Rabbi Yom Tov Practical Spirituality: It's All Desire

gentlemen welcome to practical spirituality here in the old city of jerusalem at isha Tara overlooking the Temple Mount today we're going to discuss the most important thing in all of creation literally the most important thing now who knows the most important thing in all of creation raise your hand let's give a guess come on show the crowd each other crowd yeah let's hear what's the most importance of living so first of all you all answer beautifully but oh shoot kept in on so I love ringers so the the best is when you get this you get this like you know this really like a homely girl with like big thick glasses you know and all of a sudden you get this like heavy metal ringer what's going on over there so okay so the so the most important thing for sure is God but the most important thing we're gonna be discussing is another most important thing and it relates to God a lot and that is desire rot song that song is the most important thing what some desire now I probably should have started at the class this way let's start again please raise your hand and let me know what the Brooklyn Bridge is made of stuff stone bricks my rhymes with Brooke Brooklyn yeah metal okay regime what's airplanes made up airplane grade aluminum I got lumina containers too expensive okay alumina okay what is what's your clothing made of material fabric cotton well what is the what what is your is your extremely powerful technological smartphone made of so the answer is all of you are right once again and all of you are wrong what everything I just mentioned just now is made of his desire it's a made of desire because people in Brooklyn got tired of the travel to Manhattan to go to work and with enough people desired it no people desired it they eventually built the Brooklyn Bridge and the people who made the bricks that built that bridge you know the meeting it's not made of bricks but part of it is the and there's a lot of stone involved and stuff they desired to feed their families and so there they were and the and the people who studied engineering because that's a civil engineering that's heavy-duty stuff they desired to earn their living with their with their you know their skill sets and they they developed the skill sets because they desired it and so the bridge is ultimately made of the desire for people in Brooklyn and people in Manhattan to get back and forth in a quicker fashion and that's the what the airplanes made of the fabric of your clothing is made out of the desire of someone to make at least for some of you for a creative person to create you know out of their creativity that was the designer and also you know the people who sewed the fabrics made the piece goods and all that they desired to feed their families with their handiwork and you know everything's really made of desire and your cellphone's made out of the desire of people to communicate and for life to be more convenient people want that there's a desire for that in it but everything you have ever seen in your life is made out of desire your very flesh is made of the desire for your parents for one another there is nothing you will ever see or look at that it's not built out of desire that's it that's what the world's made of so therefore it's the most impact that was kind of golf course yeah his was kind of microbrewery over there so anyway the we're gonna have a ringer contest here anyway did both your amendment don't use ring or isn't it I'm like okay alarms are fine no the ringers are for women's purses you know just to fish it out the many use ringers it's like it's like letting people know you're popular or something look people call me our phones are always against our bodies so like it's suppose to be a very discreet thing that someone's interrupting your conversation of course if you're not enjoying the conversation just turn your ringer on now the the yes or everything everything is made of desire that's it well guess what if you want to get anything done you better get your desire totally honed in you got to be laser-beam desire if you want to get something done laser moon is iron if you're not getting something done if you notice you've had trouble getting things done you probably don't know what you want there's a lot of people a lot of people don't know what the one I interviewed a boy yesterday 21 years old I asked him what he wants I'm not gonna tell you what he answered but it was no it was very generic it was a Hasidic kid and he wants to learn Tara and serve God because there's nothing sweeter than that and that was really great I liked the answer it was a great answer but then I asked him another question I said but but but what do you want not meaning what do you want as opposed to that you should want and I'm glad he wants that what do you want like what's your vision like white god make you because when you learn that particular piece torrann either that visitor and it comes out the same or you make a Brooklyn I make it wrong it comes out the same you know it's the same words like but what do you want that's unique about you I mean your dream what's your vision what what do you wouldn't you what difference should it have what difference do you want it to have made that you were in the world other than that generic you know barcode thing that you learned Torah and you prayed did mitzvot so what are you doing here he didn't have an answer for that and connect it is