Why Don't We See OPEN MIRACLES Today? - Bitachon B’HaShem (12)

[Music] great start to a new week uh lots of fantastic news lots of interesting things going onim we have our series continuing that's already enough we have our series and as my ra always says he says with if you have it you could do anything you want if you don't have it you can barely cross the street why you're worried somebody's going to hit you maybe somebody doesn't have suffers his entire life so when you try to work on yourself you try to work on by learning about it by trying to apply some of these things it's going to help you in a day-to-day life regardless of which direction you go whether you want to become one day a big Rabbi or you want to become a small Rabbi or you want to become a businessman or you want to Simply become just an average Joe with a couple of kids a wife a husband and so on and so forth anything that you do in life you need a little bit of and a reason why is because if you trust in a then you know that somebody that's bigger than you smarter than you and more understanding than you is overseeing everything and anything that you're doing doing so even if something doesn't go right there's obviously a method to the madness whereas people who do not have people who do not have confidence in they spent their life stressed out so they have to go to psychiatrists they have to go and take different types of pills so this series since we started it a couple of months ago has had some great feedback especially online it's great to see a lot of the uh a lot of you guys back but a lot of people also online and I can tell you just from today just from today we had a fantastic event an event that I know the myself I I've been waiting for it for a long time but uh the two guys involved I'm sure waiting for at least as long as I have probably longer but I can tell you that uh today decided to add two more people to we had two Brit Milas today and uh two uh amazing righteous converts were added to is and did the most difficult thing that most of us did not uh remember doing because we were eight days old and I can tell you myself that that already did it to me at 8 days old because if he asked me at 40 years old you want to do I don't know if I would say yes I don't know if I would say yes so but that's why the gar says that converts are like a skin disease to is why converts like a skin disease to Isel he says when they're bad when they're bad when they converted but for the wrong reason they convert it for money they converted for the girl they convert it for the guy they convert it for recognition for business all types of stuff then they're like a skin disease what's a skin disease skin disease is something that's very very annoying and unfortunately we have that in world today all the way since Mount Si they were called The Wicked people that were part of Egypt that uh joined us after destroyed the Egyptians and they said no no no we believe in your God we'll do whatever you want but in reality all they wanted to do was join the winning team just to see if they maybe they could get something out of it sometimes people want to join the winning team after they're already a winning team so people like that unfortunately don't last and uh they end up going back to their bad ways and that's why thear says bad converts like a skin disease it's like something that doesn't go away but if it's a good convert then it's also like a skin disease why is a good convert also like a skin disease because the good converts and I could testify from experience the good converts are so good they love a so much they have that's so extraordinary that it makes the Natural Born Jews not look so good why we're not doing as much as they are so it's like you know you want to look good maybe you want to exercise and you start going to the gym so your first day in the gym you I you're lifting five 10 pounds and you feel excited about it wow a month into it you're already up from 10 to 15 pounds you are so excited about it's the best thing in the world you already started flexing in front of the mirror even though nothing changed started going like this started doing all types of moves you think you're going to be l l fno in a few months the former bodybuilder three four five months into it you're 25 pounds you think you're you think you're a warrior already you're already thinking yeah I'm going to sign up to a World's Strongest Man start flexing everything next thing you know you're maxing out 25 lbs and then some Rula some monster comes next to you and he lifts 150 lbs with one hand and he starts just warming up with them what do you feel like you feel like you're a little nothing why you're like struggling with your 25 pounds and he's like warming up with 100 you know 150 on each hand sometimes that's converts sometimes the converts sometimes are so good they so good at their abatem at their serving of hem that unless we are at our aame it makes us question ourselves but that's a good thing why is it a good thing because if you ever ask somebody that was a winner in his life whether he was a winner in business a winner in money a winner in athletics if you ever ask a winner what does it take to be a winner of course it takes several things but one of the most important requirements is you have to be surrounded by winners if you're going to be surrounded by losers guess what you will become a loser you do not become rich surrounding yourself by homeless people you do not become a good husband surrounding yourself by divorced people you do not become smart surrounding yourself by stupid people and you also do not become Strong by surrounding yourself by weak people we actually learned this from the rambam 900 years ago he already tells us 900 years ago what people somehow discovered for the first time in the last couple of decades thinking that it's their own Innovation but it's already our that you are the product of your environment if you surround yourself by righteous people you have a much greater potential to become very righteous if you surround yourself by Wicked people you have a very very small chance of becoming righteous and a very big chance of becoming even if you had a good start even if your Rabbi was the biggest even if your uh father was the biggest Rabbi in the world and your uh teacher was a great teacher and your ancestors were great and you have all the greatest books if you continuously hang out with losers unfortunately that's what ends up happening to you this is just the product of life so the converts teach is this the converts are the skin disease to is because they are when they're good they're the best and that's why says 36 times in the T that he has a special deal with them such a special deal that it's even bigger than a natural born Jew believe it or not if they're a righteous convert says their n is even higher than Natural Born Jew why natural BN Jew first and foremost didn't choose to be natural born Jew second of all for a natural born Jew who says I'm their father but for the convert because part of the conversion is getting a new hasem says I'm their father and their mother so this when you see two grown men do something that most people are not willing to do you get a and you see see them taking on the mitv with happiness you see them taking on the big test that all of us deal with also in our own way on the chin like winners he say you know what at the very least I got to be like him at the very least I got to be like him not that he's the low but at the very least I got to be like him why he didn't have to do this well I did he didn't he wasn't born a Jew which means he didn't have to he could just be a righteous Noah hide and he keep less laws he chose to keep more he chose to do more he isn't doing more at the very least me that I'm obligated to do it that already signed me up already in heaven and brought me to this world at the very least I have to be at least as good as him and if you look at it that way you can become a very very good Jew and by that you'll become a very good person too but one of the big obstacles that people have is that people are constantly surrounding themselves by weak people and they think no no no I'll I'll overcome you know even though my friends are not religious still it's okay I can still hang out with them they're good people my friends are not religious but it's okay you know it's a uh I'll be the only religious guy and I'll change the whole Community most of the time it doesn't work out most of the time what ends up happening is the one guy that became religious that still decides to continue hanging out with his non-religious friends he falls back to becoming non-religious like them that's what happened to me about 20s something years ago when I was 17 years old one day some crazy thought came into my mind during a break between college and I went to uh instead of going and having fun between the semesters like the rest of my friends my father suggested I should go to Yeshiva so I went for few days few weeks I don't I remember how long it was but it was moving it was so moving that I decided I'm going to start doing chuva so I started doing chuva I started putting on started praying every day start keeping Shabbat but then I went back to college and college none of my friends kept Shabbat in college none of my friends learned tah so little by little me learning me doing started becoming more and more difficult on Friday nights when everybody else was going the party I was alone in my room my dorm room in the beginning it was okay in the beginning I didn't really care cuz I was still passionate about T and and who cares about them I'll just do it Saturday night I'll just do this I'll just do that and that lasted for a little while a little over a year but after a little over a year that strength went away and the reason why is because one thing I didn't change I didn't change my friends and I didn't change my lifestyle and little by little I started getting weaker little by little I started learning less little by little I started keeping less and eventually abandoned everything and it took me over 20 years to come back to step one but the second time I had to come back was a lot more painful our movie that we've been working on for the last year or so is almost done there's a movie there's a very uh well-known person personal story that I have what happened in my life my transition from going from Wall Street to doing this why what I went through we've been telling that story all over the world and we've turned that story into a movie and I would say over the next month or two we should complete the movie and we'll have a big event to uh to show you guys to show the world a nicer you know people have heard the story before but never in a movie version with all the effects and things like that some pictures and uh short scenes of me in my past very interesting and fantastic job by team hasem but I can tell you that the second time what you're going to learn from that movie is that the second time that I did chuva it wasn't so easy it wasn't so painless it was a lot more difficult and it was almost impossible now one of the reasons is because of your environment because of your friends because of who you keep around the other reason is because we simply do not believe in a enough you ask people you love AEM 99 out of 100 people are going to say yes 99 out of 100 people even the atheist sometimes will say yes 99 out of 100 people say yes they'll sing you the songs we love you everybody knows all those songs all the wonderful songs of how how hasem they love hm they love hm they love hem they love as long as everything is good you got a new carem is the best got a new house who's like AEM Shem is the best of the best you got a little business deal W shem's the best you got the girl the guy you wanted you're obviously assuming it's the opposite you say Hashem is the best Hashem is the best I love her I love him all that good stuff you have to say it these days unfortunately because people are cuckoo they have to be reminded you're supposed to be with the opposite gender what could I do what they're teaching 5-year-olds in London right now about homosexuality they're teaching 5-year-olds about homosexuality there's a cartoon named Arthur season finale was the uh the cartoon teacher was marrying another man man Mar marrying men it's even being shown to five-year-olds six year olds seven year olds on TV this is what's happening in the world this is what's happen it's become normal it's become normal and not only normal celebrated to be homosexual even though the Tora says that says it's disgusting so disgusting that Hashem considers one man and another man homosexuality the same thing as one man and an animal same thing same thing to Hashem this is disgusting and that's disgusting every time in a Torah you're going to see hasem saying homosexuality is a sin that's punishable by death penalty right next to it you're going to see beastiality which is man and animal death penalty why is telling you those two are the same thing in hashem's eyes the same thing in our eyes it's also supposed to be the same thing why if hm says the same thing we should agree who are we to say no unfortunately in today's world was so upside down from the we don't realize it but part of the reason is because we don't believe in a as much as we need to and one of the reasons that people going to tell you I don't believe in a who as much as mosenu did or as the people the time mosu because I don't see open Miracles how come I don't see open Miracles how come AEM doesn't