Trust In Hashem - Rabbi Yakov Zev Smith

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Today we have the conference to have a sister get a lot of our going to be on Smith leader market English attorney indeed you all over the world the every Sunday morning of a Smith give the sheer here who's my thousand Eden worldwide is my the sheer but give us a special treat a music show moves about a tail by sham cassette you save the guns young the paces is a moon of we need a moon of today she's the day like always earlier was probably a plumbing with another dish here rather Smith column weight all the years they were some bench and also is my the cover the shoot you did but I'm Eisen over of small brother Schliemann now the daughter of the softness now the conference call upon a lot of our going to be out of this machine leader to give the sheer by the by sham cassette you save the moon of Recently I had two shylocks and I found them a little disturbing maybe depressing. One was with someone that had a a personal problem there was a another issue and someone told him don't worry just happen just have to talk and you'll see you'll guarantee you'll have an answer there. And he has to talk and he tells me and he doesn't see any issue how does he deal with that? A similar I guess there was a person had a very close relative was sick and they told him you know what just happen you'll happen you'll see feel it always works don't worry you'll happen you'll see issue. And never the person didn't survive and now he's confused disappointed. And the truth is these type of questions we hear unfortunately all too often. And what's missing is a year side now we talk about a year side you could have the most beautiful magnificent building at a over 100 stories but if it has a year side it could last if there's no year side nothing less. But I like to try best I can to try to give a year side it's the foundation of the feeling foundation of the talking is foundation of living the life and I look at you yet and we start with a feel that we should be to give over the year side properly but certainly it's something that's the actual of life itself. >> [clears throat] >> The morning showers that find a base tells a story it's almost amusing but the palace there's so much the mice are to it but at first glance it doesn't seem like a funny story. It's up to you tomorrow met you who that and he saw the hobby day day he saw that the grocery be who that was in a very good mood. He saw this as an unusual opportunity he could ask him anything he wants. This is the moment this is the kosher so I'm asking you read the and you could ask him anything you want what did he ask him? So we're going to discuss four of the questions I guess we'll cover the fear cash that he asked him. >> [clears throat] >> The answer to cash is probably thinking white for a while and how do you juggle the and you do you my time a camel suit show good sir did you ever notice that a camel has a very short tail? Why does a camel have a short tail? Sounds funny must get to come what do you care who cares whoever noticed so you who that answered him call the armor don't you know because they eat thorns >> [clears throat] >> and if they have a long tail it's going to get stuck with the thorns and they're going to be in pain. Okay let's wait for the next question next question is a little more long question not some why but it's sort of a minor shiner my time a tour good news say you told me that a camel has a short tail okay good but why does a cow have a long tail? So the answer is because he it lives in a swamp and a lot of flies and how does the how does the the cow get rid of the flies? So the tail the tail is like a built in fly swatter if you ever take notice in the mountains you go you see the cows it's constantly chasing away the flies it's pillow play he's talking to you who that call the armor a camel's cow a camel's tail a cow's tail what's the third question? my time a corner the kim sir the kicker now we touch today you know we touch it as a as a grasshopper probably it's our she says but let's use grasshopper you ever notice the grasshopper has on its head we used to call them with kids antennas but it's really the way the actual touch is it's like it's horn why does a grasshopper have a very soft antenna? I'm it's pillow play you're talking about an opportunity of a lifetime and he's worried about the the antenna of a grasshopper the answer is because it lives it with the willows and if the antenna breaks then the grasshopper becomes blind it can't survive so it has to be soft so even if it bangs into a willow into a tree or something it won't break. Pillow play and what's the last cash is you hope the last cash will be something of substance that you allow me and the third cash is do you ever notice that the chicken's eyelid the lower one is bigger than the top one why is that? So you who that told him call the armor because the mice are it lives in a place where there's smoke and very disturbing type of air so the eyelid is closed very tightly so it's air tight and none of the smoke gets in. I don't have to explain why this cash is this is in a short tail of a camel a long tail of a cow the antenna of a locust and the eyelids of a chicken that's the armor so the my shark has a shot I'll pay side but I'm a person that you I want to tell you what I think maybe it's the message the mice are from this tomorrow on a very practical level you know there are words that we live our lives with the words but talking my mean I mean I mean I mean all you shall is the