B'simcha- Rabbi Judah Mischel

one morning by daubering in sha yoshif uh one of the guys noticed that uh freifeld zatsau um after putting on his villain shayad stopped and uh and paused a deep pause uh after davening the guy went over to absalom and asked him like well what's the story with like was there a reason that he waited in between does it maybe constitute a hep sake and unnecessary pause and the firefield smiled and told him the following gemara mosas brachas that one day observer was uh was very happy with a big smile on his face and uh and review me asked him what what uh what's going on maybe someone got engaged maybe maybe uh made a good business shorted some stocks made some money something like what was the big simcha and uh looked at him and said i put on the film today today i put on film with a big smile so mcfreyfield said you know i i i was putting on some getting ready for darvin and uh i just i didn't feel it i wasn't connecting i wasn't there so i paused for a moment after putting my troll in shell yard until i before continuing to fall into the ocean and and reminded myself i'm a jew playing on film there's a reason to be joyous there's a reason to be the sinha and then i was able to continue the cloudy spiral is schluffy we're sleepy the gemara tells us what haman was trying to say against claudia's swell is that we were sleeping for mitzvos we were going through motions we weren't doing with joy we weren't doing it alive other is a time of time for us to kind of dig deep and start again says we had torah during those days milan that the jewish people saw the preciousness of of of uh of the filling coin asks but it's not like it was gaze hanukkah where we weren't allowed to have you know uh mila and shabbas and yam we had all the celebration we had all of shabbas and torah substance explains that the hidden purim is the joy of others we were learning torah but there was no light in our torah we were keeping shabbos but there wasn't the but it wasn't something that wasn't suffused with joy we're putting on filling but we didn't see it as precious and just yeah we grabbed the bagel and went on we'll have to work we didn't it wasn't alive it wasn't filled with joy it wasn't filled with the heart ourselves and the mitzvahs that we're doing every single day appreciate how beautiful it is to be a jew and dig deep dig deep fulfill everything with sukha and be joyful for the yiddish kite that we have