come to the sh himself say I'm gonna sit over here oh maybe he gives us the sh and I'm going to sit over there how come doesn't open the sky right now and said no no stop teaching I'll just tell them I'll tell them them around what do you need show me I want a trick you want me to take this building put it in the heavens what do you want to do want to put millions of dollars on a shield what what do you want I could do it how come doesn't do those things sometimes times you pray so hard you start crying hysterical you believe hasem is going to talk to you I remember it happened to me a bunch of times when I first started doing Chua I had a lot a lot of different problems lot of problems health problems money problems every problem you can have I probably have it gave me a wealth of problems and I started praying I started reading and I would read it and I'd start crying hysterical please help me help me help me but I was sure that at some point that cried so much that something was going to happen like the heavens were going to open and hasm would say oh who's this it's me yeah I thought something's gonna happen I'm praying for three hours straight something had to happen guess what nothing happened nothing happened no no nothing shoes nothing so I try to again the next day I said today for sure today instead of praying in my room I'm going to pray in my balcony I used to live on the 35th floor on Wall Street so I balcony at a big balcony 400t balcony says today I'm going to pray outside so now I'm going to look at the sky for short today two hours three hours I'm praying why because it was also winter so it's freezing outside I'm praying outside one hour two hours three hours and I'm crying and the tears are freezing all the fun stuff and I'm for sure I'm guaranteed is going to talk to me guess what you didn't talk to me it didn't happen it didn't happen so I I started losing steam I started what's going on so then I realized Hashem doesn't talk to us that way not anymore at least and part of the reason is because people do not do chuva because of Miracles people do not do chva people don't change their life just because of one major event usually if that actually worked then am would have never work worshiped the golden calf just days after they heard and saw God's voice if that actually worked we would have never lost the first bet mikdash because we saw Miracles 24 hours a day excuse me if that worked anyone that was next to the sikim whether it was the babaali or the bmov or anyone in between or anyone before you saw Miracles you see Miracles I see Miracles many people see Miracles but Miracles don't make people do Chua they may motivate you to do something but real Chua it doesn't and the reason why is because in order to do real chuva the only way you arrive at that conclusion is when you realize that you have to you need to now how can we see AEM how can we see these open Miracles without really having to pray on the 35th floor crying hysterical in the winter where you can see AEM in creation it's very simple if you simply pay attention to Creation you will see AEM now I have a friend he's a physicist and an electrical engineer and he's put together several books also fantastic he put together several uh books commentary on the uh on the ral's um and several other books but he also since his expertise his science he actually put together a nice book about different scientific proofs of where you could see a in Creation in plain sight you don't have to wait for a miracle you just have to look at the right place so he gives a few examples he says if you notice hashem's name the most popular part of the most popular name is UD k v we're not allowed to say the ud and the hey that way supposed to say it K because hm's name is not like Mikey and Steve you have to say it only during a blessing or if you're reading a verse from and he says ysf sebag says that you could see hashem's name in many things if you just simply pay attention now his name that's most popular it's most common is the four-letter name but you also see that four in many other things in creation for example the universe is could be divided into four major areas which is number one space and time two which is the laws of physics three life itself and four matter and energy that are contained within space now anyone that looks into the laws of physics we'll see that even the laws of physics can be breaken up into four major parts one is gravity two is electromagnetic three is strong nuclear and and four is weak nuclear again you see the number four again the one who created these laws also broke up everything into four laws space and matter could be broken up into four you have solid liquid gas and plasma four different parts of material in the world that we have there's also four particles of matter itself you have the proton the electron the neutron and the fourth particle is the photon so even the atom itself which is the smallest thing itself is four pieces now the beautiful part about the atom I told you guys a couple of weeks ago ago is that the atom itself is 99% nothing every atom is 99% nothing but everything in the world you me this Podium the camera the ceiling the building everything is made out of atams now how is everything look solid but yet it's nothing because it's spinning really fast and just like you would see for example a fan which I wish you had on top of me today fan is spinning really fast it looks like it's a single blade you stop it or slow it down all of a sudden the truth is uncovered you see it's four blades or five blades maybe even six how come it looked like a single blade because it was going really fast the atom when it was spinning really really fast everything looks it's an optical illusion everything looks solid but in reality if it would stop for a moment the nothing nothingness which is 99% of everything would be exposed so much so that scientists estimate that the real matter the real substance of the entire universe that 00000000 1% if you took all of it from the entire universe you could fit it into a box of matches meaning that the world we see today is an optical illusion your DNA is also broken up into four actg and many many other interesting things anyone that wants to learn more I highly recommend this H book Torah authenticity by ysep sebag he doesn't call himself Rabbi but he really is anyone that knows that much Tor is more than just a Rabbi the point being if we simply look at creation we look at the creation around us we'll see that Hashem is literally everywhere Tor says a lot of interesting things in this book science comes of age by Cohen he he brings different proof scientific proofs that the Torah knows information that scientists only discovered recently for example radiation and the power of radiation and lasers and things of that nature is a relatively recent Discovery Torah already talks about it at the time of schl over 3,000 years ago where do we know about it we know about it from the Shamir worm said that the BET mikdash had to be made of stones with specific size but you weren't allowed to cut these stones with something metal you weren't allowed because this was a house of Peace this is a house of Holiness Hashem says I want you to make the does with these stones but you're not allowed to cut these stones with metal so how you going to cut the stones plastic is not going to do it Stone and stone is not going to do it what are you going to do so we had something called a Shamir worm a Shamir worm is a bug it's a creature that existed in the world that exerts radiation to such an extent that when they would have it crawl on top of a ro a rock it would cut the Rock in half a mountain it would cut the mountain in half the entire bet mikdash was built this way now people for 3,000 years made fun of us so what are you crazy a worm is going to cut this build this building a worm is going to break this rock how you out of your mind why don't you guys go pick another fairy tale said no we have proofs of this rock we have proofs of the sh worm so what's your proof says what say says when they needed the Shamir worm they didn't know where to find it they where to find it so SCH was good friends with wh ashai ashai was the king of all the demons Ash's name was he was friends with him he say I want you to go bring me this worm I want you to go find me this one as went and did it and he brought him the worm that's how he buil midash so the say to us this is a proof that you have a star another fairy tale within a fairy tale that this king of the Demons went and Found You The Worm is something wrong with you you just made the story worse yes made the story worse what's the matter with you Jewish people so has Mercy on us and he tries to show us how foolish we are for limiting his ability and recently a group of scientists discovered somewhere in Asia in a river that there is a very unique creature it's technically a worm but it looks much bigger than your normal worm and it only exists in a specific River and this worm does exactly what the Tor says it breaks the rocks in half simply by crawling on top of them by eating them and so on and so forth It's not identical to the Shamir worm per se that it doesn't have all of its capabilities but we see in black and white this definitely existed meaning that anytime you see something in a Torah and you can't explain it scientifically it doesn't mean that the Torah is wrong it just means that science hasn't caught up yet now part of the problem is that we look at science when we don't know Torah we look at science as Authority because they have iPhones and they have iPads and they have nice cool looking computers so we figured they're an authority and we look at some Rabbi that has a keep and a long beard and he spends all day learning Tor we look at him as just some you know oldfashioned oldfashioned I don't know maybe you should get a new book this one looks old we don't think like they know anything the reality is the opposite if you learn T you could literally know the secrets of creation you could know the secrets of existence you could know the secrets to anything and everything you could possibly want most importantly The Secret of how to live life happily one of those Secrets is having having an understanding that runs the world if we truly understood it and applied it to our life we never have a single problem right here there's a bunch of chairs you guys could sit don't worry we don't throw anything yet that's next week so the series by the bet slovic he started by telling us that first and foremost you should know that most the problems that you have you brought to yourself there's a saying we say it all the time means divine assistance so most people when they have a uh when they have good things happen this was this was the help of hem they have bad things happen it's like ah you know it's all AEM it's all AEM it's all AEM they confused it's supposed to be the opposite supposed to be the opposite why good things are happening in reality it was all hem Hashem brought us the good things bad things are happening it was assistance what was the assistance though the assistance was that hashem's actions were assisted by our sins we made sins and Hashem reacted that's the that's the Divine assistance Hashem made something happen as a result of our bad actions sometimes our bad actions are not necessarily murder or rape or stealing sometimes it's not doesn't have to be that sometimes our negativity could simply be just us being stressed out about something unnecessarily and the BET starts by saying if you're afraid of something when you don't have to be that fear itself can cause the thing that you're afraid of to happen there are plenty of places in the Tor that shows us that us being afraid of anything somebody being afraid of being sick somebody being afraid of being poor somebody being afraid of being alone somebody being afraid of failing somebody being afraid of anything that alone shows that they lack belief in Hashem running the world and that's enough of a reason for hem to show you that he does how does he show you that he does by making that thing you're afraid of actually happen and then see what you do meaning it's a punishment but it's a reward at the same time how is it a reward it's a reward because he's trying to talk to you he's spending time with you by getting your attention by call cusing a difficulty in your life if you acknowledge that this difficulty came from hasem you could be elevated and never be worried about this thing ever again because you realize that the difficulty started with your worry and ended up materializing as a result of your worry if on the other hand you ignore it and you think you just have bad luck then unfortunately you'll continue getting the same test over and over because anytime that a person is afraid it's usually because he's afraid of what people think of him what she thinks of him and so on and so forth and that shows they're far away from hasem but then the BET says that for some reason or another we have a much easier time trusting people than trusting Hashem somebody tells you listen I know somebody that could help how could he help oh he has some money I know this rich guy he can help you have financial problems I know this guy that can help you automatically you're elevated automatically you feel oh wow thank godem he knows this guy he's going to call Donald Trump he's GNA call Donnie Trump's friend he maybe he's G to invest in me maybe he's gonna buy into this business maybe this maybe that he's going to do all these different things all