Chanukah Day #5 | How to Heal From Envy

an angel appears to a man walking down the street this is your lucky day the angel says you can have anything you want in unlimited quantities but there's a condition whatever you ask for your neighbor gets double of that o this is bad news the man thinks I hate my neighor neighbor and then he has a solution he turns to the angel and he says I want to lose sight in one eye why do I get jealous of other people why do we become envious of one another because when I am not in flow when I am not channeling my own unique life force and energy I experience emptiness numbness Detachment I'm seeking to fill an inner void through external fillers now when I observe your success I feel that you have something that belongs to me you took something from me and I want it for myself but when I fully step into my unique expression of God nobody has anything that is mine because I am channeling whatever energy and life force needs to come through me at this moment imagine you were a ray of light radiating from the sun should you get jealous of another ray the other Ray is not stealing your light and the sun has enough light for Endless Rays to reflect it the energy output by the sun in one second is equivalent to the amount of solar energy that reaches the Earth in 70 years if this is true about a limited creation called the Sun how much truer about the source of all creation no one can impede your manifestation once you discover your light and you can hold on to it nobody can ever Eclipse it or even diminish it when I am triggered by Envy even in a subtle way I try to ask myself with compassion how can I get back into alignment with my own source with the source once you're in alignment you never compare yourself to anyone again have you ever noticed how when a horse comes to a water hole the horse begins to pour angrily at the water with his Hooves only when the water is Muddy does the horse begin to drink why because the horse sees his reflection in the water and he thinks that another horse has come to drink his water so the horse kicks and PS until he chases away the other horse and now when the other horse is gone the water is Muddy there's no other horse he can drink peacefully what the horse doesn't understand is that what he was seeing was a reflection of his own insecurity he also doesn't understand that God has created enough water for all of the horses Kaneka celebrates our Victory against the Greeks the Greeks cherished competitiveness conflict War we celebrate our Triumph by kindling Flames when one flame Kindles another flame there is no winner and loser there is just more light in the world when you and I fully step into our unique expression of God there is no winner and loser there is just more light happy Kaneka [Music]