Chassidus: Wednesday & Thursday - Maamar V’Yadata Moscow 5657 #13

the yeshiva dotnet okay that page non-base the line starts McInnis could sydney astronomical i'ma so be Iranian 17 lines from the top will be Iranian the explanation the explanation in what the explanation and the entire point then the kuda the summation that has been brought out and that we have been exploring is how to understand what we call entire sinister say their hairstylist the whole evolution of all the worlds from the highest to the lowest to the most physical and mundane and brute world which is called Elim hacia just be able to really appreciate how to approve and or understand shame jávea and shame Allah Kim and Hawaii who held him and that Simpson and the Hester and the hell of and the ultimate conclusion that just as Koya minish I die today Rab after forty years as the camera says enough I desire in the beginning that they ultimately the idea is conveyed here teach that everyone koulikov Akkad as he puts it couldn't unravel and in a process called our Kaiser journey back upward if you wish or inward probably be better word inward upward really the same thing and discover in every facet of their existence which at first glance and even at second glance and even at third glance is completely defined by concealment because without concealment there would be no I there would be no identity but nonetheless that is only really a channel for revelation and not only that a channel to get to the ultimate core of truth will be rainy and to be able to explain this how does one reach this process what are the tools for this till now it's more hash gothic its perspective explanations be Orion mashaallah of the big all of the teacher and the student what are the tools what is the mechanism for this sorry Lock them kill the engine on is Jonas so we first have to give an introduction which seems like a completely different topic talking about Simpson and Hellerman of INL Hakeem and iris and Calum and a marshal and a teacher and a hell of to explain the content to discuss the concept of necessary nurse which means tests for whom are shikou solve and this is what the passage says motion event tells the Jewish people in the last weeks of his life came in NASA Hashem allocation Eskom la das hashem i of him is a sham b'hala valcamonica was the whole positive motion urbane who speaks there about an avi who was a false prophet who comes and really tries to derail the Jewish people and he says don't listen and you have to know that sometimes came in a Sasha Moloch a Hamas God Hashem Xavier with words as a vodka vodka came in a servile occasion as can is testing you that's one classic posit that says that there's a concept in life called Manasseh from the word nice suicide or as we say every morning by he after advert mal of le Kim Nisa s of ROM from the word test chemin NASA Masada Muhammad binisaya one is often tested if they're going to stand through on his sign of its article of in mark of inalienable shaders what is the real objective what is the divine purpose in life's machinist and everyone knows life brings about miss Jonas of one form or another form they go on small ones sometimes in oneness mind they're very big even though relative to somebody else's may be small but that's it's not about comparisons it's really about understanding what's the Kevon l union is earnest what's the purpose of it what's the objective of it over makamaka manure in another place elsewhere in Safari amorphous idiots explained for very Deering a very audacious a very intense inside the call pathless you did asunder Shama bug off that the entire purpose of this soul coming into the body she read the gorilla which is a tremendous descent it's not a small you readin the har a coda myriad of super goo for his same methods burl emollient began laid not a significant aid Nell you before the neshamah went into the body came down it existed it stood in a higher world sometimes we call it conveyed not asked in a lower level of Grenada and sometimes Grenada Nelion here do I'm a union Mayan Bossa as it's explained in smart iam and explanation of the words of the Mishnah die you should know me I in basa boom Renato hula-hula frenemy I toss it looked into dinner Hodgman and it's explained my iron is not just a question may I in from we're but it's also a statement may I in boss so you come from a place called iron how can we hold this place I in if it's a place it's not I in and the answer is it's so beyond our tangible conception that we call it iron just like the RAM bond calls creation yes me iron and it's a very famous Russian and in soir him of Kyra and mash of and Cibola this much gopher the debris is yesh may I am a lion is the famous expression that on bounces voracious bara than a Russian Kylie dish the word and the first plastic of Toyota the word bara means something from nothing or as our Latin friends like to say ex nihilo something from ayan so why would you call it ayan if it's yes I understand it ca sure why may I mean why from nothing parishes bara le Kim mr. Sherman miss orit's why would you attribute to him the word alien which means nothing absolutely nothing one of the explanations is that from the ashes perspective the sources ayan because we don't have the fools to be able to grasp it as a reality sometimes that which is completely beyond this we call nothing not because it exists less because it actually exists more it exists in such a powerful way that our tools which are limited can't capture it so when we look at it we say okay there's nothing there there's nothing there you know sometimes you could be if you hear that suddenly the greatest secrets but you don't have the calum to pick it up you just dismiss it it's nothing what does the Gemara say little of who will the shaitaan' Latino caucus right from appeal and viewing him from the mouths the mouths of babes of children they could sometimes tell you the deepest things but it's without fanfare without drama because they themselves don't understand what they're saying so it doesn't occupy so much space so often something is so powerful but we don't have the tools to access it so therefore in our world we call it ayan nothingness to give a simple example which is brought in swaram and that is if you're going to explain to your you're building a souk and you're going to explain to the nails that there's a litter of a Sukkah station for Shiva SEM and therefore the nails should on their own enter into the walls and do their job to fulfill God's mitzvot isn't that a much more powerful way to persuade somebody than to take a hammer and knock them over the head persuasion and inspiration is much deeper than a famous English expression a patch for gate Hoonah forged by States a patch for gate you know what a patches a patch forget it it passes it balances off especially if you're used to getting it those of you who had this hose know you get used to it next next next okay Finn let's finish get it over with skill is Ray for hairy chemic that with mrs. Marcus etcetera avert by state a word on insight it penetrates it permeates right they used to what was that song sticks and stones won't break well suit yourself never harm right as we know that's the opposite of truth right they used to sing that sticks and stones will break my bones but words can't harm me sometimes it's the exact opposite you know you speak to children who have been bullied words are very powerful huh a poem yeah yeah I kill him from the nausea of klimpaloon a ski bum arguing Oh boots I know my crew sure yeah Covino says words are very powerful the Mishna says by Saruman Morris libera Harlem the world was created through Tenma Morris through words and part of the messages it can also be destroyed through words and built through words words are very powerful so the Qaeda knocking somebody with a hammer over the head and say do it seems very impressive but it's much more superficial than if you can explain because if you can explain it's an eternal impact if you do it through a hammer it's coercion as it actually has the expression should say hey shall have this oil or may allow solenoid oh why don't you speak to the nail and explained to the nail that the circus is coming and the answer is you could stand in front of the hammer and the nail for three hours and lecture eloquently and somehow they will be unmoved why and the answer is because in the world of the nail words ideas are I in for the Ferb are safer for somebody who's who's who can detect intelligence and a sensitive it's more powerful than anything else it's much more powerful than a hammer and you have to know what you're dealing with so when you're dealing with a nail you got to use a hammer but when you're dealing with a mind you got to use words but in the world of them or this is ioan even though its more powerful really than anything else that's why we call it a lien ayan means in my realm it's nothing it's meaningless I have no relationship to it sometimes when truth is above me all I can say is iron that's why it's called - man that said ah may I in Bossa the neshamah comes from a place that we call iron which means its entire existence operates on such a deep level that unless you open yourself up to it you'll say it's nothing it doesn't exist you may not even recognize its existence that's how deep it is that's what the neshamah really is may I in boss and yet and further voice Samar Sagar Psilakis it comprehended godliness meaning godliness was reality from the bhava the area it stood with love and all beginners bittle bellicose complete oneness alignment with governor's commercial cost of the expression of katana cos Chi Hashem I sure am a dirty laugh on earth da middle ah my lashena Shyam amid aviva penis bitl whenever it says I'm either and then you speak about spiritual terms we're not no physical sitting and sitting and standing amid the means complete alignment the yard are nonetheless we are diverse a cinema dräger neshama descended the sister I'm a dragon means through many many secret levels in a very complicated intricate level at the send for Allah Mahathir all the way into this world should miss rottenmeier a chef here it becomes a remote from the divine light Shana my second solo customer she's single Oh Milo there's no way the neshamah in the body can detect and comprehend godliness the way it did above ki re re reality commercial Mary Marilla Mustafa Steinem would-be tacklers absence of Ireland in Essaouira Dorothy Chinese lamothe as the miner has been explaining the divine energy the way it even comes in and shines in the lowest worlds is with the epitome of symptom of restriction with tremendous concealment array of array which is external as we explained it's like the Rav who presents array of array a little