The Inverted Seal - Likkutei Torah Eikev "Eretz Harim" #1 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet Eretz harem of Kalamata hashamayim Tish the Mayan in partial sake of moisture urbane who speaks the cloudiest all about the unique virtues and extraordinary qualities and characteristics of Eric Cicero and one of the things he says is it's a Eretz harem it's a country a land of mountains and it's a land of chorus of valleys lameta hashem IM Tichenor maíam to the reign of heaven does it get irrigated does a drink water does it does it quench its thirst limit our ashram I am teach to my dr. bilac Anya okay here there's a long parenthesis with references to where this pasta is discussed in castle and in madness this is about atomic seven but five lines later you have one two three five months lady on the end of the parenthesis Lahav in march the cost of limiter kidney mutton Havel Alabama Washington dick took the proper grammar should have been me mater hash and my intention to mine from the reign of heaven from the reign of heaven not to the reign of heaven Henoch saved the posix as keep it Salam alaikum assalam we all know the faucet can wash is voracious the human being was Kashim made the human being in selam aleykum in the image of a shell finish one of the interpretations of this is selim selim is surah by lettuce it's a protruding surah message image Shiksha mot fish symbol and when you imprinted since it protrudes nasa Shakya it becomes indented because since it protrudes it's a cool surah by lettuce its outward so therefore when you're mad fist ball when you make an imprint with it that sort of becomes engraved or indented becomes shaken which means submerged in the product that you're that you're doing the imprinting came before a burrito is chilled filling so rich as its explained and sifl a kabbalah about the two is the straps of the film's arrange them who could hoist imam is happy the plastic says in cherish eden see Monica hi Samara shahe place me like a seal on your head what's why I see remember the person is Russian same money concise and make me like your seal a stamp wife Ison cuz a hoisin is misshapen it becomes topsy-turvy it becomes reversed if that you have two types of seals you have a seal in which the seal is protrudes its boil it and then when you place the seal it becomes indented and you have a seal that's not boil it but it's actually them inverter it's it's recessed right and then when you do when you seal that then on the contrary it becomes boil it it becomes protruded so so he says Weis and Monica Tyson on other mascara so my my suppose miss Marshall Mela NASA I'm in LaMotta when above there is smile there is the energy from the left below it comes out in the opposite direction it comes out of here min LaMotta it comes out right on the below and the same is true the other way around from him in lamella becomes smile Amata k nuba mission are succeeded the source of this is mission is considered one of the great cabbalistic works that was authored by a man named Robby I'm Noel hi Ricky was one of the great mokuba lab he has a say for commissioners house isn't the tick on Finland Perry kadala I say shall Ottoman the gobby's a rampant kinesin huh miss habit that's why see many cos whole Somali Chaka I did Philip it's like a high sim and also has to do with a hoisin why isn't what the horizon because horizon is misshapen what is in the source comes on in the opposite direction in the ultimate product the mirror image right the mirror image so when I'm looking in the mirror what's on the right and one side is on the left on the other side what's on the left on one set is on the right on the other side you have that also and Phil insurance is the Big Mac locus between if you go from the perspective of the one where's it's Phil another perspective the one who reads the tefillin Santa mania Machado Calle but here we're talking about the hoisin that if it's recessed in the high stem it's going to protrude in the imprint and if it protrudes in the hoisin it's going to be indented in the imprint always miss happens the other way raw onion what is the concept here the see if the PHA success la caja shemagh doula parsec and every human we say this every single morning harsh a medulla of a hug vu Revati Ferris van it's who made us has the shabam module ASSA medulla which precedes cavora represents his acid which comes from his greatness the nappa hula motto it becomes reversed below remember that which is the amine above becomes smile below that which a smile above becomes you mean below becomes the opposite direction so he says look harsh I'm a doula but what happens LaMotta could the ash become about removing all of our Sheldon we see by Rama from Zanzibar know if he offer wafer he says about himself I am Earth and ashes what does this mean the he may occur have facet la SPEA may hiya Val I mean my sister like she's uma das ich mom there's two types of Cassatt this has said that you give somebody from extras you have extra you throw it away or you give it away that's not real acid because it means a person gives from something that's meaningful Tim something it's part of his life not moisture it's not that zoomy this is small if small was also a part he so small was a very social guy so in many ways he had the qualities of his father's father was extroverted his father loved people as well but there was a difference his small gave away the moistures gave away the extras that which affects him directly that he small would not would not share that commercial mad Seenu we see by Avram of inertia because o nosso Parihaka voice of rama v note says that he went back he went to midsummer then he came back so cuz i'll say da she brings it that he paid back huh cough i saw he paid back his debts so he says shall oil i Marcel heat ideas it wasn't stomach debt for expenses it was even that he touches a new varta usually touch a calf I saw he was staying in motel 6 from Israel to Egypt you know going down to Egypt he had to pay back was it it was on a credit card he touches he had to pay back because he was giving sadaqa even when he didn't half Shalala messiah cacodemon naturally the assumption of people as you say say yes appointment and that's the halacha my life comes first if I have extra I share a rum Avena wasn't that way I'm a vino shared even he treated others like he treated himself but nation Mesa Maps my kiss she Ryan he didn't see himself as superior to everybody else on the contrary the Zell penis my MC erdan welcome number this is generally the quality of Maya the Camorra says that miyamura didn't Machiavelli Meccano they always find the lowest place and that's where they go so avril lavigne it was Macrina of Mayan that naturally he always connected to somebody who was in a lower place he would never be content with not going down there and reaching out to that person named Sammy penis mid Osaka do lishala Milo Nimish LaMotta penis Casa de ma so who are bittle Lea's Mesa max my Keshi Ryan the sowhen MSHA miss heissen pilot Shecky matheson by nasa LaMotta in Ischia so what happens is from gudule Allah my Allah which is expression that's a protruding seal the way it's translated in the human emotion is that it creates a sense of a noisy a fervor a fur a sense of a per the sense of a person who's not protruding who on the contrary who feels extremely humble who's like maíam your idea and welcome to viola Malcolm namu who's Mason after Mukesh Ryan Sola Hashem hajjabdullah is a protruding hoisin which is acid which is expressive which is greatness the way that translates in of Rama be know the way that translates LaMotta is what happens to the imprint it becomes recessed when it's indented what do you think that except for the fact that precedes go up I mean that's what that's what tells us they ya Shah medulla kashama dwara and where do you see that means protrusion the protruding type of how does that influence in the world they do what I understand a little bit about her paper that's obviously recessed but what do you see the doula carries the connotation of approach I will assume the pastor's that medulla means an expression of greatness of largeness of of expansiveness of majesty so the dual Allah my Allah creates the bittle the sense of humility Lamartine of rama v i'm sorry so many fish Samia yes yes thank you I stand corrected see Monica closed Somali Beth correct place me like a seal on your heart the he may averse Hashem believe am i the Ave of Hashem in the heart of his nation is Asia by era is like a glowing a burning fire could exhibits as intra-syrian Risha Farish fish her glow is a glow like a fiery glow a coal that's on fire is called mr. chef is a coal that's burning your Safari Schmidt commercials cafes Abbott even while Aslam ila Bashar sure just like fire naturally seeks at the yearns to go upward cane the fosters Benes I'll have someone of compassion Bozell lots of miracles the soul of the Jew by nature desires to cleave in Hashem and the part transcend the material vessel penises telcos miss smile Shalem ila NASA without Genesis talisman smile Shallah Milan hace am in LaMotta now it's the opposite direction when you have smile Allah my Allah not go doula but Gura that's the concept of the left side which represents his status aloofness departing moving away least a lake so then what happens l'm ila that's a recessed seal so then LaMotta you have you mean you have the tremendous love LaMotta so from Casa de la Isla comes from Yemen l'm ila comes my LaMotta from smile Allah my Allah comes him in LaMotta the zojja cosa love Eretz harem of course that's why I tested by Delta straw what's air to sir it's a mountain it's a land of mountains and valleys mountains represents the doula a person's sense of expansiveness like that wall splendid Mountain Collier Valley is on the contrary it's recessed it's a nicely off of a for it's a place of humility or be Seleucid el aceite aina this represents how both of these qualities are experienced by the person in his own Cyrus v FM based premise a shamaya so you having the two qualities of the finances they're all fire and water Peters arid sickness is wrong Eretz represents here the community of Israel the Jewish people are the land the land the earth contains in it endless resources and treasures that's what a neshama is Eretz it's a land yes bahar him it has an accountant's I knew ISA Lucinda less optimal cleanness Roxie this is the yearning the going upwards with Zoe nian Karim Shakur a heart the Damaris says in psalm of