the the arm of a moon especially the arm of a pace is the arm of a moon of and we use them sort of interchangeably but what is a moon of mean and what is the talking and what's the difference? So they're a moon and a moon of the talking pair of olive he makes he says a year side call the talk my man if you have to talk and then you're my man but the ain't call my man by talk and I can stop now what does he mean? So again on a simple level a moon of is a concept a moon of is an attitude a person knows he's a my man been my man the version of fear of the world the version created the world the version is called you have TO GO GO ON and on with the the army my man that we say the year side of a moon of it's pretty easy living in a family living in a world of a moon of to be a my man be talking the my man is telling us is living how long my side with the moon of a moon of is my shark of good you believe it you say it then you talk a minute but what happens if something goes wrong? What happens when it's not the way you wanted? Now the is are you living the moon of that you have? Do you have the right to talk and that you the same that you say the version of fear of the world is conducting my life and giving me this difficulty or not giving me this job or that or this health or this house or getting my child into your shiver and all the problem that people have throughout life. You see we say it in half dollar it's a person in your shiver after the way after good it's not just a rhyme but it's a choice in life. When someone has a moon of he believes in your arm but now the question is did you take the after good and make that after good after good after good did you have enough of a moon of to know that the version created this world with with the with the my master Hashem and is watching me with profits AND GIVE ME EXACTLY WHAT I NEED? Then you are enjoying the broach of I straight out of my book a person goes from day to feeling that the person is watching me. And when something is a little challenging, it's the same Tata. It's the same oil. I was trying to touch possibly he would say you know used to be that a person has medicines he took a spoonful of medicine it was very bitter very unpleasant but he needed it. Then they made I guess the first capsule that they put the medicine a bit of medicine in a capsule and you swallowed it and you didn't taste the bitterness. Today they even made the capsule taste good. So he said that's the talking. He puts the the the difficulty in life the challenge in life and he puts it in a capsule of the talking and he sees the same in the difficulty like he's like that we feel when we make a and we think MY SECOND TIME HOLD KEY TIME. I guess he sees the in the town car which is the the most bitter part of the of the matter he sees it's really time and miss out from kale. I bet you have my second time you save a vanu. Now that there are different levels in the talking and I want to what am I going [clears throat] to tell me he was very close to Pascal 11 Stein Pascal 11 Stein because I missed out about him some people have a Mona in their heart in their cup I have Pascal what is in the hand he was would say that he had a Mona. And yet the same of Pascal once said when he was in his early 80s he came to realization that he never had a Mona properly but he's not going to give up he's starting again. And he started harvesting in a Mona but talking. Obviously it's a lifetime work but if we could put it in my cell I'd like to tell you what I think the side of the talking is on a practical level. The bottom in his last days of iron had stomach cancer very painful Makhachev and in the last days of his life and he was suffering very indescribable he sued him and his devoted representatives saw that and she said don't worry it's going to be good. So with her Byron's last breath he protested and he said nay nay nay and she said good by the beginning with the hand. This is a mission that you have to have to learn and and remember the rest of your life. It's such a good Byron encapsulated the whole of a Mona but talking in that line. She's saying good by the beginning with the hand. Byron was not living in denial he knew his motive he knew his time was limited but she's saying good by the beginning with the hand. That's probably part of that statement is with the going's words the they used to go in a simple question what is the talking all about? So he responded the said the in my with a mighty to go alive to go alive not she supposed to kill him. The talking is the relationship between a baby and the mother. And we be only there's so much I mean there's so much practicality to that. You think about it the most helpless hopeless creature on planet Earth is a baby a newborn. You know some animals are born fully developed. Some are not but the baby is the most undeveloped existence in this world. A baby needs everything and a baby can do absolutely nothing but cry. A baby is the essence of helplessness and hopelessness. And yet don't forget to go you want to make a picture of serenity of a new you want to sell a product you put a picture of a baby in a crib because it's it's such a calming it's such a relaxing scene. A baby has these two opposites it's helpless and hopeless and it's the symbol of total happiness. But the baby doesn't know that it's it's and the mother's making a making a the mother's going to the hospital with her mother doesn't make a difference. He cries and he gets service. This is a lie in my I found that there are issues I found that there are problems I found that there