glimmer of a glimmer of a glimmer there's a light there's the ray of the Sun and then there's the ray of the rain oh they make a copy of something and then there's the copy of the copy and then there's the copy of the copy of the copy and then there's thousands of copies down the line where you could distill a trace of the original but obviously the marshal is not a very good marshal but the concept is you have a light and a Hara and then the Hara of aha and our au revoir so it's all good science but Africa missouri's and even this light bubble cleanness action comes in a very concrete and materialized way behind our sodium ago Sheamus in this world all ha thud this is called a saga Mukesh Emma's saga Mukesh Ambus means a material way of comprehending things a certain limited way very everything is concretize everything is expressed in terms of a chroma of materialization there's a certain grub right there's a certain lack of inner deep sensitivity that one conquered one one kid comprehend in this world the a neighbor Eric la la saga solution is very delicious Isabel Amalia you can't even compare it at all to the way this soul detected and sensed spiritual divine energy in a higher place before it was encumbered by the environment the reality of the body and of the world you can't even compare the two but I new sheriff which were based var what we mean to say is that there is two major differences number one are a Dalek he made some Gilly al you know sir first of all in the oil ama Elyan in the higher world the divine energy shines in much more revelation a higher light that is revealed and number two of a nose but that's ray and furthermore of a neighbor box um became a penis roughness and it doesn't come out in a material concrete limited way but more pristine spiritual way for looking either via de Lamartine and medical Avenue Salem Island if we completely can't compare even a neshama that experience is loving or here to the love and nor they but it's a completely different type of album The Ides us what is more she or the leaves of witness has to upon him that this MacLeod concealment here the hey my layman's vest stadium sham al Libya Muammar Stoudamire Shamu show say that surgically a gay a hybrid Chevrolet dealer key there's tremendous concealment that concealed completely the light of our Shem and the kedusha and you have to work very hard to discover it so it's two differences first of all even if there wouldn't be a Helen there's a chimps point number one is Simpson point number two is Hallam the marshal for the first is the teacher who gives a limited degree of the information the marshal for the second thing is that even what he gives is completely dressed up in stories and anecdotes of marshal so even the first one is enough to create a complete metamorphosis in the neshamah because the level of intensity of Rukmini is the way it comes into this world is infinitely inferior in terms of quantity and quality to the higher worlds this similarly similar to the difference between the teacher communicating to himself or communicating to a colleague or communicating to somebody who's more or less on the level and then bringing it down level after level after level after level it would be like the light comes into a room and then there's a thick curtain that blocks the lights from coming into the next room and only a little bit goes through the curtain and then there's another curtain what we call a Parsa that blocks the lights from coming into the next room and then you have a thousand rooms later how much light is it getting it's getting light but it's getting a little little trickle of lights little tiny harder because if we'd get more it would be blinding so the fact that we're living in this world every world is a descent of our matter a grafter McGregor - the ultimate symptom and restriction of the oil where one can only have a horrid or odorous as a result of that the entire consciousness of them if somebody can't compare the consciousness in a higher plane is infinitely greater that's the uniqueness the moment in a shaman leaves the body the way it sees reality is completely transformed because the layers of consciousness are completely on a different level in this world then already in the world above it and we're all above it all but that's only step one step two is that the light doesn't even reach here even the light that reaches is extremely concealed but the light doesn't even reach this world is a world of blockages you don't even know that there's light the teacher at least may be giving a shear he may be giving only a fraction of a fraction what he has to say but he's giving a fraction at least you getting something but what happens if you don't even know he exists in the room or what happens if it's all dressed up in Michonne you just think it's a nice story there's nothing else and you don't even know that he's here that's the second product in this world in addition to symptom there's also complete Helen has their concealment that's the two things that he says first of all the whole house saga here of Alec loose is Magoo so the way we speak about it is Magoo Sherman which means it's Grubb spirituality in our world relative to prestige spirituality is is very coarse it's a coarse way of getting it why because we're forced to grasp it through our tools that's number one number two sometimes it's but cloudy there's no hurry there's only darkness one doesn't even know that is light in them one may not even feel the kedusha in them one may not even be sensitive to any divine energy in them or anybody else and it takes tremendous you year to even access it it's covered up by layers and layers not only is the light restricted and a little bit of it comes through but the whole entity can be completely eclipsed those are the two major impacts that the neshamah goes through as a result of entering into this world entering into the other man it says in smarten degrees L and others why takes knowing why Hashem made biologically that pregnancy is nine months it's a whole process each month is really a journey of the soul into a lower space until it can emerge into into the world and when the baby does emerge into the world it cries for a while so on one level it's because of oxygen but there's also deeper reasons it says in Isaiah so this is a quantum quantum leap and in many ways a traumatic event for the soul who comes from the world of iron and now one day enters into a new reality and much of the tension of life even though we're not conscious of it is the tension between the soul pre-birth and the soul post-birth Dom may I in basa the quantum leap from a place of iron into a place of yesh with all that that entails for the soul now because we're already here we're learning about there's like we often can't even worry what are you talking about not my soul maybe too much somebody else's song my cell doesn't have any of these issues but that's only because the soul actually went through this and I may not relate to that state of that state of consciousness Herrick Holzer who you need the Dolomites all this describes a tremendous ereader a tremendous descent he may so it says that catalyst qivana serie dasa who bashed villainous Yanis so in some places it says that the whole catalyst the whole objective of this leader was the concept of machinist Jabalia moi atom which come to a purse we asked before what is the objective of machinist and in US and he started to say that in some places it says that the whole purpose of the neshamah coming into the goof which is a tremendous she did is finished journalist which means that there's something very very powerful in these decisions what does this mean ceases sheboygan were atom they come to a person Jay McGuiness Estepona all this unis are basically reflecting concealment all they're revealing is Hester upon him the hiding of the face komari beast alkis hiya Sasha and Messiah basically means something is being removed some life some hash spa some flow that a person needs that a person wants is being challenged it's being incumbent you speak to think about the nationís that a person has in life whether they're physical or emotional or spiritual they're inside of you were there outside of you they come from the past they come from the present whatever it is whatever type of an assign but the common denominator is it's always a asset opponent there's there's a stumbling block there's a boulder in my life there's something blocking there's something concealing this mystical see us are Scheffer the life force - spa departs bimini Asturias Agatha sometimes it's an assign and health person is struggling with their health their health or somebody whose their loved ones health that's a very serious Messiaen it disrupts a whole life there's no need to elaborate on this but anybody who's been through such a situation knows how it just you know life is going in a particular direction and then one bright morning a curve ball just derails everything one discovers a whole new reality in terms of health a health challenge or even Gnaeus moment on a different level but it's also a big Messiah financial duress again for people who don't experience it they don't know what it is but somebody who doesn't know how they're gonna buy a new pair of shoes for their children or pay the month to rent or even buy fish for Shabbos and it's ongoing it's it's the distress of it it's not just the lack of monies this that's what comes with a lack of money somebody once told me says I have my own yo Mantova my said went says whenever the bank is closed since when the bank of this is for me it's a real Yom of the padres it's called a real really empty system - I know till the next morning a voice a Shaka and slothful okay mineus Mormon means a financial duress and all of this ultimately how he describes it is lajas t ke della hostile earn higher highest roshambo casa all these disjointness has neither physical challenges they all black the light of God they block they cover the hill earlier than the fears of a chemin de douching one doesn't feel a close one doesn't feel one doesn't feel godliness here one doesn't feel holiness here whether one does not feel sublimated here all one feels is blackness darkness stress and this is this real stress and anxiety of life that people deal with in any he just gave two example but of course as we all know the examples are quite elaborate the Leo's mania me buy you some neighborhoods they constitute amania prevention either me bias inside only by hurts outside Lamesa ball is sky of lush m bhava does save its fill of eternal for anybody wants to come close through a void whether it's davon ink or learning Holi or anything else mitzvahs etc my assumable hoods means that there's two types of in a scientist is