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when I come to make my own, I'm like influenced by it. So, I'm like, "No, I don't want to." I don't listen. But, right. So, I was like that for a while and now like I think it's unfortunate, but it is what it is. Wayne, I don't know none of these rappers. They playing. You know their names. I don't know their names. I don't know their names. But, [ __ ] these. I do. I I just restarted listening to like the the modern Jewish music of today because people want me to know it. Like I was doing a wedding and then at the end of the wedding they asked me to like to come. So it was the dancing sets were done. They asked me to sing some extra songs and I was like okay we can do that but like some of the songs that they wanted me to sing I didn't know and I kind I felt bad cuz I was like sucks. I'm not you know like I'm the singer here and I don't know it. They don't know that I don't know it because I'm busy making my own music and I don't want to be listening to others. But I realized I should listen to what other people like so I could sing it for them. Wait, if I'm on this side of the camera, then who's on that side of the camera? Who's on which side? On the viewing side. That's a good point. I don't know. But whoever my place, whoever's here is so welcome to you, man. It might be no one right now, you know. Shout outs to whoever you are for sure. They don't know what they're getting to watch. They don't even know what it's going to be. I can't even see right now. No, be really crazy when I'm talking about the rapid like we might have a bunch of like non, you know what I'm saying? Not even to interesting, but they're just like, "Oh [ __ ] Dameless is in the street." Yeah. Nam 313 SS this way. My rule with walking is if it's if it's in the direction that I'm going, you always take the lights. I feel like it's touch them pointing me in a certain direction. I'm anyways going here, you know, and very often I'll like cross the street and like meet someone that I obviously was supposed to meet and I'm like, "Oh, this became clear why I did it." Bro, we were driving back from Ithaca from the first days. Ithaca being an idiot. Um, Ire um what's it called? And so we we like stopped somewhere. Yeah. because my uncle, he's getting married. So, the girl, she was like, uh, his fiance was bridal shopping or whatever. So, we stopped at this specific place. Mind you, she had like appointments at three of them, like to just in case we didn't make it to one, whatever. And then we drop her off. We get there in the last appointment, we go to our arcade, just me and him around the corner. We walk in and instantly my uncle's like, "We got to walk out, bro." My cousin, why? Wait, he was wearing a key, but he just had to go back and Oh, he felt like uncomfortable. He realized he had one in his pocket. No, he just didn't want the like the cousin to say anything. Dude, we were like out of state like in random New Jersey. Like it was like, what are the odds? I was like clearly pretty good. Mind you, I haven't seen this cousin in like years here. He would not have recognized me, right? That's funny. Crazy. That's very funny. So, he found it in his pocket and went back in. Oh, yeah. We went right over here. They didn't even see us, though. They didn't even notice us or nothing. To be fair me, they wouldn't recognize like at all. I don't think. Only thing they might think is like, "Oh [ __ ] he kind of looks like my dad." But, you know, just because I'm such a spinning image, but other than that, so nice. I love this weather. It's nice. It's right here. M you're sipping on that water with class for me. It's like I force myself to drink cuz I'm like okay I'm a sinker. I got to hydrate and it's like now I'm drinking a cup of water. I do it throughout. You know where's your chat at the bottom? Chat. Yeah, there's no one on the chat. You got to talk to them like there is what up chat? And then what? So you say what up chat? And then what's y'all? Tell me about your day, chat. Si, I am the chat. So, I'm talking to myself anyway. Hey, here's my main inspiration for live streaming right here. Does your chat have a name? We had a phone ranging and he was like, "Ellie, you're anyways sitting with people and learning. You're anyways giving classes. You're anyways making Torah videos. Why don't you live stream what you're doing?" And I'm I'm doing it. That was actually one of the rare times that I was like listening to an idea from a friend and I'm like, "Okay, I'm gonna execute." And then I executed literally like the next day. Well, I was just saying, "Bro, you got to post every day." Right. That was very kind of you to encourage them so much because it's that is what people need. People need their friends to say, "Hey, this is what you got to do." And encourage them even if they have all sorts of problems. I still even with posting every day, I still like get stuck on the smallest, stupidest things. And like sometimes I'll be trying to reach my people who I know will help me, but then it gets to a point where sometimes I'm like waiting around and I'm like, why am I waiting around? They're just going to tell me they like what