was going on in the times of Avram Aveeno in terms of Abraham era Medina was there was about to be a new revelation in the world called Claudius relegates cook Isaac was gonna be born yeah it's cook laughter that's what his name means use of means to laugh an amazing thing no sir I'm a no 90 year old woman 100 year old man they're gonna have a child what an incredible revelation about kodesh Marcos Ciotti dish my his his divine providence in the world unbelievable thing miraculous beginning for the Jewish people that's about to happen now whenever that kind of light comes into the world alongside the light is darkness and judgment that's that's the rule that's how it works whenever I could just work who is bringing the world into a new stage there's it's accompanied by darkness you don't have to look further than about 75 years ago I was a tremendous darkness that hovered over the entire world and what was the result a new stage in the annals of mankind unpressed at a time whether it's technology whether it's the amount of food the method human beings that have been born our seven point seven billion people in the world now the the result of amazing advances in science so many things advances in medicine all of these things it heralded a brand-new time of sustenance from a Kaddish for who from God into the world into mankind now when that new stage happens it's accompanied by a time of judgment a time of difficulty a time of challenge and that's what happened in the time of its rhyme in the time of Egypt that's what happened the time of our movie no Saddam they were evil they had to be destroyed why because as I shall reveal some self more as light comes into the world there's it comes along with there's a revelation of truth and the revelation of truth requires that there be that would the wicked are destroyed and the righteous are lifted up that's what happened with Avram album was about to be lifted up at the same moment Saddam is destroyed the cloth the Jewish people aren't Pesach at the exodus from Egypt they're about to be lifted up the same moment those who had done wrong those who have behaved wickedly they're destroyed the evil is destroyed at the moment that the the good is revealed that's what happens now on a microcosmic level every single year we have an awesome revelation of a kodesh particle of God in the world when does that happen every single year on the Melea team right where do they call the holidays are called Maya D mode doesn't mean a holiday doesn't even mean holiday from the you know holy day it is true it's a holy day same Kadosh but a mo it means a meeting means a time of meeting right oil no heed the tabernacle Michigan was called a place of meeting oil might what's the idea of a mode what's the idea of the of the yummy meat item that we have Pesach Lewis su kiss Rosh Hashanah the idea is it's a timer we meet hakodesh beaucoup where God reveals himself more in the world why do we have these mitzvahs why do we have the commandments first of all red sucker - world's acquisition wants to purify us but besides for that because we're in a deeper relationship we're not go - bro who with God on the on these time some is revealing himself more in these times so first of all we need to do things to make sure we're on the side of goodness to make sure that we're on the side of righteousness right because like the Moorish bro who reveals there's also a judgment that comes along with it that's what's going on on Pesach and shwoo is in circus there's a time of judgment it's a time of difficulty it's a timeout coach Baku is looking at us more carefully so a Shem says here I I have some ideas for you you're being judged on Torah you're gonna be judged about on Pesach there's a judgement about your sustenance in regards to the grains bring the carbon huh Amir I want you to do something that shows your righteousness so that I can judge you in a righteous way so that you're on the side of good so that you receive my light instead of having forbid the opposite Anshu is we have a mitzvah we have a mitzvah chorim why because we're about to be judged on the Paris Oh No are we gonna have that sustenance from a coalition of who each and every time it's about a sham revealing his light and there's a build-up between Pesach and Shoeless you won't understand why was it that the tongue medium of rebbi akiva died 24,000 tell me know my rebbi akiva died between pay seven choice why is this a time of judgment if anything it's a time of joy it's a time of Awesomeness it's time of wow we're about to receive the tire we have seven weeks leading up to to receiving the tire but it's a time of Revelation because it's a time of Revelation it's also a time of deeper judgment it's a time when we need to be more sensitive to others it's a time when we need to be upping our game in our in the hiset department in that in the area of doing kindness to others and our being either Mahavira our relationships with our spouse our relationship with our children and I know it's a challenging time of course that we're living in this awesome awesome challenging difficult time and I want to mention something which I said in the in the be talking group which we meet every Sunday on this past Sunday I somebody asked the question and and question is how do we face off with this challenge it's an amazingly difficult thing people are dying thousands of people are dying of Rahman Allah son so we should save us so time of judgment of DIN how do we face it how do we deal