I've been mine a ax something prevents you me bias internally I mean by hurts externally like Nia's mum and is something outside a person can't get pronounced no person can pay their bills a person can't find that jumpers and can't find the right job whatever it is or it's not enough even if they have a good job so that's me but hurts you know it's the telephone calls that come in it's the text it's the emails as to what saps it's the it's the bills that come in the mail that's one type of mini and then dominium a bias the minima biases internal stuff that could be like physical stuff like he said health or other other ideas which is what we would call psychological anxiety emotional anxiety a trauma pain agony suffering internal challenges that a person has on the outside nobody may even know it right person suffers with mental illness for example or similar challenges these are things that nobody knows it's not like physical health that people see and they can empathize and this right away you know people collect sometimes people have such inner turmoil and struggle on the outside nobody knows they themselves may not even know exactly why they're suffering with themselves or their children these are big initial enos in life and very often people don't even have who to talk about it with because there's so many stigmas and you know want to talk about this and you're gonna compromise the dignity of your family and the name of your family which only doesn't take away the nasai and it doesn't repress it it only quadruples it because at least if I could speak about it you know there could be some opening some here you could breathe a person now has to keep it all inside you sometimes see a situation that inside there they robux they implode instead of explode so these are all real has stayed and real blockages that cover completely up the early the light of life the use of life person wants to get close to are somehow couldi there's so much pain and so much stress doesn't even know where to begin regular temptations are not coldness Jonas will soon see that's part of the that's part of the system the regular temptations that we have that's not cold Anna saw yes yes yes we call it a test but it's not really an exam it could be you could quote you sort of xalapa but still use sort of the challenge it's probably both that probably I wouldn't put it that way but just to put it in simple words every type of Anna Sian represents a certain obstruction in hash ball a certain obstruction Ashbaugh a certain fuse a certain flow that that either gets compromised or seizes Hospital l'amour or gets diluted or gets derailed etc the latter II I was supposed to win the lottery he did so that yeah but that's not an assign that you didn't win the lottery I'm just saying every Messiaen basically represents an obstruction in the flow and the flow of life it could be physical to be emotional could be spiritual are that causes are you lost okay fine active relationship whatever the expression once they put it can be good and supply it well as the person accepts it that's a true that's a beautiful idea the famous expression that's a Masonic I think that comes trust good resign good the way we think about reality effects reality we'll see we'll see more of that soon but that's a very fundamental idea our approach to it really has much to do with how we deal with it and what the results are yeah he wants to know why he's mentioning health and money why doesn't he meant every day he's presses snooze on his alarm clock on his side those are from the small temptations in other words there is this the daily human condition that we deal with but sometimes there could be an assignment and more morality for example what Joseph went through with hspt fur is called Anna soya because you know he was put in a place with a tremendous test it wasn't just every person has to choose constantly right there are situations circumstances will you face a real bigness on morally as well but there's a unique circumstance zone to sleep on time to be alert in sitting in are you saying it isn't a sign everything is different stories of people that had a thing like the rhythm saying it's an inner challenge of someone a worry or something someone gave him a good word or did something good for that and it changed him around yeah the Shyama had been assigned I could called manao maka that a person stands up with this list a person with stands didn't saw in the test against contrary to every preventer which will tell how you tackle say you did this Alana Shama there this was the purpose of the descent of the souls I'd Isabella Dooley our alien yours that means that the power of dealing with the messiaen is so profound it's so impactful that it was worth for the neshamah to come down and what does it mean to come down it's not just you're going down ups our roller coaster that's a dramatic drop what do they call it over there those free Falls where you have a drop but you're dealing here now that dropping out of a hundred feet and out of 400 feet or a thousand feet but a drop through all of these worlds it was worthwhile to be able to give the person the opportunity to stand up to the with all of his tests and challenges because of the Guillory or Elyan the tremendous light and closeness through it vilified its artists Lahav in a way they said Africa but luckily our delegation but this has to be understood why would this be the taxes of the neshamah would you say that through this one reaches the ultimate oil the ultimate light ultimate closeness why it's an impressive thing it's an important thing but as the Gemara has an expression like me douches below me okay don't give me a bite and don't give me honey don't give me a nice Jonas and don't give me your light does it mean to withstand that's a good question what does it mean to withstand the Messiah [Laughter] to not give up on the heart so we have to live the moment say that the check bounced what if it starts a Yid once asked his friend what shot was saying of all at sein o McCobb lindane mundane the omron Kaddish what does it mean so he said I'll tell you I do it every day he says I take along from one person yeah then I have to pay back I don't know how to pay back so I take from somebody else then I have to pay him back cuz I take from somebody else and so I go to everybody says o McCobb lindane mundane I accept from this one from that one that one for Omron Kaddish somebody's gonna say Kaddish on the money I don't know who's gonna say Kavis on the money but if they cottage on the money or at one point I just told both of them I say listen I anyway don't have money why don't you fight it out between yourselves I'm taking from you and giving to you I don't think that's cool they say am I said that there was once a year who came to this friend that was out of him Kippur in the morning and he says seventy five thousand dollars five years ago you have to pay me mom was such a good neighbor such a care what you did to me you never paid me back she says who are you this is what it mean you are me I gave you money you took it you said you're gonna pay back she says I'm gonna check in my villa I'm gonna neither used to have I don't know if you ever see but probably some of you had it your father certainly added little books with Diaries and you put everything in the iPhone destroyed it all but there was the little books and they would write in and all the most important information of life including the black box everybody's atomic energy was in that book he takes out his book and he starts looking you know he all the money and he says yeah does get asked this get asked I borrow talk a lot of money from you five years ago he says you see you shackling you're gone of your gosselin your low life you were disappearing and this now you see you're right says listen listen if you continue to scream well as to a smacking from the bitterly if you continue to scream committee race the book if you want me to keep you from the book stop screaming there is of course he's not you don't need the mind me to tell you that if a person has a health issue they have to go to an expert so pasta green apple here opera is house I'll say my concern it nourishes literally wrappers and as you know there was as there are this in the east the Martian bring it that Vanessa brings it that held you not want to go to doctors they said if God wants somebody to be ill why you mixing it so good Mario Bava Batra turn the surface the governor of Rome told her be Akiva for sure made somebody poor why he giving him stalker why you rebelling against God God wants him to be sick was much too sad God wants him to be poor that's what everybody told her back Eva he said the whole concept of tataka means there's no faith you don't believe that God runs the world you don't believe God wants him to be poor person stands up person is it God wants it what are you mixing it but the toy that holds otherwise we die poor your app so that's another portion of obvious thing that every person according to their capacity and even beyond their capacity beyond their perceived capacity what to always try to do in their life whatever they can do to eliminate the obstacles the challenges the difficulties the pain the stress of anxiety whether its financial whether it's emotional whether it's spiritual whether it's mental of course whether it's health-related and that's that's and sometimes that means being very creative it means opening yourself up to new opportunities it means it means thinking out of your own box right it means consulting people that you may have never consulted before it means consulting yourself in a way that you may have never consulted before it means working through a lot of stuff that's that's a given that's a given in other words we are we are not told turn your other cheek and take another smack God wants partners not obedient robots partners means yes I said Kiva told him we take when you t said you how do you make bread you take stalks of wheat right and you you remove the chaff and you the colonel and you turn into flower and you turn the flower and you need it with water and you bake bread we do you have the hutzpah to start manipulating creation and the answer is creation was created for you to be a part in a shift of luck it is part of Hashem Barilla colossus was sack it says that the Midrash this partnership and creation the creation has an author and the author wants a co-author and the co-author together with the original author perfects the world and that's why we build hospitals and we build spiritual hospitals and we build places where growth and transformation are possible on every level that's a dove or push it but that's not that's that that's a soybean Yiddish right right the Kawashima fresh darker