my first idea was, right? And to run with it and that's all I need is their validation. So like they'll just be happier if I post it by myself like right and sometimes they do still help me and I do still get caught up and you know, but it's all good, bro. Zach and Seuss. Shout out Zack and Seuss, man. Y'all don't see. Zack and Seuss. See? Like Jack and Jill together. Uh I mean it's spelled differently, but yeah. Uh-huh. That's my people. How How does he spell it? Well, Zach is the guy. See is the girl. Oh, sorry. How does How does Seuss spell it? How does she spell it? Uh, S U Z. S U Z. S U Z. That's cool. Yeah. suit. Oh, I I learned this cool thing. Well, I heard it that you you learn often in the garam about a what's a is one of those coins of the tmuric period. And often there's song I don't know what the song is. Song. I don't have no Oh, yes. Exactly. Ingad. Yeah, there's right. Yeah, precisely. So there's a lot of like there's a lot of like uh apherisms that speak of the zo. It's like it's a way of talking about the dollar, you know, like the same way you talk about the dollar. It's like the zo and I heard why why uh shout out to I just started listening again to his uh classes um which are phenomenal. Um, I actually got to show you this podcast from Sha's top. It's like each episode's like 15 to 30 minutes, but they're so good. He's teaching some very easy to understand stuff. Like for me, it's hard to listen to podcasts that are very deep like cl like real classes. And this is yet it's a real class, but it's on a concept on a subject that's like easy to to like take in. Anyhow, shout out to him. And I heard him say, he said, "Why is the Zo called the Zo?" Cuz Zo means move and it gets people to move. The dollar is what is, you know, people say the dollar is what makes the world go around. It's the It's the idol of today, unfortunately. But money does make people move. Yeah. You know what's scary? If like not even if like at the end of the day I am branded as a as a Torah teacher, you know, as a of the Reb. Now we're walking on President Street. The Reb is the Reb Street, which down there is called Labavature Reb Way. I don't know if you saw that. Is that new? It's new. Yeah, I definitely know. President in Hebrew is Nasi. The Reb is the Nasi of our generation. Um, so I feel like as a of the Reb, whatever I say, like I'm afraid of it being misconstrued, you know, cuz like I do like I really I do claim to represent the Reb. I don't claim that every single word that I say, although I try to live up to that ideal, I can't say that like everything I'll ever say and every joke I'll make is like with the stamp of the Reb. I hope so, but I don't I don't think that I'm constantly doing that. And I I fear sometimes like I'll say something, you know, that's uh I'm not even talking about something wrong, but I feel like I'll say something that like I just won't explain more. I'll just like, you know, cuz I'm talking to you over here. It happens to be that we're inviting other people cuz it's a live stream. Like I'm talking to you. I'm sharing with you this thing that I learned about auz and like someone might not someone might think like I'm trying to make a certain point through saying that you know. Yeah. But I mean anyone listening can also trace like the I guess the stream of consciousness like I said right before which has nothing to do with any of the right like there's no agenda there. I usually keep my keys in my pocket but I put them in my bag since we were traveling. That's okay. Well, where I live, people can people can trace that. Also, if I'm not going to be afraid, I'm not going to be afraid. No, no, no. It's not about not being afraid. It's about being smart. If you believe this [ __ ] is going to work, then you got to You know what I'm saying? For real. Well, it doesn't seem like Twitch anyways saves the videos. It's only live when it's live and then it's not there, which is strange. I wish I did for you to be able to do the videos without general happens like never never I've thought about it before cuz people if I were to live stream my whole day people can really see where I'm going and what I'm doing at all times which I don't mind but you never know who you never know who at the end of the day is going to even just now when you weren't looking you might not have been showing up but if you show across I know that's what I'm aware of as whenever I'm walking anywhere people can tell where I'm going and where I'm at. That's but that's okay. But like in you know especially like you're talking worried but okay where you live bro here I think like bro but you got to think even even just like alone if I'm big and I'm in your [ __ ] like right I don't really think there's a way to like protect it. There is you put the camera down they call it stream. We're live streaming. I know. Oh we found chat. We found chat. Okay. But now you watch my H wife birthday twin. Hi. You got so big. Can I flip the camera? Sure. Here he is. Look at that smile. Daddy's home. So big. We have all those boxes to return. See, he wanted to see you. Okay. Don't look at the screen for too long. Just the screen. Okay. Let's turn this off. So it doesn't save