of a sudden our mood changed why because we trust that this guy knows this other guy he's going to introduce us and we're going to meet this guy and he's going to be our mashiah says that belief that you have in that person that alone is a reason forem not to make it happen why because then you're going to think that guy's God and hashm doesn't want to give you the ability to go worship an idol so actually believing in people believing that the salvation comes from people is unfortunately a form of idolatry but more importantly it's a form of it's a it's a way that a lot of people lose lose their Direction lose their understanding of who runs the world and this happens a lot with religious people religious people that are doing deals with the Christian world because they think that if we're nice to the Christians they're going to donate money to is and they're gonna tell Donny Trump to support isra and they're gonna invest the money into the IDF and they're going to invest money into this and they're going to do this and they're going to do that and it's going to help us unfortunately this alone is a reason forem to rebuke us because we're thinking that the salvation can come from people this happens to the religious people not just not religious people a lot of people do business and do a lot of things that are against hem and toah tells us that if we think that salvation has come from anybody other than hem that already is the wrong road and sometimes that's a reason for hasem to cause something bad to happen in order to wake us up because we need to see that the salvation is not going to come from them so the question is how come hasem does not make open Miracles how come he doesn't just do what he did once before 3,300 years ago he opened up the Heavens he showed us the seven Heavens he showed us all of the angels He showed us his word when he spoke there was drawings and different images of of what he said the words he said on the sky it says that they saw his voice they saw his voice they didn't hear his voice they saw it now you see me but you don't see my voice you hear my voice saw the voice of God meaning that there was actually an image of the words that came out of it one scientist tried to figure out how could this be possible so he developed a program he developed a program connected it to one medical machine that's able to make different types of lines anytime that you make a sound and he wanted to see what would happen if you say different letters of the alphabet what would the machine draw the first time he did it he saw something fantastic first he said the letter A nothing was drawn then he did the letter B nothing was drawn everything that the machine Drew looked nothing like the actual letter he tried c d e f nothing nothing nothing so then he tried with the Holy language he tried with the Al Bet and to his and our amazement the machine actually drew the letters the machine drew the letters with serious Precision to the extent that you can't say this is some happen stands this is a lucky literally as it's written in the Torah the machine actually Drew those letters in this book you could see the pictures and it's truly amazing how shows us his creation shows us his majesty literally through science and otherwise all we need to do is look somebody asked me the other day how come a lot of people don't know this how come they don't just make one movie about it well they did there's a few movies about it there's Torah and Science by RAB mizi there's Torah science in ancient wisdom by me there is several other movies by other rabbis there's several books by many rabbis there's museums that have different proofs point is that you have to look for it it's not going to come to your house but if you look for it you'll find it you can even find that there's a special Gene that the kohanim have inside their DNA to show that it's not just hasem selecting them because he liked better than other people you could see that he actually gave them a physical difference physical difference inside their DNA now and mount made a lot of these Miracles so we ask ourselves how come hasm doesn't do it again so the BET says the following the reason is why so few Miracles actually happened in these times whereas in the past there was many miracles because when Miracles occur everybody admits that hasem controls the world and there's no longer free will there's no longer a test to recognize AEM it's only because the earlier Generations had gained such greatness and elevated levels of amuna and such firm belief in Hashem that open Miracles would not increase their belief in Hashem and therefore not alter their Free Will meaning in those days people had such an understanding of Hashem running the world that the Miracles the Miracles that they saw in a day day basis didn't change their belief they didn't believe in him more as a result of more miracles they didn't believe in him less as a result of less Miracles the sins they made though they made regardless which is the reason why they got punished right away when they sinned with the golden calf they got punished right away and last week's Paras when they sinned with the man they complained Hashem punished them right away but who did he punish he punished the leaders first it says that in the that heard which means complain and what are they complaining about they're complaining about the food so it says that his wrath flared and and the fire burned against them who did it burn it burned all the rabbis it burned all the leaders why the leaders he says because when complains it's the rabbi's Jud job to rebuke them and tell them stop complaining you're not complaining against your wife you're not complaining against your husband you're complaining against AEM which by default is a mistake because if you're complaining about Hashem that simply means you don't understand what he's doing and you not understanding what Hashem is doing is perfectly normal why because he's AEM if you understood him you would be him what is this like is a famous ADM famous Rabbi Kish Rabbi started in Hungary later on moved to Canada his name was the ADM ADM was very well known around the world as a big b so much so that uh every time isim would give money he would immediately give it away to the poor people anybody that would need the money would give it to them right away without thinking twice there's five six chairs over here six so that one day he had a line every day of people coming to him for blessings people coming to him for help advice guidance that m one day sees there's a line and on the line one of the guys that's on the line he doesn't look so good he looks poor but he knows he just gave away his last dollar all the gave him money and he gave away all the money he didn't even leave the money enough for himself but this one guy on the line he looks homeless he looks homeless you could tell unfortunately you could tell and he knows this guy's probably coming for money but I don't have any money this guy's going to come to me and probably thinks I'm His Last Hope probably doesn't have enough he's going to come to me and I'm not going to have any money the guy may break so M starts praying and then he sees oh right behind him right behind the homeless guy is actually one of the of that's actually very rich so as the line continues to advance advances advances advances he gets to the homeless guy he says oh one second and he tells the rich guy you come from first you come first so the rich guy comes in they go into the room he sits down with them he tells him listen whatever his problem was the guy makes a very big donation puts it in an envelope and gives it to the RV the poor guy comes back comes inside and that most says yes how can I help you my son he says well rebi you know before I even you I'm coming here to help I'm coming here to help for you to help me financially I don't have this I don't have that but you know what before I even talk to you about all the things I need to help I'm really disappointed rebi I thought you guys are sadik I thought you guys are like righteous with hem and you don't making distinctions between somebody that's poor somebody that's rich I thought that you guys just look at he's a year that's it he's a Jew a Jew is a Jew that's it what happened I'm on the line all day I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting right before my turn comes what do you do you pick the guy behind me why because he's Rich why is this Blood better better than mine what is this Judaism better than mine what is he more Jew than me what is this why he starts tearing the rabbi apart come and the rabbi is quiet now the shamash the help of the rabbi is watching the whole thing and he wants to say something he wants to give this guy a nice slap to wake him up to realize the rabbi did all this for him but he doesn't say anything why Rabbi didn't say Okay so this guy this poor guy is ripping the rabbi apart and the rabbi doesn't say a thing after he finishes he says rabi so anyway I need some help you help me or not he hasn't even ask nicely the rabbi got an envelope he didn't even look at the envelope the guy the rich guy gave him an envelope he didn't even look at the envelope takes the envelope he gives it to him shom the guy leaves he got an envelope he doesn't even know what's inside yet he opens the envelope he sees a huge check now he doesn't have a bank account does have a bank account but he's happy he got the check he's embarrassed a little bit of what he did to the rabbi but still you know what are you gonna do it's too late already go on the line again no let me just get a ride so he waits he looks for somebody to give me a ride somebody give me some guy pulls over he goes what do you need goes I need a ride goes okay come in I'll give you a ride so he see fancy car in the ride he goes into the car and the guy asks him where you from where you from starts talking he's like listen you uh you know anything about checks the poor guy asked the rich guy he goes yeah of course I know about checks goes can you do me a favor I don't have a bank account I don't know what to do with this check can you give me money for this can you give me cash for this so the guy said yeah sure give me the check so he takes the envelope and what does he see it's his check he's the rich guy that gave the check to the rabbi he goes yeah no problem I'll give you the check after he gives him the money drops him off he goes back to the rabbi to the and he says Rabbi I don't understand I don't understand how come you didn't open the envelope you just gave him the money how come he says what do I care what's in that it was not for me it was for him he goes at least see what's in the envelope he goes what I I don't need to see it he needs to see it so then the Shas says to the RAB he goes Rabbi I don't understand why didn't you tell the guy that the whole thing that you got the guy to skip him was for his own benefit he says what difference is it going to make if I tell him he is not going to see it until later on anyway he's not going to see it until later on anyway he's not going to understand until later on anyway why because when you experience a difficulty you automatically think that Hashem is torturing you you automatically think that Hashem is punishing you little do you know Hashem is preparing something much better for you something much better than you think for yourself he says this is how life is D Moos says life is that way we're constantly complaining against hem and hasem stays quiet Hashem stays quiet even though sometimes we say things that are not so nice Hashem stays quiet even though sometimes we don't do the mitv Hashem stays quiet even though some times we become Heretics and he still continues to prepare something better for us why because he wants us to see that in the end it was all him if we see it's him in the end it end up paying off if we don't unfortunately he uses that case against us when we go up to Sham and he tells us listen look at all the wonderful things I did for you I sent somebody to give you the truth all the way from a different country and brought to your house the money you needed I sent it to you from some place that you never thought was going to come the wife you wanted or the husband you wanted I literally invented them just for you I created them just for you everything you ever wanted your whole life from beginning to end I gave you and you still went against me your whole life so now when you're going to say wait a minute but it's not fair because if you're comparing me to the to the times of mosu they had a lot of open Miracles and then Hashem is going to show us our life and we're going to see that we had even more miracles even more miracles than they saw in MIT even more miracles than they saw in Mount s in our own personal life but unfortunately we weren't paying attention instead we were paying attention to everything else instead we were wasting our time instead we were simply doing everything but looking at the right place now the BET continues and he says if Hashem gave us an open Miracle literally split the ocean for us today that would mean that he would have to punish us right away if we do something wrong why because then that little bit of doubt that we have right now because we don't see open Miracles we see Miracles but not open ones that gives us still a little bit of free choice that we won't have anymore and if we don't have free choice then Hashem obviously does not have any free rights for us either now the BET continues and he says no weakness in faith would have occurred