EMETTalk - Rabbi Michael Fuzailov - Strengthening My Emunah

please help me welcome another one of emt's rabbis Rabbi mov so the topic is strengthening Aruna I have a b had a basic question for many many years after learning kumash after learning the Torah the the most pivotal point one of the most pivotal points in the Torah is when the Jewish people um do the sin of the spies recap the Jewish people come into come out of Egypt they get the Torah they do the golden calav and they're about to go in and they're about to go into the land of Israel they send in spies the spies come back with a horrifying report places huge walls Giants we're dead we're not coming out alive uh they they come back give the report the entire Jewish people cries the first Tish was that night my question is and that's why they didn't go into the land of Israel not what you saw in that movie The Ten Commandments um the the reason they didn't go into the land of Israel was because they didn't they cried all night they didn't want to go in fine the children went in I had a question for many years and I think you'll probably have the same question what were they thinking you got a problem with walls I would have been there i' be like listen you got a problem with these humongous walls we can not be able to come in they're going to kill us that Hashem sent hail Stones back in the day you know like in Egypt had 10 miracles in Egypt the sea split what's the problem in fact when they actually went in the walls of Jericho collapsed they blew a chauffer was Fant fantastic I learned it in physics and what were they thinking they're worried about fighting some people sure has will make them blind again not blind whatever you know the darkness like there's nothing to do what were they so concerned about has the same question and he says that the reason they were so scared was because they thought that hashm wasn't going to do any more miracles for them the was because they sinned with the golden calf the the golden calf was a really big sin in Egypt they also sinned but that was before they got the Torah before they heard God speak now afterwards they were like we messed up there will be no Miracles so because of that they felt they weren't worthy of Miracles and they were right they weren't worthy of Miracles and they said how are we going to go in and fight them physically we have no experience we were slaves two months ago 3 months ago we don't know how to fight I don't even know if they had they probably had weapons but get these people are trained armies we're going to die and they were right so what was their sin says this and if it wasn't saying this I would not be able to say this crazy crazy Kish he says that their sin was they didn't believe that Hashem would do miracles for them even though they don't deserve it they thought they had to deserve the Miracles and because they not good people they're not going to get it he says that is a fatal mistake many people make they think they because they don't deserve the miracle they don't deserve hasem to help to help them out they're not going to get it I've done this I've done that in the back of the head therefore whatever you know hasm puts up with me he says even if you don't deserve it you have to believe you have to have trust in Hashem that he can turn around any situation just because Hashem loves you unconditionally and that really to us brings a huge lesson home the lesson is all we have to do all they have to do and all we have to do is rely on hem trust in hem that whatever issues we're having and you were put into this world to have issues whatever issues you you're having even though you don't deserve it you don't deserve hasem to change it for you he can still do it and he will do it for you the M says when went up to to to receive the Torah he saw many storehouses of blessings house the biggest Storehouse the me says was a storehouse of gifts M free gifts free blessings for when you don't deserve for absolutely nothing and that's our secret weapon in life when we have issues with kids relationships spouses Financial issues all you have to do is be have trust in Hashem that he can take you through this in a way that you never even imagined even though you don't deserve it the sa which was written like 600 years ago says that the reason people do not get what they want the reason people do not get the blessings in their life that they could get it's cuz they feel like they don't deserve it I did this I did that I did this I did that I don't which is mindboggling which is a similar thing that says and and you know what happens what happens when what happens when you you pray and you have trust in Hashem and you have trust in Hashem and it doesn't work out and it doesn't happen and it doesn't happen so there's a fantastic per of chapter of we say after ALU and afteru we say during that entire month of the last line of that of that of that chapter says put your hope in hm trust in hm it doesn't happen what you want doesn't happen what you need doesn't happen strengthen your heart and do it again I'll just end with this it's a fantastic fantastic thing that that putting trust in Hashem it can change any small thing or big thing in your life the the way I do it is three simple steps Hashem feel these three steps Hashem you're in control of everything nothing is too hard for you second Hashem you love me and you have to feel that hem loves you regardless of anything and three hasm you will do this for me even though I don't deserve it I have a fantastic story and I'll end with this I went to the car mechanic about two months two years ago or so I dropped off my wife's car it was pretty old they like he was like yeah this is going to be some work I'm like yeah I know so he calls me up he's like listen guess how much it is as of now I'm like I low balled him I said 200 he said 800 and it's a very honest mechanic as you'll see later on and he says he says I'm still working on it I said okay fine I come to him he like come in you you ready I'm like so what was the damage says and before I get there I'm like Hashem you know what it's a big it's going to be a big Bill but you could take care of this I could pay nothing if you want zero you could take care of this and hasem and I come into the mechanic I felt it I came in which is ridiculous it sounds like right ridiculous thing I come in and he says yeah I'm like what's the damage he's like 1,00 I'm like o he like you know if you want you can pay me an installments you know every month I'm like that sounds like a good idea can you write down my credit card number and just bill me every month a certain amount he said I don't have my secretary here now it's going to be G do me a favor just call in every month and give the credit card I said I'm going to forget he's like if you forget it's okay don't worry about it I M you what car mechanic does that is if you forget don't worry about I think I ended up paying it off cuz I kept calling and kept telling me not now not now not now I'm like dude I'm trying to pay a Big Bill okay last thing the gro the Von say no this actually the last thing the villon says the says the main purpose that gave the Torah to the Jewish people is so they put their trust in the entire point of the entire Torah is to have learn it's the purpose of all the mitv you know all the purpose of all the mitv is says the Von to learn how to have trust ladies and gentlemen pick up a book find the book 105 minutes podcast work on it 105 minutes a day you're going to see Miracles thank you I'm strapped okay thank you so much ra foro