Basi L'Gani 5725 #2: Rebirth Begins When Your Mind Lets Go

last time we began the 1965 we began learning the first chapter we finished the first peric and we're up to peric Bas the second chapter and this cont it's it's p p Mas this is a series of one mimim and really brings to life both in the mind and in the heart and in reality the whole understanding of the one of the most uh fundamental themes in cab which is the The Secret of theum which is not really here to explain some philosophical Enigma about infinity and finiteness and pre-creation and post-creation but is really here to create a blueprint for the entire experience of the human being in navigating life and ultimately revealing the Oneness of hasem of in a visceral way and in our real life what we call here means embodying divine Oneness in very simple words embodying Divine oness first of all within the person and then by extension we radiate it to our home our family our workplace and ultimately the entire planet so we began we're going to continue now b b and God willing Sunday they'll also be a class today's Friday I'm here shabas but shabas we learn and Sunday morning 8 o00 we're also going to learn this Monday morning I'm not here but Wednesday morning there'll also be a class because then I'm traveling to so so there'll be a class also Sunday 8:00 a.m. all of them are posted on the yeshiva.net with the source sheets I just want to thank very much a dear friend re Ezra David Ben aaham who is sponsoring the series and a great friend and a partner and uh we should have and success and and everything and also the class is dedicated by dvor ziger the safe return of all of our hostages and the security of all of the Jewish people and all of Israel amen amen what was what was the main what was the main upgrade what was what was the maina we spoke about theer the last point we made was the treasure the treasure that the king splurges at a time of uh that was the word I was looking for splurges I said squanders but splurges the treasure that the king splurges mbes in a time of War because the victory is more important than anything it's it's it touches the core the victory of good over evil of Truth over falsehood of love over hatred of connection over disconnection of empathy over disassociation and of kindness over violence that essential victory in other words is the world a place of Oneness or is the world a place of fragmentation and violence and within every person you know what what's at the core of the world at the core of the universe is it is it evil and darkness or at the core of the universe there's Oneness and love that's not just a philosophical question it's a daily question you know what's your operating system at its core you know at its core what what what what is your real belief system you know deep down we're not talking about what we preach and what we say to our kids and even to ourselves we're talking about energetically you know how you experience the world how do you experience life in the deepest way because everybody's you know sees the news and hears the news especially today you know the news comes to your phone before it happens or the middle of it happening there's no way you used to wait for a newspaper you know the next day two days later the Jews would wait for the newspaper a week later you know what I mean in the they waited for a year later you know you heard the news a year later it's like the light you know takes eight minutes for the light to get from the Sun here so even light takes some time but today it's faster than light cuz you have it by you before fourth finished already light at least takes a couple of minutes it's 186,000 miles per second that light travels 300,000 kilm uh per second so miles around half of that a little more 186,000 I think so it takes 8 minutes when you see this the light of the sun yeah it's not you're not seeing the light of the sun eight minutes ago it was there then it traveled so we're inated a lot and that's why today it's even more important to know what is your backdrop what is your template in other words what is the filter through which all the news is being filtered when a person their template is essentially negative everything is filtered and it's a confirmation because there's enough mishas and Chaos I don't know have to tell you going on what's called confirmation bias every every confirmation that I have every every bias I have I have a confirmation for it it's like a kid in school if essentially thinks he's a failure right when he gets 100 he says no the teacher felt bad for me cuz he knows how bad I am so he gave me a 100 or he made such an easy test that even this even if you're stupid another kid who actually thinks he's a success story right if he gets a 65 says I'm a sugar a teacher you have in the classro doesn't know how to make a test he's a crazy teacher huh yeah and he hates me he always hated me and there's nothing he's a horrible teacher from the the first time the day I saw him I knew that he's not a good teacher no who's right it's not nothing with the facts it has to do with how I experience my core reality and then everything will fit in when I get a 100 it's because the teacher cheated he feels bad for me because it was a stupid test and when I get a 70 or a 60 it's a confirmation that I'm a failure of course I can't get anything else the same is true as everything in life you know we see it in relationships constantly a Purp people have certain images of their spouse that doesn't stop that's the template now everything you do or you don't do it's going to be a confirmation you see you see you see you see if it's a different template it also goes into that yeah that's that that that's that's called bias in English it's called bias called we see things through a certain fil now it's not bad it's The Human Condition it's the Human Condition but but when it comes to all of life the question is what's the filter through which you see everything everything goes through that template so is it at the core negative Darkness or at the core light love and one us that's not a question of philosophy it's not a question of philosophy it's a philosophy question also but it's but it's it's a very visceral question and therefore this Victory to understand that this victory that love prevails over hatred goodness over evil H truth over falsehood this is mush it's rooted in theam in the core and that's why it's also rooted in the core of a person and at such a moment the king who conceals these Treasures for Generations not only didn't use them they didn't even display them they were too you know too powerful too precious too Transcendent too G too uh what's the word the the glitter and the Brilliance and the richness of it is so profound didn't even want to display it it wasn't it wasn't worth it even to be you know to be on a museum display is already a compromise you know you're showing it around this was something that remained aner the word o comes from the word it's concealed it's a treasure in is called storage a place of storage because things are hidden there but the word we use as treasure speaks about sh H prot we protect and this wasn't just protected on a basic level it's protected within protected protected and then in such a time he splurges it and squanders it and gives it for the foot soldiers in order to win even though it comes through the generals and the commanders as explain what is this this was the main discussion that we spoke about the Journey of History B the seven sins and then the seven the med all the way to bringing the down to the Earth building the from which the med says Insanity KES which comes from the word everything that we discussed at length why Jews are called the soldiers of hem the troops of hem the moment we leave Egypt we get a name called now we go what is this quoted what the says literally translated the light of infinity the light of a extends up up up up to no end and down down down to no end to no Limitless that's literally the the verbal the literal translation of the words and the explains at length and then here goes now to and that's the treasure that's the treasure we're talking about and that's why it's called it's higher and higher to no end it's usually called aner and that's what's being splurged that's what's splurged in order to achieve the ultimate victory Of Darkness over light of of the transformation of life and of the transformation of the world very good question if everything is really part of Oneness why is it such a good secret so now you're touching on Simpson this is it your question this is uh this is the huh well after this m won't be a secret anymore let's hope he means a secret not just in knowledge a secret emotionally you mean right it's a secret emotionally he means not just the you can a secret doesn't only mean that nobody knows about it everybody could know about it and it's still a secret a real secret you know in called so doesn't only mean that nobody knows about it you can read about it it's still a it's secret concept world software it's open source you know people can read only people very good from that only very good open source software yeah so it's open so saying that open source software yes so it's a side even if a lot of people know it it Still Remains a secret because it's Ence its Essence is a secret and therefore the that you need toit to be tus are are to Dev yeah it's it's not uh it's it's a very it's deeper Kum so when you speak about the Gil the revelation of it's not just information I'm going to tell you facts you know it's like a you read you know backend program you know a bunch of gibberish fine okay so you reveal the secret like what do you do for me the Gil means a g it should be viscer it should be able the person should have the Cale to be a right that's what we spoke about yesterday the great opposition that exists the because of it's not it's it's a very it's a very complex it's a very serious process so now let's get to the next step p remember this is all developing the this is the say from his father-in and he's focusing on chapter 15 because it has 20 chapters so he starts and he it's like Blind by line he goes through chapter 15 and he explains it so that's why there's a quote he quotes a few lines and then he explains that's what he said the M he quoted and he explained and went right and explain and show the depth and the relevance and the profundity in every line so he starts explaining in 15 just as we said that the light of goes what does that mean it extends down lower and lower with an expansiveness and a revelation to no Shear to no n to no uh without a measurement and without a number it's endless on the same in the same way this extends upward to no end what does upward mean it's metaphoric what's up and down we don't mean up down physical up direction or down Direction it means it goes upward in the concealment of the light concealment after concealment which means concealment deeper than the previous concealment and then deeper yet ascending higher and yet higher and higher every concealment essentially is going La concealment doesn't mean it's gone concealment as we're going to see means means it means it's going up into a higher space and therefore it's translated as concealment so hel is Right a little counterintuitive usually concealment is like okay you know you're done you're out say that's and that go endlessly deeper concealment deeper conceal which essentially is it's higher higher higher higher and we translate it as hel as concealment that's going to be explained what does this mean and thank you you know you're not here and I'm supposed to translate it as being higher I don't know it's concealed that's going to be the whole inion of understanding The Secret of and what does this mean this is quote from it's in a state of absence of and absence of means it's so concealed that there's there's the concealment means absence in Hebrew the absence of the absence of Revelation now it looks like it's the same thing light light is revelation but it's two separate things we're going to explain this expression of the Z is referring to theim the word simum literally means