Give yourself permission to believe

landed myself in a lot of trouble as a um pretty formidable drug dealer and I had gotten myself into very deep into the underworld to the point where my life was legitimately in danger of being taken. I had surrounded myself with some very dangerous people and they were not the type to hesitate to employ their dangerousness. My parents obviously tried to do everything they possibly could to get me out of that lifestyle. Even though uh addiction makes it very difficult for somebody to to leave on account of someone else,