No Thank You

What came to mind is the Gamara in Brochos daf mem beis. The Gamara says Rabba Loza chalesh. Rabba Loza was sick. Only Rabba Yochanan says Rabba Yochanan went to be he saw David Donny himself. He saw that he was lying down in a dark house. Galili diary. So he lifted his sleeve. He exposed his arm and all of a sudden light started to shine in the room. Chazal when he was able to see so he was able to notice Rabba Loza a little bit more carefully and he saw that he was crying. He told him he said why are you crying? Is it because you didn't learn enough Torah? Shani no. After that Marba. After that Mambit. Who would invite you to mission maybe it's because you're such an utter man. But like the nobody the and if it's because you didn't have from your children properly. He says you want to know what I went through. This is the bone of my 10th son. Either way Rabba Loza famously responded to him. He told him I'm not crying for any of the reasons that you just mentioned. But the reason that I'm crying is the body of this is a well known Gamara right in the beginning of Shas. Brochos daf mem beis. Rabba Loza was an utter man. He was lying in darkness. He had no nothing. He was mamesh maduka anius. You see it. It's a Gamara. How's it possible such a thing? The great Rabba Loza he's the second biggest talmud of Rabba Yochanan as we've spoken about many times, right? He's the one A to Resh Lakish being the one. So how you talking he's such an utter man. I think this Gamara we just learned is the rest of the story. Rabba Loza the Gamara says Rabba Loza let me be a minute like Shako. If he had a minute like he believed and because he believed in the Torah that they had that's maybe just a little knife to that very well known Gamara in the Brochos daf mem beis.