Rav Moshe Weinberger - Likras Shabbos

this is the Kosovo burnin hilarium Susie did not she about he five-year a I too strange time to be speaking and I apologize that you hearing such a voice a after what you've heard for a few minutes there's a lot on my heart it's not a time for Josh's and shiorin it's a time for him highlights time in our life I feel a little bit yom kippur dick this service so let me share with you a young kid with a good feeling without some of my chakra my sleeve an hour and the kvass was now shown the a mousou artery maze Snape and they are the depth of the children of our and obviously death means the end of life but there are many many ways that a person can go on living until hundred and twenty but something inside of himself has died and there's something in his life that he was dreaming about and hoping for that is no longer that no longer seems to be alive the artery mice Snape they are and there are many many Jews here whose children are above Hashem physically well this one and so on sick but there's a feeling of a cremation a banana heron and all the parents wanted to do his book of Austerlitz now sure it's gonna be one of us all that we want in life is that our children should be close to the burial is that our children's to go on the right way that's our great-grandparents our grandparents died for that and we tried to live for that and yet we see the personal attention via Musa that we did everything that we could that we've tried so hard to bring them close to the barrel um and something happened Leah Musa not kalila the goof in some way that dream that we had has died seems to be no longer alive in our lives it's very very hard to bring ourselves back to life I asked my wife permission I'm going to share with you that we have tonight a her a large family I have two marriage sölden who are divorced and I remember that when the Sophia of our son of the second divorce became a reality and it was clear that that's what was happening I remember feeling like I simply could not get up in the morning I couldn't bring myself to watch Legolas I felt that all of my energy my life had been sapped for me am I going to say now in a few minutes we're going to sing is marry me off oh cool me to be able to arise to be able to stand up from that feeling of offer of emptiness of Maine a cremation aar how can one do that how's it possible to get up so I said to the caverns fool the story that I heard from the great much spear from gear I've got lioness the active site of a consular officer he was my he was the rest assured of our spear much gear from Jerusalem and Tel Aviv survives many camps Denis Kaddish I met him once and at some point later in his life he was asked how he was able to survive not just to survive the TB of were lies in there and I'm God Allah said that the war was winding down and they ready you saw the American planes Americans Russians were coming I don't remember the name of the camp that they were in and of godless said the Germans didn't want him to move out on these Jews and even though they themselves were running for their lives they took these Jews with him and they came in at night into the barracks and they started hitting them and screaming at them to get up to come outside and they were terrified that this was finally it and the Germans said it there they're going they're being transferred to another camp because the enemy was coming and we have to move to another care if we have to run further away and turns out that this other camp was 14 kilometers away now the Germans wanted to have some fun even then with the Jews and therefore they insisted that the Jews run a bottle said that everybody had to run and these were people who couldn't move you understand they couldn't walk and anybody who slowed down anybody who stumbled would be immediately shot and of godless said that's exactly what happened if a minute screaming and shooting and crying in and a girl said that he didn't have the crisis to run and he already felt that he was beginning to slow down and he was getting ready to say Korea Sh'ma and he said he'd figured though he'd see his parents he see them as poker and that was the end and he said that he was just about to slow down and if you slow down you get a bullet he didn't have the crisis and he was just about to slow down and all of a sudden from nowhere a few rows back somebody screamed out live good life run go to run run run and he doesn't know how he said for some reason this mysterious person gave him some sort of his ik life color and that somehow he said he doesn't know to this day that he was able to stand up and to move forward and to run the fourteen kilometers out of the eleven hundred Jews there on that run they're only a handful that survived that mysterious do a couple of rows back when you feel that you can't move forward and somehow he says life's got life life life run go you can that's our dear friend Rob RV right over there let me explain a little bit more what this means well now your cell couldn't move we were by the memcache diary Toma we couldn't move we were stuck him it's right so the Balaam speaks to me show of a no and - because his place L mean it's Ryan how's it possible to take people like this out of mister I am out of the mates are there in out of that feeling of hopelessness of despair of discouragement how's it possible to take them out you have to have a case if you have that I rots them to live how's it possible so though Isis and my sim yes sticks and there are snakes all kinds of fancy things but everybody here knows and we all understand that is impressive as these Isis were miracles like that and that what are not what are able to get a Jew up and running when his world has collapsed after a moist neighbor they are there were three words those three words were key area EEMA the boys mom said tell them your