showing him hands where everyone has to vote because maybe I'm doing something stupid here to marry my daughter's you'd have to have a vision for yourself is that right am I crazy am I gonna like wind up making these ladies like old maids okay raise your hand if to marry rabbit Glazer's daughter you have to have a vision raise your everyone s to vote no no way you have to a personal vision I don't care what the vision is you just gotta have a vision to even get in the pool of dating one of my daughters you gotta have some personal vision beyond the generic Judaism vision okay raise your hand if yes they might that guy should have a vision to get in the dating pool okay raise your hand if it's enough that at 20 years old the guy's interested in Terra and mitts wasn't it's sweet they're up to my daughter welcome to the Hasidic community we'll be letting her know who the guy is okay so yeah it is not up to my daughter yeah I mean I interview with him obviously I interview my daughters but I have a daughter I have a daughter who's literally set up to marry a guy who wants to stay in the sweetness of turn mitzvos and never look out never look outside that bubble I have a daughter for that but it's not this daughter anyway okay it seemed like most you voter that I'm not crazy okay great I have to say that I am a little disappointed that our community hasn't produced a lot of men for my daughter yeah I don't believe a person should have lurked lived a quarter of his life figuring if you live till 80 so you lived a quarter here and these are the formative years that in all your formative years no one ever directed you towards maybe having a personal purpose a personal purpose and that's that's that's kind of pretty sad in my opinion now in all fairness I have to go back to me being 20 yeah I was waving a lot of banners at 24 sure I was I was big-time impersonal purpose okay never mind I thought maybe I was a hypocrite and busted but no at 20 I was but then again I was raised yeah it was very secular I had a serious purpose and built in it wasn't built into me like yeah your life should make a difference the fact that you were here should matter specifically based on you okay back to desire the reason we're the most important thing in your life is to know what you want cuz once you know what you want you'll get it give you an example please raise your hands everyone raise your hands please okay great and now keep your hand up no no keep keep your hand up you wanted it really badly keep you end up if you got it so what you'll notice is and by the way those you put your hand down you just chose something that you didn't get but in fact you got some of the stuff you've ever wanted badly and the majority people had their hands up because we have a saying in Judaism vedera Shawn emotes unless Obama leave him I say in the way that a person wants to go God will lead you there God has set up this universe to actually conspire with your desire the world conspires with desire now you'll notice in the words the dark show that wants to lay like bummin leaf and we saw in the way that a man wants to go it's it's plural ian is plural or singular plural they take him there wherever you want to go they take you there well who's they aren't we monotheists shouldn't it say he takes you there he takes you to the desires no it's not the design who's they so the answer is that there is a giant parallel system that comes down from the light of God all the way down filter filter filter filter filter filter filtered universe like worlds parallel worlds coming down that ultimately coagulate into our world inside that world it's filled with entities called my love him they're called Moluccan so like it's like a molecular system only its molecular molecular molecular it's a molecular system and it's filled with mala heme which are these entities there's like you know how many there are actually found out how many there a God zillion because only God knows how many zillions there are okay it's a God zillion there's a gut zillion amount of molecular beam molecular beings that fill the universe and guess what their job you know what their job is their job is to respond to desire their job is to respond to desire they are literally intermediaries that work I'm sorry conduits that work exactly like this electricity up above because think about it every bit of line of electricity that gets to this light bulb right above me every bit of that line is really just an entity that's receiving a message from above and it's coming down this way now if I doused it in water would send a message back up to the circuit breaker saying like you know like stop before you know there's real trouble so it would it would make a power out here for the switch the circuit breaker for this particular room it'll get a message that way too but generally it's going this way and God's system works both ways - there's actually a third way so there's a first way which is called you can practice some hebrew it's called or Yashar try that or you sure that's when God's infinite light comes to create our world filtered out filtered through the world's so that we can have actual physicality this holographic projection all around you right now that's all coming from or yes char then there's something that when you do a mitzvah you do a prayer or are you desire something so it sends up into the system something called or hose air which is called returning like try the word overflows