color trailer cooler and your muhawwil Shabbos in Yom Kippur and the coin god--all in cachaça - I'm doing the Qataris on the holiest day if he hears that an absorbed baby who's in danger right and he happens to be in hot salt of the coin goggle so there's a fee of him to throw down the Qataris even though the whole world is based on this avoid it's quite a shocker Jonathan he used to take the Qataris and throw it down and take the blood and throw it on and run out run on and get into the ambulance and drive to save this child is quite a shocker - um it seemed keep it's a coin goggles all closed oh and this is a baby or some old person who already lived their life and their suffering anyway from dementia but if the coin gobbler stays in credit reduction is called the rich saya additional orifices I raised a chauffeur stomach that's the doctrine that's the theology that has guided Jews for thousands of years that's the situs of third of a fiber hem Val I shall most behalf nobody says somebody is suffering that's what God wants the moisture laid sauce ever was once asked everything has a source in kedusha what's the source of atheism and kedusha what's the source of RP curses and kedusha and he answered when it comes to helping somebody else somebody says you know I have a problem so you say so there are gray sir a bridge there Everett help them that's why there's a big guard warranty davon he'll help you see says here you gotta be like an atheist here yeah the what God does let them God will do he'll figure it out what you have to do is the I can help after help hi the thing I run this world I decided this article brothers you got a mix in touch NACA practice this is this is where epic horses becomes a very holy trait and then muna becomes a toxic trait there's times to give it over to God and there's times to say this is my calling right now Masuda Boehner could have also gone out and see an Egyptian beating a Jew and give a crash and say let's go say to Hill them clawless with shrine was exile it's my fault and then to kid due to people hitting each other and then women being all these things the first Jewish leader should have said harsh gotta practice like we always say has gotta practice yeah I met somebody the other day just gotta practice I made you have to talk to you for half an hour so I told him I'm sorry I would love to but I push and have an urgent thing I have to go to he says but it's a soccer practice that I meet you I said Tom after I leave it's gonna be our soccer practice that I left to it's also gonna be a special process is not when you when you choose as Gaza brothers becomes a practice somebody else not a protest anymore it fits into my schedule became our up to maybe is also on the other person the process right so I brought this is not a game so that brush lip service says at this point you have to assume responsibility and that's a very very important that's a very very important you saw it probably needless to say but it's always good it's always good it's always good to emphasize what we did what we're doing here is we're going to the next step we're going to the next step the next step as we will be exploring that side gate the next step - Sian is dealing with time one of my smaller ones ah yeah good enough I don't know that's what was standing it means fine what we taught what we're dealing here with is something I'm not gonna say deeper because the first thing is is is is quite deep and very very important but it's basically the the perspective of the internal emotional state of the person who's experiencing vinasaya how they handle it of course they have to do what they have to do that's not a question that's the first step you always have to do that instead of sitting and crying do something but the question now is how a person handles an asylum if simcha Ben I'm a professor I'm gonna conclude with this because this is a long discussion that we're gonna continue tomorrow if some cabinda Mariska said the following as methylate gelt hot men garnish valoran gelt Kimpton gelt guide if you lose money you lost nothing money comes and money goes I was muffuletta gesund somebody has a health challenge that's a significant loss because part of their life their body has been compromised he says even if not their soul and their mind but it's a serious challenge a health challenges the serious chances at least for half of them but then he said say someone phylidia for Littman garnish it was a valid reason for Lippmann how could you lose half asmath alert the mood for Littman outs when you lose your courage your resolve your would its attitude Mutaz is determination ah resilience yeah very good your resilience but it's a Yiddish word member of death the mood to the mid the courage of life he says you lost everything because that it's not a tangible thing but it's the whole approach of the person your will your your URIs ah yes you grit your you the umph the oomph of a person there it's it's not a tangible thing Oh mommy's tangible health is also tangible what did you lose here we really you lost the engine you lost you lost the battery or to put it in the words that we're going to see is you you you lost the ability to be able to find God here you lost the ability to be able to find truth there to be able to find meaning here to be able to find purpose here and that becomes in a way the greatest tragedy because the person gets broken instead of being sublimated as we will see in the continuation of the mining be able to find God I can't give that advice that's what you're saying yeah he's not gonna be discussing if somebody has a financial issue what do they do they have to figure it out I mean to the best of their ability but till they figure you this should let Shalom Aleichem yes I think is a bridge to the health they tell me is it neighbors to the health and fight them as a health so well pleasure to have you say it the Sega hotness was set on life that he doesn't stop good question the answer is the literal interpretation is dom AI embossing the tipper citizen the deeper in jannat you're nothing you come from a tip fortune the deeper interpretation is da you should know may I in boss oh yeah then on one level you come from iron and you should know that another on another level you come from a deeper structure and all your problems come from the fact that you can't make peace between the two so either you've run into the eye you know you're running to the tip of circle and if you'll understand that you come from iron and you come from a tip it's true and both are exist in your life and just acceptance of the iron in the tip of circa there could be peace in the world in your life like we say yes my iron is divine we call it is simply because when it's not tangible I say doesn't exist doesn't exist you know you'll put take a little kid and put him into the most brilliant class in the world and I'll say it was stupid and boring was it stupid and boring may have been the greatest ideas in his world that was stupid and boring there was nothing there you give him you give him an ice cream that was interesting and very meaningful you know what I mean and some of us to some of us adults too you put them in great places it's nothing we didn't give me anything why not because it's nothing because I'm limited so withstanding the standing the Sun it's not about what you have to try to change the facts you said me before like I said if you don't if you're talking about anxiety so we'll continue good morning everybody welcome page noon gimel in the mind merit two lines from the top the second line from the top our Union who see patron on Gitmo second line from the top I thought in you know the truth being conveyed here was that that essentially one can truly find infinity within the finite and as long as they can work to remove the blockages and the concealments the Marshall if unraveled will bring you to the name shell meaning that the various layers of concealment and experiences of life all the way down to the most minut experiences here in this world essentially are channels to connect to infinity even if they have been obscured heavily and intensely as explained in the entire conversation with it Simpson and to explain all of this and the mechanism we changed course to begin explore the concept of miserliness in life challenges and life obstacles that really test people sometimes in profound ways and then there in with works of course it is it's explained that it's the purpose which at least one of the explanations of the purpose why the neshamah came down here which always needs an explanation why a soul that is so lofty and so sublime and so divine and transcendence goes through such a metamorphosis such a transformation which we call the URI dishonor Shama the descent it's not a small gradual descent it's a quantum leap it's an enormous descent from one space into a completely different world as he said on two levels number one even the light that it's capable of achieving in the body is infinitely inferior to the light it's capable of achieving and experiencing in the divine bosom so to speak in heaven because everything all experiences of love and oh and spirituality ultimately in this world are obscured and they are much more coarse so even the Arusha Nia's here this is much more course it's much less fine so you can't compare even the spirituality of the soul but in addition to that there's something even more drastic that it enters into a world where everything is concealed even a little trickle of light you often don't see caduceus concealed God has concealed the light of a gem is concealed one often has to toil very hard to discover that earlier so this year either needs a justification what's the purpose of it what's the purpose of this descent of a soul which is the source of all the tension and life goes back to that moment that the soul leaves its natural environment and enters into this loose space and one of the explanations is that this is all for the nationís which it experiences only in this world which means that there's something so powerful in the nasaw in that it's worth for the soul to go through the transformation we're not dealing here with a system trying to crush and and and torture cos mashaallah muscle on the contrary dealing here with a source of infinite love so that means that there's something so powerful and positive that it's worth it for the soul to go through this you redo this transformation the truth is have you saw her well let me saw as it's all journey how it reaches its ultimate potential no question it has its own solution no understanding yeah and the truth is that in many ways it makes sense because we see that machinist and life are so abundant and so and they don't discriminate they don't discriminate