ROM called it a mountain you have of Ramat second Yakima from Cora har and Yitzhak re-solder and Yaakov car a bias for hardened Washington Robin he has come up in his heart there's different types of mountains yes Alaba sympathy at Ramires there's a love that's associated with the joy there's a love that's associated with frustration like Carla Sava you love sick but they're a Clow hora hi newest arugula SATA - Tyson boiler channel Mottola Mila the harem this is the arousal from below it's the hoisin boil it the seal that protrudes Mill Mottola milah that comes Mamata and goes upward lamella the zell - ish this is the H because the H that the H ah goes upwards in I will call you is the valley of cleanness hoisin Shakya the valley is the face of Shakya it's the recessed sale Shamu Martha Heineken is Biffle this is a sense of nullification of clean Assyria sense of awe canis Mesa maps make you sure I am he treats himself the opposite of arrogant like she right Okoye / and I've been wildly because London a bum again th champion cleaners here Tata Birla - I can love there's different forms of or there's a lower or there's a higher or Kia do as its know I share dollar is a Chevalier the four letters of youth cave of K hang the Kindle erase him murdered him over the phenyl starts off with the see Louise here and RMA and then it goes to Alva and then it goes to another Alva and then it goes to Europe so you have the lower level of year followed by the lower level of alpha followed by the higher level of alpha followed by the higher level of year I read base Palmer him Oh Oh base palm him the feel of these two forms of love and awe that's why it's a land of mountains not mountain and valleys the F churches Oh Harley McCoy is based in his harem and base thinness and base patina phase penis because you have two times he made ceruse of the Leilani mission home isla de sarisa de los Otto should witness my M de la città da real evaluation missions of the Leilani Shahi aah the Cyrus from above that comes from this address of below in a state of water is greater than the insiders that comes through fire meaning Kim a penis is Seleucid elicitation of Gina's cousin Boylan's Shamal motto ninja smell my lab - hoisin Shakya from a person being purchase but a person protrudes l'm ila what does it creates the opposite a sealed crisis Oh miss elusive Allah started replenish ski orbital when a person has its errors that's recessed ski a bit on numerous visitors of the Laila Gillan penis crisis and violence it creates above the opposite the protruding FISA the high no gili air in South believer Shima mysterious the revelation of ain't safe without any garments as deposits Hezbollah Akane if I'd my wrath of are you a notorious maraca VM cane he's a rooster the lasat - of a penis maíam Sabrina ski Obito Mesa Matt's Mukesh areum mom she seduces Allah Allah no sir my Martian immersive a day salut salut salut penis fish fish the solution esata of of Mayan which represents the bittle not the fire the fire is the yearning above the protrusion but the my aim is mahkum nomicon noisy off of affair that creates a deep peace erisa delaila why because that creates protrusion above in other words God completely reveals himself where the person's expansiveness creates above a sense of concealment that the seal above gets concealed so it works both ways the caisson works both ways when Hashem is Megillah himself doula it creates an IVF of a four by Avril Lavigne or the face of shaken when Hashem on the contrary conceals himself defy some Shakya it creates LaMotta the amenda Guillory the h right the other when he conceals himself that's what he says when there's a stout Khosla mila smiled as him in the mat but it also goes the other way around when there is sheikh al up when there is boil at LaMotta him in LaMotta in other words protrusion fire that rises up it creates lamella a caisson Shakya on the other hand when by a person there is Miami not enough of a for Shakya it creates LaMotta the deepest the gill without any love ocean that's why he says that the is SaLuSa delaila that comes from the maíam is far greater than the Seleucid the ladle that comes from the h because the asia's wholesome Berlitz would create Shakya god is recessed but from the maíam is a heist of Shakya so it creates lamella of Haissam boil at the absolute the absolute revelation ok the f shall live much does a mere rumors gum killer british errands harem of Colliers this also you could see in the posit Shama - boy lishala milan assalamu - penis p orbital from the harlem comes the prowess when hashem is in a state of mountains it creates valleys from the harem comes the pious the Lehane i Rumia come i am lee mohamad brother Alyona yes desire says buy your veil uh yeah envious what's the law make Akula desire says Yakov diluted the wine with water our May my Mei Yin Yitzchak wanted a good meal and a good meal you have wine Yakov put in water to the wine that's the law he wasn't regular America hula is a double drink it was a double beverage why did he put wine into water into the wine because he wanted the water he wanted a hoisin shake eya not the wine which is expansiveness Nicholas yayan yachts aside he wanted the maíam because it creates a much deeper blessing visa limit our Hashem I am fished am I in this answers the puzzle ok I think we need a little bit of steak a little half sake a wine break yeah or maybe we have to dilute it with a little water no yes yes well the time of the shots they had to they had to Mizuki iron was inevitable because if not there was less you're a great connoisseur you know and you're an expert on drinking you saying valleys are more fertile yeah right ok there's a lot a lot that was said here a lot that was sent here and really like an IV one of these my ma room you have here a a perspective in terms of our Vedas Hashem which is what he's discussing but it's also it trickles down its reflected almost in every area of life he made a statement that the four letters of youth cave of K represent for mo the kilo Rasim Oh Rafi Moo the celo which are Aramaic words for year Ave Ave era in other words the lowest hey you to cave of K so we go from bottom up the last day is 0 then you have evolved is Alva then you have another hey is Alva and then you have the Europe the highest the first letter which represents the highest because it's a it comes down it's a revolution you may and Vaman a it's a seminal point that represents the ultimate during that's why it's very small ah the highest dude that the first year that's year year Alva Avenue different year the different year this year Tata he said the lower level of year that's the beginning then you go to Ivor the lower level of Ave Ave suta then you go to the next level of our Ave around but then you go to yearly law the higher level of you and that's Eric's harem of course what sites is throw at you Sol is the Jewish song is very strong this is even in shot this fuss MSS murdered the cavort that says in bollock bilham says may Roche sued him air no.4 Maguire Sartiano so there's many interpretations for some extensions bilham looks at axis only says made sudden as I look at the peak of the mountains air and new I see the Jewish song if you study the soil emeritus role it mirrors neshama cicerone in other words the very land of Eric's sister all is the Jewish soul there's an organic connection between the Jewish people in the Holy Land that gradually says imbecile I saw that in the title car Shem says when you get exiled the land will remain desolate so it actually says it's absurd Tyva that no nation Empire or culture will be able to successfully settle and make the land fertile and it's an interesting phenomenon that when you study history many attempted because Israel is a very strategic piece of land between the south and the north and it was between Europe and Asia and the key to get to Egypt and so forth that's why so many wars accompany once said Israel is a great country it's just in a bad neighborhood but it's also very strategic neighborhood so so in in in Kashmir's it was a good place rocked but nobody was successful with it so this is a fascinating thing so this far sentence says bilham says me reassured him and know I see him in the mountains in the mountain that I could see a picture an image of the Jewish song they're deeply connected it's not two separate things now so Eretz is the jewish soul which is access to all connected tied to song it's a place of mountains a place of valleys mountains is two levels of Ahava valleys two levels of year the mountain protrudes you're in a state of growth of absolute expansiveness the valley of course represents humility what are these four stages so every relationship has these four stages or could have these four stages and they begin with always you start with year then Arve then hava then year and you'll see here the connection with the previous memory obviously you always start with you a relationship starts with yireh in simple English it's called respect boundaries if there's no respect for the other boundaries you don't start a relay that's not a relationship the relationship immediately starts with me choking you with me owning you with me crazy about you obsessed this is not a relationship it may be an infection it may be fun to maybe exciting for a few minutes maybe for a few days maybe for a longer time but a real relationship begins with year a year is a sense of war which represents reverence distance respect boundaries there is you and there is me and my space ends here and your space begins here that's your Tata it's the basic respect I'm now talking about about it being other Mahavira of course we talk between a person on a Shem it's elevated to a a deeper state of consciousness but it's the concept is similar from there a person could go to the next stage which is love a lower level of love what's the lower level of love I love you because I enjoy you I appreciate you I gain so much from you like we learned before in Tarija soy sauces are manaslu Cobble Pross I want a piece of you do I want all of you I'm not sure I want all of you because that's a whole different part of the process now there was a philosopher who once said we don't love other people we love our version of them okay think about that there's a truth to that we don't love other people we love our version of them I love my version of you I have a certain version of you and that's what I love that's what I like but essentially it's all part of the same idea it's love that