Amen From Baal Teshuva

The baal teshuvah man, you know, there's there's the amen and then there's the baal teshuvah man. It's two different amens. Amen is an acronym that means El Melech Ne'eman. God is king. He's uh whatever he says he's going to do. But, if you're a baal teshuvah, your amen is completely different. When you start doing teshuvah, the whole world has to hear your amen. You just drank a little bit OF WATER. AMEN! YOU'RE JUST SAYING IT LIKE EVERYONE OUTSIDE, IN the roads, over the mountains, in the sea, across the ocean. Everyone has to hear you're about to drink a little bit of water. I'm hoping that you know that you're only allowed to make a blessing on the water if you're thirsty. Cuz if you're just drinking water just to drink, then you can't say bracha. Unless it has taste and it's water that has some taste like the water they make that has flavoring. But, if you're a baal teshuvah, your amen has to reach the mountains. Once you become religious for a while, no one can hear your amen including you. So much so, did Did I just make a blessing? blessing Did you make a You made a blessing? You see the guy that Wait, did you bless before you ate? Yeah, of course. Why you need to hear? Nobody Why? Cuz you got so used to it. You used to it. And all of us are all of us are guilty of this. The longer you're religious, the more you become accustomed to doing all the things and it becomes like breathing. It's not good. We have to get better. We have to learn from the baal teshuvah. Not necessarily to scream, but to say the blessings with