you know every person you know sometimes at face value you don't see it in other people but you know the moment you get to know people and you get to know their lives you see every person has what they call a Pecola a suitcase that they carry sometimes a few suitcases and even if you know the life of of perfection the life where everything is so smooth and beautiful and splendid exists in fiction exists in fiction novels it doesn't exist very seldom exist in reality and somebody who has such a I still not only people I know that have perfect lives other people I don't know and only people I know that have perfect marriages and the people I don't know and the only people I know that are free from all of these obstacles are the people I don't know well it seems almost like I don't want to say essential to life but so much part of people's lives in one if form or in another form so this means that this earnest are not some type of you know mistake it happens to be we've my Mazal his muzzle her muzzle that muzzle some curse that certain people have and they're now looking for schoolís how to get rid of it but rather it's an essential component of understanding the role of the soul in this world it's an E major component and what that means is that every person will confront different is jealous till till Messiah comes when there's complete revelation but knowing this is a comfort that the soul came down to confront this is not a mistake this is not because you're evil because you did some big sin because you're a horrible person was because you were born on the wrong month and your astrological signs have condemned you I have condemned you or because of a previous gilgul because your father or your mother you teach her your community or if you have just wash it bad Mazel that yeah Mazel literally means the constellations bad constellations not that these factors have no influence of course a lot of things have influence on people's lives but ultimately as he says the purpose of the neshamah coming into the body is to face down to literally be able to look at this Jonas and face them down but that itself needs explanation what what what what does this mean what is this what is this positivity what is the growth that we're addressing here so this is where it continues the next phase of explanation akka Union who with explanation as the he may Indian Hannah's Jonas same Hal Amos recitative the common denominator of all miss Jonas of all challenges in life is they are instruments of concealment they conceal and they bring in concealment to life they create our certainty they create confusion they conceal shamily my mama still Amala Emma's the common denominator of all of them is that they obscure they eclipse they cover-up truth Emma's my idea Samus Kamisha who if a person would realize the truth as is see the truth Lahiya buzina cyan claw what we call in the soil wouldn't constitute such a challenge Kim Colleen Ian honey so you know Nisha myeloma master Alamos what makes it on his saw and what makes the challenge age difficult challenge a test and often a very deep obstacle is because that is what it does the nurse Orion eclipses the truth it covers up Emma's Maya days - I made - Owen had a you bolometer Sedova and therefore the first year sight in a person facing on the scien is having the ability to be able to arrive at the truth to be able to touch its truth Swift standing step argument - onion means with standing than a sign we'll see what that means allows the person to reach this truth come I saw you and I've run but what caused them if you take one over the earliest miss Jonas in our history have been assigned the test of our ROM in or cast them when he was in her costume so has I'll tell us Ashley who I see back if Senesh Nimrod cast them into the furnace because of his beliefs his monotheistic belief who a other shallow you seraph of rom was unaware that he will not be burnt she Maria - lie sorry son of like a Miss Ennis I think lon if you would have received the memo before would have been a very pleasant experience walk into a nice shits and eat all of the fruits that were available there in the garden there would have been a wonderful experience it wouldn't have been a test wouldn't have been a challenge that could shake up his entire identity and faith came julio de mesa he did not know this rock harsh I'm sure father you Seraph kamyelle pietà vash a seraph for good reason according to nature fire consumes it burns and destroys that's what he thought Amna Muir do ah but now let's take it one step deeper we know how to have a bigger material akin it's brought in Spartan Pardus Springs say for a pie this of their amok Robin emerge record over and all this far then Allah Kim is the numerical value of the word had to have a nature hot Eva's hey Tess Visayan so I in a 70 right and hey is 5 so you have 75 then you have and Bayes is 11 Tess is 9 and bayes's - so it's 11 so 75 and 11 is together 86 that's the same gamut area the same numerical value like one of our Shems names the name that we have been exploring in this minor which is Ella Kim Aleph Lama da you'd men so men let's go from the bat mem is 40 you'd is is 10 so that's 50 hey is 5 so it's 55 now you have another 36 are la flama Aleph is one WOM it is 30 so 1 + 30 + 5 + 10 and 40 so you have a la flama this 31 + 5 hey it's 36 the youth brings you to 46 and I have men which is another 40 so 56 66 70 686 so the name la Kim is the same gamma 3 as the word atever somebody once came to me after she answered I don't mean to embarrass anybody but you know you really got your numbers off I said why she says le Kim is a hundred than face was with we do get 86 so I told them I'm glad that you say like him but the real name is not only given the prison name is with a not with a cough so you're giving us extra 100 you give me extra 95 but you could reduce it a little bit so le Kim is become after uses he says that have a big mouth really Kim's the first thing got very confused click him is much more as it was we write it as a lick in but it's really a la flama hey you what's the connection that why is le came out ever the answer will understand based on everything we've discussed about le came and Calum and symptom and mashaallah man dilemmas because vahana shakaal ha had two boys sure boil all the hot boys in the world that boys means like Mattie baya the reason I'm at Mayer coin is called them at bay is because it's minted it's tofu it's it's submerged like ash temple ah and printed right and that's whatever means never means like imprinted systems these are the systems is the system of how water functions and that's what all of chemistry tries to teach and tries to appreciate the chemistry of every single be Aviv's every single existence and how its functions and how the combinations what the results of the combination so it's called Cola hot boys all the hot boys all the imprints that every binder shall element printed both in outer space and on our planet the systems of the galaxies in the systems of the planets and the devil the son of the devil of the moon and its orbits in the Tavor of the Assizes every does that ever of every single River is called the hot bar Cola hard-boil shambhala all the imprints in the worlds Iraq may have a version where state under Chimel occur are essentially a manifestation of the garments and the layers and of concealment that are represented by the name of the Kim that's why l akima cetera Shia deja as a result of Ellicott NASA we boy is Falco's there's so much diversity and the Habib Allah and this finiteness every single creature has its orbit its limits its definitions its limits what it's capable of what it's incapable of its unique identity Horatius or if the nature of fires to burn my amusement the nature of water is to extinguish the flames shows activate calm here we dealing the nature is hidden heat is active a car and here it's cold coolly etc etc continues an infinite manifestations of every single the TEVAR of every single existence whether in the world of diamond which is there the mineral world inanimate world the world of vegetation the animal kingdom the human race out outside of the plow out outer space above the planet a vomits out shame how via sugar this built evil but shame have a youth cave of clay which represents its the name that represents pure infinity ain't some heinous hog below there's no limit finite risk office for diversity the visit the distinctions his cow course is like calculus like the word McCoy cos means disputes but here it's not about disputes it's it is about it that everything is different the Mayan water the ash cloud all these divisions don't exist for Yahoo Luis Chama amoeba in the world of youth cave of K nothing is fixed in any particular way so water may not extinguish not necessarily by ageless roof and this is the shot in the Gemara says the famous story with her Cunningham and I son Misha alcaman me Sean Mellish M&V add leak your mother immediately the new Mario tells the story of Canada Mendoza was very very important and his daughter wanted a white Shabbos candles there was no oil she saw some vinegar she thought that may be flammable she put it in she sees its vinegar and you can't light Chiapas candles with vinegar try lighting vinegar she's weeping so Canada Mendoza says my daughter bTW don't worry Risha I'm Marla shaman be adlet your mother home it's really the same one who dictated omar he said to the oil that should burn can tell the vinegar to burn what is this a joke lookin even though she didn't know there's a difference between the role of oil in the world the role of vinegar in the world wine is not made to be young don't put try putting your wine into your Chanukah candles you put a wick and the wine i don't know how much moseley gonna that's what she was crying but an intimate vinegar is a derivative of wine when it becomes salary says me Shambhala shaman me at the gamble of Clemens reality what an independence was addressing is the fact that our Marla chemin reality armories by Saaremaa Moorish never aha eylem misha amar that so the ballot Annie explains Misha Amala chemin violet chemin is based on certain C roofin certain combinations of words just like my M is based on its serie phone we spoke Mayan even in chemistry we know that every molecule of water is made of for example of two atoms of hydrogen and one atom of oxygen and the Hebrew letters of every word that the amar represent the letters that carry the divine energy that creates this particular nature on a spiritual level and then also on a physical level and they're all connected to each other and they evolved from each other so on the level of armored Misha Omar chemin has unique characteristics that allow it to be flammable to to be serviced fuel as oxygen