is based on I love myself and you give so much to me and therefore I love you so who do I really love I love the you that contributes to the I now that's not an evil thing that's a good thing in fact the whole world runs the whole world revolves around that all business partnerships well basic acquaintances and friendships I mean I gained something from you and you gained something for me right that's why we're just partners there's investors there's managers everyone has a given it taken we could tribute together and hopefully to a larger good and that's what works and people don't always have to over over analyze and dissect it and many relationships are based on this you know the wife who gets from the husband and the husband gets from the wife and then that's that's a visit it's a very deep but powerful love but then there's a much higher love the higher love is actually when I love you I actually love you I don't only love my version of you or in other words I don't only love the you that contributes to the I but I actually really cherish you I want a relationship with you that's the higher love of yeah that's the second otha so we had already year Alva and Alva okay then and then we have the highest level of Union which can only come after the first three on the higher level of year is really the higher Alva the way it translates in the person so to speak forfeiting their ego in the presence of the other because either by definition there's always a sense of my yesh Misha if I love you even though today in text messages we don't have to say the word I but we know in English you can't say love you there has to be an eye that loves you so it's not just beside the grammar it's awesome it's apt - love by definition is about the eye I am experiencing an emotion towards you the question is what the nature of that love is where yireh year is actually where the person is capable of completely choosing shoes I say the word choosing very importantly with my disclaimers choosing to forfeit or melt away in the reality or the presence of the other this says youth cave of Kain it starts with year it goes to Alva it goes to Alva and it goes to urine you'd and then the hey and then above and the hey that's the four letters of shame you at Eric's is wrong like the Jewish soulless Eretz harem of Caius there are two mountains and there are two valleys but here comes the unique distinction that he's making and this is the hoisin the hoisin humus happened when Hashem reveals himself it translates into an earthy offer of a friend translates into a I shouldn't use the word recession but a translate maybe yes it translates into the person feeling like a valley becoming like a valley and open empty space that's that's recessed when Hashem conceals himself it translates into a sense of expansiveness of greatness now you would think it should be the other way around but it's not because it's always cuz I see my Masonic and the same is converse why is this the answer is because when infinity reveals itself the person loses their sense of self when infinity conceals itself the sense of self emerges so God suspends his infinity in order to create room for human identity to emerge the human being now suspends his identity to allow for God's infinity to emerge so by Hashem concealing his energy it allows for human energy to become far more expansive so from smile Allah my Allah becomes human LaMotta from smiler my Allah becomes you min LaMotta the person becomes the mountain from you mean Allah my Allah which is give away every Avenue says on no fee offer the aether so by Matt and Tara when they have the greatest revelation after a solid assalamualikum adenoid malvada Marah on via knew by yondu Marah hike they felt distance they felt in the most humble space the more revelation of infinity the more humble you become which really brings out a very fundamental idea generally about out of economy column one of the hardest topics in today's Jewish world is the chosen people maybe not this crowd I'm not sure Penn zoo but generally it's not politically correct it's not PC to talk about CP did you understand yeah it's not politically correct to talk about chosen people it's not PC to talk about CP because it it's a it conjures racism bigotry intolerance embed you so I'm not now getting into that whole sensitive and important topic you know what the definition of racism is and intolerance and bigotry and so forth but tell the worst thing you can tell an enlightened Jewish you're the chosen people no I'm not I'm a human being I'm a member of the human race stop using these ancient archaic images that just create problems anti-semitism after the heart Tana McCallum and Bob Barr assembly Islam's Gulen telling news I used to say Jews were chosen not necessarily for benefits or who said Tuvia said Tuvia says why don't you choose somebody else right I know we're the chosen people maybe for once you'll choose somebody else so I'll be able to have a better life yep Tevye all of us all of you too much it's a very it's a sensitive issue now it's a funny thing tell an Italian you're the chosen people of course tell a Brit you're the chosen of course I'll never set on the British Empire tell a Japanese fellow you're chosen what's the question sunrises first in Japan tell the Puerto Rican tell anybody telling everybody has chosen they like it you tell it Julie's chosen it's like the worst curse in the world and they're very embarrassed by it huh yeah yeah yeah this secular sodas because you can't in light enjoy the truth is that is the fundamental misunderstanding of what God choosing you means why are you so allergic to this or to put it differently why do we have a pathological concept of self hate Jews have an issue with themselves that is very very complex very deep where does it come from the answer is this part you see when you choosen by a bus of Adam when you chosen by a king by a top executive by a monarch by an overlord by a major affluent person who chooses you it naturally naturally concern or could conjure a feeling of arrogance I'm better than everybody else I was chosen you were not chosen so I could see that in itself in two ways I could view it as an invitation or a privilege to help other people I could see it as an opportunity to abuse on the people that's really the real key issue it's not whether you chose it or not it's what you do with your feeling of being chosen but that's if a human King chooses you you could feel superior to other people when God chooses you however or to put it in the words of this mind when there's lavash I'm Abdullah when there's a terrace Allah that's when this expression when there's a minimum my love then what happens to the person who's chosen is actually something very very different when God chooses you to be in a relationship with them it means infinity invites you to be in a relationship with infinity but to be in a conscious relationship with infinity you know what that means that means your ego gotta go to the dustbin so what do you become you become a valley you don't become a mountain you become a valley because in the presence of infinity you realize there's nothing else so you are just part of infinity you don't have a separate ego so when God chooses you it's basically a choice to become nothing he's choosing you to have a conscious relationship with infinity and others to become aware of the fact that your ego has no separate identity outside of him so whenever I hear a Jew screaming that he's not part of the chosen people I say ah now I know that you're Jewish it's so hard for you to feel chosen because that's what it means you're chosen by God that the slightest sense of superiority drives you mad because that's exactly what it means to be chosen by God the yeah Covino says cotton team Mikayla Kassadin why cut pointy why cotton tee the answer is because the more you mean lamella the more small amato the more hasit lamella the more revelation the more you feel him the where you feel your inadequacy as a separate creature the more you ego melts away the more the sense of narcissism inflation bloated arrogance the disproportionate sense of self just melts away into oblivion as you become part of the cosmic or even super cosmic oneness if there is concealment now you can become a mountain if there's a revelation now you become a valley when there's harm you become caius whenever this tremendous revelation now is cut 20 you don't find space for yourself as a separate being we're gonna fit it in we're gonna fit it in we're gonna put it you don't even want it to exist it becomes a burden you just let it go away you just want to become part of the truth that you're feeling the larger truth your fitness my motion was one of me : yes that's why Marsh's I don't want my she didn't know he's more talented you think my she didn't know that he knew more than most people or all people he didn't know that God speaks to him and nobody else my was a tough person he was a revolutionary how could you revolt against a superpower and overthrow your own Zenith Tyra was a step aside he grew up by him he grew up by him and then he over the people don't think about it my show and he spoke to Potter he was speaking to his stepfather he grew up with this man my she goes into pyrrha he goes he knows him he grew up in and then he tells him said let my people go power he looked at my shoes and my that's my baby I changed your pampers where's your God my should knew who he was was a revolutionary how can it be more humble 4-carat real humility is not about denial of talents or resources it's in the presence of infinity one becomes a shame naturally with anything that protrudes outside of it he has no place to put it was an expression in Yiddish and Hashem sucks of cooking in Panama Rhine in other words he he does he doesn't know it like we said he doesn't you don't know where you place you know you don't know where to place yourself right so sometimes it comes out of self consciousness but here it's you don't know not with yourself you don't know where to place the self you don't know where to place the sense of self the sense of self is too cumbersome and it melts it melts so the act of a heart on the McCulloh arm and what does it do it essentially makes you feel unchosen the most unchosen right so that's why anybody could become a Jew it's not like anybody could become a Jew if you want to convert to go become a Jew there's one condition the condition is they have to take a needle and pop the balloon you have to pop the