are challenges but the baby symbolizes that if if a person realizes that the way the explains that the loves a year more than than a father loves a baby kid then he lives with that car. That being helpless and hopeless is not a sphere to being the ultimate happiness. I was very happy I found lady after heard the story of Byron in a smooth talking. He sums it all up okay in the talking who got my car. And if I don't if it's if I I don't deserve what I want I'll never get it. And if I care if I do deserve it then no matter what the statistics or the prognosis or the predictions you will succeed he won't survive it doesn't make a difference. If you're in the hand of your success is guaranteed if that's that's your shirt. And the Byron and that's that half a line he he kept the whole smooth to go it's not totally in anything but oil. It's just saying good by the beginning with the hand. But the emphasis is the most important part of that that member is because typically we live with the American mentality that always has to be they lived happily ever after that's the end of the story. Lida Lida Byron didn't survive the Makhachev. So it wasn't a happy ending but it was exact ending that was destined for Byron in his lifetime. And he had the ability to see that even IF IT'S NOT GOING TO be a happy ending it's the ending that wants and there can't be anything better. >> [snorts] >> This is the talking. It reminds you of the words of the Hazenish and they say a Mona but talking period base [snorts] similar and he writes very very clearly it's good I can see it it's a little bit says there's an old problem old mistake that crept into the the hearts of many Eden and they think the talking means if I have the talking that I I'm going to get my job going to find the whatever it is you fill it in you get it. So the Hazenish writes very matter-of-factly it's not true because in the in his world unless you're a Navi you can't know what's going to be so you can't be guaranteed who can give a guarantee. So what is the talking mean and this is the this is the side of the talking now with wrote that classic safe I want to be talking I will who are in one the belief should I make a lot of them there's no happen it just happened it just this that fell apart this job didn't work out this child is giving me a a run for my money and this is a fish. There's no maker. And the Hazenish is a shamish and then he continues when a person is faced with a challenge which the feet did not it looks like there's no not much hope he has to know one thing he has to go in but statistics and prognosis and predictions have no bearing in the world. And more specifically meet us the talking that a person has to have that happiness. And then when he does his list he's the status is he's working with the Islam. Because the maybe sometimes needs a little happiness a little extra governing a little extra to talk a little extra learning. But the side of the talking say maker by the shamish I call my is better. The odds in have talking in your talking and I wish you have a sham she also like talking to you tonight. She me Mr. If that's the talking the form and the whole day he come and he can go in or go in kosher. So how could that be the talking is it's going to work out if we see the king in fact he's the world of the world. So what then is the talking the odds a person has to have the talking that he's in the right situation this is what is for him this may be the sign to bring out the best in him. And this is the type of the talking I do know there might be a different sheet of the talking is you have the talking is going to work." But all I could say is he buys a car, he buys a car, it's a car. I put this in my driveway for that. You know, there's a Styptic said what he heard me cut him in the head and he said, "Nish." This is printed in the car commission pay hey. He said he was walking in Minsk during the the First World War and suddenly the the soldiers closed off the street and they made random checks for ID paper. I didn't have the papers. And he said he said if you didn't have it they would shoot you on the spot. And he had no paper whatsoever. But he decided that he just finished the errand. And the washing is this close I learned and I'm not worried and he walked right by all the policemen and all the soldiers and nothing happened to him. So it gives the impression but talking is don't worry. But let's see. Is that in every single situation? He buys a car. Because in this talking was unparalleled. Because in this was in the car of one of the talking. But how could you tell a person have a talking and don't worry? You know, he tried every establishment under the sun and nothing worked. So, you know, like almost by default I have a talking. Tomorrow morning he wants to get a shower. Is that a talking? Is that a real talking? But he buys a car. There's a car and the car is really one of these days my son talking. So my brother said my son is talking. That was going by there and he heard the car be here. He heard a terrible distress, a terrible cry. And he said, "Move the car nation and there be a baby." There's a problem in that city? Not to my house. Guaranteed. Move the car nation. But what about the car in the parking lot? We should move the car. The year nothing leave it to him. So the car is mine. When someone is nothing leave it to him. So the car is mine. We should move the car. Don't worry. Nothing can happen. Oh. So right away we point to this car. You see the car is mine. If someone has a talking look we should move the car. The year uh