to a flame climate doesn't have it vinegar doesn't have it says it can endure Ben dosa that's on one one one level of Ellicott the way IV is channeled through Alec in the way the teacher communicates his energy through the Marshall it obscures the energy now fire is fire water is water vinegar is vinegar oil is oil and Apple as an apple and a peach as a peach everything has its Andorran its definitions and there's no way to go beyond that but what's the Emmis come by my invasion in the heavens as a-- cuz i'll say that there were situations in history with fire and water didn't extinguish each other we just learned about bharat right h miss la caucus baton copperud Rashi says Nesbit tightness you had hailstones and insert each hailstone there was a blazing fire so besides the miracle of having hail or fire that the Miami nay should coexist and not extinguish each other it's very strange oh c'mon Marisol has also al possum I'm Michelle Park edema or he says Shaolin beam removed McCall sir shall mine become real ceramic affluenza or he says Shaolin memorandum he creates peace in his Heights that McCall is this source of water the spiritual angel of water and gov reels the spiritual angel of fire they should be in a fight fire and water never get along either one wins or the other ones they can't coexist there's no solemn bias between fire and what and nobody has ever achieved that great feat because if you have too much water the fire we'll have to say goodbye to itself and if you have a big fire it will evaporate the water and yet we say I stir Shaolin be mayor I'm off the Gemara says in breakfast haria Coderre Mahalo it's a Perla Shalom if somebody sees a pact in a dream I don't know how many of you dream about pots not packed packed pots today they're not the other one that I know people dream about heroic date of hello me if you see a path that AK atop a top patent topless dissolvable easiest by the way tough a tough test Aleph pain with under Dead Sea roofer so if you see a top and I thought let me tap on the shallow success story straight but you see a path in the dream you should anticipate peace bus Epis so it's broadened swaram I think I'm safer even earlier I once saw because my m and H can't coexist who makes peace between them a top act ada makes peace between them try having them work together it's not going to be possible one of them will be destroyed however the pot is a unique a unique type of arbitrator the part is a great shot him what does he do he has the food in the pot he puts the water there and cooks up the water and the pot gets hot and the fire under it could now coexist together with the water and not only don't they obliterate each other but they enhance each other the water gets enhanced by the fire if opposed it gets warmed up and I could cook the food and the fire ultimately serves its purpose to be able to create fuel and energy for people to have food to be able to eat and to be able to live right always in a Cayley through a Cayley it has to there has to be on the hit zone and this is a very important idea in the world of Le Kim this is the work what we call boundaries sometimes you think you remove my hits us all types of my fences and you create peace in the world what do you need my hits us ensure you have my hits us in relationships you need my hits us who needs my hits us why do we need walls what do we need partitions remove all the walls remove all the boundaries and the world will be as one imagine no walls no boundaries no partitions nothing everybody is one but the truth is that what that does is it doesn't create peace it creates much more disharmony in the beginning that look could look like it's so beautiful like we know in any every marriage every marriage needs to people have to come together but if there's no boundaries if two people decide we're completely won everything is one and the same and there's no respect for the individuality of the other ultimately the two will choke each other and one will be obliterated it will become too difficult because what happens is la Kim creates differences and you have to recognize those boundaries you have to recognize and respect the individual distinctiveness and if we make believe they don't exist what often happens even if in short term it may seem very promising but long term it could become dangerous it's much like taking away the pot and saying we don't want them a hits anymore we want the fire in the water to make peace with each other the problem is for fire to be fire and water to be water you have to recognize the distinctive qualities and be able to work with each one's nature that's the product of shame Allah Kim which is a real shame that creates all of the distinctions in the world but then we say there's Isis all of them ramoth what a shallow memory month that be my rhyme of this piece between fire and water spiritual fire and water McCall sasha leash and government McCall Sgt Gabriel sir chelation who'll apartment her a side if it's a mine come my belly Oh in Tanaka we see the story of a Leo one of in Hera caramel you know the story in Milazzo Morten Perry kid Zion where Leo one of e challenges the four hundred prophets of the bowel to a to a religious duel and basically they have to each offer an animal of sacrifice without fire without having fire and besiege their God to bring down a fire and what happens is they offer they take two bulls if the haftorah of Pasha's ki Cecil and they offer it that they're screaming and hollering and scraping their skin and they're trying to get a fire and Ali oh ah nobody says scream louder maybe you got a sleeping maybe you got us in the bathroom maybe he's on vacation maybe took a nap scream louder and say Health News there's no fire then aliawan o V poured water on the altar which naturally even if there was a fire wouldn't be able to take root because it was full of water and nonetheless that's what he says how my age side of us am i despite the fact that fire descended and all the nade the whole nation scream Hashem who L the Kim and so forth now we read all these stories everyone here or many of us some of us grew up with these stories and himesh we learnt about the hail and the fire and sticks become snakes and snakes become sticks and water becomes blood and blood becomes water and frogs emerged and you hit a frog enough more frog etc many people how do you understand this I don't understand it so it's like it's cute magic tricks it's like magic more tricks more of his old tricks Leo I know he did another and now Hamas is filled with such tricks that don't stop some some people more some people especially Leo an RV and Alisha even the double of a Leo are navi and so on and so forth but the truth is how do we understand what is a miracle and you describe what does it mean a miracle somebody once asked me in a shear he said it's funny he was here for a while he was here a year or two he said it's funny I never heard you tell a story of some miracle of the Baal Shem Tov oh I grew up was they told me the Baal Shem Tov his horses used to fly critters out there that was the only thing I knew those all miracles I never hear you miss Dallas just you speak about the marsh anthem and you've stopped humble miracle stories what not said although I don't know I know I didn't have so much shovel why not but the greatest miracle of the Baal Shem Tov was the percent of himself far greater than any miracle he did the greatest miracle of the Baal Shem Tov is the fact that there was a person like incentive that came into this world and became the person who he became and taught what he thought and did what he did all the way under yo masa but the truth is there's something more the way we often understand miracles is very very childish it's like a cartoon extremely primitive and very often when people become older and you know I hear this from a lot of people they go by this it's all fairytales isn't it you are you supposed to believe any of this it's one of the things that shakes up people because it's like okay somebody told me he asked his father how do you know that God exists and God is real and you describe his real father here Mancha Hasidic Jew his father said because I saw by my Reber lived in Muncie for many years I saw miracles so obviously he's real because he can't just do miracles without so this his son says why don't I never I never saw from that person any miracles I never saw anything that's a miracle so he says well and when I was younger there were miracles so the son said when did it stop says the day you were born so he he says why why why why did it stop the day I was born is just as you're in a precarious cuz you're a heretic so that there you were born all the miracles stopped so he told me that he told his father that you know that any intelligent personal assistant conversation understands that your whole faith is based on a hollow shallow egg it's like a egg without anything in science isn't it strange that the day I was born all miracle stopped and suddenly I'm not privy to any information that you're privy to but I have to trust you about these miracles the father told them you don't belong in my house and that was the end of the conversation so what happens is one has to be very careful and sensitive because when we don't understand miracles of nature and the proper approach so it's like you know it's it's it's cute games like people would tell their children that elio are Navi somebody sent out a a message before pay son that his father every year used to say that a Leo uh Navi comes after the Saint the middle of the night and he drinks up the wine but nobody could see because it's a private thing and that's why in the morning the cup of Alejo was empty so this boy fine boy seven years old decided he's gonna stay up on mo pace at night to be able to see leo one love unique the company and he stayed up and his Mazal place where they used to keep the cup of ilio was in his room he didn't even have to go out of bed he could be under the blanket stay up and indeed around an hour or two hours after the seder he hears footsteps Aloha movie is about to come and he's excited anyway Papa comes and Kathy comes in takes the cup pours it out cleans it up and puts it back and he says he described his emotional letdown the emotional letdown and he says my father meant well he was trying to inculcate and muninn me and Aleeah one of he comes and he drinks but he didn't realize the moment you say something that's not true to a child ultimately they will deal it off and illegitimate everything else you said no in the mono so from a very fine person and in 1969 in July and August Armstrong Neil Armstrong landed on the moon three people landed on the moon the famous first moon landing of 69 he was new this was in the summer