bubble if you're ready to be in a conscious relationship with that which allows you to feel a sense of nothingness in terms of ego then you can that's the way you were supposed to it's not a natural mirror image the appropriate of rump shows when when one experiences yoo-min their response is innocence as many rounds of Karlsruhe is because people don't act in the reciprocal way God's expansive oh yes I'll be the chosen people right right they want right right that's the opposite we didn't get to that yeah that's the other way we started one direction when it goes the opposite to it I'm here for Shabbos and we'll continue this on Monday basil Shumlin under my wife says that I'm here I don't in a valley not in a valley yeah yeah so we learnt that - yeah before shoeless yeah yeah Steiff is given you could become a self-hating Jew from what we learned today clarified says in Sheridan at the end of session in a panic s+ evolved C mein EK hai Somali Beca cajamar a yahoo place me like a seal on your heart like a seal on your arm Piazza , vez a Vikash Akasha alkyne Aisha fairy Shui shall haveth Utica because love is as strong as death jealousy is as powerful or as deep as the grave its glow is a glow of fire the flame of thought this is a very intense plastic I guess like every pasta can see are shaded so the Zohar says see mainly cuz I Somali bevacizumab sorry after refers to the two sets of pairs of tefillin Phil in Chelyabinsk along Suraj Felicia Yahoo put on the arm and fill them so variously place on their head but a rich suus flow down and cover the heart they go over the heart the torso in the heart so see mainly place me cuz I some like a seal Ali betta on your heart the caller tells the Husson placed me like a seal on your heart and Kukai similar after like a seal on your arm this is what the Gemara says in Shabbos in the office Phil in the Mara Alma Mike Silva who the Gemara says what does it say a shams puts on tefillin like it does every Mitzvah but what does it say mr. Phillip and for the Gemara me company start go ahead Boris so place me in your tefillin I want to be your house on tefillin is called like a seal ah - which is basically your signature so place me as a wholesome on your heart I want to be your filling so rush which comes down on the heart and I want to be its fill and she'll yard which comes on your arm lies the Gemara says that in the tilling of our sham it says me I'm cooking so all good effort Boris that's the see mainly the two types of wholesome are abandoned I suppose real what this my Marion akin is trying to explain is what's the deal Tyson why a seal why a feisty and that's what he explained that a hoisin has the nature of being what's called high somehow misshapen and it becomes reversed topsy turvy day and can't remember it becomes reversed it becomes metamorphosis transformed in the opposite order so when somebody takes his Haissam or her heist in the seal my kings would always have a high son in fact you hood then tomorrow something discussion with you then tom are one of the three things the gifts Tamar is she demands Hockley samus is seal and he wants to take his ceiling and print it say in chivor say wax which was a very common way for the Monarchs to imprint their seals or anybody to imprint their hosam so the nature is that if it's a Haissam Boyland if it's a protruding seal so it creates an indentation in the shave it becomes indented in the wax so what's misshapen and the sealer was on the outside it protruded and in the shaver it's recessed it goes inwards on the other hand of the heists and there's two types of seals there's a seal that is engraved engraved it's on the inside it's in inward recessed so then when you put it on the Shive and what happens well it actually protrudes it becomes violent and he says keep it Selim la kin assess Sodom bit selam aleykum Selam means an image to what trap cubit selam aleykum also saw them Selim is a surah by lettuce a Sunnah that is violent in its element Kim he creates the other what is so what does this mean you have semanek ahoy Somali burka I am Algeria fill and cherish is revealed fill and she'll yard is mitosis covered children shall ride she says baroque Awami are it's a shame a shame Nakuru laka the yard in Mecca a mere bilasa also the Mario Brothers devolve a lute fillin bearish tefillin in the head it's revealed and filling so yeah it is usually much more masseuse it's much more concealed and it so logically that way as well spiritually this is the high Somali Beth and this is the high samatha in fill-ins Arash Hashemi isomers caballo he'll revealed exposed the shins on that film Suresh are also protruding from the tiller the terminal yard is the hoist in Venice Shakya its refers to concealment and therefore because of this it has a reverse impact LaMotta on the human being from the film shall rush which is the house somehow Boyland comes what when you imprint it in the person but selam aleykum assessor other so the person experiences it in an inward fashion the min Allah my Allah creates smiler LaMotta give Allah my Allah creates Helen bit the LaMotta and the other way around by the filling shall yard where there is hell Allah my Allah concealment the famous shakyas recessed it's not protruded so what comes out by the recipient what comes out as on the contrary something that that protrudes that's the connection to tefillin that fill and show you on the phone showed us that you asked about what is the Havana here she says this is the piano bearish role that it's Eretz harem of coils as a soul is a land of mountains and it's a land of valleys of course mountains represent that which grows it's tall and it's full splendor and stature and height not only protrudes from the earth but grows sometimes to very great that reaches great and awesome heights and the pious on the contrary is the valley which represents a sense of humility it's recessed where the person actually descends so the higher is alia and the and the vicar the valley is the concept of arena so artists role is air it's Harlem of course it's both the land and experiences the heart and an experience is the beacon what is the difference so the ball hawk Anya Valtor ever explained in this moment that it depends on the Haissam lamine land it works both ways works with works both l'm either this way and it works both LaMotta LaMotta this way was actin did it sua soft Felucia Rajesh come down on the lathe right did it sewers have to come down and go over the laid over the heart there's a shear for the route sewers to come down from the Tillinger rush so they go that it's called the service is the Italian al liebe they hang their suspended their suspended over the heart what is the havona here the Havanna explains is severe to be a hoist and pilot LaMotta the protrusion above it must come from the concealment Lamine the more concealment the more the divine energy is recessed the more the human beings passion and creativity can emerge why is that because from smallish Alamelu you're going to have you mean LaMotta and that's the difference between H and maíam fire and water fire represents a person rising my M is your admirer come Guevara lahmacun namaha higher therefore he associates with fire become the associates with water in each one there's two types dishearten and disco instace two types of mountains there's two types of valleys as he said there's two types of Alva there's two types of Hira dude this hey this love this hey you start off with here you go the other you go to a higher over you go to a higher a higher year since the divine is infinite so therefore if it's fully exposed that it's fully revealed what it does is it creates a sense of piety in the person it creates a sense of humility in the person because in the presence of infinity the person can't feel that they occupy a space their own space so it creates a sense of become sense of humility a sense of little on the contrary if it's small a mile up if the Haissam is concealed if it's if it's held back if it's contained if it's withdrawn if it's withdrawn the concept of glory the concept of symptom then it allows for the mountain below so that's where it gets reversed the same is true the other way around when the person is in a state of GUI from himself the Seleucid Allah Allah that it's created is the reverse a hoisin Shakya from our boil it comes a wholesome chicken just like Allah my Allah from Horan comes for Colliers from his harem comes our bacala's that's Eretz harem of korea's it's also the other way around from our harem come his Vikas when the person asserts themselves in a good way spiritually assert themselves it creates the milah they could get a recipient that one of what's reciprocated what's reciprocated Seleucid Allah Allah of a beaker of a valley on the other hand when the Seleucid Allah says what is a wholesome Sheikh heya not the hoisin boil it when the service Lusaka suffice in Berlin so what's new Mishima milah of Haissam shaken when he said loose Adel esatas a hoisin Shakya a wholesome of bit though then this ERISA delaila is a hoisin Boyland complete revelation without any garments that eclipse it without any below you can avoid my wrath of Allah whenever reassess my Rafa because in the process of the human being loss of ego loss of identity even spiritual identity he can experience the full intense revelation of the divine without any compromise the full - pilot exactly the reverse of his experience so it works both ways side when it starts lamella and side when it starts LaMotta from her and become pious and from korea's become hardened from harlem island become kalamata from pious LaMotta lamella become hardened LaMotta from harlem LaMotta become columella and from Abbey Kalamata becomes a Harlem ila always a high C - Appetit Salam alaikum assalam cmanikus five Somali better and kethu Samantha tool enchilada and fellow cherish if our service below is a good thing when we're acting is hard so why would we want to experience experience to be one right and I don't think it's what we wanted I think it's with what we access the Seleucid Allah Allah that comes from the Seleucid elicits that means what we access through the human beings sense of expression they can access the valley of the divine through the human being sense of lack non expression of little one can access the full expression of the Divine the salon dish for them yeah so we said place to be but I know paper isn't that quite the way said Leslie it wasn't just their bone Shalom's expansiveness created and Abrams