there for a hose there or hose air means returning light and the actually 25 years ago I played in a rock band called the returning light band which was really cute God rock about you have been in the old city anyway the that's called Oracle's there now what happens is your or hose air meets the OREA char because think about it the OREA char is always coming because the world doesn't disappear it keeps coming and and for those who are really more philosophical types you should know that it's strobing from nothing into something at all times I mean it's not just coming it's strobing this is also strobing meaning it's just roving very fast fluorescence strobe slowly so you can actually if you wave your hand in front of a fluorescent your hand breaks up you know like it's under front of a stroke this is a fancier lighting so you're not gonna see it it's moving fast but the but the the or of a shim that's coming into the world there or Yashar a straight light straight in is strobing it from nothing to something meaning a lot of you think that like today's kind of going off - it's going off the steam of yesterday it's like meaning like this minute somehow I carried on from last minute but tell me was there anything in the last minute that has the power to create the world is there anything in the world that creates the world is there it was there anything in the power of a minute ago reality of all the universe that has in it the power to make this minute know there's nothing in there that powers anything nothing all of this is being powered and it's being powered from nothingness into something this at all times and it's really an amazing concept because imagine imagine God like had to do a major adjustment so he could actually strobe us off go do some work behind the scenes you know just deal with some stuff that needs dealing with and then strobe us back in with us would we notice that wouldn't notice that at all yeah you just wake up mmm so he's doing this all the time meaning meaning we are being created from nothingness at all times and that nothingness is happening just as often as the somethingness it's just that it's moving so fast that we're only seeing the something is because what referenced you have for nothing is you don't have any reference for nothing and it's also going so fast in your mind we'd never catch it anyway so it's not possible to catch it although deja vu probably relates to this a little bit that you're like getting maybe you're getting a little ahead of yourself or something so everyone thinks seems like a memory for a little while but it might be related deja vu you're kind of ahead of things by the way the kabbalists teaches that we're actually even on a lag system which is kind of crazy the god set up a lag system so like what you're hearing right now everything that's happening including my own freewill to speak is a little bit lagged I don't know it's the lag is you know is like eight seconds but everything's a little lagged and I wonder why it's lagged it's a little strange but the but one of the greatest Kabbalists ever lived the yeah the SH law could this says it's we're all know lag so if the slauson's were on a lag route a lag you know it says so God's creating it with that tiny lag now why do they put radio on lag or TV on lag is to deal with someone saying something really crazy you know so they can deal with that real quick you know put in a beep or something so I mean how do they beat live television when the answer is it's on a bit of a leg so they so they can beep it and so we're also on a leg anyway we're not here to discuss that what we are here to discuss is that this molecular system is built to respond to desires so you got to really know what you want and it's so response to the Tzar meaning it so conspires to desire that that it'll even let you have what you didn't want raise your hand if you ever you don't have to flip the camera on this one no one's gonna be seen on reason have you ever wanted something you shouldn't have had meaning according to Judaism like that probably wasn't the right thing you know whatever was it could've been a shrimp cocktail I mean it could've been anything yeah everything you ever had something you shouldn't have had okay keep your hand up if God let you have it so what you start to realize is how mature God is and how immature religion is meaning religions like turn God into this like you know very religious figure but ladies and gentleman God is not religious okay and he's any and you could even perhaps argue that God hates religion and because if you know imagine someone stole your identity on Facebook or whatever it's called where all those things called we have whatever social media imagine God imagine someone stole your identity well is anyone's identity been stolen more than God's any gods the number one think about you in this room who all know that God's an unknowable being nevertheless if I ask you to think about God you're gonna try to you'll have some concept which is automatically wrong and now all we have to do is give you a status as a rabbi priest monkey Walker whatever you call it and and you're instantly gonna start telling everybody who God is you're just instantly gonna start telling people God is based on some concept that he cannot possibly be because any concept you'd have of God is automatically not who he is because a concept has border and limit you know if it's cold it ain't ha if it's wet it's not