even without the open miracles to the perious generation but we find that in page 25 said that one who declared that oil should burn should declare that vinegar should burn also and the vi vinegar that his daughter mistakenly had put in the oil lamp burned miraculously what happened exactly one of our sages from a couple thousand years ago to him there was no such thing as Miracle meaning everything was a miracle just like the ramban writes in the beginning of he says any Jew that thinks that there's anything that's not a miraculous has no share of T is please you're interfering you're talking too much you're very very inter interfering please please stop it's not kindergarten it's not it's not it's not a show if you don't want to be you don't have to be I promise it's okay I won't be I won't be upset but if you're going to be it just pay attention at least don't interfere understood that Hashem runs the world to him nothing is too big nothing is too small nothing is beyond him nothing changes for him everything is the same for him to create the world is just as simple as for him to split the ocean for him to give you a z is just as simple for him as for him to create the heavens no difference there's no element of difficulty for him so one time his daughter came to him thear says and she says I'm sorry ABA but we're not going to be able to have candles for Shabbat he says why not he says we don't I don't have any oil I don't have any oil for the for the for the candles for Shabbat he says what do you have say vinegar vinegar is the opposite it doesn't make light it puts off light so says okay so use vinegar she goes no no no ABA I have vinegar I don't have oil I can use vinegar to make life he goes why not she because vinegar doesn't make any anything light she go who said says who said this she goes what that's the way Hashem created the world go yeah but Hashem decided that oil will burn let them decide that vinegar is going to burn just go light them no no go go and she went and followed her father's advice and as you would have it the vinegar lit why it didn't light if you go home and you tried to light vinegar it's not going to work for you even if you try it twice even if you put it on YouTube even if you try it five times it won't work for you you know who gets Miracles people that believe in miracles but people that believe that Miracles are not miraculous but rather everything is miraculous the people that have Miracles become their day-to-day life are pure people that don't believe that anything is above and beyond hashem's ability meaning that whether you got five dollar in your pocket or five million in your pocket it's the same thing for AEM whether you were saved from an accident that you saw or an accident you didn't see it's the same thing forem the point being is that having is simply one of those things where you have a different set of glasses than the rest of the world and the BET says it's not necessarily that you believe that this Supernatural thing is going to happen to you because who are you after all that you're going to get the supernatural thing the says you shouldn't rely on a miracle meaning don't go and walk on a dangerous path and assume that hasm is going to save you you're not allowed to do that you're not allowed to go into what Harlem used to be in New York in the middle of the night and think think it's all going to be okay because you're a Jew you're not allowed to walk around in different areas of France where the Arabs are where they pretty much chop people's heads off if you if you're a Jew and think it's going to be okay because you're a Jew and you believe in t you know to do that why because that means that you are depending on a miracle who are you to get a miracle so how come some people do exactly just that how come some people in the Torah do things that literally are no short of a miracle for example thear says one of the rabbis of Raba was named Gamu andish Gamu saw a lot of miracles in his life and a lot of difficult things in his life and he would always say the same thing this too is for the good so one time am got a bad decree from the evil G and they said listen you have to pay us a lot of money you have to pay taxes this that the other thing so the rabbis went toam they said listen you are used to Miracles why don't you go give this King a big present a lot of money and get him to cancel the decree sure no problem now the path to go from here all the way to the king is a very dangerous path but since you're used to Miracles hopefully you'll survive the journey and more importantly hopefully the king doesn't kill you but since you're used to Miracles it's gonna happen said no problem he went on a path and right before he got to the kinghood he stopped at a motel he went to sleep and the two Bim the two owners of the hotel they weren't exactly they decided who's this guest and what is this big case that he has while he was sleeping they checked his case they empty it out of all the golden jewels that it had and put sand in there the next dayu puts back the case onto his carriage and as he's putting it back on he sees that it's not Jewels it's not gold it's sand now you and I if we see a big case that was full of jewels the day before and now it's full of sand what do we do first of all We complain then after we realize that the complain is going on their fears we don't go about to the king and say still what we wanted to say we go back home why because now if I bring this King a box full of sand what is he going to do he's going to hang me like a picture he's not going to do anything good to me but says this two is for the good if hasem took the jewels that I had put in there and collected from the whole K and instead he put sand in there it must be for the good there must be something good in this that that's what Hashem wants so he can continued his journey with the sand with the box with everything just as excited as he was as if it was full of the most priceless Diamond you could find he went to the king eventually got to the king and he says yeah listen I'm here from am is representing them we have a big present for the king please cancel the decree the King has one of his soldiers open it and he sees a box of sand immediately the king becomes Furious and tells one of his soldiers to chop off the rabbi's head in front of everybody to make sure nobody else does one of these pranks on him but understood obviously thatu has passed this test with flying colors why he did something that's completely irrational not only he went there with excitement on top of that he went there with the sand he didn't pretend like there was anything else he's like here this is the send from here's the send enjoy it enjoy it build a sand castle I don't know that's for you why hasm put it in the Box for you like he wasn't trying to pretend no this is magic sand maybe you you know try to sell them like some of these Israelis come from is they go work at these booths and in the malls oh this is salt from the from the from the Red Sea from the Dead Sea from some sea just put it on your arm and you'll be cured I have cancer though no no it's okay cancer too I have AIDS AIDS too I'm poor poor 4 to everything just put it on your just put give me a credit card I'll heal everything you want get buy one for your friend too buy one for your friend and maybe you could get the hair straightener also this is unfortunately what happens people try to become salesman not becoming a Salesman he says this is the sand this what put in the box for you how do I know it's for you has put it in the Box sent in the image of a soldier came to the king and says your highness before you kill him maybe this sand I mean this Jew is not a stupid Jew he's not going to bring you sand for no reason maybe the sand is the sand of their forefather goes what forefather what sand goes they had a forefather his name was abah abah their forefather abah ainu he fought against four nations at one shot and killed everybody how did he kill everybody hasem gave him sand every time he would take take the sand from the ground he throw it in the air each little grain will turn into a rocket that's howu killed all of the Nations by himself heon alel maybe this is the sand so the king says that's interesting let's try it out they had an enemy that they couldn't beat for a while said let's take it to battle they took the sand to battle a little box of it they tried it out and they won the battle the sand worked the sand miraculously turned into the sand of Abu the king obviously was as happy as can be he has some nuclear weapon of the day he takes a bigger box tells everybody listen sand I don't have this type of sand I don't have this is the most priceless thing my kingdom have jewels diamonds all that stuff I have a lot give him all of it give him boxes of diamonds give him all that stuff I don't need that stuff why I have the sand I have the nuclear weapon so Mamu not only got the decree can sold but now he got two huge boxes full of jewels full of diamonds much more than what he brought there and he went back home he said see I told you that come there's two for the good he goes back to the hotel that robbed him and the two guys are surprised to see him alive what are you doing here didn't chop your head off he goes for what for giving him sand he goes noem that sand was a uh was was the best thing in the world it was a miracle what do you mean he tells them the whole story so the two guys thought that it's them they left n Gamu they started packing up boxes and boxes of sand they went back to the king going hey King listen that guy just came me that Rabbi it's our sand don't worry we have a lot of it we got you a truck full of sand whole Caravan full of sand look all of this sand so the king says okay let's test it out arrest them first of all arrest these two guys first of all just in case they're playing a joke on me they arrest both of them they try the sand and guess what it doesn't work it's a sand so what did the king do with them he hung them like pictures he hung them on the wall like pictures why does not make miracles to for people that don't believe in miracles but rather depend on them who makes miracles on a regular basis for people that don't see anything as other than a miracle meaning your daytoday life the fact that you have these two little balloons you call eyes and you can see and record everything that's a miracle the fact that you have the shape of your face that's unique and no one else in the world has it is a miracle the fact that you have a fingerprint that no one else in the world can replicate no one other human being has the fingerprint that's a miracle the fact that the thoughts in your mind the thoughts in your mind go so fast that even the most advanced super comput computer in the world cannot catch up to you is a miracle the point being if you see everything as a miracle then your life is one big miracle and Hashem will give you more but if you depend on Miracles because you think that they're exception to the case then you have to have huge amounts of Merit in order for hasem to give you something out of the extraordinary out of the ordinary so the BET continues and he says in our generation which has a weak level of even a small miracle can strengthen our faith but that's the reason why fewer open Miracles actually happen and those who benefit from the hidden Miracles are not even aware of them most people that have literally huge Miracles that happen in their day-to-day life they don't even acknowledge that they're Miracles they think it's just normal the guy gets money to pay his rent or some deal or something happened in the last minute he's like oh yeah thank God I got that customer like he thanks God for getting that customer in time or he got to the appointment by dodging a car accident he almost got into a car accident but he does the car accident he got to the appointment He's like ah thank God I drove fast like he doesn't acknowledge the fact that he really shouldn't be here even because he just missed a car accident he wasn't supposed to miss the car accident I remember one time years ago maybe 20 years ago it's embarrassing but it's true I was on a way to some job I was doing or some company I was working for in Long Island New York and I decided to speed some abno speed on the highway and as you would have it the night before was raining the road was still wet and my car lost control complete control and just started doing 360s on the highway now any one of you that's ever been in New York on the highway there's usually a lot of cars especially at 8:00 in the morning rush hour but exactly at the time that my car decided to do a few wheelies a few turns a few turns too many maybe like eight nine of them no cars zero cars nothing not only that after it stopped spinning no cars came until I got a collected myself realize what just happened here and just drove away like nothing happened and then 5 million cars showed up like as if literally changed the world stopped it for a second oh this crazy kid is doing something hold on okay you guys wait okay now let him go this happens all the time this happens to people all the time but they just think oh I got lucky oh it happens to be that the cars weren't there or it happens to be this and and they rationalize everything with nature with this with that and unfortunately that is something that actually distances us from Hashem because if something is not making you closer to Hashem it's making you farther from Hashem if you think that the business deal that you just did the customer that you