are Nokia for later because our from had this meet of a Nokia offer vapor he was for cared enable they offer to experience the Rawlinson yes both ways you're right it goes both ways it goes both ways what do you want ass because they're saying when it's the person expresses himself spiritually inserts himself in a spiritual not any good system yeah nama not the money got to still don't matter of spiritual spiritual endeavor yeah holy endeavor usually when a person gets to that point I mean from a little phone let's say the creative creative person can say that when the experience that intense spiritual sort of connection then they can truly you know express themself and assert themselves it seems that when they when they have that whatever inspiration it's sort of the recognition of of the divine within them and therefore they assert themselves but not as I'm so I'll explain a little more let me explain a little more what it means try to bring the down low so in a practical way in every person's avoid them there's two paths or these two aspects and nobody is freed from either in other words both are part of life we'll put them in the words of I'll put an ad if ur inton but it'll bring the referring us at the same point there's an expression in Zooey apart restroom Oh goddess caffee sit there after histology cara de coche a miracle Alma when citraratha is subdued the glory of our Shem departs and his breath is expressed in all of the world's the expression in Zionist got a scarf is a traveler because there's two paths in avoiders a sham one we would call the Staffie one will pull this up her subjugation transformation one in which you have to subdue yourself somewhat or significantly and what you don't have to subdue yourself you have to actually cultivate yourself you transform yourself and every persons are void they're like in any relationship there's two phases there's two aspects it's usually different times depends on a lot of different factors but we all have both experiences one is when I am in tune with the relationship I am present fully I am vir I don't have to challenge myself I don't have to discipline myself I don't have to harness myself on the contrary I am a mountain amount of Valley there's moments in life when you are a mountain and there's moments in life when you're a valid moments in mountain life when you're a mountain means you're not only expressive but you're fully expressive your Heights your potentials are reached their greatest Heights you become a mountain literally like a mountain others you're in full growth and full splendor metaphorically speaking symbolically speaking a bika means the other way around you actually have to create there's a cavity there's a there's a slope that goes downwards and that's what the person is experiencing so it's a very opposite it's a very opposite emotion it's a very opposite experience Horeb a state of full expansiveness bika is what we call in english a downer literally it down it's something to be feel just like what what are you creating creating empty space right well here is the paradox here is the paradox our harm doesn't have empty space to accept something on the contrary it fills up the empty space it grows into the empty space and occupied this space a beaker in this tremendous void you create what's called innallaha a clay cable a receptacle an openness that something could fill the valley because you have reason you experiencing a recession literally I don't mean economically but that concept of the recession you create an indentation a descent into the bigger the bigger creates a receptacle an openness let's take this one step further when we speak about a vehicle Hashem when we speak about it even though there's no real distinction then our terminology there's a distinction you could talk about it from two perspectives we could talk about God as a reality a reality that one can relate to on some level and then there is God as a reality that completely it's a reality but it transcends any type of vocabulary and that a person could speak of beyond our identity or question of república Colleen of Lublin and the Seifert's ithaca Sabbath he says when you talk about Hashem you could speak about Hashem as a yesh you could speak about Hashem as an eye on the a shooting something aya means nothing doesn't mean you speak of them as I and then it's nothing nothing in the sense of nothing exists but I in in the sense that you cannot define it in any City anyway the H you can define was it something I in nothingness has a great advantage you can't define it there's no way you can define it so here is now the distinction between in our Vedas art we avoid the sunshine between a person being a mountain or person being a valley on one hand in a relationship it's always mortgage smock it's always more delightful when you're fully present when you're fully agreeable when you're fully enthusiastically involved because the passion is there the personality is there that's true when a person is experiencing a moment of a beaker a moment of a valley a moment of dissent where they just feel empty here it's so difficult it's so painful but it's also another side to it and that is those are the moments when you get to touch something that completely transcends yourself those are the moments that are the prerequisite to the transformation I'll quote again episodic in very abstract language he says as follows yesh is fixed from a yeh she'll never have new things I in there's nothing the good thing about nothing is that from nothing could come and do something when you relate to reality as the H it's a shock because you have something to hold on to but there's nothing new when you relate to that I into the sense of nothingness from here new birth emerges this rebirth this reality since some of you are confused and you don't know where I'm getting at so we'll make this very practical and psychological little typhus no that's just stuff yeah let me let me huh this one why does the pick after your bad thing why can't it be intentional no not bad at all like that you can create it because except I mean that's true person that's the point that's the point so it's not really like a recession like down there is yes it's a creating the space with something but yeah you can create a down to the building you can create a space but my point is even if somebody experiences a downer it can also be found that can also become positive that's the point but you're right there's no need to experience it down you create that experience of a down you have moments in life when life is agreeable with you like in a relationship you have moments at a relationship is very powerful it's intense it's beautiful it's passionate loving romantic full of affection any type of relationship talking about of course are a husband and a wife but really all types of relationships each one and its genre you know what what a good relationship means in that area with its parents and children whether it's close friends with it teacher and students of course a husband and a wife etc etc an employer and employee all types of relationships of course everyone according to its Ghidorah emits its parameters then you have a moment in a relation that there's a challenge is deuced is a sense of emptiness is a sense of become it's a sense where I'm not feeling my fullness of self what happens at such moments take it in our relationship with Hashem you have moments that a person is an in addition och they feel like serving God but what happens when you're a moment that all you need is a scoff Ian you basically efforts to subdue yourself you have to say no to yourself a person for example has a tremendous craving to something that's immoral and every one of us knows that in the best of situation is the best of people the most noble of people 3 o'clock in the morning 12 o'clock midnight 12 o'clock midday something overtakes you a thought to dream a fantasy and emotion and experience something you see something you hear something internal and you now have to deal with a tremendous craving and you know that if you follow that craving it's going to be destructive field may destroy you destroy your marriage restore your family every person knows what I'm talking about this or at least if you're not you're very lucky if you do you know what I'm talking about if not this is much better no need to Google this and find out right what happens at such a moment a person then can't feel like a mountain a person then has to say no to themselves what doesn't mean no to themselves they have to empty themselves up they have to then become a beaker so to speak they have to have was simply called hearer and bitl Bittle means I have to nullify myself nullify myself doesn't mean have to destroy myself but it means I have to challenge myself I have to empty myself out and say despite of who you think you are this is not for you this is here assertion is not what's gonna help you here you have to negate there's something that you're negating you're drilling so to speak a hole in yourself you're empting yourself out and you're placing yourself in a very humble state and it could be very frustrating so here this my mother is telling us something very not only comforting but very powerful where do you touch God in a deeper way natural conventional thinking would be for character where there's a dish mark when you're a mountain ah now you grasp God whatever says no no no when you're a hoisin pilot when you're a yesh a good eh we're not talking about an egotistical gluttonous narcissist engage well good yesh I'm the schmuck I yesh you experiencing when he says you're an age of fire it's not a bad thing that's a wonderful thing it's an identify Jesus who shall furnish me I shall have a seat kid is a fire is a Brent he's a mountain he's aspiring the fire dances a fire soars a fire tries to kiss heaven but what aspect of Ilocos do you access you access the aspect of Ilocos that's awesome toilet you understand your protrusion reaches in heaven something that's just simply put you're accessing godliness that your heart can wrap itself around that's why you have agus mock this is a relationship that I get I like you I like you I like you as a beautiful thing but it also means that I'm only grasping the you that I get you understand I like you means I like you so how much of you am I getting I'm getting the you that I like and by definition that means that the you is not fully revealed because if the you was fully revealed of like oh this is