But then again, that's not the only car in the car. The guy in the spirit of the car is The guy in says he didn't say nothing happened to my house. But the distress, the car is a car, the helpless, hopeless feeling that year that doesn't come from my house. Because I trained my family if something goes wrong we think that there's a car in the car. I have a car but the car is mine. We we don't lose ourselves. We're not hopeless. We're not helpless. So the guy in it has to be like that. The machine comments that they can show you I'm sorry. So how can you say the talking is nothing's going to happen? I'm not worried. That's not true. So how can you say the car is mine? You're here. The Irish the same shot. The car is a car. And the car is a car. The car is the same shot. He says I trained my my family that the car things with and there's no distress, there's no cry, there's no hysterical reaction. Because we know we're living with a car. And there's another car in the car. The guy in the second shot. And the guy in says the same it can't be that your car is a car and nothing go wrong and nothing goes wrong. Because there were people that were greater than us that said the car is mine. So the guy in it was only him who uh whose talking was 100%. Every car is a car. It was impeccable. Such a talking could live with him and he could be talking. But so the guy in again the guy in was also a big talking. But he says stop a person we have to realize that the car in the car uh didn't have the car that they expected. And we need a car more than the name of the car nation. The car is a car nation. His car is a car. You one of his one of his nephews said they once had to go to the car nation young keeper. He asked the car about the car and he came to the to the car with the car nation. He's the car of Muslim. But he felt he had to he had to talk to him. So he tapped him. No response. He realized the car is a car nation. And he pushed him a little bit. No response. He moved him physically. No response. And he shook him. Also the car as if you landed from from the car nation. He like landed like this 10 minutes after he started. And he [clears throat] says "What is it?" And he asked the car nation. The car nation I need to feel the car nation is is the car nation car. But you look at his life. He was sick all year never had children. His wife was very ill. So how was the car nation? How would you explain that car nation? You know the car is car nation had the real talking. So a car is a car. The car is a car nation car car. If I could add there's a car in the car nation again one of these days in practical a car nation car. The car says that there was a car in the car nation. Lived in a terrible terrible poverty. So so much so they had nothing to eat and he ate a peel that was was not not healthy. And the car says he cannot die. His left. And he came back. Came back to life. They asked him you know in the middle of your I don't know what car it is a car but he was smiling. So what was going on? So he goes I I was I passed away. And he turned to the car and said the car is mine. He said I must say it's time for my car. But you know my car can't bear the that I'm living through. I can't bear it. So the car responded only I love the car nation the the car nation. Do you want me to turn over the whole world for you? I can't help you. What's that? The car is on the car nation car. Every creature and can't give his his labeling is a beloved car car a few more dollars. So the car and he said the car and answer all the car that we have which is not really car. The car is page 99. There are some people that their car in life is to learn or to work or whatever it is. But the car is to learn or work or do the car. Whatever it may be. Occasionally they have they have the car they get bored, they get sick. So they should have a car and they could have a car car. They have a better car. But then they're the car in life is to learn or to work. But there are some people that their car is to learn the car nation. That's their car. That's the car THAT'S THE CAR. THAT'S THE REASON OF CREATION. And that's built into their whole fiber learning the car nation or the car nation car. So the car is saying my entire nation you don't understand. Your car is not like your cousin or your friend to learn the car and you're having a car. YOUR CAR IS THE THE CAR NATION OF CAR NATION CAR. THAT'S YOUR CAR. AND WE DON'T WANT TO CHANGE car that the car is harder than changing car. So I should turn over the whole world just just to to ruin your car. nation? Did the car nation car car was to be the Muslim car nation said that. He was the car of car nation of the world. But on a more practical level I was once so to speak spend with parents. Wonderful wonderful parents that had severely disabled children. It was it was the one of the greatest car in my life to see people that were Jewish heroes dealing with children that that are such a such a struggle but they did it with such to see the car nation. I was walking the hall I remember like yesterday and I saw a couple coming that had a bunch of children and I heard and the father was pushing a three wheel stroller and I heard it was a a severely disabled adult older than all the other siblings. And I just I don't know what to say. But they were way ahead of me. They said, "Look, this is our car." Pointed to the children. And they pointed to the big child and said, "And this is our car nation." They understood what life is all about. This is this is our car. Raising children is a car. But this is a car. THIS THEY