English — שיחת ש"פ בראשית תשמ"ט, הרב שמואל אבצן שנת תשפ"ז

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Proper start. you're coming on a high from you're coming right after which is so there's the and then there's there's four days right and then there's and then there's which is the ultimate the ultimate the ultimate which is the culmination of the beginning of the whole year I believe in that is this that in a way we need we have to need is not enough. we need because is still so when do you really start the nitty-gritty of where do you really get involved in the details because we're still coming from you don't know what is yet you're in a vibe you're in a very you're in only after a full week and when you start dealing with the with the and then you're able to have the then's like the beginning of the practical It's the idea of the idea of cha etc. Here in this the Reb is very adamant that Shabas when we say this and that is the for the whole year. What are we talking? What kind of it's a very interesting you don't have this a lot in the in the meaning of but is the beginning It's the beginning of the beginning of of right and here and here the tiny what's and the rebba connects it to the kus of a year of shaim sham and t this other year sha mubis as well that sha mues is connected to chuva more than other years if in other years we started the pious is maybe the focus not so much on not so much on but in the year of of yet because what's a sham what happens then there is an imbalance of the sun and the moon and there's always missing days and comes a shaub comesim and balances it out only balances it out goes more right we end up a bit ahead in such a year because we add we add to what was missing in a way that they suffer on what would be without what's missing we have we have of addition that's which is also very we think about it speak about a person or so the way we envision what's how do how do you translate timos what's >> perfection what would huh how how do you translate into Right. That's a different kind of saying when you say it's not a simple year at all. Huh? Complete. Right. Complete. How do you How do you How would you envision a complete person? A perfect person. >> No. No. That's that's what is >> that's the over here and especially when you haveim that that's full months and when you have what's we have we have the longest year this year it's going to be right the huh how many days 385 what's the what's the longest right what's the ver has the most days complete there's nothing missing which is like it says about totalimos total And here we flip it. What's a shaim? What does symbolize dealing with before we get into the of but that itself is already right away it's a very transition I think simple person finishes t coming off the high from t what's the plan this year is going to be perfect then you start the nitty-gritty of life and then you you go in You have the famous last but was just there was the speaks about it goes through 15 different inra in life in the world of alf that everything in this world of giml is the initial vision the the the the big picture bay is dealing with the struggles and the issues of life and and and and the middle the the and gimmel is all of the ultimate. So right bes So where where's the where's the struggle? Where's the back and forth? Where's the where's the tension in B but al is pure is pure the issues are this is this what is that alf what is that big picture? What is that vision? What is that perfection? this now as revolutionary as it is right we have on Friday we read the minion was mixing up no one knew what what's what day was very but we made it alive till tilli is not just it also has it twice. But what does it finally say? What's so there's is the big picture that there's now we look back an entire six days. But say something very very interesting, right? It's on page six. beginning of >> this is something also very interesting learning was coming to give but you see over here in the it's just hard to see what what what it's hard to see what was written before on page 13 they have the it's very unclear basically the wrote these words are the Reb's words >> huh Huh? Right. The asks when it was such a disastrous day. Then coming to say so there's no answer. So here we're coming to answer based on the but the says what's What's beer? We didn't start giving you a beer. We only had a sha. >> Huh? So, first of all, what does try to figure out here on page 13? What does it say here? You have here the page 13 of this. So, you see that the wrote in these words the bottom line. Initially, it said something else which is something more maybe like I I I don't see what the words are, but it seems that that's what it was saying. Um, if you could figure out what the words here are. They don't have the piano of the original words. Huh. Yeah, there is words. Yeah, that's what it's what it says, which makes sense. That's what you expect to see. Very interesting that the Reb changed it. So you're saying that what could it be? You're saying that maybe because there's ah you're saying there's a beer. Interesting. Okay. Kenzai very interesting. It didn't make it into the but if you look in the thelis to the there's a whole keta here that didn't make it into the spoke very says that interesting the giml is that all all these happened on Friday but a lot of this happened after the said that what did we learn in we learned it says in many and they learn this what they teach that it all happened on Friday. Where do they take it from like that? They took it. They themselves won't know why they said what they said. In other words, the reason why they learn that is they didn't learn to breathe. But also the you see in the here rashi if you don't know the Rashi does say a few things he took from the seems to like he says which seem to imply that all happened that day but in order 35 it doesn't mean that it happened that day right because the one thing is that even when he uses it doesn't necessarily have to mean what meant he's using because he uses but but it doesn't have to fit with their he but it means a different day it means something else. The whole creation of others go back and speak why also the creating of others. No, he's saying shot. >> No, you could say it happened. No, it happens later. >> Fine. I know but then I'm trying to say there is that this whole doesn't necessarily stand according to say but it didn't happen then so it's not an issue but according to according to that all happened that day right so's question is such a such a day that all this happened how could it include so goes back interesting in Russia's that say like this right. So right away, right away the Shil is and right away ask the medish that brings us the Medish himself asks right right away they're asking how could