with withdrawal or contraction or uh there's no real good translation for Tsum you know it's simum but the word simum we already have in the med it says God compressed he he condensed his divine presence between the two poles of the Ark uh contained yeah it's much more than contained as we'll see what the simum really is so really it's a complete withdrawal or concealment or suspension right when something isum it can mean it's compressed It's contained it's diluted it's compromised it's it's dumb in English you would say it's dumbed down or in a more radical way as we will see it's it's suspended it's it's it's withdrawn withdraw so this is the that happened in the the light of and when we say it happened I just want to say we're not talking about time you know we're not talking about time I was once sitting at a Shia when I was yes with and he would teach us very very deeply so he was explaining once the Tsum and he says when the Tsum when the Tsum when when this happened and the Tsum happened so one of the B started to say yeah but how did it work this way how did it work that way when it happened this way so he says inish he says for those who don't understand yish tell me Me In which century do you think the Tsum happened you the 16th century BCE or the first century we're not talking in a realm of time he was trying to explain that the B he's you know he's trying to grasp it like a historical story this is meta history you know this is what drives history so it's beyond history it's before there was a before because time is also a creation is so it's happening now also yeah yeah anything that happens Beyond Time is always happening because it's beyond it's not an of right when we say it's hard for us to beas because we live in under the tyranny of time so our concept of reality is in time like when did it happen is it going to happen is it happening did it happen that's what it's called and that's you can't live without that I mean that's the structure it's the fabric of creation it's not an additional thing to Creation it's the fabric of creation if you take this away from people it spells Insanity it happens there there's certain States Of Consciousness and it's not easy to deal with it's not without getting into the details but the states of Consciousness where there's no past present and future and you need a lot of you you get nullified without B at that point without complete surrender there's a good reason for it because it's it's the structures of Life Z man is not a it's not some mistake it's not a random thing but it's important understand this because the name right it says it's all one word to say that it's all one word in other words time is a dimension time is an emanation time is an expression it's a certain expression of a very important expression we're very thankful for that expression because that's our brain structure is it's really a huh yeah people don't understand when you when you take away inside from science you destroy it you destroy it like just this example that our brains are synchronized in a way that they mirror the structures of time just think about that you know that all of our brains including animal brains including insects trees every every organism is structured in a way that it channels reality in a dimension of time that's what always says I don't know if you understand what I'm saying because I don't exactly understand what I'm saying but something I'm saying I think that all all all of his man it's a d di menion it's a dimension of the way it's compressed in this reality so all of this happens as a result of t as we will see so what's the I was trying to say something oh oh very good yeah so it's not talking you're not you you're talking about something that's higher than and in fact the whole inion of was created as a result of T not just but many other things as we'll see our whole word reality the word reality is a postum is a postum product space science is one yeah yeah it's what Einstein revealed that space and time is is one entity yeah so just like we space is a it's a dimension right it's a dimension of existence that exists in space can existence exist out of space right where you going to put the table where you going to put the the planets where you going to put the Stars you need you need the says he says in that you have three things the three dimensions of creation time space matter b doesn't only mean in the beginning God created it means God created the beginning the concept of beginning the reality called beginning it's a creation once you have time now you have is space and erit is matter and the three is like a trio you know the three stoes it's a trio that's it's like the three stoes yeah they make us all crazy time space and matter right welcome to the club this is a trio that's indivisible because can matter not exist in time tell me every piece of matter exist in time it was a minute ago and a minute and it's now and then it's going to be in a minute later and it goes through all changes happen because of time it gets older and older and older and where you going to put it you need space you need space so time space and matter it's Alles but but it's all a BRI it's all a dimension it's a dimension of existence and in that Dimension that is reality because those are the edges of reality you know we don't go further yeah to to the brain Beyond time I don't know what you I don't know what you want stop bothering me as the Mish speaks about Mal you know there's certain limits that a person needs to respect so when you say theim ha here doesn't mean it happened you know 5000 785 years ago ha is we call it ha because it Al it's also from the B but ha means when you say in the past on a conceptual level right that there's a certain higher dimension of reality in which you understand that there was AUM and there is a tum M it's always happening I just wanted to clarify that H yeah excellent when you say it's pre a preverbal experience it doesn't necessarily mean in time it's a it's a certain quality yeah even in SE right if you say uh um 2 + 2 equal 4 as a result of that yeah 4 minus 2 equals 2 you have to teach a child first 2 + 2 equals 4 before he could conclude that 4 - 2 equal 2 so 2 + 2al 4 preced EDS 4 - 2 equal 2 but does it preced it was there a time when 2 + 2 equal 4 and four minus two sorry for my example but it's a good example no it's a very good example sometimes simple examples was there ever a time that 2+ 2 equal 4 and four minus 2 didn't equal two there was never such a time not that I know not that I can understand I don't know maybe in quantum physics there's something like that you'll figure that out I knew there must be a concept that 2 + 2 equal 2 and 4 minus 2 did not equal two until Isaac Newton ruined that yeah basically don't work that so form work the same thing in the universe in the center of Galaxy middle of black there infity that form of con the middle nice so you give me an example of a black hole that the middle of the black hole the density is so ferocious it's so infinite that all of the formulas collapse including time there's no in the middle of can observe the entire universe without so you can observe the whole universe without time without any passage of time it could be 5,000 you could be 5,000 years old but you're not 5,000 years old no time passed yeah it's just if you're going to the black hole there won't be anybody to tell the story it's going to be b b telling the story of B but but the concept you take your with you yeah yeah another very good example of the black hole is we call it a black hole Yeah because it's black right it's dark but what's the real reason for it cuz has less light or more light the answer is is it actually has more light than anything else in the Universe the power the gravitational pull is so deep that it doesn't allow any light to escape everything emits light everything transmits light that's what light is and it transmits it on different frequencies and wavelengths in what's called electromagnetic spectrum and then the question is how much we perceive the light being emitted the black hole because of the intensity of the gravitational p doesn't let any light escape so what do we call it pure Darkness black hole it's the only thing that's black because there's not a drop of light you know why because all the light is there so the Paradox here thank you for bringing up that example is an incredable example of what we're going to learn no no no very powerful when he says right it's the same thing when I'm looking at it it's pure black it's really black hole it's not there's a reason for it to the point that for many years it was only a concept it was a theory that had to be proven because you couldn't see it by definition you couldn't see it but it was a theory based on various other observations that there must be such a reality in the world right because you couldn't have direct contact with it because there was no his galus how do I have contact with something when there's no Revelation when there's no transmission of light light means means expression transmission I'm emitting something from me that you could know about it that's what all light is that's what is as we're going to see that's what is the which is also so here you have a very powerful metaphor which is very good to take into consideration as we will see for this this this I'll call him so he says this this generally is what is theum usually everybody translates itum the light was concealed the light was suspended the light was filter the light is condensed the light is very very limited it shrinks there's only a drop of it he says the real definition of Tsum is this Alm the concealment of the and it's it's becoming subsumed from the word CL like when you go into the CLA from the Pratt to the clown a pratt is when something is individuated it's specified and in have called parrot parrot in the grapes right so the word Pratt prus it hangs you know it's it hangs on its own so Pratt is when it's specified CL is when you're subsumed in the collective so his his says when it becomes subsumed in his Essence that's what so is for or for on one level of course it's descent it's got concealed it's not here at least it's not present in a way that I can experience it but he's giving here the definition what's is the and in the essence that transcends light that's really what simum is the ramifications of this that this definition of Tsum that came from the alter as we will see is really the the revolution of understanding how cus perceives the entire reality and the Universe based on the how it interpreted understood that this is the quote from the these words so first you had then you had now here I just want to make a clarification the the great mum of the last Generations took the Z very very seriously they were m in Z and here you have a combination you have both the Al and the Von and the different schools of cabala but the common denominator was that the Z was considered Kash so the words in the Z are analyzed like words in mishas like even words in tanak very very specifically it's not just uh you know some somebody writing some mystical dreams that they had last night and it's just their diary when the Z says so the previous chapters of asked a question it seems like redundant you said that's it you said it you don't have to say anything else means the light is infinite if it's infinite it goes up and it goes down in fact specifying that it goes up and down actually eclipses and minimizes your point yeah no there's no up and down that's your whole point Didn't is much better oh ain't safe you thought people fell asleep while you said it so let them read it again we I should say I but we repeat things because you're not yeah this one was texting I don't mean theum here but you know what I mean this one was texting this one was adding this one is ADHD this one probably did you repeat you try to do other adjective so it sounds like you're saying something else but you're not yeah hopefully which is which is fine in writing you have to be more more more precise when it comes you don't say such a thing if it says it again you have to know why and the