WERE THE MODERN DAY CAR NATION THAT THAT WAS THEIR CAR NATION CAR. SO YOU COULD HAVE A CAR AND HAVE A CAR AND HAVE A CAR BUT you want the car to turn over the world for you? And each person has his little three wheel stroller in life. And he keeps on having a car and it doesn't go away. So you know you have to do every day have a car for it and never stop because I feel the car car car car car car. But when the car is over and you see the problem That's my schlichus. Until further notice, I'm going to daven again for Mincha and Maariv and never give up. You know, I I wonder what the Sifri Finkel got another and out of there the same all of of of of yesurim. How do you How did march on and build a a malchus of Torah that's unprecedented in golus? Because he realized that that was his tachlis. To work with the greatest mesirus nefesh and the greatest yesurim and he davened every day a refuah sheleimah I'm b'emunah sheleimah. But after he finished and he still saw the most difficult nisayon, he marched on. This is not my nacha, this is my schlichus. And then when you have siyata d'Shmaya, you could build the greatest empire with the greatest yesurim. You know, there's an expression tracht gut b'tzain gut. When he died he's not muchrach b'ezrat Baruch Hashem tracht gut. But you know what I would say? Tracht gut un tzi shein gut b'al ach b'einem gut tzu hand. It doesn't have to change to be shein gut. TRACHT GUT TZI SHEIN GUT B'AL ACH B'EINEM gut tzu hand. You think about what it means the Borei Olam and us. I want to give you a little bit of an insight. The more in chulin d'av zayin Rebbi says ein an oichev etz b'oy milamata elem k'machrizin alav. A stub of a finger. You think it's a big deal, right? Maybe. The Bris Hashem's love for a Yid is so profound and so deep that a Yid should never suffer the inconvenience of stubbing his finger. So they ASKED THE REBBE, SO WHY DID IT HAPPEN? Where's the Ribono shel Olam Rachaman? Rebbi says part of Hashgacha Protis. Let's see how you react. Do you talk like a ch'as v'shalom or say Ribono shel Olam I'm going to make a fast with my side. Someone just told me that he was going with the Ribnitzer Rebbe and the Rebbe fell. So and the Rebbe didn't get up. So he says, should I call Hatzalah? He goes, no, no, I'm okay. So he said, Rebbe, why don't you get up? He said, I have to first know why I fell down to get up. He saw the Borei Olam is falling down. So you can't just get up. First the Bris Hashem SENT ME A MESSAGE. WHAT'S HASHEM telling me? The Gemara says in in Arachin tes ayin with beis a heicha tachas yesurim fil hoish yadayim kisu kisu lito shlosh shlosh take out three coins. But all of the yadayim he took out two. So he has to nebach put his hand back in his pocket to take another coin. To us this is like, you know, what's the kasha? But it's a big kasha because Avraham Avinu Avraham Avinu AVRAHAM AVINU AVINU AVINU AVINU AVINU. And why should a Yid much zich? There's Hashgacha in that. Or the Gemara in Avodah Zarah daf nun hey yesurim mashbin ois ois ois ois teilchu ela b'yom ploni v'lo es tzel b'yom ploni from the same ploni. Yesurim machlis Our precision is unbelievable. The exact moment and it comes and it goes and they therefore is all tachas Hashgacha me'eis Hashem Yisbarach. A Yid has to daven. But the end of the day you finish Shacharis till Mincha, this is my schlichus. A person once told us he was a woman came to speak to him. She had advanced stage of an illness. And she asked should she daven for a refuah? Rebbi says, why not? So she had all the tzimtzum of an Ish Kesher. I believe in emunah sheleimah this is the best for me because the Bris Hashem gave it to me. So why should I get involved with the Bris Hashem's decision? If you want me to have a machla, let me let me have the machla. When I think about it I I'm brought to tears. There was an Ish Kesher with such good verstand. Tracht gut tzi shein gut b'al ach b'einem GUT TZU HAND. HOW COULD THEY COME THAT SHE wouldn't understand why to daven? But I have bitachon b'Hashem chesed yisaiveinu. It's so much of a good of a gutzkait for her that she wouldn't daven. Now of course it was a mistake because that's why the machla comes sometimes to bring out a Yid's davening. And ch'af ilu cherev chadah munachas al al al yishuv rachamim. But the hergesh ich b'einem gut tzu hand tzu gomlei imadi. You know, it's interesting we say in Rosh Hashanah this. One of the days we say about the Bris Hashem should protect every part of the briah from its specific sakanah. Adamah me'eirer migozem chita michodov and then it comes to a human being. So just like eirer is the worst thing for adamah, what's the a Yid's biggest klalah? So you look you'll see nefesh me'behalah. It's not a machla, it's not a lack of a job, it's not a lack of a shidduch. It's when a person feels hopeless and helpless. He is panicky. He feels He feels neglected. The greatest klalah is nefesh me'behalah. And the very opposite of that is bitachon b'Hashem chesed yisaiveinu. Every stub of the finger every time every inconvenience every machla has exactly the amount of time that has to last. And Rebbi Yonah Emeli this is the kol haloli alma that Rebbi Yehudah was telling all of us. Yid taira. Did you forget for a moment the most exquisite intricate Hashgacha Protis? Did you ever realize that a gamal has a short tail? Do you ever realize that a cow has a long tail? Do you ever realize that a chicken's bottom eyelid is bigger than the top one? Did you ever realize that the the grasshopper's carrots and antenna is soft? But you know who realizes it? It's Borei