just got the the the job that you just got the test that you just passed the wife you just married the husband you just found and so on and so forth if you think any of those are simply parts of nature instead of being a miracle from Hashem that is another way that you are further from hasem instead of getting closer to him and that's why the BET says that hm gives us many miracles but we simply don't see them as that because we think that the only things are Miracles are like superpower things that we decide should happen we should dictate what Miracle should be and he continues and he says the reason why our livelihood comes about through so much toil so much hard work is because Hashem sends us our needs concealed in the cloak of being produced by our own efforts so that it should not become visible to All That hasem Feeds and sustains all living things in truth however the toil and work is only to conceal the greatness of hem meaning that a is giving you all the money that you have in your pocket but he just tries to make it look natural what is it likeu in last week's par says to hasem you want me to bring this you know this manur but the instructions you gave me I can't follow why hasem gave him precise instructions of how to make this beautiful man there's only one problem no human being can make such a thing number one the whole thing is supposed to be one piece one nugget it's not like little pieces you cut off you make this you put it aside you make this you put it aside you make this put it aside and eventually build it together screw it on and so on no no the whole thing is one huge nugget of gold and you have to melt it and fashion it in those precise measures those precise look and so on and so forth no human being can do such a thing second of all it has to happen in a time span that mosu simply doesn't have has to be done right away has to go down to is see even if he was able to do such a thing it would take him years years and years of work but says to you do your effort I'll do the rest what does it mean get the Nugget do something just pretend like you're doing something I'll actually do the rest I'll do the rest have an intention to show some type of effort what is it like the same that was used to Miracles one time wanted to give a gift to the bet mikdash now he didn't have any money so he couldn't buy a cow to bring a Corban he couldn't buy even a dove he said what can I bring to the BET mikdash as a gift so he decided he found this huge Boulder this huge Rock and he started cleaning it every day making it prettier making it shinier shining it shining it shining it every day every day every day for a while eventually the rock this huge Boulder became beautiful the only problem that he had left is that he had to bring it to the bet mikdash now he didn't have a caravan he didn't have Bulls he didn't have the money he asked the moving company to take it there asked a bunch of really strong people to bring it there said listen he going to cost you at least a couple of hundred Z meaning a few thousand he says if I had a couple thousand I wouldn't have actually made this rock I would have donated some cow or something I would have brought a Coan say sorry sir Rabbi we can't help you so he started praying to how could I bring this huge Boulder this huge Rock to The Bash he prayed enough for Hashem to answer by sending him three angels that look like men and they said to him what do you need he said I need to bring this Boulder to the BET mikdash as a gift said okay no problem how much you have on you he said I have two Zoo he has a few dollars he has 20 bucks on him okay we'll take we'll take uh those two zoos but under one condition what's the condition help us what do you mean help you cuz help us with the rock lift the rock a little bit Yeah be something'll be his old man help these three Giants will lift the rock a little bit how I'm going to help you goes put your put your hand on the Rock that's what you help us put his hand on a rock in one second he moves from one end of the country to the BET mdash one second now he's over there he sees oh bet mdash is here so he takes wants to take out out of his pocket a two Ze to pay them but he they gun he gets so upset he runs to the bed he looks for the B he sees goes re please please help me please please I don't want to be at fault for I just stole why what happened goes listen I had this rock this Boulder I was cleaning it tells him the whole story and I uh just came me to bring the boulder but the two guys that the three guys that helped me they're gone I didn't pay them so say them wait when did you come here she says today he say and when did you leave goes today when did you leave goes I left uh 10 minutes ago he say you left 10 minutes ago and you already he 10 minutes there it seems to us that Angels brought you here they don't need your money now there's two questions here number one how come didn't know was Angels if I was there for sure I would know his angels why how could I get from one end of the country to the other end of the country in one second you don't have to be a second question is if they're Angels why did they need to put his hands on the Rock So Shalom answers both questions he says was so humble and so aware of hashem's greatness that for him nothing was a miracle there was no such thing as Miracle everything is a miracle meaning everything that you consider normal is a miracle everything you consider a miracle is a miracle everything is a miracle so Miracle is standard so to go from here one end of the corner from elot all the way to Y in an instant to him it's no different than if you decide that it's going to be five hours same thing he never thought that he has such a merit that Angels going to bring him all that stuff why would hasem sent him he just simply said okay it's going to take one minute why I don't know that's what decided hasem decided it's going to take take me one second to go from one corner of the country to another corner of the country why does it have to be angels for him it was all normal so why did the Angels ask him to put the hand on because wants us to have a little bit of effort a little bit of effort so the angel said put your hand on it that's your effort put your hand on it give you a little bit of a little bit of partnership in the miracle not that they really need this help but rather that his effort makes him a partner his effort connects him to the miracle his effort will remind him of the miracle this rabotai is sometimes how we make our living hasem gives us Miracles he gives us some deal we find something somebody's willing to send us sell us this thing for $5 for $500 for $5,000 we do a little research we find out that we just found a treasure it's not worth 5,000 it's worth 5 million and we think wow what a miracle technically yes but even if it was worth 5,000 in one it would also be a miracle it's just that we decide for ourselves what's a miracle and what's not a miracle and that's one of the problems we don't realize that the fact that you're able to eat the fact that you actually have enough money to eat the fact that you have a house a roof of your head and so on and so forth that alone is enough of a miracle no less no less significant than something extraordinary that you want to happen and if you want some of those extraordinary things to happen then obviously you have to acknowledge everything is extraordinary so the BET says that part of the reason of why hasem makes us work so hard is to make us realize that technically we have a partnership in it but when we finally get the results it was all AEM all alone there was a guy that had 12 kids from B after he married off all 12 kids he stood up on a table at the wedding and he says I want to announce something I just married off my 12th kid and I want to let everybody know that Hashem did not help me with even one of them this a religious community they thought this guy probably with the bill that he had for weddings for 12 kids he probably lost his mind by now quiet quiet no no I want to tell everybody Hashem did not help me even with a single kid he didn't help me he did the whole thing he didn't help me he did the whole thing he paid for all of it he did all of it I did nothing I did nothing he didn't help me he did all of it that's our life that's really our life if we start paying attention to the details so the BET says that sometimes though instead of looking at the help of hem we not only take it for granted but we see that sometimes as help we see it in a negative way for example bman tells a story where he says there was one guy that went on a plane from London to the US to do some business for two days as soon as he landed in the US got his luggage went into a taxi got a heart attack in a taxi instead of going to the hotel they took him to the hospital got to the hospital they did a surgery saved his life after a week and a half in the hospital they released him and he went back home to London now the guy's a FR guy religious guy he understood that if something happens to you Hashem is doing it for sure like he wasn't one of these heretic says oh it was bad luck oh I don't no no he understood he did something and that Hashem did something cause an effect but he comes to his Rabbi and he says I don't understand AEM he say perfect you don't understand that means he's still AEM if you understood him you wouldn't be AEM no no no I don't understand why hasem did this to me because what you don't understand you made sins he goes no no no I know I made a sin and I deserve the heart attack that I know for sure maybe in this life maybe in the previous life for sure I know I deserve the heart for sure so what's the question then I don't understand why did AEM not speed up the process make it happen six hours sooner so at least I'm home I'm close to my family close to my doctor my community you Reby ah why I had to suffer this heart attack on top of having a heart attack after to suffer it in a foreign country with foreign people and foreign everything ah on of that I don't have any insurance over there so it ended up costing me $35,000 so not only I suffer my heart attack which I deserve but why did I deserve also losing 35,000 in the process he says look at this yid look at this Jew who instead of saying thank you to hem thank you Hashem thank you Hashem thank you Hashem a million and a half times look what kind of is look how ungrateful this Jew is he tells the guy to his face says why why am I why am I ungrateful he says see you understand you deserve it he go yes I understand I started the argument that way goes but you don't understand how you deserve and what you deserve see here's the problem that's your problem you're trying to understand hasem and rationalize him and that's irrational you see what you don't understand you didn't only deserve a heart attack you according to hashem's calculation deserve to spend $335,000 on medical bills that's what you deserve in Shem Hashem decided you did something that he wants you to spend $35,000 on medical bills so he said listen if I give this guy the heart attack in the UK what's going to happen they're going to take him to the hospital in the UK and they're going to do the surgery in the UK and everything's going to be fine because he doesn't deserve to die but the problem is this in the UK he has insurance and the insurance has a $1,000 deductible so now he's going to pay for the $35,000 surgery with $1,000 what's the problem he still owes 34,000 in sh so hasem has to give him another $34,000 problem so there has to be a complication in the surgery so now a complication in the surgery has to go back to the surgery and have to do another surgery because it's a complication but guess what he still has insurance it's another ,000 deductible so it has to be another complication in the liver in the medicine something happens they left the knife inside his body something H but he still has a deductible in his it's another thousand so Hashem says instead of me torturing my son for five years just to spend this $35,000 punishment that he has let me just speed it up a process send him to America where he doesn't have insurance one 2 three he has to pay the $35,000 you see the problem is that you're trying to rationalize AEM by saying oh how come hasm didn't do this to me and that to me instead of seeing the miracle in the things that are happening to you this is us every day we're constantly trying to look at the negativity that we have in our life only in negative light we don't give hem the benefit of the doubt so anytime we have something bad happens automatically we take off our keepa automatically we abandon this we abandon that we don't want to be religious we don't want to be kosher we don't want this we don't want that if something good happens only half the time we give hem credit because after all we feel like we worked for it this is why cannot give us open Miracles because if he gave us open Miracles like he did at the time of then these types of actions that we would take By ignoring the miracle which are technically sins would have to be punishable immediately somebody ignoring AEM somebody blaming Hashem for something incorrectly would simply have to be punished right away and hm does not want to punish us so the BET continues and he says if did not sin we would have much more wealth with less effort but the truth is that work does not accomplish this at all poverty is not the result of a profession and wealth is not the result of a profession in fact it's only the blessing of Hashem that makes us rich he says that the person