this be? How could this is one brings the beer into what was a fork? How do how do we understand for this? You see, you see the the medish itself asks from when the Medish wrote this till was a good was over a thousand years. Yeah. There was a lot of time. Everyone was comfortable with the with the being being they were so morbid. Huh? Didn't have that right away gives the answer and that answer then is brought it's brought in after that in many different variations. So that's the and it's very to see the and the way understands it and then we'll see a very interesting that comes out from this and a few other from the that not so clear in order the way the learns over the way the learns So, so let's do the first stage before. So the says like this why is the so it says without the right we know that that they were the for that because they couldn't handle anymore and then it was fine they were for and what happened says they couldn't find an egg in the entire entire land basically the world couldn't function is why is is a necessary function. It's almost like a necessary evil for the world to function in order for people to get married in order for people to have ambition and a drive to build and and right ambition and all these things that give that drive to people to inhabit the world, get married, raise a family, have a job, prove themsel. These are all egotistical stuff or But these are the stuff that are that actually make the world exist. So it's good. It's great. But is because if you don't have a nothing could exist. It's almost like it's a lot more elementary. It's a lot more necessary. Take the out there won't there won't be society. That's why very right. So similarly it says that basically brings a mush brings a mushel of a mel that was giving food was giving things out to to the people and basically if you if you and if you were thankful for it then you lived. If not you died that people uh people people live people people bench just like by he was to threaten them that I'm not threatening you bet but if you don't if you don't bench the I'm going to charge you so basically what basically does it's a deterrent because there's death and because which basically symbolize idea and the whole infrastructure that's what allows the world so this is a bit more. It's not just what allows the world to function like the um that gives us the drive to exist and and sustain ourselves, but rather it keeps us it's almost like it's a it's a shell. It protects the in order for the to do what it has to do there had to be in order for the uh for the for the to be able to be in this world had to be. So ultimately we're talking about functional deterrence um things that allow us to do what we're doing. This is the mahalak that was understood comes and says one second. Okay. So you want to say that if you don't have a functional body, you don't have a functional drive, then then you you have to do but it's not mitzvah. How do you call it? Someone's going to say eating and drinking is why don't eat and drink. Okay, so it makes it necessary evil. How does necessary evil turn into first compare it comparable to so comes and says it's not only that it's needed here in order to deter people in order to make people feel guilty in order to make people feel uh you know the clock is ticking there's death coming up um or that you know without without basic ego and without basic ty people won't function in this world No, it's a lot more than that. Why is why is it brings you to the greatest heights brings you to the greatest heights and throughout the different but all bring out this that brings it to much greater place. Right? Without even looking up right now, you could you could think of a few ideas that you know from this who's higher, who's greater has a higher and not only has a higher able we're able to to do a lot more able to have a much right when there's The greatest the greatest it has greatest has to that it reaches when it's a much stronger passion. So much so has a higher sia reach is much greater I believe >> and then not only words in that case we can do it's a hard before did anything bad before did anything bad we could say another even without >> the fact that you have the fact that that that is trying to to to bring temptation and he's trying and he's and he's starting up with you and you win over the Mame. So, the greatest thing, right? What brings a greater? So basically you have this and this you have all these different we can understand why they but then we come to that even after not only that right now I have right now I have what could I do with it if I if I handle it properly either by pushing it away or by transforming it then it's yeah but what happens when it doesn't go according to or this is one of the one of the brought this is here what is the that what that it's in the service of the on a very important imagine she doesn't want imagine what what she's going through she doesn't want the benamel to fall she's on the king's team. She's on the Ben's team, but she has to play a game in order to bring the Ben to bring the higher fine. It's a very only sent on a very high level. But now, what happens when it doesn't work according to plan? When it doesn't work according to plan and the actually is at least what he wants, it's not what the want. He actually brings the person to the Now the were fallen. >> This is already post >> right the post after things fall apart. So what now? So that that is that of speaking about the way it's just doing it and trying to push you and you push back. In other words, in in the potential form of like this there could be some three stages in the stage number one and he's doing his thing. He's doing his thing. He's racing you. He's he has his passions etc. But I didn't have it away. That's stage number one. Stage number two is he is and now a person falls and now there's stage number two. Stage number three is what would I say? after a person does ch what happens after a person does also we can say why the says very places there's two there's and there's itself there there's what it does to the person right there's come to basically because they they helped him come to a very very high place. So for him they are next like it's like for him they are next like like but then there's themselves the energy in the zas itself right not only like it's not only something it's not only a subjective matter it's objectively they the comes up but what happens before the children where are we now would you call that so in the first stage where the is just trying to do his thing but he's not okay so I could have multiple understand it's because the it's doing is a very is like it's trying to push the to do the on a very high level it's going out of its way to to to bring us to a high it could be because through we bring