daddy's McAuliffe I feel their pain I understand what's hurting them it hurts me too I understand what's hurting them gadot es mi casa Emily what it says in who should I say it's sending them what's your name the boys mom says it kie mark aqui aqui Rashi says hey Imam with sorrows ice tell them that I'm here with them in this surah varium of the Shia Shiva mafias and I'm with him an old future Sarris whatever it is the flower Wilfred Kiara EEMA and for 12 months maestro Boehner was running from one jewel tone of the Jew like coffee but more than twelve months thirty ten years running from one Jew to another to saying a urema card in the barrio Elam hasn't left you Tobias Lim is with you and I'm with you kima I haven't left you I haven't forgotten you you're back yes my fav of I figure pain I know what you're going through do you know what you're in this matzah because I remember that that feeling of hopelessness that I mentioned a moment ago in our own family well my son that sound of life my sir life that came from my wife and I hope that I was able to give that back to her because area emo is not only to hear em calling out a couple of rows behind you and to hear ivy calling out into your ear yeah that is my flavor very much I'm with you in this I'm with you I'm never gonna leave you in the home in the house key area in Hobart sorrows ice in our marriage I'm with you in this sir we're here in this together I'm with you in this Sarah and I'll be with you whatever it is I'll be with you till the end when you hear that in your home from the person for your most respected love it gives you the strength to get up and to move and when heroic people like you despite the pain that many of you have gone through in our feeling even at this moment when you're able to somehow convey to the children area mo bit sorrows ice there um occur besides she will she will him out here I'm with you in this Sarah I'm with you I understand you your dot es mejor even means I understand what's hurting you it's not about me it's about you and I understand what's hurting you and yeah that es marks are evolve and I feel that pain that you're feeling I understand you and área de mark and I'm with you gamma slurry had very my costume - Malakal I'm the OMA Donnie I'm a Danny I made a deal he made whatever you're going through vermiculture my brother I nearly made that a father and a mother can say to the children and that the children sealed it's true whatever you're going through I neo mate I'm here with you in Carnegie bit sorry I'm not leaving you and when it child hears that and somehow in that he hears that sound of that Jew a couple of us behind her bottle by that Death March or run because so many of these kids feel that they're on a Death March and they could hear that voice of life life are from sorrow rock whole barrel sprints or whatever the that Charles name is life life you could do it it's nary Miroku me get up snarling overcome me you know we have in-house shul a remarkable remarkable person I have riches from him to tell you this story which I've told a few times in the past there's a Jew by the name of Michael levy we have some that have from sure that know Michael Michael is a Saginaw he's not able to see he sees a lot he's a tomahawk him a tremendous over there sham comes to shul every morning with his stick rain snow comes with his stick to shul he's messiah everybody else he has a hook in the hallway it says Michaels Michaels place was jacket for his coat his things and he has his place in shul he's an inspiration to to all of us in a Scottish so when Michael's mother passed away when she died subsidy Lavanya it was New Jersey I think a place called Bradley Beach there's such a welcome as I recall and by the Lavanya michael set over a story about his mother listened to ever listened to this he said that he was raised in a home it was not a religious home and the other children in the public school he went to public school and the other children would take their bikes or they live close enough they would walk to school and Michael wanted more than anything to be able to walk to school on his own because every single morning Michael's mother would walk with him to school she was afraid for him there was big streets there was traffic and Michael never couldn't see and the mother would walk with him as a child to school every day but for him the rite of passage was to be able to go by himself and he spent every day memorizing how many steps to this corner and where is he by this place and by that place and he would always ask his mother man please let me go myself I want to be able to go myself I'm growing up I can do it ma and she said not yet Michael not yet and she would walk him every morning and they would go to school together finally yes one morning in Michael said his mother this is okay Michael today you're going on your own but let's review and he said over it's 145 steps to here and this is oh there's a tree over there and I stopped at the corner and I asked I wait for somebody to help me so how's it over the whole Seder but how to go to school and the mother said okay Michael is it God should watch over you go and Michael said he was a proudest person on earth Michael easy everybody thought he's in that book he can't see and he's walking to school with his stick and he's got to memorize 20 steps like this 50 steps like this you make it right here goes there someone crosses the street with him at the final he gets to the place of the public school and he goes along and he feels that that's the wall and he came to the towards the opening of the school so there was a very friendly fellow there was some sort of a guard over there they worked for the public school and this fellow said to him well Michael easy look at you like wow Mike Olivia walking to school Michael even look it's you and then he stopped a second