too much this is too much I'm getting a glimmer I'm gonna indecision true between people somebody told me once what's the definition of a nudnik as you asked him how he is and he actually tells you he tells you you know you meet somebody what's head says how you doing boy you're a sham next you just lost your house you just lost this you just lost that somebody mama starts telling you how they're doing I'm asking rightness so somebody says you know I didn't mean to really ask you how you do it just meant to be nice you're supposed to say Baruch Hashem find and move on what we don't want to hear the full story so tension tense so tense okay so that's a little cynical but the point in life is true we don't love up it's very hard to love other people we love our version of other people we have a version we have a certain now that version may be true and I'm talking about a delusional man but it's that which I'm comfortable with now I have the beaker what's the beaker because the opposite the beakers like I can't make peace with you there's something here that's a big problem you know why because you're actually getting more of the other person not less because you're getting more of the other person it's challenging you it's empting you out it's creating a sense of loss than you but you know what happens if you stick it through if you stick it through you're gonna open yourself up to layers two horizons two awarenesses that you wouldn't be able to experience so again the quarter Sabich if you are in a good place you know state the vh you capture God as a yesh there's no new birth from yesh it's fixed your God is fixed or the words here is your God is more concealed if you're in a state of ayan of beaker of bittle now you can define you can't define God so you could relate to the nothingness of God meaning to the God that transcends any definition or parameter and from there new things emerged or - as he puts it here from the Haissam Shakya you acts as the hoisin boy Latvala you come if I'd my wrath over how you ain't NASA urease s my rapper G Louie alien sub believable my my stated why because when I say no to myself I can access the know of reality and automatically that didn't work when I say no to myself I can access the the in Yiddish it works when you say no to yourself you can access in a Lukas you have the air of Eliquis and you have the initiative Eliquis the year of L of course is that which we know the nisht of Eliquis is that which we don't know that which is too deep to know that which is beyond that which transcends so when you relate to your own yes you capture ultimately that yes also when you say no to yourself in other words you transcend identity so then you access the divine that is beyond identity so you have the divine energy that comes into vessels that comes into kalyan that shrinks and limits itself into structure in other words it's simpson its restricted or in other words it's a nice of Shakya it's an indented energy it's withdrawn it's concealed so when I relate to my structure and my identity when my identity affirms God's reality what am i relating to God the way ease within structure when my structure doesn't affirm it in a when I have to say no to my structure because my identity does not make peace with it I have to empty myself out for myself and create a beaker now what do i touch now what do i access now I access also the divine that is beyond identity beyond structure below you karma fight my wrath there ain't safe in its full full intensity so here you have a fascinating paradox the mezuzah maggot put it in four words although Locke Evis will funnel last season you know what he types had although I'll cover every morning is Elma Clayman right although like average of fun up must save it in Hashem Desmond Malik alone man and save Earth the male structure God in structure save of infinite transcendent although I chemists when somebody has to be a clear issue seats rain will funnel us save if he gets straight to save of Kalama when a person doesn't have to be kovash himself when his identity is Motzkin it's great not sovath i relate to god in other words my eye relates to the divine that fills my eye to the divine that might i can relate to in other words to the divine that is more concealed and structured and limited and that's why I can appreciate it when I have a moment that I'm struggling and I don't agree with it and what do I have to have to look in the mirror and say despite you you'll fight for truth despite your addiction despite your craving despite your loosen ation despite your tightest you're gonna do the right thing you negate identity in that process you touch the divine that is beyond identity although whatever's your over to a state of kvish or fun Allah save you hit sizeThe not mamala in other words your bika meets gods mountains you're become meets Aguila ordinance of that's much deeper and that's why the growth that you experience from such a moment is infinitely greater than the growth that you experience just from a peaceful ongoing positive relationship it says poured in water into the wine right and fascist told us it's hook summons ace of to give him the breakfast rifki dresses up Yakov like Asaph gives him food from the two goats that she prepared for you to hook a lavish meal a lavish feast to bring to its cook and the PASOK says vie of a lion violation on the word LOI there's America fula one of the few men who laws in the whole commish via veil uh yeah invalid what's the law what's the Mesa so it says Zoe Hart that's what he brings here that I Romney yak of Miami ioan iacob poured in water into the wine so that's the America fuller in other words vie of a lloyd there was a double a double drink because it was a mixture of wine and water so a passionate us what's the point okay he wanted to dilute the wine they used to always dilute the wine because the wine was too strong it's called music III and limousine GI in it and tomorrow you have many times they had to be my Ma's like that to dilute the wine but his about appalling service Laham cheese broccoli ice it was to access a deeper browser from you took why because there's a difference between what wine represents and what water represents what's the difference between what wine represents of what water represents so let's see this is going to be expressed in the difference between to avoid this innovation McNish mississauga mayan versus Nyssa Heian and here we need a little introduction or passage of the illogic back every single day when they brought the car bonus in the base on mikdash many of the carbon has had what's called miss Sock'em miss Kei in wine libations like we say in all the Muslims that we Davin over Hamish our business was in Venetian at minion rush Naas so named Silas miserable of our Manolos Thomas Robert Ellis ahmud miss Scott or yump if we speak about illness Sofia and Vinnie sky with the carbonized sabor the communal carbon is that they used to bring every morning and a Shabbos Yom Tov tried the chala days they also used to bring wine libations the kyon would go up to the MS may ask there was a special a barrel a special wine and they would pour the wine that was part of the daily avoid intubation Mukesh however for eight days that avoid had changed and that was only seven days for suckers miss Akamai and the libation of water libation of water was that in the morning after they offered the carbon Tom Mitchell Shekhar the coin would go up and it was one with poor wine but there was also simultaneously a cephalo yeah a goblet it's like the shells of a flask of gold with water there was a support on the MS Bayer there was a cavity for the wine there was a cavity for the water and it would go down there was a hollow channel canal through the miss bear that went down all the way down to the to the shittin underground caves and openings in Yerushalayim under the Temple Mount under the Hara bias and we know that simcha zvezda shiva was all associated around the pouring of the water basically they used to that it's called simcha space a shaver which means the similar of base of the house has shaver of drawing the path success in the Shia we saved mr. Shabbos or shaft them maíam missus and me my nation draw water with the joy that's referring to the fact that suka s-- but sorry yom tov they used to make of this festivity they would dance all night by the deaf quartet of the base of mikdash the mission and the gomorian suka describes in detail the tremendous simcha the greatest of the timonium would stand and juggle it was amazing of shimon ben Gamliel the president nasi of the sun Hedren you have to understand this was the god wat door was standing and juggling eight torches or sixteen torches understand what happened there the kadoya at a nine were dancing all night with music but the Gemara says Mitchell are awesome Christmas Chevrolet Rossum coming Yama he didn't see that simply I never saw someone what was it for what was the climax of it because I'll say when it came dawn break they stopped dancing they blue chauffeured and they made a march down to the Shelia spring which you could go visit til today amazing and you they took water from the Shailaja spring and they brought it back and after sunrise they offered the carbon Tommy and they poured the water on the newspaper now the question is it's interesting between water and wine which one is more associated with some wine or water so everybody knows nobody ever got drunk from drinking water nobody ever started to drink said oh I had a drink of water let's dance or nobody ever proposed on a cup of water you know here's a cup of water to honor our room or our engagement why inna stuff the whole union of wine is simcha the ioan uses a potato that way yeah you knew Samak levar vanish the great synthesis of Eden are always associated with wine sometimes too much wine but but wine weather Shabbos young to marriage bris Miller wherever we can wherever we have a simpler we how can i a cup of wine a nine in shiridi tomorrow says allow how Iong wiII say she ran Yaya but suddenly it's interesting they poured wine every day it was not a gevalt on suckers once a year they poured water and they danced each night a whole night the Gemara says that they didn't sleep boy tom knew Tom Shean they didn't sleep they would sleep on each other's shoulders dancing so you can understand the mats of Y all as a hundred to prepare for the water in the pouring of the world it's very strange this is what the ball of Tanya's going to explain and this is why