needs to understand that contrary to what people believe the Torah showed that everybody should benefit from labor of their hands as they did in a where it says that great is the one who benefits from labor of his hands we find the same thing in the midash and the intention is to teach us that a person needs to understand that his efforts in themselves will not accomplish what he wants to accomplish other than if he has a blessing from Hashem himself in simple language if a person sees that his efforts his toil his working on the video to make it the best video in the world he's working on his investment to make it the best investment in the world he's working on the building to make it the best building in the world his effort and doing all of that is just his dues it's just his contribution to the miracle that hasm is going to perform anyway whether it's a one-story building or 500 story building it's still miraculous and hasm is going to do all of it his hard work is just his dues that he's paying in order to in essence partner up with hasem in performing this big great miracle the failure is the same thing though when something fails his contribution was also part of the result that Hashem wanted meaning that whether something succeeded or something failed in your life both were the decisions of a you cannot say that my success but my failures I can't believe I have bad luck I can't believe that this happened to me the torat tells us the opposite you're supposed to sayem just as much to your failures as as you do to your successes so much so that when you have a failure you should acknowledge that this failure is actually more valuable than your successes and the reason why is because your failure if you lose money or some other type of difficulty that you have in your life is not only something that Hashem wanted to happen anyway for whatever reason whatever calculation he had but you have an added benefit in it that you will not be able to get from success which is is called Kar this Kar is a part of the way that a shows his love for his creation by causing them to suffer a little bit in this world in order for them not to suffer greatly in the next World for whatever you did in this world you made a sin there has to be some type of consequence to it now there are two possibilities one consequence could be suffering in this world temporarily for a week for a month for a year the other consequence could be suffering in the Eternal World a place where there is no time where 1 hour is the equivalent to a thousand years meaning that if you were to S suffer an hour worth of pain here it's valued at a thousand years there so if somebody if Hashem said to you listen son you made a sin you deserve to punish this weight 5 PBS 5bs is hour in this world or a thousand years in the Eternal World which one do you want which one you want a thousand years or one hour one hour you don't have to be a genius for that you don't to be a calculus you don't to be the best math student in the world one hour here A Thousand Years over there I'll take the one hour which means that when we fail it's really a gift why not only is it something that has want to happen anyway for whatever reason he wanted but also he's able to take away from your death deficit that you have from whatever sins we've made even more so when you acknowledge that the failure is also from hasem that is truly the only time that you could show hasem that you love him why how do you know if somebody loves hem or not if everything is good in your life you found a spouse that you're in love with you have kids that are amazing and healthy you have the job that you want you have the bank account that you want you have all the things that you want and you say does it really mean that you say does it really mean you love hm not really not really it could mean it's possible but not really why what if hasm took it all like he did with job job hem took a billionaire made him into a homeless guy in 24 hours job there's a book of Job in the Tora in tanak he was a multi-billionaire all of his sons and daughters died in one day all of his money gone in one day everything that he had gone in one day on top of that he became sick so sick that the worm started coming out of his body instead of going into his body that's how sick he was now his wife told him why are you still religious why you still pray to this God of yours pray for him to kill you already he says you speak like a like a despicable person God gave God took may his name he blessed why when he gave us we uh that's it that's all that's the only time we love him when he only gives us he gave us whatever is his now he took whatever is his means they be blessed nothing changed nothing changed here thear says is when job showed us how much he loved theem how much he loved AEM but also how much he feared AEM because you cannot love hem without fearing him which means that when good things are happening to us it is actually very very difficult for us to show our true love of hem simply because we're caught in the moment and everything is good the only time we could truly show that we love hem is how we overcome the obstacle and what kind of connection what kind of relationship we maintain with hem through the difficulty if you're still saying hasem when you have problems if you're still singing We love you when you have problems that means you love AEM that means you love a why everything is upside down and you're still celebrating his name meaning you know it's coming from him you know he's the one that's hitting you but you're still saying thank you Hashem I know this is for me I have no idea how but I know this nice jab you gave me to my face I know somehow it's going to be good for me if you understand that to such an extent then you love hasem for real but until we get to that point we have an imaginary love we have a love that depends on something and the M says a love that depends on something is not true love and cannot last if two people love each other based on something it won't last if it's based on money as soon as you take the money out the relationship is gone if it's based on lust as soon as the two people age and she's no longer 20 years old and he's no longer 20 years old and now they're old men and they're old women guess what as soon as you take that lust out that beauty out that marriage is out if your love depends on something it's not love it won't last that's says but if your love does not depend on something then it'll last if our love of a depends only on him giving us good it won't last it won't last why because that good is not permanent everybody has bad in their life that's part of the point of life people have accidents people have difficulties people have sicknesses people have all types of troubles if your love of hem depends on him giving you a life full of full of wonderful things all the time unfortunately as soon as he gives you a difficult we will fail miserably and that's what happens to a lot of people people that scream out how much they love hem they love H they love hem as soon as hem gives them A test they abandon hem like it's a uh some disease of some kind so the BET tells us the way that we need to address each of the events that happen in our life is simply to number one it's all from hasem good bad ugly doesn't make a difference it's all from hasem everything it's from hasem two there's nothing that's not a miracle everything is a miracle if you understand the details of every single thing that's happening in your life you will see how many miracles it took for it to happen for example years ago it was hard for me to believe in Supernatural stories Supernatural things hard because I believed in things that I can see if I could see it I believe in it if I can't see it why should I believe in it I mean it doesn't make any sense that's how a lot of people are last week if you remember last Wednesday some guy that wanted to uh you know be the center of stage asked a few interesting questions in the crowd and when I said that there's a lot of things in the to that are Supernatural for example that there's demons and angels and things of that nature and he said something that is very strange which is you really believe in that it's not that I believe in it to believes in it if toah says it then you have to believe in it the problem is that today people try to rationalize the to so much like it's a history book so they mistranslate a lot of the work of the sages so for example many people take one thing that the wrong wrote and distort it to such an extent that it makes the rest of the Torah seem like the opposite of what it is for example the rambam says that he does not believe that there were demons there were shim where he was and people have misinterpreted that to the extent where the rambam does not believe in demons or anything that's over you know super natural spirits and so on and so forth R didn't say any of this stuff but people simply took one sentence that he had and extrapolated it and made it into something much more why is this a big deal because if the rambam did not believe in anything Supernatural then he would himself become a Kil because the entire tah is Supernatural fromit all the way to the end every single page in a to have something Supernatural in it the fact that the whole world came from nothing is obviously Supernatural the fact that hasem took some mud and made it into a human being is Supernatural the fact that they were giants to us is considered Supernatural the fact that ashem can take one family and restart the whole world is Supernatural the fact that Hashem can drown the whole world except this little boat is Supernatural the fact that he could do it all over again 360 years later with uh certain town of in Babylon Supernatural and so on and so forth there's Supernatural things in every part of the Torah but then if you look at the stories in the Tor what it's the stories thatu experienced the M or even stories in the T about and so on and so forth many other people in the Tora you see that Supernaturals is simply day to-day language for the in fact if you look at the rambam's life you will see that he himself lived a supernatural life is one of the today he has he finds these different stories that are not very well known and he tells them in his weekly lecture on Saturday night shabbat every week they give out tens of thousands of his newsletter tens of thousands that's never enough everybody wants to hear his tah one time he told a story about the rambam that very few people know says the ramb was also aside from being a big a big and so on he was also the doctor for the king of Egypt and Doctor the king of Egypt valued him respected him but obviously know they're two different religions so one time he wanted to challenge him he said to him listen I want to play a game of chess against you and if you win I'll become a Jew if you lose then you become like me you become Muslim and the rambam knew enough that this is not really going to work out so well why if he loses he can't convert to to to Islam he can't convert to different religion if he wins even though he knows he's a better chess player than this King he still knows that this is something he can't do because all the years they would play chess and he would actually let the king win but he knew he was a better player than him but he knew that if he if he has a game now and he lets him win he's GNA have to convert to Islam can't do that on the other hand if he wins then what does it show it shows that he's been fooling the king all these years by letting him win and the King May kill him anyway so he says no no no your highness I can't do it I can't I'm not doing it no no no but the king puts his foot down he says no you have to do it you have to do it so the rambam starts the game and he says himself it's as if I forgot to play the game the minute the game started I forgot the rules all of a sudden he was drastically better than this King in the game for years you would let him win on purpose just you know give Cavo for the king but all of a sudden when his life is on the line he forgot the game forgot how to play and he's struggling with the king and the king is getting closer to beating him now you have a problem now you have a serious problem because if you lose you have to convert to a different religion and that's a variously a very serious problem to have especially when you're the R so as you would have it as they're getting closer and closer the king says check for anyone who familiar with the game that means he's one move away from winning but not yet there at that moment somebody starts knocking on the door very hard they let him in see very well-dressed man respectable person points at the ramb he goes he's a thief he's a thief King said MOS you stole from this man says I don't even know who this guy is what are you talking about I didn't steal from anybody I said no he stole for me he stole for me RA no come on pay him whatever he want no it's it's Bu you're my doctor you're high position in in Egypt you're going to steal from people goes no highness I didn't steal from this guy so the king is confused what's going on here he steal from you goes so the guy says to him listen if if he didn't steal from me then he has to swear he has to swear the way I tell him to swear that he didn't steal from me says I'll swear whatever he wants so he stands up he comes next to this man and all of a sudden the man starts speaking Hebrew to him repeat after me and he starts speaking Hebrew to him telling him all of the moves he has to make to