same is true also you know a text like mnas like the ra says every word is PR you see from the G how seriously they take the text of the M here it's not just redundant you're actually minimizing the story tells me much more than now it's going up it's going down so now you ask so why did unclei make a song up up down down down and the answer is cuz M Uncle M wanted a song and if he would just say you know Hashem is infinite that would be the end of the song you need a song so you have to go up up down down right left and every all around but essentially once you said and you're just ruining the story now on the contrary you're telling me oh I'm going up I'm going down you know plane goes up and the plane goes down and it's not a safe the whole mus of my m means that it's not a safe it's a contradiction so what's first of all what's the you said I believe you Ain means there's no that means a Ain what he giving me another word another word another word and not only it's it's a redundant as I said you're undermining what you're saying so here is mes mades is malal reveals that no the Zoya is saying three separate things and each one is deeper than the other one is the light is ain't and why is the light ain't sa because it's light of the Ain so it's ain't real light reveals the source of the light that's what that's the job of light light is supposed to communicate the source that's that's what light is that's the best definition of light the expression of the source there's of course the question how much am I capable of receiving that depends on my eyes depends on my brain right we all know in physical light there's colors that I can't see there's sounds that I can't hear not because they don't exist the retin of my eye doesn't have the sensors the receptacles it's called right the the the the what's the word the okay the receptacles we'll have to H receivers the receivers to be able to absorb it or the brain can translate it like it brings it to the brain the brain says oh scratch it it doesn't exist you know we're very sophisticated in that way if I can't interpret it it doesn't exist like we do psychologically you know I can't explain it it doesn't exist maybe it exists and you just can't explain it nah it doesn't exist much better much easier to say that it exists and I can't explain it that opens up a terrible pandura box what else exists that I can't explain that's terrible so now I have to ask oh maybe it exists and I just it just doesn't work with me the moment you go into a place of B is the exact opposite the more you can't explain it probably the more it exists and you're comfortable with that right that's why it's so important this experience of surrender is so important not just for spirituality it's important for knowledge it's important for for for real wisdom there's an expression in gay now this is not an English word so it's in Hebrew call gay is gim every arrogant person call Gay from the word I think mus others why this very brilliant people the answer is it's a definition it's 1 plus one equals two call gay is you don't have to be a we already know you're a because the definition of is you're ready to be surprised you're ready to be shocked the moment the person is in a place of arrogance they right away Eclipse they they deprive themselves from anything that doesn't fit their GA so how much wisdom are you deprived of and it's not just arrogance it's all the types of all the fears all the disorders the dysfunctionality that paralyze us they not only deprive the people around us how much more do they deprive the people themselves from experiencing life you know it's like you're in a prison and you decide that the prison is the ultimate place of Liberty it's like a person locked up in a closet and they so don't know it and they're so afraid of acknowledging that that the closet becomes the expansiveness of the universe and then they build a philosophy around it right it's like the argument between the two Fe the twins in the womb of the mother if there's a world outside of the womb right you know that one one fetus tell the other one you know I once read that there's a whole world out outside of this stomach like anelt with Sunrise with sunset with oceans with mountains with planets and the other one says you're crazy you're a radical believer Blind Faith this is it you know this is reality make yourself comfortable here because you know you know this is it and they arguing they're arguing for for nine months and how do you convince one that it's wrong how you're going to have another argument and another argument another argument you must have to be born once you're born the argument stops you know that that that's really that's really the The Experience birth Redemption it says Gus is compared to pregnancy and Gul is compared to birth and it's a very very profound profound comparison experientially now you're going to have to remind me how I got into this you're also on ADHD today h understanding that we don't understand yeah yeah yeah so there's three in the sequence I was looking for I know what we were talking about okay I do know you have to have the to be certain and if my brain doesn't understand it my brain tells the eyes it doesn't exist that's why there's certain colors that we don't register it's fascinating not because it doesn't exist because I decided it doesn't exist because it's easier for my brain the brain needs to make sense of the universe that's why control is so important I come into a room I need to make sense I need control and by the way whenever there's a moment in your day and your night when that need for control is being challenged that's the that's always the space where growth happens because that's the moment you're going to choose either to go back into more control which means anger or something similar or you'll actually surrender the need for control so as long as you're not being triggered in the sense that you're not losing control there's no growth cuz it's predictable you know everything is comfortable so it's fine it's like an exercise you know if my if I'm just lifting five pounds every day for 50 years okay it's nice but that's not where it's happening it's not where your muscle is growing it's the resistance the same is true psychologically so the moment you know that need for control is being triggered very very badly that need to figure it out to have it structured to work it out so now now now is where now is where Choice happen either there's chaos there's there's there's more control there's anger there's running away which all makes sense it's it's it's it's it's the terror of the animal Consciousness to live in a very scary and dangerous World it makes sense the brain says if I don't understand it you never sought it doesn't exist or this is the moment of transcendence this is the moment when you're stretch you really stretch you Flex you flex your muscle you flex your your spiritual muscles and you start going into a higher reality a higher space try it out you'll see it's it's a very it's a very scary and very liberating experience it's the most scariest experience these moments and nobody sees it it's a very internal because if you tell it to somebody you're a baby you know you're a baby right because if people don't understand that struggle you know I'm a baby in my way you're a baby in your way but like the once said sometimes all hasem is about one thought sometimes all of is dealing with one one thought and how true is that that sometimes it's really one thought that's where your service of God lie right now in an hour there be a different but right now it's about dealing with one nagging where you have to stay in the place of control always yeah it's always one thing but I'm saying the his point is one thought something one it's not a drama it's not a big drama unfolding in front of me you know there's there's 100,000 uh beautiful tyus that are attracting me and obviously you know me and YF have to fight together to run away from so it's a very dramatic a that you have and they have all theay videos the beautiful videos to tell you how to doubt that which is amazing but sometimes it's a very intimate internal what some other people would call a little babyish thought you're not even going to say it to somebody cuz it's like this is what a mature person is thinking about yeah this is what most mature people think about when they're triggered at that moment you're not so mature we're threeyear olds who are being triggered so that's the moment of of of of the B that's the moment so all of so now let's understand all of I was explaining because all of means Revelation in Revelation there's always how much you're capable of receiving how much you're not capable of receiving but that's the difference between and Gil guil is how much you're capable of of receiving or is the transmission and the revelation of the essence there's light frequencies that are coming that are not Beil because my brain can't absorb them so the O is here a bird can see colors that I don't see the Gil is not here for me at least is the expression of the source that's what is the source being revealed it's a transmission of the source gilu is how much is actually absorbed how much is actually revealed that's why he uses the words we'll see two things so what are the three things in the first of all the O is a safe why is the o a safe because it's the O of a safe yeah that's what it is it's Ain safe it's the revelation of it's the herish it's the in it's called the hair the the manifestation the manifestation of what would an be like o without o I don't know we wouldn't talk about it what would a be without o we wouldn't talk about it would be a safe what is something without light it is it is light means yeah because you emit light I can see you if you wouldn't emit light I wouldn't be able to see you you're still there but I wouldn't be able to see you there would be no experience of a no exper there would be a be no experience of is the beginning the Genesis of experience because it's transmission it already says I want I want this to be [Music] communicated now the question is what frequency of it are you capable of oh that's a big question that's a big question that depends on your brain depends on your eyes depends on your sensitivity depends on the fabric of your existence can we experience based on our how could limited experience so this is already where it becomes a whole but we're talking and its Essence is a now the Z says there's two other is not saying that the is that you said you're not adding and you're not contradicting you're saying a new that even the way it comes down L what's l l means in a lower world where you don't see where everything is finite you should know that the is still manifested it's still manifested outside of the realm of it's essentially a manifestation you could still experience even with its limitations even in the lowest lowest lowest levels of reality there can be a perception and some revelation of the ear huh yeah say it in physics no of because elra it's all W not [Laughter] eventim so you're saying in every atom the electrons are essentially frequencies and vibrations so it's all manifestations of light yeah beautiful yeah so that's and that's what the previous three chapters in the previous years focused on and if you want you could hear them over very all about now it's what's the know I don't have an issue with that the is saying something deeper even where there's no way where you don't see you don't even see we live in a world where where there's apparently complete disassociation so this a is manifested and comes out and there are manifestations of it and ramifications of it in the lowest lowest places of reality where if you look well you'll see the frequency of so to speak I'm saying the word frequency even though it's not a frequency because it's Ain but I'm just using that word it would only matter if it's exess yeah and that's the point that it's accessible and it's even though it's a and that's a long explanation how what does that mean aren't you contradicting yourself because you're saying so it's not saying that goes because it's that the of the