Olam. And the Bris HASHEM IS SO FOCUSED ON EVERY PART OF THE briah even a cow's tail and a gamal's tail and the antenna of a grasshopper and the eyelid of a chicken is done with Hashgacha Protis. And how about you? How about the yetzer she'b'chirah? How about THE BANIM ATEM HASHEM ELOKEICHEM? Do you think it's out of control? You think the Bris Hashem overlooked your problem? Shein gut b'al ach b'einem gut tzu hand. And lo yifateach. A person has tremendous koachus to overcome any nisayon. But you know what the problem is? When he convinces himself I could do a lot. But the way it is now, this is this is I can't deal with it. I have to wait till chavi K'MADREGA AD YA'AVOR ZAM. It's I can't deal with this now. I'll daven and go away and then I'm going to worry about it. But that's not that's not practical. If a person thinks that he's missing the aleph of bitachon. He's realized he forgot that gam ki eilach even the gates of MAVET LO YIRA KI ATI IMADI. He forgot there was an Ish Kesher that was living in gates OF MAVET STARING THE MALACH hamavet in the FACE BUT KI ATI IMADI. A person has it all figured out. I wanted to start a new seder and and I got a chavrusah and it didn't work out. So you know, he even quoted he flashed the einas hamana patrei EINAS ASUR D'AVAH PATUR. He he be He wanted to get his child into yeshiva. He wanted to get into a certain yeshiva. You know, the list goes on and on and on. A better job, a better wife, a better health and all of a sudden this health problem came along and I can't do it. But the aleph of bitachon is this is exactly where you're supposed to be. Everything of your life is nachas and this is tachlis, this is schlichus. And everything is the same Hashgacha like we saw in the Gemara in the most un unbelievable ways how the chicken's eyelid is bigger to protect the chicken. And the truth is many times you look in retrospect it wasn't what you thought. It was It was an atzalah not a tzara. Remember I once asked Rebbi Yankel Kamenetzky went to visit him in Sukkah Beis Sukis and we asked him, you know, the Gemara Gemara says it, the Shulchan Aruch says it and you can be moichel someone. But people didn't know what to do. How could I be moichel? It's It's not miliv shalem. So he This is his tremendous pikus. I'll tell you a story and you see what you you'll find from the story. He said, I had a big family. He lived in the in the Litah and he had no parnassah. In those days in Europe there were no programs and they and food they had nothing to eat. And he heard of a certain stellar rabbonus and he applied and he did and he was almost taken. Taken for the job. Someone in the last minute that wanted to get his cousin into the the the that stellah he told me he gave the lashon hara for me. I don't know what he said and I lost the job. And I felt broken. First of all he told me had no parnassah, had nowhere to go and I was better than the other person. And pushit he was so desperate that he did what he never did in his life. He didn't listen to one of his great rabbeim and he came to America. He came himself and he found a position and then he brought his family back. But it was the It was the most unbelievable thing that ever happened in his life because he did what he wasn't supposed to do. He didn't listen to daas Torah but he felt the grois nefesh. And then he paused and he says, "You should listen. My gantz zich my my 34 my 34 grandchildren and they told me this is the way he spoke and when I got to 50 or I didn't know I stopped counting was all I done getting lashon hara. Because l'maiseh that other person got the job and he became one of the 6 million kedoshim. And I was in America and I raised my family. Now this is a beautiful story. And sometimes he's to see this type of happy ending. But that's not the limitation of it. We have very very limited vision. What we think is the worst thing could be our could be once in my is a tragedy. Or sometimes the struggle is what brings the next level of that you only because you struggled with the sign. But we don't have to figure out plans. I call the is a rock. >> [clears throat] >> Try to shine good I've been a good to end. One of the most inspiring stories about a person that did so much he was larger than life in so many ways. His son asked him once when he barely could move. He couldn't move. And this is a person that not long ago was was working 16 hours a day. He was in a tremendous physical to do the impossible. And he said you always smiling how do you do it? He went from 16 hours to almost he couldn't move. So he said and it wasn't easy to say these words without having to talk at the time. He said I live my life on a sham yachnu. I sham so. For most of my life it was I sham so. I went here I went there I started this I did But now the wants me yachnu. Try good to shine good been a good to end. And that's the truth that when someone has this attitude then the then the has a different so. We know we have to work to make we pass we smile. But that a person makes a at the expense of this. It's not your world. It's not the world of it's the world of that part of it is WE HAVE TO GO TO HER. I MEAN someone that that doesn't with me and because he has to make a meeting and is missing priorities. Because the is the most important meeting for your meeting. If someone doesn't have enough time to learn because he's busy with this something wrong with his priorities. Had it been a world out of control you could say I'm doing this is more so. But it's a man. You know The writes in first peric yimmel. I am not a book I'm not even a in but I've