win the game in chess he repeats what he says he turns around goes back to the game the guy leaves and within a few moments the rambam turns around the entire game from being check almost defeated he wins the game at that moment the king wants to break the whole castle he goes what happened how did this happen how did you do this he goes listen your highness I tell you the truth I don't know what happened and I forgot how to play the game but that guy you just send off the guy the whole thing he told me how to beat you what do you mean he told you I beat he told me he came me that whole guy the whole story the whole thing happened I don't know what happened he came here he told me how to beat you I don't know how he knew all I know he told me how to beat you the king sent the people go find them who's this guy they went all over town they found him they brought him back in and he said who are you he says I'm where you from he says I'm from Spain says when did you get here he say today when did you leave Spain he says today what do you mean you left today and you car today takes weeks on the boat he goes didn't take me weeks took me one second so they'll look at him what do you mean it took you one second yeah why how take because last night I went to sleep I had a dream somebody came to me in a dream and said listen there's a big sadik his name is the ram he's going to have a problem because he's going to have his game of chess he's going to play against the king he's going to forget how to play you have to go there and go save his life so that's why I said I wake up in the morning I had to doal which is some form of K from the Tora that you can make miracles happen and that's what I did I left 25 minutes before I got here told him what he has to do and I left so the king looks at this guy looks at the r because you guys playing a joke on me the ra says no no no I can do it also the r says I can do the same thing the king says prove it this story by the way you could watch it on some lecture on the internet of Maz spoke about this it's in a book it's one of it's in his new book in his new book he wrote this and he says I could do the same thing he says your highness what do you like to eat what do you like to drink he goes oh I like this specific food but I can't get it because it's from some Town far far away he goes where's this where's his town he tells him exactly where the town is he goes okay I'll be right back he comes back 5 minutes later with a receipt that has the emblem of the place and the and the food that he wanted so how'd you do it he goes same thing our gives us the power to change nature if we wanted to meaning that if the people that like to rationalize Judaism and say things in the name of the that he didn't believe in Supernatural things and demons and things of that nature simply read his own stories and his own work the way it's supposed to be read and the way it's supposed to be learned you would see that none of the stuff that they say about him is true it's just that sometimes we don't believe in something or we have a difficulty believ in something so we already are predisposed to arrive at a certain conclusion it's like for example like the Christian when they look at the tah they're constantly looking for their Jesus so what do they do they decide that Jesus has to exist somewhere in the Torah and then they simply they take a mark they draw their Target and they draw the circle around it as if oh yeah I hit Bullseye I hit Bullseye they make the they take the the arrow they put it on the wall and then they draw the circle around and says see I hit the bullseye I Found Jesus here in Isaiah 53 I Found Jesus in Daniel 9 and so on and so forth they find these different things but in reality when you tell them listen all the stuff that you're saying is complete nonsense look our Torah says the opposite and you give them proofs look Hashem says this Hashem says that Hashem says this hem says that because yeah but you guys depend on an oral tah you depend on things that are not written well guess what you Christians are also depending on something that's not written you're depending on Jesus ex existing in the tah it doesn't say Jesus want time in the entire T not one time it doesn't say it but you decided that it says it but yet when we do it at something's wrong with it when we have document evidence that what we say is right there's something wrong with it meaning that sometimes our bias is our worst enemy in our lack of understanding of not only the Torah not only the MIT but also how hasem runs the world so if we simply take the Torah take hashem's will at face value just do our our job if something is difficult understand that it's from Hashem if something is fantastic understand it's from Hashem if something is seem simple understand it's a miracle even if we don't see The Miracle part of it if something is clearly a miracle understand that this miracle is no more or less difficult for hasem to perform than the one that you didn't think is as great the point being as is to Simply change our perspective of things because once we see that everything is a miracle in the eyes of Hashem everything is the same in our eyes we should see that everything is Supernatural to him it's all the same but for us it's all a miracle if we see that Hashem is doing all of it then it's much easier for us to believe in him then it's much easier for us to believe in him in different times which are the times that we're being tested on when times are good it's not that much test test is really how you know how far you going to be away from hasem when times are bad is when you're being tested that's when you're being tested of whether you love H or not so the tells us all of this it gives us a little bit of there's plenty of scientific proofs there's plenty of rational proofs there's plenty of irrational proofs of where a Kos who is and that's why the PUK says to finish it all off that when mhia comes the prophet Isaiah [Music] says it says that when the Messiah comes he will imbue with the spirit of fear for hasem and will not need to judge by what his eyes see nor nor decide by what his ear is here he will judge the destitute with righteousness and decide their with fairness for the humble of the earth he will strike the wicked of the world with the rod of his mouth and with the breath of his lips he will slay the wicked meaning that when the mhia comes all of what we believe both exterior wise and mentally is going to be put to the test because the Messiah is not going to test us based on some argument we give him no no no but I was really a good person you should hear my jokes no I was really funny you should listen to this new one that I have from last week no no really I'm generous I just didn't give yet but I meant to because I made the promise none of that stuff's going to work the mashia is simply going to know everything that we have in our mind the mhia is going to know everything that we've done msia is going to be given power from a himself to Simply know everything and anything that needs to be known about us without us needing to speak at all why do we mention mhia instead of Judgment Day when all of us go to heaven anyway when all of us go to to to the b anyway is for some reason people have a very difficult time understanding that one day they're going to die they have an easier time believing that some m is going to come one day so we talk about that the reality is mhia can come for each one of us tomorrow now in 5 minutes from now in 5 years from now in 500 years from now whenever decides Judgment Day can come at any given moment the point being is that at that judgment day whether it's on Earth here or it's over there doesn't make a difference there there's no more debates and arguments what did you think and what you didn't think at that point they show us what we thought and we don't want to show up to that Judgment Day with some fake argument that yeah we really believe but we didn't believe yeah we didn't believe but we said we believe we don't want to show up over there like Hypocrites we don't want to show up over there with a contradictory argument we want to show up over there like listen Hashem it was really hard for me to believe but I did it anyway it was hard for me to believe but I did what you said anyway why because I know that the only reason I don't believe is not because it's not true it's just because I'm limited at this point and and the only way for me to become unlimited is by doing something that's unlimited which is your will in order for me to believe in something that's infinite is for me to follow the infinite instructions whe it Mak sense to me doesn't make sense to me it's rational irrational Supernatural natural all that stuff goes in the waist basket you said it I do it you want it that's what I want also even though sometimes it looks like it's going to be very painful for me to do I simply decided based on you even though technically it was very hard for me to do it because my logic constantly did the calculations naturally my logic constantly did the calculations I'm goingon to afford this I'm going to do this how would I do this how it doesn't make any sense I don't have the money it doesn't make any sense I don't even have a car it doesn't make any sense I don't even have a house I it doesn't make any sense I don't even have a it doesn't make any sense I don't have anything but I'm gonna plan ahead as if I'm gonna already built a bet mikdash I have $3 in my pocket but I'm already preparing the whole bet mikdash why because that's what wants I'm already preparing to finish the whole sh I don't even know how to read the Hebrew yet I'm already preparing to be a to give lectures I still haven't finished the yet but I bought the that's already a good way that's already a start point is is that we have to act many times Beyond beyond our beliefs in order for our beliefs to catch up you have to already take action that shows as if you believe shows as if you believe before you believe in order to get you to believe so you already make the investment in the Torah before you actually believe in the Torah this is what we're doing for example with this whole program when someone told me two years ago three years ago two years ago listen why don't you pay young kids $15 $10 $30 whatever they told me to come to sh I said I'm going to pay somebody to come to sh they should pay me not me pay them why should I pay anybody didn't make any sense to me so for a couple years didn't make sense therefore we didn't do it then somebody else came to me said listen you know actually think it was the same person maybe we should do it what pay kids $15 to come for what why we going to pick why is it going to bring it why would anybody come for money why would they come for no money it doesn't make any sense but that point I already realized that it doesn't need to make sense Tor doesn't need to make sense doesn't need to make sense is $15 going to get one more kid to come to the or not maybe let's try it we got two kids then five kids then 10 kids then we had over 100 kids today we had over 120 kids last week every sh if they're not coming here who knows where they're going the point being is that it worked it doesn't make any sense at all what's best is we didn't even have the money to start and we don't have the money to finish but sometimes you see things that are Supernatural even though you didn't even expect anything Supernatural you didn't even expect it to work why because it doesn't need to necessarily make sense to you not everything needs to make sense to you and that's what's supposed to make sense that it's not supposed to make sense if it makes sense then usually it's not going to work if everything makes sense to you then usually it's not what hasem wants why because he says himself my thoughts are not like your thoughts if it makes sense to you it's definitely not what I'm thinking why you're a human you think like a human Hashem does not think like a human he doesn't even think like a superum or a human times a zillion he thinks like God and that's something we can never be so sometimes in order to catch up to that Godly thought is to act like him how by doing what he wants he wants more people to come to so you're going to invest money you don't have into kids you don't even know yet in a place that you're not even sure can fit them with Torah that you don't even know yet and the best part is you're going to record it live at all times it's working please take all of this to heart and I promise you if you start acting Supernatural you start acting with the will ofm and stop trying to rationalize everything in your life stop trying to calculate Every Little Dot and every little one and every little zero in order to make it all add up nicely in your Excel spreadsheet and in your brain and in your things you're ruining the Miracles that way and I know it's hard to go from zero all the way to there not that I'm saying that you're at zero I just don't know what you are there's a zero and it is the best we're some where in between to get to the best is still a long way away in order to get there we have to sometimes act as if we're already there we have to do things as if we're already there we have to make the investment as if we're already there whether it be Financial or time or mental or emotional or whatever it is we have to do the will of hem even though it doesn't make sense to us this BM will help each one of us in our day-to-day life we have our next year on Tuesday regarding the if anybody has any questions you're more