a higher could be because we're use energy after it does ch after if a person falls and they do ch that's likely a bigger also okay what about in between could we say so that comes out according to sif gimmel say it's not just saying saying on the because then I could I could try to debate or figure out which stage of the are we speaking about what level and at what moment but when we say what does we say after Friday which means it includes all our Friday what happened on Friday all the all the terrible stuff they get they They eat from the eat from the it brings the they're kicked out of Gan all this and all this is included. It's all um Yeah. >> Yeah. Look. Yeah. You see even other things happen much later according to to gonna get into a whole thing over here. And till today we suffer all from that day, right? Is from that day. Anything you're struggling, every struggle you have today, every issue that exists, sickness, everything is all it's all. And yet we come and say massive title. So what's the verb? This is preva. It's not about the cha. says, "We're saying on all these horrific events, what are we talking about here?" Yeah. And it's beautiful. Great way to start to to start society. This was the look at page 20, page seven. Okay. Page seven, the first the bottom the bottom of the first column. After the after the brackets, was created the way they were created. It's perfect. Okay. What's the answer? What's the answer? Like I said, there's three stages. There's the before he does anything bad. And then there's after this and now it's not just the it's much more. What's the vertical here? >> So, it doesn't it doesn't spell it out. But is let me see maybe later in the second. >> Oh, here next page. Page eight. Page eight, the second column. basically like this. What happened is you see the says a few times right now you're doing right now a person does we know it's completely even at the same time while there's the in when we say It's not it's not it's not this uh means that could fall and that could bring a person down and then a person actually gets brought down. When a person gets actually brought down the kavana doesn't stop. Does the want him to do the no but when you're doing the this is part of the you're being part of the ultimately in order to get the comes through. So when you're doing the the even more callid we could call from the right again maybe a different time we'll get into the but is it's not beginning and end it's similar to what the says there in in B it's not just an alf and gimmel are perfect and b is like this uh the middle ground sort of like we're floating no bay is part of the kavana I said we're not just talking about talking about actually like this is this is this is par is the beginning of the year we're telling you that the talking about that's actually doing its thing and we're talking about not just potentially actually there is right he brought and there's talking about And yet we're able to see in the in this we're able to see the saying where's it leading to it's whole is what this so because openly he'll do so already now we call it we call because is where it's going to bring to because that's it. Even the person is able to see in a very different light that's person could say okay right now I'm struggling I could understand say while I'm understand the struggle is that's a struggle it's to get me to a higher place after a person does but what about being before a person So then you're you're cut off. You're done. No. This is because where this is going to lead to because the whole reason this happens in order to bring you to a greater place. So already now you're there. You're on the way to there. Then later on says you don't have to come to because every person you have this interesting you have this one is ting that everyone is not just on the is the real don't have that mile of even says that the is not on a very interesting I think also for 70 you saw this ka top N this of page nine right that the bottom of eight wasn't so a few lines from the top of page nine page 27 in the vaccin feeling hearts is you're perfect. You have you have before but now you come to which is bringing together the and the come to which is of again doesn't have to mean that something went wrong means you're now going to maybe for younger but you've evolved since then you've developed hopefully huh >> as a mental I arguing There's different kinds of vaccine you're saying. All right. What's vac? We're not saying you're vaccin but your vac your emotional capacity as your lev your feelings you're you're growing as a person is growing. So now so even if even if basically even if you continue perfectly the way you did your a few years ago even last year it's not going to cut it. It's not going to cut because you're in a different place. You changed there's more developed there's more developed here. that doesn't spell it out in all the places because you're growing and because you're basically like this a person learns to have obviously in his based off who he was a few years ago and that's his and that's the level and that's the he now as a person grows their feelings get more complex and more developed now to go back to your understanding of your understanding of from a few years ago is not going to cut it because because you're a lot more developed. If you won't develop if you won't bring the on par to where your ne are now, what's going to happen to your kids? They'll go elsewhere because it has to go in one direction. You can't just say I stop feeling. I I I'm not a human being anymore. I'll shut my brain down. If you won't allow your brain to develop together with your together with your limit, it's going to develop somewhere else. If you don't if if you don't enable your heart to develop with your feelings for it's going to develop somewhere else. So some people they grow and you see they don't develop in this is part of the because that's the it's not because I got older and I'm more that's one way of looking at it but a deeper way of looking at this for you're becoming more mature becoming more developed mainly you have to constantly grow with you don't grow with it it's going to go somewhere else >> huh No. No. because because they also have that you go closer and closer and that's also huh as I said it doesn't have that quality that regular it's not the regular but there's also this in some ways this is even it's the real is returning to the main of this is very interesting. When you see different children, you see people say are not they don't know about you know that's don't don't be don't just try to deal with people that bring them into the low hanging fruit and the kids that don't have any says they're not they're not you can't see you don't see their heritage you don't see anything But after bring up the sader