that fellow and he said and mrs. levy how are you and there was a swoosh of a bicycle Michael said he just heard the sound of a Vice little sure and he said ma and she disappeared mrs. levy and Michael spoke about how his mother of course is every step with him Kevin all of us if we ever ever in our earlier lives entertained the thought they were walking on our own they were able to walk on our own they were able to get where we want to go on our own I think by now Who am I the that is not so poshest well it's a deacon said that thing of the beard getting gray as we get older is like when there's a war and the side that surrenders holds up a white flag and maybe that's the end of the Kittel Milo Pesach but as you get older every white here's a reminder that's not you it's like a white flag and says dimensional personalized surrender it's only because of you otherwise if not for tae ma I wouldn't be able to get up I wouldn't be able to move I wouldn't be able to move a step without you and sometimes we think that he is not there and then you could hear the guard by the public school saying and revenge from good morning to you too as the burnished loam the stre Nacogdoches whooshes by on the bicycle and good morning till Sheena sniper and by sharing with you something that one of the one of my two medium gave me last week you heard them that sadly can you sign my boss refrained you heard of him sneeze Kaddish Danny's Kaddish now all of you know that there are famous stories from tsadikim who told stories of inoculant stories he supremacist a famous in the whole world very deep stories so apparently this revulsion throwing Suseela know that he wrote he left behind sixty-eight supremacist each one is a half Latika story tiny little stories now I was gonna make a copy for each of you but I figured I don't want to make it like it's some sort of a yummy union you have some of the reasons so if you want if the Shabbos two can get you a cup but I want this I'm asking to think about this as the theme for the entire Chavez think of this is the theme much of the Shabbos for not Shabbos as well takes a second listen to the story it never happened but it's happening all the time my sipping a flim is called everybody here on stands lost my courage so I'll just read it myself and I flim is a miser of my flume of people who are falling so how you really saw your whole kimba knife limb there are certain three eyes human beings will whole combined I flip that they're going through life always falling down the homo-lumo your whole come a medium game are you hold him a knife length and these are the Michael leave is that are falling along the way the rest of the world seems to be going and these people are up whole Kimba knife limb for holiness bar might and these knife lamar rates the bracken a cola or the motive when we give them all given item you have a look you see by under the kinder that's shown by this one and it's something by that one and it seems that the whole world is hug him a McGeehan to everybody else is going and they're getting their name hold him a knife lay that we're falling down well both america's normal ahem and there was a woman came to speak to the knife limb opponent uh come over time she for laugh has uncle upon him even though you know phlegm get up life and move go the show Malad saw say and they listen to the columns eight sir while you common were mom she's in my lashes and they got up and they continued going the knife lymphoid pump they fell again the shoes come him and then they try to get up again for oil and carry me some - and the veldt looked at these people and saw these people and call these people - terrible title Han Iceland the ones who fall this struggle coal cars Li Po actually Aslan pentagonal a came coming for them they were so used to falling down that it became to the repeller gödel a great wonder a came come inviting them how do they continue to get up father Abba show your knife l'm oh you big eel Amissah falling down with something they were used to him how you come and how you missed pollen but when they would get up it was a pellet as a wonder I'd say inhaler look relax mum so they began to call themselves walk how come him the ones who stand up not Hanoi he flew how common shape media pelic is there that how did such a wondrous thing happen shame common that they stand up and you know what he ends and says the gamma Harlem hey hey loo liquor Elohim how come that the veldt began to see them and to speak of them as being how come the ones who stand up so heavy I'm honored to be there miss amongst a group of Jewish men and women who might sometimes see themselves as a knife ler as having fallen in filth but in the eyes of anybody who has eyes to see the truth but most important you must be in your eyes that the world is beginning to realize that you are the calm of our generation that it's Apella that you're here and you're continuing with this journey and then that's was Hashem Erzberg should help for that time of McKinney Martha thou that we should be so happy to see that all of our children ourselves they were able to rise up in the snare in the offer Kumi with the scenic addition that we bees our team is a sham of a kid silver an andesite may offer not just those who have left the world the khuskhus said I have the ability to bring the dead back to life but it's a much bigger karma to bring the living back to life as Gemma's bark should help us to be how common to bring the living back to life to bring ourselves back to life theater burning slum whispering and sometimes screaming in our ears life life keep on running to give physic to a body to have the strength to be that Jew of our generation who doesn't let us fall who reminds us of Kia among members both should help us that we should be Zeta McCartney Bashir second of the lush kilometers the Magnum in our main her main