Torah Or Rani V'Simchi #1: Quantum Physics and Chassidus -- Why Paradox Makes So Much More Sense

thank you yeah today the oil will be busy huh the oil will be busy I don't think so busy but I mean it'll be busy yeah you going to the oil today I saw her all the way from Israel and you wanted stay off [Music] just welcome back to good I'm so sorry I know like impossible don't be sorry like the r says May interesting I don't know I don't know and thear says interesting I don't know it's a good question wow interesting I think it's the of and Yuda yeah yeah is and Y is so the are already holding already closer to is part of but are getting there very soon very soon they're getting there catch up very fast I don't know that I don't know St I'm just saying I saw once w we ended up in Germany and France and this it's not our fault [Music] by by by bye bye by bye bye [Music] bye bye bye bye bye bye by okay what time is net next Monday you know I just want to know if we still have to do later let me see what time Nets is next Monday what time is sunrise next Monday you know you know I just want to see if uh uh Sunrise next Monday is 7:21 yeah 7:21 okay so they should be finished before 48 okay good morning everybody to one and all we have this from the alter today please take a safer today's class is dedicated anonymously by Mr Anonymous with gratitude to the.net for all the insights that warm our hearts to Tyra thank you very very much for your partnership and a lot of and everything very good and I want to welcome re back from the Holy Land he arrived this morning at 6:5 in the morning and the first destination right after dropping off your suitcases is this year so welcome and it's not like he had a business class seat and he slept the whole night just for the record um okay the my of were placed in because usually those Paras coincide with one of them of Kan and it was uh a theb often he said many my he said quite a few my had a few my on this PK it's from the known as it's page 71 so it's a m that was put into mik it's a but like every M it's a Timeless M and Page 71 on top it should say Mikes in the Hebrew it's l column one lad column 1 or 71 going to look up the date here okay so this my was said by the bat shab M which was means the fourth day of the year that means 184 December 1804 usually the person who wrote my they weren't so busy with the dates they wrote the so that's why the my don't have titles with dates you wouldn't know a date but there were other writers who were very meticulous about the dates so that's how we know from the other transcripts most of them which date it was this was and it begins with a from the noviar chapter 2 which is the the beginning of the of the first shabas of I'll just say if you wish this mare you could describe with the following title breath work according to the alter there's a major section of this m that deals with breathing how breathing Works what the inner rhythm of breathing is and how it's so essential to the entire Cosmic purpose especially when it's accompanied with the spiritual consciousness of what breathing really is okay let's begin he starts off with the as I said from you see page 71 the says the daughter of shall celebrate shall be jubilant and and and joyous like runny is like dance be joyous and be happy Daughter of Zion that's what the prophet is speaking to the Jewish people calling the Jewish people Bas the daughter of and this is an expression often the Jewish people are referred to as the daughter you'll have why do you have throughout that the Jewish people are called a daughter you say the daughter of somebody is usually you're a child of somebody so you could say that's what Bas is you're a child of you were born in but obviously there's a profound meaning why calling them the daughter the daughter of the daughter of he the says a fascinating Med and also quite an interesting uh a strange Med the med says as follows so if you want to understand the relationship ofm and the Jewish people he says it's a metaphor of a king he missing a few words here because he realized that you know the medish the medish says that this King he had an only daughter and he loved her more than enough meaning his love was overflowing it was excessive so the says he did not move away from loving her until he called her my daughter by say my daughter this was an expression of the affection like you know my my son my daughter and that's why you see in that calls his daughter like the says says listen to me my daughter see means give me your ear like hati is Bend IN bring bring in your ear to listen cuz he says see and listen and then he says forget about the nation and the home of your father so that the king will crave your beauty when it says it's like what it says in an expression you're my my wife my shepherd my beautiful one so here too he says which you need to explain what that means exactly but that's the point so what does he call the Jewish people shim you're my daughter continues he couldn't move away from the love it's not enough suddenly he calls her my sister my daughter was good but now it's my sister this says in the famous verses in chapter 5 right The Voice the sound of of my beloved one from the word friendship love is pounding banging on the door open up the door for me my sister my wife my Dove my twin Tam my complete one my twin to say so now the love is expressed in the expression my my sister he didn't move away from loving her until he calls her my mother my mom this the says at the end of I'm sorry in the earlier chapter 3 Daughters of here they're called daughters in the beginning go out and look at the king SCH look at the crown that his mother made for him that his mother adored him with his mother graced him with this at with this Crown the says listen to me my people and my nation hearken to me says the med it says we read it but there's no V so and there's no right you could pronounce different words different ways and there's a reason for it every way you could pronounce a word is part of the meaning part of understanding thir is that any way you could pronounce a word is is part of the meaning so even though we read it from the word like a nation but it says without a so you could