dry it's something therefore it's not another thing well how could God possibly be that concept because God's not limited vice by anything not by constant have a space some time not by nothing it's an unlimited infinite reality that any thought you'd have of it is automatically not who it is and they certainly made it into a religious being because because you know as if like you do something wrong in God's life like don't I can't believe it I can't how could you have done it God some would have orchestrated it for you God's like that's what you aim to do all right I mean I set up the world for desire so if you desire the wrong things well I guess there's not much I can do about that so so let's go so for those who were raised religious I suggest you take a step back from that place and and start to grow up with your concepts of God and start to realize how how awesome Hashem is how awesome this being is I mean you are not nearly as forgiving and loving as God is you never have known anyone like that I all of us are supposed to be like that but I hope by the time I'm an old man I'm I'm as giving and forgiving as God is for people making stupid moves I'm getting there though watch the guy was dragging a page image for a meeting today I'm on the highway it's two lanes both directions beautiful highway they made by the way I got to Beit Shemesh from not float in 20 minutes I mean that's pretty darn good I mean they really the Israel's amazing with highways so hit Erie but I see a guy he wants to get around a truck so he starts merging into the you know the passing lane but there's a car there so I'm just like putting on my brakes or like this is gonna be a crash the guy the person who honks the guy realizes and guess what he does he does it anyway and pushed the other car into the into the shoulder meaning the car survived and put on his brakes and got behind him so I just couldn't help myself I cuz I've never in my life seen such a thing a meaning when you're pulling into someone's lane you you in real didn't realize there's some of your blinds that you pulled back his sky just forced the guy off the road purpose anyway so I just never mind I saw such things I did and I have a fast car so I decided to pull up next to the guy so I pull up next to the guy and I give my honk and there's two men in the front and the guy behind the wheel looks at me like go to hell like don't even try because I was gonna like like what was that which I thought was hysterical I mean like I just I would like I love to get a beer with that guy and that's the kind of guy that's like no I wouldn't make him my best friend he's not necessarily one for Shabbos but definitely an hour over some craft beer that's the kind of guy wanna party with just not the response I was expecting you know but anyway but we need to be so forgiving because God is like he's not just forgiving he's arranging gods arranging these things it's very interesting because there's a famous rabbi in America named avi fish off and avi fish off he is like maybe people asking all the time if I agree with his with his what's aware in his approach to kids from the rady community the black guy coming in that are not on the path me neither they've dropped out so you know what his approach is his approach is you give whatever they want just give whatever they want like your kid wants your kid wants a lot of try lobster yeah hand him your credit card your kid wants to go to Vegas gamble and spend the rest of the night in a brothel yeah I'll call the travel agent and fly him out there he's all the way all the way and so people ask me all the time if I'm like do I agree with his approach they're thinking I'm gonna be that liberal I'm not that liberal I have a couple other tactics that are just a little less liberal than that but they're probably as effective so but I do understand him and I want to explain and now maybe we're getting it with this god thing and how God just will fulfill desires parents are the representation of God if you look at the ten commandments the fifth of the commandments that connects you from God Commandments to man Commandments I mean the first first four Commandments are all about man and God and the second five Commandments are all about gotten like man and man I think don't steal don't kill don't covet you know so but the bridge between them is is the parents honor your parents which is a bridge because our parents are the archetype for God someone just told me the other day that every atheist he's ever met who's an outspoken nihilist atheist he says whenever he's interviewed him now I don't know how many he's met but he told me he's had at least 10 of them that are hardcore outspoken atheists who are new or go all the way to the nihilistic you know millennial style left-wing you know BDS you got it so the he every single one of these interviewed when he's gone into it with them when they've trusted him enough to tell him never did not have relationships with their parents they did not have proper relationships to their parents our relationship with our parents is really important with our relationship with God they go together and God arranges Vegas God arranges Vegas does God arranged Vegas you want to go to Vegas guy get arranged I don't go to Vegas okay yeah the whole thing in Vegas what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas not if you know any couple up whatever happens in Vegas is being recorded indelibly forever you