is expressed even in the Realms of which is the opposite of and for this he explained how the whole creation represents and is a manifestation of and [Music] yeah yeah yeah yeah so there could be some Su some understanding some experience some guil of infinity in every and that's what we see and we spoke about this in previous years that even today even in the world of science and physics wherever you touch reality you see Ain and that's what's driving scientists and physics physicists so mad or it's making them so exciting depends how much B so excited depends how much B they have if you don't have B it gets you mad if you have B it's exciting wow more Ain more a more I told you from the Mal you get more excited that all depends on bed right why is it that Aristotle the more he was M the more he understood he became more arrogant and the r the more he understood the more humble he became they may have had access to the same information they held from Aristotle very very highly he writes about himal huh I'm not talking the ra I said the ra the he held from Aristotle very hard very highly the answer ised writes Because by the ramb the template was B and the more he understood the more he saw the B to the eyes like wow and Aristotle the template was yesh so the more I understand the yesh the the more yes I am the more control I have the ra the more he understood the less control he had the more he got excited oh I really have no control I'm like we learned in the previous M you remember about giving up right about breathing you surrender the soul wants to surrender it doesn't need to hold on does not interested in holding on control is a need of the ego that's detached from the source and it needs to compensate for its void so the Raam got excited saw he saw the more the the more you know the more you don't know it's a fact or the more you know the more stupid you become what does that depend on why is it some people the more they know the more stupid they become like a lot of professors today I once heard Dennis prag I don't remember I once heard somebody say uh you have to have a few phds to be so stupid huh you have to be very educated to be so dumb it's true you know like somebody did an amazing documentary I think it's called what is a woman Tom Tom Welsh huh Matt Walsh Matt Walsh very brilliant right so he goes to Africa to tribes and he says what is a woman and they start laughing you know like little kids with giggle like this nut job is coming to Africa and has to figure out what is a woman like as though nobody knows what is a woman but then you speak to professors with doctorates they don't know what a woman is they absolutely don't know what a woman is it's fascinating it's like fascinating wisdom can either expand your universe or reduce your Universe to the point that reality even is not reality it's very tragic what is that based on it's all B the moment you don't have it's the end of now it's all bias manipulation exploitation emotional stuff microaggressions you use your education to say and justify the stupidest ideas you use it you're a smart person no question you're very smart person you have two phds but you're as dumb as they come I trust a six-year-old a six-year-old sometimes much more you wouldn't trust these people to be babysitters there was a guy who once wrote a a book Paul Johnson you know Paul Johnson he wrote the history of the Jews he was non-jewish was a Christian a pH he really loved Jews he wrote a book called the history of the Jews amazing book from a non-jewish perspective so he has another book called intellectuals so he writes over there that some of the greatest intellectuals of the 20th century who have shaped the mindset of the 20th century if you study their life you wouldn't trust them five minutes with your kids with your kids you wouldn't trust them he goes through some big names Roso Carol Marx some very big names you wouldn't trust them to babysit your kids for 20 minutes that's they were they were and their personal lives were a disaster but they're the ones who set the tone of how Society has to be shaped in order to make a new world so the say the the more he was M the more you see B the more the more the more excited he got less less arrogant f so that's the of that even in a place not that the is we know the is that it's expressed wherever you look in the world you're going to see wherever you look even in the lowest lowest places what's that's what he says now is the opposite it goes higher and higher and higher he says more concealment less Revelation less Revelation the opposite of it's not say that the is a we know the saying a biges now in the earth what's thees that the I don't want the word should fail the idea that the O has a secret to it and the secret is that this and what's the secret of what we're calling can totally appear as concealment in the most radical absolute ways which is Theos of light all of light is the definition of light means by he there's light in the room could you put on the light what does putting on the light mean we want to see all of light means light is the stability to see why do you want light to see what does light accomplish it allows me to see the fact that the Sun or any object emits light allows me to see it if it wouldn't emit light I wouldn't see it black hole like we spoke before comes the and says I want to tell you a secret about know but now we're going to tell you something that just like this a is expressed even even in places that are the opposite of like this world that if you look well you will see so I'm now going to tell you the opposite direction that this is manifested and expressed in concealment after concealment after concealment higher and higher and Higher and Higher and that's now you weren't supposed to understand what I just said don't worry I just said it to say the words say the words sound biger trap huh be a bger trap this can be a much bigger trap and it's also a much bigger than because this is completely going out of the realm of and this is really where the whole this is the the biggest one of the biggest I would say that the doesn't always look like it could look like the biggest tum in the world but it's still so you would think what that means is like this famous song yeah yeah in other words Hashem is here that itself is a powerful idea but here the idea is much deep deeper it's it's not just that it's that you're not saying that God is present H we'll soon see the but in other words that the which means Revelation and the ultimate concealment are one but the ultimate concealment and the ultimate Revelation are one which just changes the entire experience of concealment in the world we'll see I'm just I'm just giving a little uh sketch here of the of the ideas that are coming yeah in the black hole is all the not that the black hole has no light but God God is there we learned last year in the he's there we're not saying that that that's so that's important very important but that the black hole is full of light very good that's why I said that that mush the black hole is filled with light it's it's part of no it's black you're crazy it's not a light it's the worst there's no light whatsoever no there's actually more light not that the is not saying the a we know the is Ain the is saying that the is sometimes manifested gets higher and higher and higher more concealed more concealed more concealed than that's and we're calling it just like it extends into places that don't reveal anything of God they still reveal God and here it extends in places that absolutely don't reveal anything in the concealment yeah that we'll see people what do you mean yeah yeah of course everything can be taken in the wrong way everything of course of course yeah there's a bigger trap in this direction of course yeah Cann Reed it's like you see without that middle of right without is so hidden and Powerful there is of GRA time beautiful now if you understood what I said now it wouldn't make sense like I hope you didn't meaning it it's it's it's it's it's intense it's deep I'm just giving you just like the outline to be able to see what's going to be developed now this is going to be developed very very intricately an amazing amaz you know relative to this these realities quite clear in a way that we can relate to it so he starts explaining quoting these lines means I could understand he's asking a question when you say I get it since the light of is it's beyond any restrictions and concealments so we can understand the the amazing stupendous achievement when you say that this light can be expressed and manifested and communicated into the lowest places which are you completely can't compare it to the way the fact that this which it needs an environment of to be expressed and you're saying that it can know it can come out even in places that are infinitely incomparable incomparable to the reality wow okay amazing but when you say what's the yeah of course it's it's higher and higher and higher and endless that's what it is huh that's what it is so this is the whole V in the not telling you that the is higher and higher and higher and infinite because it expresses Infinity yeah that's what it is you already said I believed you the first time you're saying something else it goes higher higher means in the concealment of light that this could be expressed in the absolute absence of expression in the absence of expression it's expressed and in that itself what does absence of expression mean deeper and deeper and higher and higher why because the more concealment the really higher it is not lower it is and that's where it inace and this is the whole concept TS which is going to be explained what is Tsum you hear what he you hear good question you're just saying there's no expression where is there an expression that's why that that's why you need the mind no it's not more l there's a GU everywhere which is amazing here the is we're talking about hel we're talking about but that is he's having close what what what just went through your mind share it with us you can't okay that's that's fair you don't have OAS better just did huh he just did very good okay the already from the first year the Reb would say over a t from every one of the rebes from the B all the way to his father-in-law that mean the M from his father-in-law but he would say all the way as in the development of the theme of bani he didn't just say meaning the had a theme and each he showed how he added to that theme in the revelation of so the besides everything else he goes through the evolution literally so to speak of from the b in the theme of that year whatever that year is he'll take a that's connected in somehow to the thing so that's what he starts now he says a from the B and then a from the and then a from the AL they're all talking about simps but they talk about it in different ways not really in different ways but it's a development of how Tsum was understood by the B by the mag who was the student of the B and the AL who was the student of the mag the founder of and then he goes to the m the other the other ones and each one gives another dimension in the concept of Tsum the reality of Tsum and then from that the picture is put together what the B what meant when he spoke about explaining what so he starts off now with the in the a from the it's a very powerful from the about from the Bas were so brief and so concise it's very hard to understand the full depth of them they contain everything but it's like a it's like the seed of the tree you know we spoke about it has the whole tree but it's very very bealum it's concealed so the SM really the words of the and then the mag was a little more elaborate but still very very concise and brief developed at length you know he came he landed the spaceship landed so now he could speak [Music] yeah beautiful yeah yeah yeah yeah [Music] yeah yeah they built on each other yeah people don't realize I'm not going to elaborate now on that but people don't realize when you learn you talking about nine generations of geniuses they weren't you don't want genius on the level of the AL that these are geniuses that come down once in a