read listen to me my people and to my mother please Mommy listen to me so the Jewish people are called daughter sister and mother which one are you usually your daughter is not your mother and not your sister right at least we got to hope that according to it's not allowed to be and a mother and a daughter it's impossible so the I mean you have the story with as over what he did over there but I'll what does this mean so this is what the med is saying it's all expressions of love and as we would say in English he was crazy about her he was overwhelmed with love so first he calls her my daughter sh it's not enough he needs he needs a stronger expression so my sister he needs a stronger expression my mother that's the m so this is the beginning of seeing that when it says we call the Jewish people B it's not a daughter of and a daughter of as says this is part of a very Dynamic relationship that exists on three [Music] levels and then we'll understand which says what we say by so the m is going to explain that essentially there's three relationships what's the job it's a funny thing you're calling your daughter your sister your mother like what do you have to put that pressure you know today would be like that's love like we just call her my daughter it's weird it's strange what are you calling her my mother your mother for She's Not Your Mother she's your daughter so obviously it's very it's like mysterious you have a daughter you love her so call her my daughter you want to call her say my Mal my Z I mean we we we invent words in yish you know my Zite my whatever I don't know my you know the Mya they say that that there was a boy and he was going to preschool the first time ever he left the house going to D Center preschool so his mother takes him to the bus before she puts him on the bus she says my Mal my angel my Zite my treasure my precious thing in the world my my Z have a beautiful day and Mommy's going to wait for my Mal myad my most precious cutest angel in the world to come off the buzz I'm going to be at 3:00 okay beautiful kisses his mommy goes off to school she's there 3:00 comes off the bus my Mal my precious my beloved My adorable my gorgeous most handsome boy in the world how was the first day of school it was beautiful did you learn anything yeah what did you learn he says for starters I learned that I have a name David that's for starter so what's theion call her my daughter you need more adjectives so suddenly she comes your sister your mother so like everything the medis has anus so this is what the M reveals there's three elements in the relationship the function of a father with a daughter is and this is very important to understand is the father is the protector of a daughter that's the job of a father the div to nurture and create safety and protection that the daughter should be able to feel safe right as they speak today about the four s's you know the four s's to feel seen safe secure and soothed so that's the boss they in the position of the daughter where you she could be completely vulnerable because she knows how protected she is she's completely safe physically and of course emotionally and spiritually safety doesn't only mean physical safety that of course too that's the foundation but safety is also emotional safety she feels truly nurtured taken care of one of the great tragedies in today's society is that fathers are not there for their daughters the way they're supposed to be so they look for other men to give approval at those formidable years in life when girls and boys need validation especially for certain aspects of their life so a father has an amazing power to do that because he's a father he's not a mother right he's a he's a man but he's a father and sometimes fathers don't know how to do it or they're out for lunch or whatever the relationship is strained and the girl needs to get it but not from her father and there could be a lot of consequences to that so the idea of the boss is complete vulnerability that she could completely receive because he's fully present as a leader as a nurturer as a protector the relationship with a sibling especially if the sibling is the same age or older is a different type of relationship it's of partnership in many ways it's equals you know you could tell your sibling and your siing to tell you something that you don't tell your child and your child doesn't tell you it's a different type of relationship like in all relationships they can be dysfunctional they can be stressed they we're not talking about that I understand that could be with a sister could be with a daughter could be with a mother you know the joke about the therapy it's a funny joke there were three mothers you know 90 years old and they were talking about the nas they have from their children so one of them says my child gives me real last week was my birthday my 9 birthday he took the whole family on a cruise in the Pacific for two weeks he paid for everything Mah Mah we had the time of the life everybody in the family was there and he paid for it that's n the other one says that big deal he took a cruise he says my my son for my 90th birthday brought me a beautiful home in California so have good weather near the water he paid up the house he paid up the mortgage he hired a chef and he hired a cleaning lady and he hired somebody to take care of the house so I could live the remainder of my life in peace and Tranquility the most beautiful state in the world one of the most beautiful states in the west coast the third mother says bought a he took he took a cruise he bought a house tell about my son my son is already giving meas 35 years every week say what says my son for 35 years every week goes to a therapist and he goes not once a week but he goes twice a week and each session lasts an hour and each session cost him $400 it's one of the top therapists and all he talks about is me that's n already more than three decades that's what he talks about imagine all relationships are often tainted by different emotions that come in because of different experiences but in the quintessential purity of the relationship a mother is not a partner on the contrary what we spoke before about a father and a daughter is also a