know so it doesn't stay in Vegas so the Vegas anyway is just as much as this room's a projection a holographic projection from the infinite well so that's what Vegas is and the infinite it's made of the infinite because the infinite is causing the projection so everything is well-documented in Vegas now the any but I'm starting to understand avi fish off a little bit Rab a fish off I don't understand him of it because maybe that's what this is all about meaning these kids are living in God's world avi Bischoff probably gets that God's gonna let you fulfill your desires not just let you he's gonna arrange it for you and so therefore if you're if you blew it as a parent I'm gonna talk about this for a moment if you blew it as a parent you must fix that by being godly yeah if you blew it what does it mean to blow it as a parent I'm gonna give you the definition of blowing it as a parent here's the definition of blowing it as a parent yeah I think all the parents in there were like not sure I'm gonna hear this one yeah but I'll give you the definition of blowing it as a parent making what others think more important than how your kids are doing okay making what others think more important than how your kids are doing that is called blowing it as a parent now that happens on a scale like some parents it's really important what others think and therefore it's really unimportant how their kids are doing and some parents it's fairly important what others thinking and it's fairly important that other kids are doing but I believe that when a mother is pregnant with a child and the couple's like really excited you know they want to see the ultrasound and they're gonna put it on Facebook or whatever and they're all excited about that but I believe that there's and I'm gonna make this up but when they're asleep when they the night they find out they're pregnant they go to sleep that night and there they they their souls go to heaven for an interview with God or an angel an angel interviews them and and it says so or it doesn't interview it lectures them so we see you're with child in the parents like yes so excited and in the and the angel says well it's been determined in heaven that in order for your child to become a healthy adult he or she has to have one address where he is accepted loved cherished all the other adjectives no matter what I've a you know - Louie bond ever unconditionally accepted in love there's got me one address like that because you know the rest of the world's questionable how much I love you if you can't produce for them produce grades produce money produce something looks thinness handsomeness the rest of the world you're gonna have to produce something to get your to get your your pat on the back but you've got to have one address where you are cherished loved accepted no matter what and we in heaven decided that no greater address then your address in the penciling yeah we agree and then the angel says sign I guess they have pins in heaven so they both sign and then the angel touches them by the way that signature goes you know what it goes for it goes for that don't stay committed to their kids over Society but you know what it goes for two that's that signature actually gets it gets recorded and it moves to check books for therapists later that same signature is gonna be moved to check boots later you know I was raised I was raised by an extremely capitalistic man like extremely I mean he was the American dream which I call the American Nightmare but I was raised in the lap of luxury with this extremely capitalistic father so I rebelled against that at eleven years old and became like this Marxist redistribution of wealth wish I was a total communist left-wing guy and I still AM bro I really believe in redistribution of wealth but I've know enough about God now then he redistributes too well you see people are really seriously people are really great at people people get people people can make a difference for you okay why isn't husbands wives kids they gotta take care of the families well who the hell is gonna pay someone cuz you're good at with people the answer is the rich people who are not good with people it's the people made all that money and want to look good because generally money means power and power means virility or fertility or whatever it means to two people and somehow you're going to be seen as something whatever it is I've chose many years ago not to care what that is and but you're gonna be seen as something and but meanwhile your bank account just goes up and up and up and up well that money's got to get distributed well who's it gonna get distributed to it's gonna get distributed the people who help your children get their lives back together because that's a recipe for disaster for children growing up and I'll tell you something even more powerful is that you know I meet people and I'm sure I'll meet more this weekend because I'm running a shop at to him for a thousand Hasidic families this on Friday and the once awhile I get a couple who come up to me and they said yeah they their child no longer lives in their house and I said well why not and they said well they're so far gone from our values that that it's we're afraid it would poison the other children and I'm like the other children are already poisoned way more than your kid who could have poisoned them could have poisoned them already poison way more you know why because they just heard loud and clear that