thousand years I mean it's Unique the used to say that two people knew how to learn that you know he was he was not uh he was like uh you know his Brilliance was beyond like once said he didn't they said he has a good memory doesn't have a good memory everything is in front of him a whole time it's not a doesn't remember anything it's all in front of him it's not doesn't remember anything you know like the whole title was like ash by him even more you know Ash reading Ash backwards so uh so he once said yeah very good so uh I mean there was one of the one of the biggest biggest is like considered one of the top top top you know he came to the and spoke to him in learning and he said he would be a good mamit that was his uh he speared you know so he once said that two people knew how to learn the r and Al the r and Al the r he considered his Reb he's always was quoting him and the only one I saw in his TR he writes the real G they once as what does it mean knew how to learn he says knew how to learn means that he knew what Abaya was thinking when he said his he knew what Abaya was thinking when he said what he said he knew what AB was thinking whatever it's okay it needs expl but my point is we learned this you're talking about nine Generations that built on each other you don't have such a precedent in Jewish history yeah have nine Generations came and each one was was down to just a big mind huge minds and huge hearts and obviously very big souls and each one built on the other one and developed it and elaborated it literally all the way from the to so it's it's here you'll see it in the Su ofum is a very complicated and there's a huge aboutum in cabal we're going to see a huge huge fights broke out about Sim so intense that there was the the the one they in a particular City they burnt the of the you know they burnt because of what they understood was heresy and how he understood you know so it was a real controversy and I'm not just talking about a controversy of Rabel rousers you know who like good action and a good fight we're not talking about that we're talking about great minds and great people who had serious and here you see how the ofs was tackled but what's really the the real is of it you always say the real here is the of it what's the so we're going to see the after the after the understanding but uh but but but the that's brought out in a is in everybody's life there's two parts there's the part of Revelation and there's the part of concealment there's the means that wherever you look in a person's life there's glimmers of there's glimmers of light even in a difficult life life and a challenging life everybody knows if you're objective and you look at life there's glimmers of light and hope and and things to look forward to and growth Etc even you could see Etc but everybody's had life also has different parts and that's the concealments in your life the concealments in your life is where the is not expressed you know those parts if you'll ask a person if there were a few things about your history or about your life that you could delete or you could redo you know what would that be if there's a year of your life that you could erase if there's certain experiences of your youth or your teen years or your later years or certain choices you made or other people made for you right what is it and most people won't have to think so long what they would like to press control all delete on that's not the Gil of your life that's the concealment those are the parts of concealment those are the parts of Darkness what do we mean Darkness they eclipsed your light they limited you they crushed you they may have even tortured you and it's sometimes such deep things that they don't even know that it eclipsed you which is even a a greater Darkness the darkness that I know about is not as overwhelming as a darkness that I don't know about because the darkness I know about I know about I could contextualize it the darkness I don't know about defines everything because I don't even it's like the enemy from within that eats up everything and he's not an enemy he's my friend you know what does they say says you know God literally is one of my helpers and I will see the defeat of my enemies so there's an old verem you know who I need you for I need you for my friends my enemies already I'll take care of my friends that's where that's where I need you you know you know with Israel you have to worry with the peace treaties if everybody was a clear enemy we it's fine enemies are enemy it's the friends that you got to be careful when the enemy is identifiable it's a much smaller enemy when the enemy is your friend that's your enemy cuz he's your friend he's inside he's your best friend he's running the show he's running the show cuz he's your friend right things that are repressed are much worse it's called ra so when you talk about hel there it's concealed concealed concealed those aspects in life that's already a different nuda in life so this is theid of this m the the the emotional depth of this MIM is to be able to re experience the concealments in our life there's the revelation in our life that we're very grateful for we should always be grateful for that that's the here then focus is for this it's all about the so the visceral I don't want to say benefits because it's more than benefits it's life-changing but the visceral results the Practical concrete results of this whole beer is not to philosophically explain how tsim Tsum works and what theel exactly meant and what the words that's also it's learning which is it's called but shom that to be able to re-experience not only view because view could be philosophical intellectual but to re-experience the concealments in a person's life which are all a manifestation of Tsum which here we're learning it's all it's called and the fact that you're you're calling you're calling it that that that that that's makes the that makes that makes the whole that tells the story and that's why the Z is not repeating itself it's saying three completely different things number one period and now there's two things one is which is itself pretty great and then there's the biggest and then the is saying and this is the treasure that splurged to the soldiers at the end of the war when they have to achieve Victory so here it connects literally to contemporary history because this is of Our Generation this is revealed in our generation wasn't revealed in previous generations so people think this is the lowest generation what do we know that other Generations don't know but that's exactly the point it's not a contradiction because it's such a low generation in so many ways so therefore there's a treasure that's splurged da for the foot soldiers even if it's given through the generals but it's for the foot soldiers like we spoke yesterday about the Pawns in the chess game who need to get to the other side so they must have thiser cuz if not you can't win the war know so I wouldn't say we know more I don't I don't think it's about that but there's a certain that comes out in moments of history which allow for a healing and allow for a growth and allow for a conviction and allow allow for love and commitment and and and joy and you'll say why now why are all these modalities what happened what happened we're so M we're so crazy so everything that's in the world is a comes from says looked and that's how he created the world it's a blueprint any Revelation in science in physics and medicine and biology and cosmology and quantum physics and string theory it's all because of a revelation in t yeah it's it's it's it's like I said from the Z on in this the Z says right the heaven the wisdom above and the wisdom below explodes it's a it's parallel of each other every that comes out in the world in any field in any field including medicine including healing including psych whatever it is cellular what's it called um um genetic genetics Neuroscience tremendous happening now every month is so we're going to find out about our brain what nobody even imagined our brain is it's all the it's the expressed and manifested even in the now if you don't have eyes so you take it with Clipper you know it's some new revelation in John Hopkins University or in a university in in Germany if you have open eyes you understand that it's the process of of that's what it is making it in a way that's more palpable open a open AI yeah artificial intelligence is one of the most the greatest manifestations of what the ra says there's going to come a time there won't be hunger there won't be War there won't be jealousy there won't be negative competitiveness and nobody will have what to do the whole world will be immersed in one thing intimacy with God experience of God what the I'm talking about who's going to pay the mortgage very nice who's paying the mortgage you my father-in-law who's paying the mortgage who's paying tuition but is basically saying the world is going to reach a space where ultimately survival will be replaced by intimacy today we're in survival everybody got to survive let's face it even the most expansive enlightened Souls Among Us at some point you know the principal is calling right we need an appointment here we go so Ral mode but it comes so that's the that's the that's that this is how it all connects to the the ultimate is even deeper than is tremendously empowering but what it empowers you is with the messages of positivity that it gives which is incredible the is what just happened you good you process something download from which planet yeah yeah I knew I saw I saw I'm sensitive I pick up energy I saw that it wasn't from here the question is if you want to share it but better not no no in a few minutes after you come down from KES like him you'll share it everybody goes on different Journeys I'm the only one who's not going on a journey because I have to talk I have to sit and plop and plop and plop and plop and plop so I'm the only one who uh huh hopefully I could be a channel if I could be a to be a channel so this this is the I just want to learn the from the at least you want me to remember what I said know what I was saying joking I knew what I was saying what what but the point is that in the realer the real treasure is the hidden the hidden treasure what does it mean the hidden treasure that listen it's very emotional to say but the point is when we ultimately make peace with the darkest Parts in our life that's where G happens Redemption happens when we make peace with the darkest parts of our lives and it's not an easy thing to say because you know it's like every people think oh sure thank you you now you're going to start preaching and then you're going to say everything is beautiful and everything is good and sometimes it's very patronizing but it delegitimizes people's emotions yeah that's why it's a very it's it's this is something that people have to come to experientially it's not a preaching philosophy class about this h no no is the means like light from comes down and it goes lower and lower and lower and lower and even in a house which is murky and full of dirty ear the light of the sun will reach it the light of the sun will go I'm just giving a mush the M will go lower and lower and lower even a place it's Ain it's so far like I'll still find earth the earth still comes down there how you have to understand how so that was the previous years he explained it in three different ways in the hav and the the in the creation of the worlds and then in the elus that comes out in the worlds last year we spoke about it at length the previous this was the pre previous last three yearsing I understand the confusion you're saying it sounds like laa is revelation it's like higher and Lata is low low low low concealment you're it should be that way but that's the whole that hel is El is concealment is going up not going down now I know that doesn't make sense more I can't see it's there yeah the more I can see the more present it is but not with the word present and that we call present the more you can't see the more it's there then when you do see it when you do see it it's kind of alternating the what you do what you do