stubbornness and selflessness

all right it's so late I had a whole script prepared but I'm not even going to read it but the idea of everything written here is uh you can't even see whatever is like this you might learn about par King par Pharaoh as this ancient Tyrant which of course he was but Pharaoh is actually also very current and not only this brute vicious villain but basically an internal voice and this is what it looks like for me sometimes I want to go right Moses comes Misha comes and tells K let my people go in the name of let my people go so that they may serve me I want to go and serem I want to leave my comfort zone and of course we weren't like comfortable in Egypt but there is this uh you know victim mentality where and at one point we literally were like okay don't make this worse whatever we're here and it is what it is but even when we do want to and it's not we don't feel that it's our comfort zone we want to leave we want to grow we want to go and serve AEM with more love life this internal voice is stubbornly holding on to the current state saying it is what it is stay here stay in this place how do we deal with this of course our representative hashem's Messenger to par on our behalf is Misha and of course Misha we have an aspect of Misha in us and in this particular uh case in this short video Misha's response well Misha's attitude to approaching K is one of selfless humility I don't know if I can say that the Hallmark um attribute of Misha was humility but we know that there was because Misha is truth so I feel like Hallmark is a big word but M we know that there was no one more humble on the face of the Earth than M by cultivating selflessness by letting go of control we're basically not allowing that internal voice of par who stubbornly wants full control to to re to rule to regulate our Behavior we are able to move we are able to go and grow once we can selflessly give up always needing to be in control we let go and Par of course lets us go what do we need to do we need to get in mhia mode that's right oops we need to increase in our love for each other joy in our life will inevitably result from increasing in our love and serving Hashem learning more Tyra doing another MIT with more enthusiasm and passion