this house is conditional that love is conditional in this place so the poisons already in men and you just showed them the ultimate betrayal and they will never have another safe place to rest their eyes the rest of their lives cuz the only safe place in anyone's life is the home they grew up in and if that wasn't safe well you're stuck you're gonna need a lot of healing now to get your heart to open up again because hearts are not interested in head they're interested in protection and once the hearts been hurt it doesn't care it doesn't even care you got a wedding band on your finger how many couples have I counseled well the guy's pointing to the wedding band on her finger and he's saying rabbi there's the ring where's the heart as if she knows she wants she wants to give you her heart but it's it was it got locked away years and years ago anyways so so now that I understand God a little better than Wealth's getting distributed properly it's getting distributed properly and and in the end in the end it will be a sum what do you call it a zero sum something I forget let's go zero sum what it'll be a zero-sum game and all the ego that where all the money looked like it was will wind up all over the place various various ways it will all work out and being great with people is worth with a lot of money if you're great with people you're really great with people so honing your skills get the experience and make a difference for people so that there's less madness in the world the cycles problems speaking of all this I run a well-being seminar so there's for those watching this from the East Coast or even the West Coast any Coast you can always fly and there's always a couple people fly in each seminar I have a Muncie seminar on the 10th for men starts 1 p.m. in Muncie it's called the possible you you can look it up online and get in touch and and then the 11th is women's seminar which is started every day for four days 10:00 to 4:00 p.m. men's is non work hours and four men in this room I imagine you understand English I'm I run my summoner's here in Heber but I'm actually running an English one first time in a really long time on February 24th in Jerusalem so you don't be a fool you know like I get there like be there just make sure you're there and I mean that's like thinking you're gonna get yourself out of jail that's not gonna be it's just not gonna happen so give me the chance get you out of jail I've got a good track record getting people out of their own Little J love their their little story of their life and their little narrative that they have been so vigilant to protect now the back to desire is that you want to really hone in what you want and I'd like to bring in Judaism here because we haven't even mentioned Judaism so I'd like to bring in Judaism here and that is that God gave us a real clear list it's hard to go so heavy but God give us a really clear list not what to want besides obviously wanting to have a relationship with God which is true intimacy I mean there's nothing more intimate than that now if those of you feel it's not very intimate it's cuz you don't know how to meditate and I've been directing as many people as possible to learn meditation and then go make a broth Oh learn meditation and going to any answer I learn meditation like go on YouTube learn to meditate and go do a mitzvah it's not a difficult thing and that's what's missing is that you're you're going you're doing prayer blessings mitzvahs you're doing it with your monkey mind that's some total monkey and a rascal of a character you're doing misses in your monkey mind and so and then you come to me and say I don't feel it rabbi yeah I've been I was raised observing I just don't feel spiritual oh yeah you're not you're not you're not in the right mind frame and I could put you you know how long it would take me to put you in that mind frame how long you think it would take me to put this entire room into that mind frame of where it'd be a good time to be making a brothel for a good time to do a Miss for a good time to to pray how long you think that would take me five minutes no I'll do it and I'll do it right now in 20 seconds ready not even 20 to 10 seconds not even ten zillion five six ready here we go first of all let's take a deep breath together in preparation for the five seconds okay ready are you aware that you are aware are you aware that you're aware meaning you're aware of me right now because you're looking at me and you're listening to me and that's true but are you aware that you're aware of me is there an awareness you have that is aware of the awareness of me meaning I'm the object right now in the vocal cords and the sound waves are objects right now I'm a physical object with sound waves that's objects okay and those objects are entering into your brain which is an awareness right but are you aware of that are you aware of that awareness and the answer is absolutely you're aware of that and that's all you need it's all you need now should you get discipline demand staying aware of your awareness yes you need to be disciplined meaning now would be a great time for a prayer or a great time for a breath or a great time for a mitzvah because now that you're in the awareness of your awareness now you're in your true essence your true self your soul it's a great place to be it's not a complicated thing it's like beyond simple so simple and in like like in an instant uh you having been hijacked by