I keep getting looked over.

it started to upset me that I'm not getting asked to speak at Passover events you know I say to myself I'm a great speaker I have so many followers that I could bring to these events and yet year after year not one organization has ever reached out and said hey we would love to have you speak at our event it affected me and I was thinking about it this morning why is it not happening and then I said to myself you know what nobody has ever given me a platform nobody ever gave me a stage and handed me a microphone and said hey we want you to speak go for it here's your soapbox here's your moment no any time that I've ever done that I've had to make the stage myself I had to give myself the microphone I had to give myself the Soap Box to stand on and that's the message I want to give myself and to you is that nobody's coming nobody's coming to give anything to you nobody's coming to give you contracts nobody's coming to give you opportunities nobody's coming to give you engagements