see is Lata it show itself places and completely not revealed that's where it's most it'll show itself in the least likely places and then when it's completely not revealed it's really the most there in the highest sense that's what it means it's in the highest sense it's the most there it's intensity it's what do you say higher doesn't mean physically higher higher means its ultimate truth is actually being manifested now this is not to R antiz suffering it's like oh great let's let's all you know become suffering agents of life and like start was it called masochism you know that's not but we all know life has concealment you know we say everybody wants should but the story of History the story of history is also and that's the that it's it's and that's why he said two lines because the is the going back to the going back to atus that's what simp is it's the her going higher it's not the going lower black hole exactly the black hole is yeah why is it so important to call this light because then you ask a question so that means if I see something it's already ruined if life is good and Blissful and I feel God oh don't don't that get out huh so that's why that we call says that's also you're calling it but means light what's concealed is not light because the ultimate we're going to see the ultimate core is not dark and it's not light it's the essence and once you get that it can be light it can be dark and the darkness can also be manifested in light in other words the concealment is only half of the picture it's 50% it's in order not to get stuck in the limitations of light once you can transcend the limitations of light and absorb the profundity of Darkness then you're touching the essence now you can go back into light okay I'm jumping a little bit ahead of myself but very good very good that's why that's the that this is it's not St you saying it has a purpose it's there some hidden goodness goodness you're calling it but is light so don't say it's no it's so The Zo is not saying a line St that line in The Zo is expressing can the unidentified become identifiable is always identifiable on to some degree the higher you go the higher you go the less identifiable when you go to the essence it's completely not identifiable because it's completely Beyond description any description any Revelation in order for us in our world to experience the ultimate intimacy with it comes out in two opposite directions in other words I'll just say it okay whatever I'll say it I'll say guil and hel are two opposites Revelation and concealment are two opposites that but that polarity is the definition of reality the moment you go to the Ultimate Reality Beyond any definition that's not a polarity anymore but if the whole purpose of creation was intimacy with the Divine on our terms not only on his terms meaning there's a relationship that you manifest so how do the two come together we don't live inmos We Live the answer is when we learn how to fuse the Paradox of Gil and Helm which can only come from that place of Atmos so then when you look at the Gil and you look at the hel you don't get stuck in its expression but you see it just another manifestation of the ultimate source of infinity and then the gilu is not a trap and the helm is not a trap but the only way I could come to it is through working through that Paradox in my own life because if I bypass that then I'm not being human and that's the key if you're not going to be human in this process then stop the process then you don't need ssum God could do whatever he wants this whole thing he needs Tsum he doesn't need anything you want to create a bug create a bug God I believe you could create bugs you want to create a mosquito create a mosquito you don't need no tum Tsum you don't need no no no Helm you don't need no you don't need anything people learn this and they're like hasem had to do this in order to do this he didn't have to do anything to do anything you want to create an air condition create an air condition you want to create a black hole create a black hole you don't want to don't there was a shiker I grew up with they lived in Kon was AB the shiker anybody remember ABS Eastern Parkway is an island his benches there so he was with a Crown Royal bottle now he wasn't just a regular alcoholic he was a deep guy he actually wrote songs in the 60s he told me once he got royalties he was an interesting guy but then he fell into alcoholism but he was so once I used to sometimes for with him because you know sometimes these people can give you deep insights into life that you can't get from regular normal people who have to be normal people who are not invested in being normal could sometimes share with you secrets that normal people don't have access to like we spoke yesterday about you know right sometimes for Insanity you need Insanity so he would say very interesting things so so he once said the opening in the beginning God created heaven and earth so the first rashash says he didn't have to begin the he says everybody learns they're actually wrong you have to read this God created the world Heaven and Earth there was no need God created the world this whole thing was there was no need for it get that was his experience of life that's it boom you know commentary on God God created the world I don't I really don't know why like this was a bad decision it was a bad day huh so unnecessary it was so unnecessary you really like and and that's de emotionally it's a deep existential question in fact people on profound journeys of self-discovery or healing always touch this place was it really necessary I'm not talking philosophically I know philosophically it's a very big question you know why do bad things happen to good people and theodicy and Justice whatever all these big questions that they're talking about for 4,000 years and nobody knows what hit them because pain is stronger than everything but I'm talking about existentially you know emotionally like was it necessary not necessary mathematically I don't know about that but NE was it necessary was it necessary like what's the experience like if I if I have love in your heart and you have love in your heart so where did our love come from from a Mindless cell that evolved over 25 billion it just changed from 15 billion to 26 billion by the way if you didn't know changing they're changing back okay so from a Mindless cell that evolved over billions of years this expansive love was created even if this mindless piece of glass develops for f with love the answer is all love in your comes from a source of love if you don't if you don't have a PhD you understood what I just said right it's as simple as it gets it's as simple as it gets I don't have a $100 if if you don't have $100 in your pocket you can't give me $100 right it's again if you don't have a PhD you understood what I said if I have $100 right I can give a $100 if not not so a Mindless cell giving such expansive love and and and awareness and spirituality it comes from a place that has love and awareness so if you take all the love in the world and you take all the love in history and the source of that is infinitely more than that we say so there's a right l means eternal love but means take all the love that exists in the world take every mother who loves her child take every child who loves his mother take every person who loves Every Love Take It All how much love is there in the world at any given moment a lot now take all the love of History right this is the love you should give them cuz you have it that's how you have to begin to think about creation from that space of love now you ask was it really necessary with with with was it really really necessary so the answer to that is never going to be mathematical because mathematics is part of creation it's never going to be intellectual cuz intellectual is is part of creation it's never going to come through mechanisms that were created cuz those mechanisms themselves are all post that love you know when we when we tried there was once the conversation between the students of the M why Hashem created the world so everybody was was and then Al said and I saw somebody writes the story and he says Al said it as a joke I'm telling you why I'm saying it because it's a joke that he said it that way that it's a joke that what this guy writes I don't know what you guys are arguing about it says he had a conion so a person wrote it down he said he was making a joke it's a cute joke yeah 1905 1906 it's like five 600 Pages it's all based on this line of the Al's joke became of this is this he may have said it with humor but this is this like everything in human this this is the ultimate depth the point is you're asking why the question why presumes that there's logic huh there's a premise that there's logic and God is bound by Logic and even by my logic right so now I'm asking why God justify what this craziness justify it right somebody's telling me I'm going to the store why and they say because I need fish for shabas okay good you Justified it I'm going to the store cuz I have a tyer oh what's the tyer you like food no I have a tyer for what to go to the store what's going to happen in the store you need help you didn't take your vitamins today yeah you didn't go you didn't oh you haven't gone to therapy for 6 months I knew it I knew it you're the beginning of your breaking point you understand I hope you don't understand what I just said cuz if you understand you got nothing what I said so was saying something very deep you're talking about a core that's beyond the place of questions there was no logic logic itself is what we want to understand why we needed it so you're going to use logic to explain the creation of logic it's ludicrous so the question is how do you touch the place of n how you can't with any instruments that we use you won't touch it because that's all post so you have to find that space inside of you and that's that's that that space in that space there's healing not because it makes sense because experientially you experience the intimacy of God pre everything and somehow he felt that this experiment is the deepest reality that there is and it's really a story of love does the pain suddenly get Justified mathematically no no at least not in our realm today so that's my point here that in avoa what happens is how do we if we bypass The Human Experience here of pain we lose the point God was there pre-creation it was all good remember everything was good means embodiment it means making space for your experience so the question is can my experiential self ever touch the source of all experience pre and instruments that's the answer of yeah where I came from but the place where there was no I to use instruments that were created to understand why they were created is a contradiction in terms so of course hasem could have done whatever he want doesn't need any but then he God can do but the whole point of the world wasn't control if the point of the world was control you don't need anything do what you want you could make a mosquito without ssum trust me how I don't know I don't know how you make a mosquito with simum I don't know how you make a mosquito without simum I trust the engineer that he knows how to make bees and mosquitoes and butterflies and cheetahs and elephants and black holes I don't know how to make any of them I barely understand them but the whole V was a relationship not control means embodiment so we work through the process from experience in order to go back to that Atmos I have to go through the process of Gil and hel of the paradoxes in life that come from the essence because it's in the paradoxes where you don't get stuck in a certain dimension of existence so Revelation and concealment are two opposites where are the Opposites in The Human Experience in our attempt to fuse them we can only do that when we touch the essence and then when we touch the essence we can redefine the experience of Gil and Helm as manifestations of the essence and then on an experiential level everything is Oneness does anybody know what I'm talking about not no but a little feel you'll you you'll see what I'm saying in the