your thinking goes away because your thinking is not your awareness your thinking is is is it has eclipsed your awareness all the thoughts that clutter your mind eclipses your awareness of your awareness and takes away well-being and clogs arteries and can even have cells and can even have ones actual cells turn against them cells in one's body and it doesn't sound possible for cells to turn against a person but unfortunately we've had all of us have lost some dear people whose bodies rebelled our bodies were built to it I mean we get headaches and backaches and digestive stuff I mean where our bodies are screaming out for inquiry for going inside and getting into what's getting so triggered but that only a headache could mask what's getting triggered so deep in me that only a stomachache could mask what's getting triggered so deep that only a backache some chronic pain could miss so desire is it's what the whole world's made of but we gotta be we got to be radiating that desire from a real clean place Torah tells us what's what to avoid because you know even though God's very forgiving and even arranges howdy Ben arranges our dumb moves he doesn't want you to do that it's just that he's stuck he's got his hands tied behind his back with the whole freewill thing it's really hard to have freewill if God doesn't arrange your bad moves every time you're ready to do something wrong God sabotages it it's like what free will would left be left for him so God's had his hands tied behind his back back to be so giving and forgiving it couldn't work otherwise and by the way you should know the 13 attributes of mercy which are just thirteen weighs only Judaism would break up forgiveness into thirteen ways but there are thirteen ways they're called the 13 attributes of mercy they come from an attribute called Quetta which of the ten spirits is the top it's the crown and that's called desire which is really interesting it's called koechers desire it's what son what it makes sense to because before you get you have all the ten Spiros you got a prison have a desire to have them God can't create the world without first wanting to without him that desire so therefore the crown the catcher the top sphere is called desire but it's also the source of the thirteen attributes of mercy because does God desired a world but how you suppose to have a world with people free will without mercy without having forgiven this built in and why do they have to be thirteen is because people have a lot of stupid ways to betray their Creator a lot of stupid ways to forget forget we're a projection a loving projection of this being we don't even exist we're just a projection of this being and so there's a lot of ways for you to forget that we're projection and there's thirteen ways that God forgives us and it comes from the world of desire because the very desire that creates the world has they have built in the forgiveness because we have free will and so to even harness desire in this world it makes sense to me to do the right things and avoid the wrong things well how you supposed to know what the right things are on the wrong thing there well right things it's hard to know but but wrong things we've got a nice big list 365 it's not coincidental with the days of the year because it puts you at the zodiac the solar zodiac meaning you lose your lunar connection to the Jewish holidays you lose that Jewish beyond the zodiac place where you just flow with the holidays it's like Shabbos Wednesday javis Wednesday Sookie's to Shabbat like you can either be on the lunar thing or you touch the 365 negative Commandments which obviously have thousands of hellos but you touch the 365 you immediately get shifted to your horoscope on this on the solar calendar immediately now ground to the influence of that you know it's just so random it doesn't care it's Chaves you ever been sitting in Java stable you know you wind up in a Chavez dáil and you're like if you're in a really lousy state of mind and you're like if one more person says good Shabbos to me I'm gonna punch him in the nose or suckers Evan you're like ready to kick this hook over it's cuz your your your your state of mind doesn't if you're not with precision and accuracy avoiding the 365 negative Commandments your state of mind doesn't care that it shops no I hate to say this but I'm gonna go a little further and say that you got to be in Israel to get off the lunar to get off the solar calendar it is amazing how I meet people I don't care how observant they are they go I mean maybe with some exceptions but almost every person I've ever met goes by their solar birthday even with a black hat and that date has really very little to do with you unless of course you're not keeping them in space and if you keep the mrs. lunar birthday it's the one that makes a difference that's your actual real celestial place but it has no influence on you because as long as you're avoiding those 365 you're beyond the zodiac you're above that and you're just riding the wave of Judaism Jewish calendar and my name is Yom Tov I'm built for the holidays okay this is like my my field of study I've gone into more detail than anything else because I'm built for the times I work in those times today we covered a lot of ground and it was a powerful session please if you're watching this on Facebook or anywhere else share it out there get people subscribed on YouTube and yeah looking forward to good stuff Shalom everybody