I think July or August 69 and in the summer so I think they started you Shiva right then or soon after so he turned to his teacher and he said how do we say in kiddush levana ashamed Shani record Connect date vanie yahoo lingo yeah Bach I danced in front of you and I can't touch you the hazael were writing something that is inconsistent with reality not only can you touch the moon you could stand on the moon and even bring down Earth from the moon and even action American flag into the moon so the teacher turned to this nine year old boy and he said that this was a lie the and he used one more group not gonna say the name but the made a yacht a class with another group and Hollywood Hollywood produced a mythical reality of going on the moon it never happened this is a lie it never happened that's what he said immediately with a straight face so the boy who's today are growing up fellow a grandfather with a family said you don't understand at that moment everything I learned till the age of nine I defined in my mind as one big lie because I knew he was lying and lying with a straight face so I said that means you'd see a Smith Shyam is a lie Correa everything is aligned that moment I was nine years old I was a baby but it was all over for me it was all love it took him decades of inner turmoil to go back and have the courage to maybe revisit Judaism so I told the person miracles the miracles and tired RMS that's true but we often have a very childlike perspective and then at some point very often people have to now negotiate between two realities like my mature developed reality respect for science respect physics respect for the laws of nature and then all the stories that they taught me with the coloring books about the early sages or the later sages for example the baal shem tov and his ilk set up now when we however understand reality from a deeper perspective it falls into place and what do i mean falls into place TEVAR is a very serious thing nature is not a game that's what we say ain't same cello and that's and we all know that and somebody who decides that nature doesn't exist and only miracles exist first of all they may be delusional but also it's not according to Tyra ain't sir Colonel honest and the game or even describes him a circus McGill in other places is about miracles that happen there was somebody who had ups a great miracle his wife dari that he nursed and it was a good thing or a bad thing okay locusts but in any case this is a famous around Russia Sarang George Lucas who says whatever huh verbatim Oakland that ever has a heads of that has a special value in the eyes of God you don't just nature is also but we have to now understand the limit of this all of nature is serious as a result of similar killing because shame Hvar youth gave Afghan and filtered and obscured through the Calum of la Kim and whatever Kim does is creates his calculus it creates diversity and it creates hug Kabbalah it creates finiteness just like the teacher cannot share his infinite wisdom he has to tailor make it to the capacity of the student and has to dress it up and only give a little little Trickle so the energy of infinity comes in into every Nivea in a very limited way and that creates the structure of that particular existence and that's how it operates that so it functions and that's how it achieves its tasket and you have to respect those boundaries within yourself and within somebody else and within the world that's a very true then there's another concept and it's also true no can in urban dice it tells his daughter me Sharmila chemin via the gamble Commons we haven't why are you taking oil so seriously whoever said that the oil could burn he can also decide that the vinegar should be burn burn what is it Cunningham and Isis saying the committee banned Isis saying you have to appreciate a deeper truth as well and what's the deeper truth this is the next step because they're all these stories Islam alumina Tavor which one is true the Hyneman penis Aden sofa bill teabag war Shh samadhi bolus at have a Clow leo subpoenas built about the war when you're talking about existence from the perspective of hawaii in the perspective of the teacher we now go back to the marshal again when the student here is a metaphor all he has is the metaphor he doesn't have the original wisdom but for the teacher there's no concealment why is there no concealment because within the trickle of light within their message that he gives to the student the whole depth is there so therefore he never gets stuck in the rigidness of the message or in the or in the symptom of the message the full infinity is there from the students perspective it's at since some it's a shame avaya are you didn't safe a bill tballga ville the early and safe which is infinite where there's no limit of TEVAR because that's what bill tea bag of all means built about go means it's limitless limitless means it doesn't have limitations doesn't have a certain chemistry it's not to find this way or this way I'm Nam I'm hugger saw alum won't be out quality same we'll look it but the world runs according to the finite rigid structures created by the channels of eloquent each existence according to the energy and the chemistry that l Hakeem represents everyone every living organism has its brain the capacity of its brains it has its DNA structure which basically makes up for the physiological structures of this particular existence and its capabilities its great virtues its limitations that stay malakut just like the teacher who channels and limits the information and obscures it so that this student should be able to retain it according to his capacity you give him everything you give him the full infinite depth and you're left with no money he'll just shut down and you dress it up and there's mishal him and he doesn't even see the full the full picture when we look at the world what do we see we see a very fixed world that runs according to the laws of nature it's mechanical it's never you have to know this is this this is this this is how they combine this is so they don't combine etcetera how can that have value who am i - even though you cave Africa is the one who brings it into being the hole is salvo so are they is gallo sky a hot oil every everything that it comes into existence is through the revelation of the activating power which is you to cave of commercial coast of Hawaii mala Hawaiian melaka by a canal boy eric has explained above michael mccann that's true but who i they area via commercial manner they say Millican it's how via the way it comes through Ella Kim meaning the penis hell investor so it's eclipse tits concealed love a beginner's Google for who in Yonville whatever and these are the boundaries that we call tether there's an imprint what's an imprint these are you beyond has its now injuries and the above shows its bounces and if a person says I'm an amphibious creature and you decide to spend the rest of the life your life in the Atlantic Ocean without a boat we know the results but on the other hand of the fish decides I love I love the beach not what is above beyond the beach I love the beach itself meaning the sand on the beach we know what happens to that fish in other words there is hockey bola what's that had the ball of based on everything is Hawaii everything is infinite that's true from the teachers perspective even the little limited information that he gives and the concealments we said before it's not a concealment why because he sees the whole infinity in that so he's never encumbered by it but from the students perspective the students perspective is this is the little information I have this is what I can maintain in order for me to retain my eye now this is only a muscle because again the teacher doesn't create the students but what happens if the information would create the parameters of the student right that's what Ella Kim is doesn't only give a shear sometimes only even see the shear is what creates the world shear means measurement size shear size that it's the divine energy that comes in a particular size it comes packaged in a particular way these are your borders these are your boundaries physical boundaries psychological boundaries emotional boundaries these are the boundaries every nivea hazard the mela who wing in whatever Hawaiian mastaba they say water is water and fire is fire water extinguishes and fire birds so wide open it up and I said if I was Isaac initial commitment I see yeah okay I'm in a dominant Mahina so Terra is very real thought it's a fake thing they hadn't ever such a fake thing delusional that was real it's the system of javea being communicated through Alec and Ella Kim is how death and that's the beauty you see that the Gemara is not a pastrami Nellie Kermit ever whatever is ellic him and like him describes whatever is that's why it's the gay mafia what is Tara Tara is a legend it's the way shame avaya is channeled just like you'll have sometimes are then they were talking about myths the Nile River these weeks the Nile River right so rashly explains and this is everybody who knows about the Nile most that the Nile flooded for thousands of years every August at floods because Egypt was was parched parched its parched her there's no rain almost no rain in Egypt so it'll denial the nihlus was it's literally it's it's it's it's it's it saved its civilization and during the flawed during the flood at the end of the summer they they created earth they created the canals canals and the water would flow through these canals and they would bring them to farms and fields and and homes and neighborhoods this is how they add water to drink this is how they could plant and produce and grow this is how they could make boats and then papyrus and then and Reed's etc their whole civilization was based on the now that's why they turn the nihlus into a god so you have a huge river the Nile goal is a place for 4,200 miles it's a little probably the longest river in the world so the Nile River it's so big it's so huge if it would flood what do you do with this water it's overwhelming but you create a ditch and you made some some the water you restrict the water and a little little trickle of water comes and now it goes into your farm and it gives you exactly what you need to be able to grow your crop if the Nile would flood your field that would be the end of the field it's called a shoot-off or in its eyes so it's it's a plague but your mid Samsom it so now your little your little farm can get the water it needs not too much not too little I don't know if you know that it's an interesting topic I don't want to get much off subject as a there's a famous book that recently came out called let there be water let there be water Israel over the last few decades has done