Yaakov took the wine and he poured water into the wine he wanted to have not only wine but also water so the chapter is let's see inside the Lehane iron may Yaakov my I'm Leon you see the line starts maíam I mean where do I learned I think these few wines but will be well I think we just learnt this level ok an Armagnac of Miami yeah and I'm sure Brooklyn is Yaakov poured water into the wine to access a deeper breath a higher broth the so this is these could explain them um limit our house um my empty stomach it says in purchase a cup about Eric Cicero was together the very to throw Eretz harem of cows it's a land of mountains and valleys and the whole mind McCain to explain what that means spiritually speaking and avoidance a sham there's moments of a harem when a person is like a mountain and his moments when a person is like a valley there's moments of tremendous sense of growth expansiveness yearning as he says the age that wants to go upwards and the soul that wants to go upwards it wants to grow higher and higher it's what we call rut Zoe it's tough from Shikari higher it's that cleaner of Rome Chikara higher of ROM called it called it a a mountain and hard emotion Robin there's different types of Ava and then there is the beaker which represents a sense of year a sense of humility a sense of bitola sense of Mason ABS my kiss your eye right after that the passage says limit our hashamayim Tichenor mile to the reign of heaven you drink water when parish amyum Tisch tamiya so he says Rahzel intarsia my intestine my Kodama Charice ilaha Vader is shaiiaja wish to look like a man who pours a drink to his friend I pour to you and you reciprocate you pour back to me so the Matar hashamayim Tisch to my in it goes both ways limit Allah doesn't same interaction I am system I am it goes both ways pillows what does this mean says oh how lost my look van LOM says my induced in a nickel metal Shama he asked in the beginning of P dicta copy gram it should have said me me tiresome I am Thurston mine this is not it starts off with hollows my in neuquén the elevation of feminine waters to bring forth masculine waters which is like we learned before in toss Rhea this man and this mod feminine waters represent the arousal of the feminine of the woman of the bride of kanessa see strong masculine waters means the flow their spiritual orgasmic inspiration that comes from above from the Mafia from the cousin for Markovic Baraka the whole story of life is a dance it's a dance it's a relationship between the two between the hosiery serum is based on this I'm Neela daddy and his daddy Lee and they run from each other and they get close to each other and they run back from each other if Schlemmer eben Kabira was one of the greatest poets of Jewish history in Spain he has a poem and he says I run from you towards you I run from you towards you in other words I'm running away from you but really I'm also running closer to you which is a very profound insight in life sometimes a person is running away but they're really running closer they just don't know it yet so there is the process of Maya New Covenant of Mayan different limit Irish a Mayan in order to get the rain from heaven it first starts you give Tish to mine called Omashu silica vera I give you and you give me it's the Mayan Luqman it's the arousal from below to bring forth the inspiration from above the f out that of sesh lima gam communion is so calm I am shy of acog asuka's culture Miss America this may be the deeper insight into the libations of water throughout the entire seven days of sukhasana based on English Keene a union is so kawaii no cleaner simcha the pouring of wine every single morning and every single afternoon the base--emitter and of course joy hookah my hoisin boiler Jamel Matta but wine represents the hoisin boil it it's the seal that protrudes below in a simcha Sun nefesh by a variable Asha yayan represents the joy of the soul in its tremendous love Tasha bozell ingen Shira la vie Millian and that's why what used to happen right when they poured the wine on the altar a concert would follow it's hard for us to imagine but every single day there was a you twice a day there was a huge concerto in the bass on Victor I say the word concerto you can have a hundred and twenty vocalists this wasn't to lithium standing and gargling you know some some Rosenblatt or Cassavetes key or something you can have a hundred and twenty vocalists in the bass some Mukesh talented talented Levine and even others if there will be a costume you can even have used surveillant with instruments dozens of dozens are dozens of instruments mama mama shall Philharmonic uh uh it was I don't know what it was called I guess the bass I mixed it Philharmonic Orchestra but it was every single day when they poured the one what was it wasn't stamina pissed this was a moment of tremendous inspiration it was simcha Hanifah SH but a ver a ver and that's associated by the wine the wine port and they broke out in song and in music which is an expression of of yearning of love of spiritual romance of celebration miss Akamai in water is something very different you can't compare water to wine this is Hawaii macrinus hokhmah Kawashima but in Hizb it'll show greenness Haissam Shakya shamu motto maíam is a very different experience than the ioan it's back to the hoisin boil 'it versus the face of Shakya the protruded seal or the indented the recessed slice in the recess so we haven't even analogical what's the difference between wine and water the Mishna says in breakfast our show Sam I am with smaii Mavericks a hawk only of edoardo somebody who drinks water when he's thirsty he makes Chacal me buddy and that's important if you drink apple juice orange juice mango juice grape juice of course wine even if you're not thirsty there's beer cus an N and you make a broth with water that's not the case water is considered a nighlok as something that's tasteless unless you're thirsty if you're thirsty we know there's nothing there's nothing on a hot summer day 99 degrees to come in and get a cup of water hopefully it's not lukewarm there's nothing as bad as a lukewarm cup of water on a hot day but a cold cup of water gave out but the truth is when somebody's thirsty I'll show some mine 'let's my moverá Shakuni avoid it because the Hana of water comes from thirst and even a locket is a mission of a coma Arvin hoods minimim omen hemella you make an eruv you can't use water and salt the Rambam says these are things that appear a shaman is the things that are tasteless you don't have you don't make a meal on salt you put salt missiles outs on the salad they don't make and my ammo some I am is not considered a drink of are not unless you're thirsty what does this represent spiritually it's the exact opposite of wine because you're dealing here with two different experiences one is an experience of yesh of Hanaa of ty nuk of scimitar of Haissam poland and one is an experience of bittle of Haissam Shakya and the tightening of water is only when a person is thirsty what does this mean in a person's life the difference between Lyon and maíam is the difference between somebody appreciating something fully and somebody who is dedicated to something even if at this moment he or she may not be in the mood and may not appreciate it that's what maíam represents maíam represents a haha i on one hand it seems inferior to wine because in wine displeasure in wine is joy in wine this flavor a wine you have wine chemist connoisseurs I don't know if you have water connoisseurs I don't think you have wine premises in order to take a cup of wine and look at it for 20 minutes and explain to you how it was made and where it came from and the color and the scent and the flavor and the taste or the wine experts they could sit they could sit there whole life and explain to you and analyze wine it's a whole it's a whole mahalo with water with water maybe there's more to water than wine I don't know but even though a drop of water has SEC Tilian atoms that's what that's 1 1 followed by I don't own 21 zeros are so a drop of water this a lot going on in water but what we're experiencing of water is simplicity what is this an avoider Sasha Lyon is the experience of bina and Yaya and Miami says his experience of hokhmah what's karma cockney says it's Koyuk ma two words karma means the of what with me the client of what it's the kayak to say what what's the kayak to say well that's a very deep kya the deepest kya found a person is to say what I don't know what MA to ask the question ma what in other words I don't know usually I know we know everything to be able to really genuinely open yourself up to something that may completely transcend you that is chaotic to say ma mem hey that's Kokomo before being a bina is when you master a theme when you master a concept you internalize it you get it hakama you don't get it yet hokhmah you're opening yourself up you know that you don't get it and you're frustrated by it and therefore you're opening yourself up to a higher truth there's never the Gish mock and the Thai new that exists in the ioan because in yayan you mastered it in maíam it masters you and for it to master you you have to create an empty space that's the valley so when I avoid this I found these moments of hoisin boil it when I'm in I'm here I got it it's a wine experience a water experience means it's not an experience at all I'm opening myself up to the fact that I can't experience something because it's beyond me that's why he said the hoisin shake ayah then we yeah the yayan reached it the man reaches a deeper place in the source because I can't experience that I can't wrap myself around it and that's really the concept of caballes oil Malthus shamaya what's Kabbalah cell Mahamaya it means that truth is not always dependent on my experience of it you cannot limit truth to your moods and to your experience because if you do your truth is a very very small truth it's a very narrow truth Kabbalah soil Mahamaya means that I understand that sometimes is a truth that he ludes me it transcends my moods it transcends my experiences but it's still true what it needs is I have to open myself to it I have to commit to it that's why it says when your thirst see you make a brach on mine shock on the inventory because my M quenches thirst unlike the iron when you're thirsty for truth now you go to the water because water will take you to a place that wine doesn't take you and in a paradoxical way the greatest Scimitar by Claudia sir all came from