with it how do we respond to it and one of the things that I said which I heard from my Russia Shiva for my my pair is that when it comes to facing off with dim with judgment our response needs to be quiet we don't understand we don't understand he was once asked about in issue of for occur when Toshiba repairs Russia Shiva so they have a Holocaust program there was a teacher there mr. Cohen so long as auntie should be well who was a Holocaust survivor and he taught this program so repair was asked you know how can we teach Holocaust Edition we tell the the whole truth our students it's too awesome it's too difficult and he said that when it comes to something which is difficult and so hard to deal with we need to say the truth we can't cover it up and we need to say we don't understand it's so important to say I don't understand I don't know what's going on I don't understand why the never Minsk already passed away I don't understand that I don't understand why so many great tsadikim have died I don't understand it I don't understand why people are passing away it's so difficult to understand the whole world's been thrown into a tizzy how do we relate to that how do we understand we don't understand it it's important to know that we don't understand it's important to respect it it's important to respect there's certain holiness there's a certain kedusha that's in the place of darkness and we need to respect and at the same time we need to know there's a nahama at the same time there's a consolation that when a Shem brings judgment into the world its accompanying with a revelation of his light we can't you know the muscle that I gave is sometimes a child runs into the street and the child needs to get a patch now after it's there have been times I've given my children a patch and after that patch they don't want a hug from me I send my wife or I send my daughter to give the baby a hug in a moment of darkness the moment of pain we don't see how it's from our coalition walk we don't see the how it's from a Shem but a few hours later I can give my child and I do I make sure to because cuz I'll say you're supposed to push away with your left hand and pull in with your right hand you need to use your stronger hand to show love your weaker hand to show judgment we can be assured that although a college for who is pushing us away in a certain sense chuckles boy who is giving us a patch and we don't stand why we're that child doesn't doesn't really relate to it yeah we know that Kadesh beaucoup Muruga me the taifa hashem is good side as it were Hashem is me the type of his good attribute is stronger than his his negative side and so we need to be assured we need to know that just as it was in the times of Alma V knew there was a revelation about to happen it was a company with with difficulty for sublime destruction of the regime just like it wasn't mitzrayim when it was about to be a cultural who was taking out the Jewish nation one point one and a half million people slaves to be freed to be allowed to come to receive the Torah to enter into artiste realm it was accompanied by the destruction of the evil and every single time we have a Pesach an - wuis and a circus there's a revelation of a code issue that's happening in the world and it's a company with a DIN are we going to be sustained we're going to continue to be sustained will we continue to have pernessa we need to step up we need to focus on the opportunities that present themselves Pesach the midst of matzah there's so many mitzvahs so many opportunities when I said within our homes we need to step up to the plate to our challenges and we need to say Hakodesh Baro who I want to be on the side of tithe I know there's a judgement now i knows it judgment going on in the world but i also know that that judgment is accompanied by a revelation of your light i want to tap in and i want to be part of your light a college bar who that side of tithe i want to be Zeca in the judgment hunt Pesach through choice through circus I want and Rosh Hashanah all of these times I want to be Zeta I want to merit to be the side of good and the way that we merit that is by strengthening ourselves as we've said strengthening the side of good being on the side of the tsadikim being side of toys I want to bless you and ask you to bless me some should help us to be able to face off with the amazing challenge of today of our time to face off and recognize that this is an opportunity for growth an opportunity for rededication Darby tahun our trust in a shine that just like he took us out of mitzraim just like he redeemed us then and just like it's always been so that there have been times of challenge and I could have swore who was always there holding our hand throughout the challenge made may it be so that we also recognize that he is here with us in our present challenge and the purpose of the challenge is in order to reveal his light so that we can all be Zeca and merit to see the Binion base hammock - the rebuilding of the temple and the open revelation of hashem in the world that time where the verse says mala are its de-ice hashem when the world will be filled with the knowledge of a Shanda recognition of his existence in the world come I am Liam Hassan like the waters cover the earth thank you so much for listening our wonderful payza and a wonderful Shabbos this podcast was made possible through the gracious donations of listeners like you for more podcasts like this please visit www.gfi.com/webmonitor [Music]