never seen a even similar to this. He says how you must got in call by oil on. If all the real at soifer. If you take all the people born from beginning till the end the yachad must have been I lost her guard ached. The master cuts off light. If the entire world all the since until the end would try to give someone an extra penny of his but gone is the whole thing. I like my I have my call the Elion. is called cool like I sham. And so some to make a I have to do this it's not my at the stickle. It's handling. I that's going to work. And then a person knows when he could work in when he doesn't work in wait. Because this on every that's I am. But when someone's living with with that attitude his is something that that that that makes sense. Because the word saying I'm going to give it to you but you have to make your this. BUT IT HAS TO BE KOSHER AND GLAD YOU'RE SURE AS WELL. I give another muscle. Again are you good or not? But you have to wait. So some writes that the comma is need wash. That's that's the name of a person a person DNA a person wants to get even. How do how do kill the commas I sham? The commas are very in the act. And only a can be expected not take the comma. So you're wondering so why do not tell you secret? But not only secret you can't even hold in your heart. But not even I'll wipe off the no we have to wait. So I miss ration of this. How do give us a lot of the comma if it's impossible? So you call my create you who see us the a lot of us I call you. This on everything on a chicken's eyelid and camel's tail AND YOUR NEFESH. ONLY OTHER YOU LIKE BUILT YOUR SIGN. I'll change the you should take a or you have to. A person will give him nefesh. Yeah you know I have a nice of go move. I sham is goes all over. I sham to link me menu. He who ain't see bus I see. Those four words are the difference between I see I see to LIVING I HAVE WHO AIN'T I SEE BUS I SEE. If the entire world would get together to try to give you a sign back with nefesh that you don't DESERVE IT WOULD NEVER HELP. IT'S THE SAME YOU HAVE TO PRACTICE. SO WHAT DO YOU WANT from him? Look in the mirror and say okay you know I fell down why did I fall? Is the island? But this is the THIS IS PRACTICAL TALKING. I WANT TO GIVE A MUSCLE. Imagine I have a few driving down Ocean Parkway. Late at night early in the morning and they're a little afraid they start speeding. So one to the other you know you better be careful. They pictures they're going to give you a ticket. I don't [clears throat] believe in that. But I'm telling you look man. The he speeds home. Gets home he checks the mail every day because he does believe it happened. And one day second day a week goes by you know ticket. I knew the whole thing is a farce. The next day he sees the mailman coming and has a stack of mail. On the top you could see it in big letters strictly confidential. You know what that means they're worried about your covid. And he realizes that he got a ticket and now a week of frustration just burst forth. And he starts to beat up the mailman. So he says why are you beating ME UP? WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY DID YOU GIVE ME A TICKET? I DIDN'T GIVE YOU A TICKET WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? The mailman? Who ain't I see I see right? And this is the world. Ain't it my boy? Put your hand in your pocket. The comes EVERYTHING IS WITH PRACTICE. THAT'S HOW LONG THAT'S THE ANTIDOTE TO AND THAT COULD BRING IT TO BE HALF COME ON. BECAUSE you know why? Because behind all of that is I sham. I'm right there nothing's happening without my I am so. And no one could do that to you if you don't deserve it. Remember once about number of years ago but in the camp that I said to be in a ninth grader I don't know how old he was but he wasn't more than than 16 for sure. I ask you a I said fine what's the sign? He says give me nefesh okay. How how should I react? So I don't know this I was thinking you know you want to beat him up you want to tell them an aisle. I guess what are your choices? I want to see where he's driving at. He says well I could stop them but then I thought why should I stop them? If they give me nefesh then obviously I deserve it. So if I have a I shouldn't really react. I should be I am possible I am a Shiva. Let me think about them where did you get such children from? It's a 15 year old boy that probably never saw the but HE UNDERSTOOD THE AND THE PRACTICALITY OF THE MARK. Who ain't I see I see. It's as simple as that. I don't know what it looks like. And I I must make another point that we live in a very competitive world. Everybody wants to get their child into this into into this school into this camp and get this and there's so many people out to get the same thing. And what's wrong with the gives a person impression that your competitors that your enemies are trying to do WHAT YOU WOULD TAKE WHAT you have. And by there's no such thing. No one takes a of mine. But a person has to have that that's real. And means he knows he knows he knows and then when he heard someone else got into the he can't look at the other fellow. Who ain't I see I see. They have an answer famous answer. He wonders how do you tell a person I might. His neighbor has three cars and he has a big fancy home and this doesn't have a home. So he He it such a moon, and with such talking. But his point, he says the famous martial about someone does not what he can get. But listen how he concludes. But I don't have. Like explained, you can't get it what's not yours. And therefore, he says I'll came. The talking to feel does not