unbelievable things in terms of saving up water basically they saved 50% of the water that they had by figuring out it's a whole story there was a particular Jew who figured it out he tried for decades and they rejected him but he ultimately prevailed that the water that we use to water farms and fields most of it goes to waste because you water a field but most of the water is not needed what if you can create the pipes that bring the water to every tree every root individually so you save 50% of the water and on the other hand the ocean it also produces but much better growth because it's tailor-made to it so they got 50% more water Israel has a struggle with water and they're now teaching it to many other countries South Africa recently had a drought Cape Town but South Cape Town refused to get direction from Israel of course because apartheid okay but that's a separate sugar but what do you see from here you take the Mayan right you channel it you have to limit it and if you give me too much I can't exist anymore the earth drowns again this is a muscle but the muscles are very important Marshall shame javea is everything it's infinity there's no structures in the world of no structure Teva doesn't exist Eva's imprint it's rigid this is my mat baya this is your mat Bayer and it's very important one of the worst things you can do to a government is mint your own coins print your own dollars counterfeit money this is a Matt Vega this is the imprint this is the seal Palmer wanted a collateral from you Hooda one of the things she wanted was some huh I want your seal your Matt Bay are you in front this is the imprint this is the way it's channel but again in the marshall we're always dealing with two separate things do is the field and there is the water and the field needs just enough water not too much water but what and this is where you have to do a little mental gymnastics and that is what if the water didn't come to the field the amount of water created the field the field was a response the very reality of the field was a response to the amount of water the teacher is not giving a shear to the student his she is creating the identity of the student imagine imagine you created children okay through words okay and the type of words becomes the type of child you create what would it look like you'd be careful with your words week we we don't think of this how do we create soldier so God made this whole biological miracle of how children are created so people don't realize their influence over there because it seems like just you know some physical physical procedure with a tipper with a sperm and an egg etc from a spiritual perspective imagine there's an energy that you're communicating and that energy is creating the child the soul of the child the brain of the child the physical reality of the charm but what type of child the child is based on those words what is conveyed in those words so that's how we have to understand the name shell the divine energy creates the world in other words that symptom and the hellim right it's not just it fits the Tavor that's what creates the devil and each nivea has its own Simpson that creates its tether so that's what Elliott Kim does in that sensitive is very real and then you have shame avaya and what shame avaya shame avaya is the source of eloquent Vahine a Avraham Lloyd harsh off she is Maggie my bonaga shalom i la Mantella of rome never thought that he is going to experience that which is beyond nation kim beom hoggish LPTV she said have ROM realized that probably he will be killed or we call McComb almighty binisaya now he withstood a tremendous test what was the test to say yes to truth or to say no to truth of rama v no decided to withstand the test to lowliest different malakas not to separate himself from truth so much from godliness I'm sorry lumineers Recuva Dolan Viserys Raj elusive yet tremendous obstacles that natural easiest thing for him to do the more comfortable thing would be let go give up what you think give up what you believe you have so many challenges you have so much adversity let go just surrender they want to kill him he doesn't the Hainan Elena is where state him submit South another Sri Lanka month all of these concealment that he's experiencing a part of the reality of how the world runs the world allows for an image to have power that's whatever does the world allows for an adversary of a rum to have power why why because there's so many concealments so a person could function completely on a level of concealment McCormick my nieces Z's cultural hospital he did not budge even a drop his inner dignity and faith could not be compromised and taken he did not budge but I'm not negative my nail Marcus he stood up against every obstacle phonetic coli lamerz rest Statham and all the concealment for her luckily started the kitchen age well alias niphas for Salmonella goes claw claw he decided he will not separate himself at all even for a moment cloud cloud from godliness and if he has to pay the ultimate price for that he's going to pay the ultimate price for that that was his decision why because truth was the most valuable thing to him and therefore he will not surrender to falsehood he will not surrender to the veldt on showering of nimrod what happens but nasa lynnae's van it's all he saved so how do you understand this do we understand this okay the miracle that happened this is behind new shia days Osama bin is Sian when he withstood in his Sian hey seriously who shot ever what happened was he didn't worship he didn't recognize as absolute the la vache whatever he could remove them by looking and staying with this in the sign he removes the Arminius of nature because they're really garments the hey mal bosses vast stadiums from it's actually Mulliken these are all the garments and concealments that comes from alec in the hey like winners Gilead in suffer bill teabag war so what he experienced in reality was the area of ain't safe which is infinite omits at eight himself ability bug vault in a side of clay and inside the alien site which is infinite fire doesn't burn may Allah my Allah my Allah because it does it's not rigid in its limits the canal the marsh a side of the LP at volatile evocative fire burns based on the limits of travel each other in itself ability bubble in a side of cloud but inside the believe all the fire doesn't move in a shamed by gathered at balaclava because if che ba value was expressed they could still be fire but it's not fixed this ash a bar lugubrious and it's our ability Babu Zelda's Kshama binisaya the Lula's I said our Naga boil on my tequila sham a virus about their Shambala kid usually the world runs our value through Allah Kim show cleanest ownership sign is live at Mishima via which is an external ray of of i/o but they shall be laggy we emit the same Avaya built evolve all commercial of Milam a similar Kim Zell wide an asana stuff it's finished China then the sign of our ROM which allowed him to touch how via beyond Allah Kim shy they shall miss Venus are you naked oddball estimates and our lemons were stayin in the same of the Kim had a mother Gilead insufferable T bug evolve what does it mean to withstand in his Sian that he did not surrender to the concealment in other words he pierced through the concealment so he can experience the earning social on my limit whatever which is beyond this which is beyond the rule of temper the finite nature ah well it's not fixed by its nature but Bella Johanna V with the fire can exist even with the water the water doesn't extinguish the fire you wanna know what it looks like looks like how the teacher sees the the little little ray of knowledge that he gives the student in that he sees everything so it's not any more limited I once read an article from a Jew his name is Professor Yakov Brauer he's a neuroscientist and in a professor of neuroscience and neurology in McGill University in Montreal for many many years he's a hostage about truth I believe from Boston and he wrote an interesting article that I once read and he wrote that his first lesson and I said this he got when he was nine years old even though it wasn't called cussedness that was called a cartoon he and his friends would spend Sunday afternoon in the theaters watching cartoons Jewish kids in Montreal or wherever they were from I don't know a traditional background the secular background and he would spend Sunday afternoons in the theater they said one cartoon remained imprinted in his in a psyche and maybe some of you have seen it as well there's a particular cartoon where there is a clever bird called the roadrunner and the roadrunner is wise and clever and Willie and sly and is being pursued by a particularly dumb coyote and the coyote is always trying to catch the roadrunner and eat it for as a meal but the roadrunner is always outsmarting it and that's what makes the cartoon exciting dr. brow says in one particular cartoon the coyote is chasing the roadrunner and about to get it the roadrunner but sees that there's a cliff at the end of the mountain see he hides behind a rock the coyote who's so passionate and enthusiastic and eager to catch the roadrunner is just focused on one thing I'm gonna get you so he runs and he doesn't see how the roadrunner hid behind the wreck and just continues to run and of course run straight off the cliff and is running and running and running and running and running and running and running in the cartoon and at some point realizes that the holiday memo the roadrunner is gone completely gone and he looks here and he looks there and he looks back and he looks back and the roadrunner is like hi and suddenly he sees the distance from him and the roadrunner and that is a cliff and suddenly the realization comes to him that he is suspended in mid-air and he looks down and he looks down and he sees the distance and he gives us great a scream a huge holler and scream and only then does he begin to form the cartoon was there to entertain children on Sunday afternoon in the 1940s or 50s in Montreal but there was a profound message the coyote doesn't begin to fall until it becomes aware of the fact that it's supposed to fall the laws of gravity don't dictate its destiny until it doesn't realize that it's supposed to be subjected to the laws of gravity as long as the coyote is unaware that I'm supposed to fall because there's no way a coyote is flying in mid-air I am NOT an eagle and I'm not a hawk as long as he is not a weird that he is supposed to fall he actually doesn't fall the moment he becomes aware that this doesn't make sense I can't be here there's laws of gravity I can't be yeah I just jumped off a cliff that's when he actually has to fall okay think about this and 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