If ONLY we had a crystal ball

we could write that email that I'm alone and where is he and what's the plan and why is he doing this to he's amazing. Hashem is awesome and I learned so much and I grew so much and I see why I needed to go through it. And not all of us can and not all of us do. And sometimes it's one year later. Sometimes it's a decade later. Sometimes it's a lifetime later. And sometimes there are questions or thinks or hopes or wishes or wants that we don't ever get to write the second email that barak now it came through. But don't get in Hashem's way. He has a plan. And if only if only we had the crystal ball. If only we could fast forward. If only we could see the letter that we're one day going to write at the end, we'd have so much more strength to be able to get through that journey. So sometimes we need to write that letter even though it hasn't happened