M you'll see it you'll see it this is the and that's why it's so important that it's because means it can be experienced if it's not tell me God is everything he could do he could conceal fine no he's everything then fine we don't have to talk about anything why do we even talk about all these things we talk about these things because it's about experience it's about it's about you that's what means it's about it's about a relationship a relationship means you have to give Credence to the experience of the other I'm not going to get into now Big M of relationships what's the of a relationship the of a relationship is respecting the experience of the other right which one of the biggest problems in relationship when you don't respect the experience of the other not the existence of the other that's obvious that's called being a men not being Kamas we're not talking about it we're talking about respecting the experience of the other that's much deeper I respect your existence yeah you have but your experience get out of get out of my life there's no relationship the experience of the other this means I'm ready to go through with you the Journey of of of your of your internal globe you know huh including the things I don't understand so means the experience of the relationship you embody the relationship it becomes you there's for this you can't bypass anything that's why you can't bypass anything is ultimately a revelation an experience so that's the that even the comes out in in other words the fusion of Gil and hel so that even Revelation has everything not just concealment so we don't romanticize if we would divorce it from we would be romanticizing concealment we're not romanticizing concealment we're explaining that concealment is part of it's part of the fusion of of heaven and earth oh so so why do you need concealment that's the answer because when we start with revelation we cut off half we only get Revelation which is just what be communicated in the world of Revelation it's the it's the it's the unity between Revelation and concealment that brings in the higher Essence which is Atmos and over there the ultimate Fusion happens so just one correction I didn't give you any secrets the only one who will give you all the secrets is you that's just a little correction but it's a big correction it's a little corre but it's a big correction with all due respect I didn't give you the key either I'm just trying to be a channel for the that's all I'm trying to do the whole point of it is that the key is inside that's the whole point of everything that's when we when we talk about these things as I told you I think in last year or the two when we spoke about breathing in these the moment the teacher I'm talking about myself or any teacher right takes any of the energy to themselves they're not just saying something wrong they are interrupting the entire flow it's it's if I'm teaching law or I'm teaching even gar over there it's also true but over there it's it's it's it's you're talking about the cases in Gar so is more concealed in gar right n so over there even over there if there's a little bit ego you're distorting everything but over there it's more concealed when it comes to this inion you're talking about literally the energetic flow of the Divine through every person so any of ego literally it's stealing it's it's m of it's taken away that's why when you teach yeah the the inner work that's necessary and when you learn it it's both teacher and student is so profound because any interruption in that flow yeah is is is literally you're undermining the teaching then the teaching just becomes a detached experience and the moment it becomes a detached experience you lose it's it's I'm not going to say it's pointless because learning T is always good but it's certainly not the yes so is it like just trying to understand the further we get from creation that intimacy whatever has wanted in a way we're getting going away from it then we're also getting closer to Gula yeah so it's yeah yeah exactly be looking at oh like Theus but excellent what what're going to learn is that the depth of the Tsum is the depth of divine experience the deeper the helm the deeper the concealment the deeper the Revelation but not the revelation of Revelation the deeper the revelation of that which which is beyond revelation the deeper Atmos Ence the deeper of the essence the deeper the concealment the deeper of the essence so the deeper of the revelation of the essence but not in the term Revelation like we call Revelation I see it but the deeper of the expression and manifestation of the experience of Atmos yeah yeah and then ultimately the two are fused because it's the same that's L and same [Music] thing right really is the same word so why you explain that it's two opposites because in the experience of it it's completely two opposites so if it's two opposites it's not the same no it is the same but we get to the fusion of the two opposites by going through the polarities of which [Music] is so why do you have to have the contradiction go to the third PK because if you go to the third PK without the contradictions you don't experience the contradiction so if you didn't experience the contradiction you're not experiencing the you're bypassing the contradictions so don't create a world don't create human experience and we're good that's what zik said I get it makes sense so you have to say the love was so deep that God wanted a real relationship that's why relationships are the is the deepest nuda in life why does relationship Drive everybody crazy why can't everybody just become a Hermit and that's it leave us alone why why it's nice to be alone sometimes no but the truth is because when you'll when you'll go by everything everything everything there were those Shas and yish people who were pushim you know what pushim are they were atics they were Parish from and they were really great people they let go of all the Tas and the I'm talking about real ones I don't mean the ones that did it you know that itself became uh part of the movie yeah we're talking about the real thing they left everything I don't need anything benaz didn't even want to get married he said he died he went into the Paris and he died I mean he meant it he wasn't uh he was no uh incited the benaz described intimacy between a man and a woman so the says how did benaz know right the Kaz would no monkey business how the B I know so the gar says three reasons one is he was married and he got divorced no Parish the second reason he heard from hisb and what's the third reason God told him three reasons knew about physical intimacy I think on top it's over there about how long it takes everything CED but three reasons you have to understand why the has three different reasons he was divorced he heard from or so you talking about you talking about the real thing you're not talking about the but what's the idea of pish the idea of pish is ultimately you renounce the world why do you renounce the world only because of God you want to the B was a revolutionary one of the biggest said go deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and when you'll touch atmus you know where you going to find you're going to find love cuz that's everything I want a relationship M you had much better pre-creation trust Meo M pre-creation he didn't have by sitting here with SH him trying to argue that M no words arguments so so it's not M he wanted with you you hear but one condition with you experience that in your bones it's pretty intense huh fine so let's kill ourselves and be right Iran has a good ideas just do it to Iran first let first there be right nuke the world [Laughter] or to put it simply you don't need this mess no we need a mess and then we have to scream so you pay my mortgage with your you know you marry off my kids yeah you get you get them through the school system that's like one of the hardest things right to get your kids through the school [Laughter] system somebody told me a few days ago that he has a big family and lot of some struggle so he said he came to a to a r ones and uh a very very man who had common sense and a lot of compassion and he looked at him and his wife and he said you know what's going to be the hardest thing for you to get your kids through the school system it's going to be the hardest thing for you with your personalities and there my point is is not a joke good for a wedding M with you in the M you're going to embody M now think about that think what that what how much love was is there in that word you're going to embody a me me my nervous system what my masas my darkness what my trauma who's supposed to yeah your trauma your Darkness your nervous system your animal Soul Your Body body yeah that's going to embody it that's pretty intense stuff it's more than intense it's everything it's mindboggling yeah and it's not a it's don't go with logic go with experience right so the B said precious prous prous is all Madre that may sensitize you to spirituality and that's the value much better than being a glutton and and dulling your sensitivity but being sensitive to spiritual energy is very far from the ultimate truth being sensitive to spiritual energy is very important because when you if you're not you know I'm just a couch you know a couch potato fine you know eat french fries with ketchup so sensitivity to spirituality which is what is end of is critical but at Thea deeper and deeper you're going to come to a place of n desire and what's the desire desire is you that's why the says right Hashem wants the heart what's the idea he wants the heart he it's all about the heart doesn't mean people there he doesn't want your actions he wants your heart that's a he wants that means at the core of everything was a heart is a heart but only if it's with you it's my heart with your heart so for you to viscerally embody de I need you if I need you I need you to integrate and bring in your entire msus your whole system not just your light your Darkness too don't amputate anything so the whole process of is that which is the beginning of because is the connection the experience the Oneness light is my connection to you comes in two opposite ways L Anda and but it's all the same and in the fusion of that we touch the ultimate unity of G and the deepest is we'll see okay we'll take a break here so everybody could breathe remember how to breathe and will continue the title of the B Sunday morning 8:00 a.m. everybody have a beautiful day and a person had just to go to the grocery store because he had it and then he goes and then he sees something because of it will say he's crazy and he might say but what happens a yeah you're right my that's that's the point no no I'm I'm serious because before I started whatever Journey like eight years ago I had that once I I felt walk walk to the grocery store and I always drive and I walked to the grocery store on my way home I saw I walk by keys and all of a sudden I went oh let me go it was a house on my block those was keys that had the address whatever so all of a sudden I had no Ty to go to the grocery store and all of a sudden then I started seeing too much and I wasn't ready for it wow but what happens when a person sort of feels a typ of within himself to do something just without a physical yes so we always have to know or not or there's a deep there's a deep calling sometimes there's a deep calling you I think we're going to have to learn Tuesday morning also we want to finish we're going to learn Tuesday morning also yeah Sunday Tuesday Wednesday I still didn't get it with you that you should experience in other words there's nothing outside of him okay so you don't have to create a world Al writes it says in good for always refers to hasem the ultimate it wasn't good for him to be alone he didn't want to be alone he wanted the experience of Oneness with the person this yeah so it's it's it's your presence that is as critical to the whole point of existence as your Transcendence you know it's not just you B mle yourself go away run away from you yeah I need to open myself up to higher reality but I need to open myself up if you delegitimize