Mississauga my am NOT from this of Hawaiian and it's Duke him would not accept us mister come I am the sadducees would not accept the Mishna says in the scepter circuit of Memphis that there was a Sidhu see from Josephus we know who he was Alexander Yan I Alexander Jamieson his Greek name who was a grandson of the original Sushma know him and he really turned turned around during his life and he did not believe in this circle I am why because it doesn't say clearly and kamesh so how long will my show me see now there are hints and homers the Kumari and tynus but it doesn't say clearly so what would they do they would take the water and instead of pouring it on the altar they would pour it down on the floor on their feet that's why they used to tell them in acid had the bay up to lift up yawns we want to see where the water is going what's going on them as bath because they would lower it and if nobody would see and he once poured it on his feet and what did they do instinctively there were six thousand Jews by the base of mixers they pelted the man with a surrogate submission in a sector Sutra they put admission doesn't say the end of the story Josephus tells the other the story the guy made a shoe the guy swore it out he slaughtered he slaughtered the whole crowd on the Hara bias on circus alexander jana the Mishnah doesn't say the end of the story because the mission is trying to bring out the halacha it's a horrific story but that's what they did they pelted him with a slogan they didn't believe in this a high Mayan only in this society what's the spiritual idea that stuck him had a philosophy of Judea the philosophy of Judaism was that misuk I'm Mayim they would not accept it wasn't just a detail about nosaka Mayan it was a concept the concept that they wouldn't not what they would not accept was everybody interprets things as they want to interpret it the concept of Messiah a local emotion is seen at Irish ababa they rejected so Nissel ha myung which represents the commitment of hokhmah that's beyond binner the valley that is deeper than a mountain this they rejected the greatest simcha comes from I am NOT from the ioan why because real joy in life comes from opening yourself up to that which transcends you to allow yourself to experience infinity and you can only allow yourself to experience infinity is if you're ready to make a dent if you're ready to create karma so the higher is a beautiful experience but the beaker reaches deeper than the higher so when Yaakov wants to get the brother from you Chuck and what type of rocker does he want to get he wants to get and here we have to be marshalling from another moment of the ballot Anja to give a little taste was beer why did the Rifkin not tell her husband to give the brothers to Yaakov why did she have to deceive her husband why the need for it it's not like the others were not listening to the noise whatever the Moyes said the others did Valhalla you took rifka saw her own mother-in-law she didn't have to go far they had a debate of Rome wanted you small in the house sir I didn't want you small in the house of raw master Shem and Shem gave one answer and the answer remains a timeless commandment to every Jewish husband I'd be as coiled said thick and even after that coil asha Tamera left her surah surah Baqarah and notes diri boy - let them didn't say in this instance Sarah's right that's not what he said he said whatever Sarah says is right by definition snobby Cola whatever Sora says you listen to her no certificate could have come to it so I can say in a beautiful your attire to eat your a hail icky but you really don't know Asaph a sub is a Stickle rotten apple and yet so we say can be you connection has got a Scott what would I some say Oh sir if cos right when is the woman not right who ever heard that the woman is not right right she didn't why didn't she do that she had to deceive so the ballot Anya says look put the tone and practice was Oh Sbrocco deep and he says that she wanted that the brothers should come from the unconscious self of your honor they shouldn't come from his conscious self they should come from his unconscious self they should come from a place that's la Milam in hadass and that's why you had to put water into the wine because my inverses yayan is yayan represents something that is fully integrated maíam represents something that's more transcendent that's why it's tasteless it's tasteless not because it has no taste its tasteless because it's taste transcends our taste buds we don't have a taste in it because it has a power to it that is not fully integrated but if you're thirsty for truth you drink water I show some mindless mind then you make abraca charcoal near bed for somebody who's a some a somebody who's at somebody wants to touch transcendence who wants to touch as he says if you will either inside beyond lavash him this is through the faisal this is true the Faisal Boyland this is through the bitl this is through the Alvarado the year the year a law this is you lose yourself in God you don't find yourself finding yourself is awesome that's the mountain to stroll to be an edge this all you have to experiences there's the moment when you're a mountain and there's the moment when you are a valley and one brings the other so Yaakov brought water into the wine he was mom Shema him into Miami says to bring out a deeper a deeper Bravo this also was consistent I think I told you once a beautiful part from the fiduciary I'm really a fascinating part that a person the gate first get her ever living in the 1800's living in the tradition and passed away tougher ich hoffe love 1866 he should say this today that somebody should say it say it then is a hitter's lover kedusha I remember you know Hilda surely I mean a bitchin mayor the bitchin mayor Rotenberg was the first carrier ever the beach hook mayor he was a student of the cops killed everywhere the Cossack ever passed away he took over he moved to guerre which is not far from worse so the fiduciary rim was great spiritual giant personally a tragic life one of the most tragic life's a person can imagine I'm gonna get into it right now the fiduciary assesses follows I saw once in Paris told us he says why did you Rifkin deceive her husband Hitchcock and his answer is this she could have told he'd suck to give the brachot to Yakov and he would have said yes there yes sir if go no question as I said before what would have happened then she would have told the octave Yakov your father wants to bless you what would Jakov do first thing is he would go to the mikveh second thing is we put on a guard to lock up but - dry moe he would probably leave learn for six seven hours he would make us Connor's he would do everything and he would go with his father but the see lure him with year an average tremendous ought to get the brothers and yeah it's hook would say we hit the makovica and everything would be beautiful and dandy and uplifted but rifki said can't happen that way why the Yiddish her mama was thinking not about the short term she was thinking about long term long term I don't mean 100 years long term I mean three thousand years four thousand years today would be 3,600 years approximately what was she thinking about she was thinking that this is what he says there would be a generation of many Jews maybe most Jews who would look externally like Asaph when you would look at them externally you may think they're Asaph in terms of dress in terms of culture in terms of language in terms of lifestyle in terms of faith in terms of observance in terms of their whole veldt on shaoling and how they live they don't look like ya inside their Yaakov the Jewish the yakan but outside they may appear like a sieve and rift got to ask a question will those Jews be included in the problem or not if she would have sent in the activist Yakko and who would get the Baraka Yaakov who looks like Yaakov Yaakov Metis tribal I mean the strand well as a symbolic idea of course rifki decided that and she knew that the Brock has to go to every so she dressed up Yakov like ASA so who got the braod huh a coil call Yakov even though I had died me the Asaph but the coil is a title of the act of the pen Aeneas is active so she ensured that every Jew no matter his or her looks externally and how they define themselves they're also part of the broker and what was the broker for you to mythology mythology language monoliths of Hazael savita Michalek in metallica maíam is a Makura shmoney are at the Mishnah roif Dogon is Gomorrah Cedars the price it wasn't only a blessing on grain and wine and corn and and do and etc that too but it was a broth on Mickey remission of rice al-majalah the more goes through the whole husband what it was who's included in this blessing of Mickey remission of rice and Gemara even the Jew who looks like a sub but internally is Yaakov that's what she ensured that you also got the broker not only Yaakov who looks like Yaakov but o saw maybe in some ways a pillar that's who the brothel was directed on that's who she wanted to include now take this on a deeper level and you'll see how it's connected here how can you explain this the answer is because consciously he may be a soft but unconsciously he's still Yaakov so the broker also came from a place that's deeper than consciousness so it includes that aspect of a person that is unconscious and that's why Yaakov put in water into the wine because wine represents a state of consciousness of full alertness vibrancy life you're fully aware of what you're doing Nick Messiaen yatza sight the person completely feels as Penna me as he's in touch with himself and so forth maíam doesn't have that my Eman many ways is tasteless but it represents something that's very elusive very transcendent beyond consciousness that's where the broadness of Yitzhak came and therefore they relate to the unconscious of the Jew even the unconscious of the Jew which maybe the Yaakov in the Jew what we would call the core of the Jew the dependably hidden goodness I Addis and so forth that also got a bra so that's Eric's harem of course limit our Hashem I am teach the Mayan it's not just you get water from the rain limit our shaman teach the lion you give forth water and therefore one also gets back gets back to the water and that's why you have the lithium singing unwind the Shearer the concert is on the wine but miss circum I am on on circus that's with the great simcha by Sasha Avis this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot the yeshiva net / donate