than uh welcome to ask if not we'll continue with a different series on Tuesday any questions yes yes ACC toast lives is possible that let's say um there is a Jew now in this life is it possible that the could have okay so the writes in sh it's a very interesting book I don't recommend it for most people and the reason why is because most people are not even understanding the basics of the Kash and for some reason they feel like they should feel at home with works that's cabalistic uh whether it's or even work that's philosophy like the work of the uh rambam that he writes the um the uh um what it called uh in English what is it called gu oh gu perplex in English yeah gu perplexed a lot of people that read it become kin become Heretics and the reason why is because it's higher than our pay grade it's higher than what most people are able to comprehend same thing with of of the it's higher than our pre grade for most people until you have become very very well versed in the very well versed in very well vers in delving into should be only you know periodic and minimal at times just to look you know the a little bit just like peek in for a few pages here and there once in a blue and the reason why is because it's very very advanced work that if you don't have not just the mental capacity but the spiritual capacity to understand it you can become more confused than you started but with that being said as a disclosure says a few things not that I learned it I just learned it from a r i he says that sometimes the punishment of a Jew and the reward of a uh non-jew are beyond our comprehension to such an extent that some of the sins that a person makes can give him a can give him a punishment that he doesn't even rationalize in this world for example if a Jew sins by marrying a non-jew not marrying it doesn't necessarily need to go to a court court marriages mean nothing in Judaism he simply lives with the non-jew a Jew lives with a non-jew and he does dies without doing chuva thear says she'll be glued to him like a dog she'll be glued to him like a dog so say what does that mean she'll be glued to him like a dog dog said in the spiritual should be glued him she won't leave him alone with a G that together but more so than that part of his tun would be to come back as the dog come back as a dog this cannot be understood in our little brain why would a guy that's had intimate relationship with some non-jew why does he have to come back like a dog we can't comprehend some of this stuff so some people get offended by it no that's not nice to say like I it or like I decide it I decide who becomes a dog who's not or better yet they start treating their dog like maybe it's their long lost Uncle oh Uncle Joey is that you is that you Uncle no it's not your uncle it's probably just a dog not every dog is a human being the point being is the Torah says a lot of interesting things that if we're not at the level to comprehend these things they could confuse you more than you could bear but one of the things that it says to answer your question more directly is that if a Jew desecrates a 's name in certain ways then and desecrates the T in certain ways then they could have their Judaism be put on suspension not just in this world but in the next World meaning they would have to come back as a non-jew with a mission to convert to Judaism meaning the only way this non this Jew that did something horrible awful terrible in a present life died without doing Chua hasem said says okay I'll give you another chance but it's not going to be easy it's not going to be a walk in the park what are you going to have to do you're going to have to come back as a you're going have to back as a nice one cute one very nice one smart one but you're still a go and your T is not to do the seven Noah hide laws no no my friend that would be easy what would you be tun you have to become a righteous Jew which even the Jews themselves don't want to do sometimes you have to do that and you're going to be persecuted and you're going to be insulted and you're going to be poor and you're going to be and you're gonna have all the difficulty in the world and you're still gonna be expected to overcome this and this is a very very common reason of why people convert and they tell you listen I always felt Jewish it could be that it's a figment of their imagination it could be true I don't know you can't tell just because some people say something like people don't jump when people tell you stuff like I get at least two to three people that tell me they're mashiah every week sometimes they're a boy sometimes they're a girl some they're not even Jewish all types of people tell me the mhia doesn't mean that they're all mashia just means they're all crazy most likely point being and they you know mashia is not going to use Facebook I promise you H so usually they send me the message on Facebook and usually they want money Hey listen I'm mashia I need some money send it to this account mashia is broke now too I mean Mash at least had a donkey why you broke so anyway point is is that people are cucko but sometimes you have a feeling that makes you feel like a cuckoo but you're not you feel like a unusual connection to the Torah but you're not even Jewish now you should feel an unusual connection to the tah because it's the only Divine document in existence and whether you're Jew or Gentile you have to fulfill it whether you fulfill it as a gentile or as a Jew is a different story it's a different story if you want to fulfill it the highest level you become a Jew if you want to fill it as you're not a Jew you fill it as a non Jew no problem but sometimes the tun of a person could be that their tun would be to convert the other reason why there are certain that are coming back right now to this generation that have an unusual uh desire to convert to Judaism is because this is part of the prophecy that said to the Nations when he offered the T to the other nations before he offered it to is he offered it to the Nations and the other nations did not want to do it but there was some people within those Nations that did want it meaning the leaders of those Nations didn't want to accept the tah as a nation but there were individuals within the Nations that wanted it soem says you want it but your nation doesn't want it so I can't give it to you and not your nation but I promise you that because you wanted it I will bring you back before the culmination of the world before mashia comes I will bring you back in a generation well you will have an unusual circumstance or desire to become a Jew I won't bring you back as a Jew can't do that you have to pay your dues but I'll bring you in an unusual circumstance that unusual circumstance maybe some life uh and death event you have a uh you know near-death experience or one of your parents is Jewish but technically you're still not or you met somebody Jewish in your life and whatever it is many many many interesting stories come from convert and sometimes that's the reason but the point being AB is that why you have desire to convert and who you were in your previous life and you will be in your next life none of that really matters most of the time it's going to cause you more confusion than it needs to and the reason why is because it doesn't matter we say it here for educational purposes to show that the Torah has answers to everything but in reality don't delve too much into it like somebody asked me about two weeks ago if they're allowed to uh go to certain people that are hypnotists and can do something called regression regression is a certain type of hypnosis that can bring you back your mind back to your previous life it's true it's real it exists and there are a few experts that know how to do it where they could they go they hypnotize the person and tell the person go back 50 years and if let's say the person is 70 years old he starts telling you what he did when he was 20 years old he tells him go back 150 years and the person starts talking and he's talking about what somebody else did 150 years ago some other life that he was go back 500 years person starts talking in a different language that the person today doesn't know he speaks Greek he speaks ancient uh French he speaks all types of languages the person today doesn't know and then they show the person the recording it's like do you know this language like I don't even know what I'm saying I don't know what I'm saying now this is not some uh thing that I created you can look it up on the internet go look up hypnosis regression there's documented evidence thousands and thousands of of cases like this so somebody asked me can I do this technically you're allowed but it's not recommended why it's not recommended because the expert can potentially take you back there 500 years ago and tell you who you were 500 years ago but he may not be able to bring you back which means that you're going to come back speaking ancient French to your wife and kids and not going to know that they're your wife and kids because you're still living living in the past and then you just destroyed your life you're going to be put into a mental institution so is it worth it to know your past for that I don't know if you're psycho maybe if you have nothing to do with your life and bored maybe but if you're if you're a normal person and you're focused on today then you're not going to do it this is not worth it there are other things there are other things in the world that can bring you there's a movie called life after death by Raba ysep mrai that he brings all types of proofs that life exists Beyond Death death one of the proofs is what I just told you and he has all types of psychologists and psychiatrists and experts in the field that show that there is reincarnation there is a people come back there's people that are alive today still today that remember their previous life but again even if you knew who you were it and even if you knew what you did it doesn't need to matter to you and the reason why is because you're still here for a specific reason and you don't need to know who you were and what you were in order to know that reason I could tell you that without being calist you know how I know what you need to do in this life whatever is most difficult for you that's to tells us whatever is most difficult for you that's your number one mission in life after you accomplish that then something else will be difficult for you that's the next thing it's hard for you to keep Shabbat that's the number one thing it's hard for you to you know learn that's the number one thing it's hard for you to change different mannerisms that you have that's the thing for you the most difficult thing is part of the reason part of the big part of the reason of why you came back into this world so whether you were a Jew non-jew this all that other stuff is interesting for intellectual stimulation but I don't recommend people spend too much time on it simply because it could lead you to a tunnel that you can't handle some of this information people want to know when they find out they don't want it like for example example kids that uh find out you know they want to go DNA check people are obsessed with DNA checks in in Israel it's illegal to check for your DNA it's illegal to go check yourself the DNA to find out who your lineage is in America they made a business out of it a multi-billion Dollar business it's illegal in Israel because they for a few reasons number one you can manipulate DNA number two you could use it for criminal reasons number three most people people that are looking for it are looking for wrong reason and they could find out bad things from their own DNA so for example many homes have been destroyed by these DNA checks how person looks at their DNA to find out to give a surprise to their parents oh I want to show a surprise to my parents' 50th anniversary to show them all of their ancestors and our family tree and they go do a DNA check and they find out what they're not even my parents ABA IMA hey you're not even my ABA and IMA who are you anyway what do you mean we your ABA and IMA no we're Nota look DNA check says you're not it oh what are you going to do with 20 30-year-old kid is now telling you you're not really my father not and it's true you're not really my father you're not really my father what are you going to do now family's destroyed family is destroyed destroyed the relationship will never be the same the best case scenario have coffee once a year what' you find out for what' you find out for or they find out that one of the parents is not their parent or they find out that they have some murderer in their family tree or they find out that they really something else there's a lot of things that people find out from their past that trust me for a reason that if Hashem put it in the closet it's there for a reason there a reason don't delve into the unknown that's says you should not 13 says you should not delve into the unknown the unknown is supposed to be meant for hem not for you so people that go into that world they sometimes find something uh that's uh explosive and they don't like it but it's too late because you can't put it back in the box so all that different things you know people mess with that stuff I don't recommend it because trust me when I tell you if hasem wanted you to know it he would simply tell you simply tell you you don't have to go chase it yourself anything else anybody think they're the msah thank you very much for learning with me [Music] oh [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh a [Music]