your presence your experience your soul your identity you're not doing you're not doing God or yourself a favor really means you too yeah everything means literally that includes you if ano M excludes excludes you so it's not ano m right that's the whole point so the real is that even post creation not only pre creation that means every of the Bri and every of self is part of that includes my darkness it includes my struggles it includes my my ups and downs it includes now we're going to learn even deeper that the darkness is really the expression of which is the which is which is we're gonna get there don't want this is B he said I'm coming I'm coming to the place where it all began now we're going back to yeah let's go back where it started yeah yeah I was expelled but this is my dream I was expelled from my garden but this is my only place I don't have other places I want to be here it's with it's you you're the you're the man you're the embodiment of it so this idea garish so this idea of making somebody feel like garnished doesn't really work with everything we're talking about but it's p it's not like AES the reason we make people garnished is because deep down we feel like garnished when you feel like garnished you make other people feel like garnished people who experience any of this never make another person feel garnished of you don't behave right right so to say some to somebody you're not worthy of being part of M is not denying the Dignity of the person it's denying God it's he says that you're part of his purpose you're part of but I say you're not so what does it tell me about me and what does it tell me about the other person's my relationship to Hashem this A's own trying to deal with he went for the Holocaust so you know experience listen the Holocaust and all these things are the ultimate ultimate yeah so so it's it's it's not yeah listen we're not going to be able to with logic make peace out of crazy Darkness it doesn't work you can't but but it does give it gives empowerment I would say empowerment that even in places that we don't understand anything and we have control over nothing we still have something in infinitely infinite to hold on to and not just to hold on to but to lean into and that's lifechanging that place that I don't understand I have something to lean into and an Infinity to lean into and not only hold on to it but completely surrender to it and lean into with trust that changes everything if it's real not by bypassing pain and saying everything is Rosy and dandy you know life could have never been better we're not talking about that that's uh that's again amputating emotions there's no need to amputate the whole idea of is that we don't want to amputate emotions if we would want to amputate emotions we don't have to discuss hel there's only Gil everything is good and good and good oh you don't see it fine you're a little dumb put on different Glasses buy my glasses that's not the V the V is you're ready to go through the experiences of concealment it's so precious Rel you touch the texture of concealment and it's in that texture will you touch what you're what you're calling concealment is really concealment but it's really the texture of that's what it is does it have to come with pain I don't know the the words it has but there's a lot of pain in the world there's a lot of pain in our lives does it have [Music] to usually when we work through I don't know the word is inviting the pain like come I want pain I don't inviting I think not being afraid not being afraid of experiencing whatever we're experiencing not being afraid of it no need to to make believe it's not there to suppress it because that's just truth there there's tremendous truth there that my body needs to process and I need to breathe through it and I'm a lot of to feel it and then I'll be able to release it and ultimately I'll be able to touch the texture of in the concealment the hel hel is the other side of el it's two sides of the same coin when you hold a coin you're holding both sides of the coin but at one point in my life I see only one side of the coin hel hel you know how a coin has it's minted on two sides with different messages so I'm holding one side of it and it says hel hel it feels like concealment after concealment deeper concealment deeper blockage deeper Darkness if I hold on to that coin and I turn it around it says he went Higher and Higher and Higher and Higher and Higher and Higher and it's not a contradiction it's both very very true there's and there and that's what the the are trying to be reveal here that's exactly what they're trying to reveal can you explain why the r speaks about his I think so I think you know there's a letter from the ram you know the letter that's what he's referring to the r writes about his experiences in life so he says that after his brother drowned Ravid he couldn't get out of bed for a year he was in depression the words that he uses I mean it's a letter I think in Arabic so I don't know exact but the words that he was in depression for a year and he couldn't get out of bed because he says my brother was not only a brother he was my best friend and my child like a child and a student basically he was like the rambam student the rambam raised him and he also supported the rambam the rambam gave him money and he invested it so the rambam could sit and learn and be the rambam and he paid for everything he supported the rambam and his wife and he also had a daughter AB David and you know so now the rambam had to get a job he became a doctor because his brother drowned he had to support himself and his family and his niece and his dalona his sister-in-law that amam held let it take support from learning and teaching it was RA in R held a who gets money from the it's a crime you can't be a you're not allowed you have to have your own parosa the only way you're never allowed to take money that I mean others argued with him so to become a doctor the ran became world renowned because of this so the ran writes in this letter that it's now I think seven or eight years after my brother died and I still haven't recovered and I still think about it and terribly terribly painful so you see here that the R Who was the ultimate and who could even describe the it says he not only felt this pain and he acknowledged it in a letter and he was very vulnerable about it you know could have said it's believed that everything that happens to people at least is at least for people murder even if you want to say that he had different and other things whatever but so what what he didn't know the knew the he didn't know the but there wasn't a contradiction the rambam ram was exper things were experienced they were embodied and there's a part that's terribly terribly in pain he loved his brother because a piece of his life and they cut off his limb that's what he felt like but it's precisely as we make space for all the concealments that we can touch what's behind the concealment if I never touch my concealment I never find lad cu the is in the hel so when we run away from our own darkness and pain we don't touch thead it's not about romanticizing pain and wallowing in it and now I'm going to go into an abyss and stay there for 50 years means the empowerment of how to be able to experience the concealment because in that experience itself there's going to be another side there's going to be another side don't worry about it you're so afraid you know what they say pain is painful it's not dangerous you're so afraid of of of exper we are so afraid of experiencing pain that we would rather repress it and deny it which means it stays in our cellular memory forever and it reeks Havoc because so much of what we do is to avoid the pain of coming to the surface so any body especially your wife or your husband or your child who triggers that we go crazy we don't know why we're going crazy the body is going crazy because this is danger zone you are triggering something I hid 45 years ago and you're not going to reveal it sorry so so much of our life is dysfunctional we don't even know why I'm in a bad mood I'm detached you're not a bad person the animal Soul goes into survival mode and copy mechanism and it will not allow these concealments to come up because it believes that it has to be concealed forever for me to be a good person and a good father and a mention and really it's wreaking havoc it's wreaking havoc because so many of my decisions and so many of my emotional reactions are only here to avoid it coming to the surface that's how scary and I understand it I get it cuz three years old if I when I was three if I would have felt it I T would have died I T would have died it would have been death I I would have not had life in order to motivate myself to live I was very smart actually you got to give your animal whole credit but now you're 50 years old it's wreaking havoc or 40 or 30 or 20 whatever it is it's wreaking havoc why is it wreaking havoc you don't believe you don't believe in your ability to experience truth and to process it you could you have pain and just not suffer yeah yeah and what we're learning here is the depth of all of this the depth of all of this is yeah this is the piece that the hel hel is really so to touch that you actually need to touch the hel if you don't touch the hel you you're missing the texture of of of your ultimate life your ultimate Redemption your ultimate Gul is going to be here doesn't mean it's not painful he's not saying it's not concealment it is concealment what is concealment when you work through concealment you're going to see a whole other element of concealment other dimension of [Music] it and ultimately you're going to fuse the two like that well actually a cold logical why I don't have for you but a deep spiritual experiential why we do have we do have yeah that's going to be the of the Mim you can't fool hasem at the end you won't fool the world either the only one you could fool is yourself what's the big deal that a fool Fool's a fool you know there's that part of me yeah that busy fooling myself is a fool so what's the big that a fool fools a fool Let It Go the fool needs to fool the fool okay you did it the fool fool the fool fine next next move on yeah what does what why is it called Anar why is it Anar he's stupid his IQ is low his IQ is usually very high the people that fool themselves most are sometimes the smartest people you'll see in real life they have such good in intellect they could fool everybody they think they fool everybody and themselves too like people sometimes with narcissistic personality disorder are brilliant in their how they do it if you're familiar with this reason it's called a fool is because ultimately it's the biggest in the world it's the biggest in the world because you're not tyus the the P of who you are you're in such a trap what does mean mean I don't see reality I'm completely in my own Illusions trapping it I'm busy trapping the part that is so trapped big deal you know there's like a mosquito that's half dead and you trap it oh I trapped it you know you understand the part of you that's so trapped you trapped okay can you see the part of you that's not not trapped and then you don't need to trap it okay the twins in the womb yeah I remember saying this how many times can you kill me emotion said that many wow that's beautiful that's beautiful what you're saying you used to think before how how how many times can you kill me and now you're thinking how many times can you give birth to me that is beautiful huh thank you this was the cover yeah don't thank me I told you how much Channel I'm trying to be a channel thank you hasem thank the re and thank yourself huh you got your best lesson I'm telling him it should be revealed goodness he's getting married on Tuesday yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah is a mirror spiggle I think so I think we did it yeah on theet I think we have that M many years ago I think we did it so that is he didn't want to be he could have been he he didn't want to be he wanted to have he wanted to have the other the other but he says you can can have the other yeah yeah okay okay