mean we guarantee to get what we want. Because sometimes that's not our desire. Or sometimes like they told you earlier, the worst thing we beget that what you thought was good. You know the has a special filler. When a person dies with if I ask you something that's not really good for me. Just ignore it. One of the first time a person thinks he needs something and that's also. Sometimes we forget what it means struggling on a black tomorrow. BECAUSE MY FRIEND IS SUCH A LONG I'M STRUGGLING. BUT IF HE WOULD KNOW THE FROM STRUGGLING ON THE BASICS, HE WOULD NEVER GIVE UP THAT TREASURE. Because he knows that this is the better of the choices. Because he's NOT THE NOT HE'S THE THAT HE'S DOING IS GIVING THE NO ONE ELSE COULD DO. But it all starts with that talking. That I was given a difficulty in learning, a difficulty in in Shalom bias, and the list goes on. This is my message. This is my message. >> [clears throat] >> You know, you besides the the but you to meet him as I'll tell us. It's worse than this. Again, if you would think about who was the of a moon in our world. The nation. But who was the of a moon? So let me read you a from the nation in Garris. He was in the ballot. He wrote to someone. About why he said a certain fact which people felt. Was controversial. And he said, what could I do? In the Bible, and family of that I have. Gives me a certain to say you have to accept what I wrote. But I got you notice, he wasn't trying to speak about his his room. As this was an MS. In a letter earlier in the May have this. The golf actually mean right. Since I'm a child, he was about the whole Martian in the limit. The whole moment every word of third I'm to learn who I love you so much. I have to overcome you so much. So you're wondering. How this person with you so much like the voice in the time from the divine in his younger years. I don't know why that was not well. He's not well. Never had children. So there's a black and this is in the Garris olive olive similar olive. He doesn't just fall on the floor. HE WANTS TO KNOW WHY DID I FALL ON the floor? He realizes that the tactic. The tactic the tactic tactic of this. It's not you so much. It's strengthening the bond and you like to write. It's making that living with more AND MORE THAT'S THAT'S GOOD. THIS IS SHOWING GOOD BEING GOOD TO HAND. I mean I can't mean. We say I like you so so so MUCH ETC. WE SAY MEANS I CAN'T put it in words. I'm just going TO SAY IT, BUT IT KEEPS ON GOING. And that's THE MOST HAS FOR US. And I was thinking look at the different gems. In look at the different gems in the of a sham. When we take the by sham the moon. In the worst matter if you've been a good to hand. Even if there's no happy ending. There's never a. Problem of what to do in the list. It gives us that that the talking that there's no there's no there's no worry. The the the learning has different meanings. The struggles have a different meaning. The spot. And that's probably why the Michelle says in the Allah Allah. So you have there so much pain. I shall go I shall go back. And that's what the talking is. You wake up in the morning and you realize that the most important of the day is so also culture P. But today I have this. I hope it'll be better for I never stop having for better. But for today, this is my script. I wish you good said one said biggest of all. Is he doesn't believe that in the show also and it has so much meaning. A person thinks he's not exactly where he wants to be and I can't function because I'm missing that. Can't function. When someone realizes. That what he's missing is that the moon is right. It's making a stick of myself THAT I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS AND THIS IS NOT MY THIS IS MY MESSAGE. When he has that strength that a moon that the moon that becomes talking. Nothing will phase him. Our problems that we don't have the the true to know the is everything is good. I'll leave you with a beautiful story. Everyone has was once going with his children and dropped his watch his wrist watch. He picked it up and looked at it. Waited and realized that it broke because it wasn't working. So he told his children okay. I'll bring it at the fix. So now buy a new watch does not let me first try to fix it. Okay. So they decided to go try to fix it. So he went into the watch repairman. And he looks at it and he says I'm going to put in a new battery. So he goes I don't understand you. It was working perfectly. I dropped it the next second IT IT BROKE. WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S A BATTERY? You're wasting your time. He says you know what? It's my business. Let me do what I want. Fine. Puts the battery in and starts to work. So was flabbergasted. He goes I I have to understand this. What's up? He goes you don't understand. This is my business. Let me explain something. A battery that's weak. Will work still. But when it falls down and it's a weak battery, it's going to break. So was in the statement. He goes that's the way to hire. WHEN A YEAR'S BATTERY IS WEAK, when a year's is weak, when a year's is weak and he falls down, he could fall apart. But when HE HAS A STRONG BATTERY, nothing phases him. I bet YOU I SHALL HAVE IT DOESN'T HURT WHEN HE FALLS DOWN BECAUSE THE IS PICKING HIM UP. The greatest a year has. Is the way to make that is the and the that work together. That give us the understanding that everything that happens with you. And we should help we should be to see the of a sham of The next sheet is in two minutes. All the great in the whole year. You will tell you there. >> [clears throat]