mother for a child right the mother is the one who protects the mother mother is the one who nurtures the mother is the one who molds and crafts of course a difference between a father and a mother but both father and mother are leaders that's what a father and a mother is so when Hashem calls the Jewish people three names they're very significant he says you're my daughter he says you're my sister you're my mother but that's strange I can understand daughter I can understand sister mother what we're God's mothers suddenly God also needs a mother so it's such an interesting medish that it's an expression of love until you're my sister and then he can't he can't hold himself back you're my mother to understand what are these three concepts what are these three experiences in in our service of obviously there's three dimensions in the Jewish people and because of that they're given these three titles daughter sister mother in order to understand this we have to understand what it says in says in Proverbs Chapter 20 The Soul of a person isem is a candle or a flame the light of is of that's M meaning so the here is the the light the candle the flame of of's name but then we have another where the soul says you are my candle you're my light you're my flame meaning the opposite hasem is called the N the flame of the Jewish of the of the of of the of the Jew so you have here two which seem to represent two opposite ideas is the idea that the is the that's the light of hasem it captures it represents it embodies it manifests the flame of God the light of God the warmth of God the radiance of God but then the P says in an opposite idea the soul is speaking you're my n you're my light you're my [Music] flame so this again you could say yeah it's both that's what he wants to understand when do we say that the Nish is the n of hasem when do we say Hashem is the of [Music] the understand all of this the says knows this because it's the end of the whole the last verse of the entire book of which we say every day also right before right right before the right before we say the last Hal all the Halas that we do so what do we say there literally it means let every soul praise Hashem and then he finished like he finishes all those chapters hallelu he tells everybody praise celebrate God what does the word tal mean often when you want to say praise the usual word in Hebrew is like we say so he doesn't say which means to praise he says so usually it's the same thing we say also means to praise like when you say Hal you're praising you're giving gratitude but the word is meticulous because actually means something else is an expression his flame his lamp is shining on my head I think if if I'm not mistaking the word in English Halo Halo there's like a Halo on top of you if I'm not mistaking it comes from this word so whenever it says is also from that word doesn't just mean to praise means a Radiance there's a light so this means is whenever there's a Radiance whenever there's a glow it's called like a Halo that's what we say huh a Halo yeah there's a glow so that's what it's like like you have an expression the light shines the light radiates so doesn't only mean oh it's going to praise it also means something else it means the whole soul manifest the light of and this is the beginning of the explanation of what the idea of mother and sister and daughter [Music] is to explain all of this explain this whole [Music] the says says haven't changed what does it mean I haven't changed literally means that I'm still here it's not like I didn't you know I didn't get older I didn't get weaker it's not like I'm not present anymore but on a deeper level it means as often explains in the means that the same Oneness and Perfection that existed before creation exists till now my Oneness hasn't changed the Perfection of reality hasn't changed like we say in in the morning you were there before the world was created you were there afterwards so here again you could explain it you were always there like you're still around you know thousands of years later you're still here but the is it's the same who the same state of oness pre-creation is also here now but it's in contrast to the per the way you look at a person's Consciousness person's Consciousness is affected and gets changed from the events of the body because the soul is inside the body because the soul is enclosed Mish in the garments of the body in the three garments which is thought speech and action fascinating words the thoughts of people are like garments if you sleap me by my jacket you don't have access to my actual goof but you slept me by my jacket or the tie is a little harder right or you take somebody by their shirt by their lapel you shlep it they're going to come why because the person is dressed up in the L so if the Lush is slept somewhere the person is inside of it yeah in fact that's often what people do they pull somebody by their by their garment by their jacket by their capot by their by their shirt so he says the Mak of a person is dressing up the soul and encompassing it from every side and it could bring it it can it means it to where it wants and that's where the soul is dwelling meaning if I start thinking about something instinctively or indulgently right and suddenly I'm there that's where I am you know it all happens to us right and you have to like actively say can I change my thought process can I not think about this now because that's how it is it's like thought is not just a garment it's a garment that becomes a definition of the person used to say where people's thoughts are that's where they are are because our conscious it's true is only a you could change it you you are not your thoughts you know sometimes we think we are our thoughts we're not our thoughts they're garments you don't like your suit it's dirty change it who asked you to keep the same shirt on for 25 years my shirt is dirty it's disgusting it's depressing so change your shirt I agree you're not a victim of your thoughts this doesn't mean that I'm a master on the instinctive thought that comes in the thought may come in that you're not a master and that has to do with underlying emotions maybe with time you could work on that and change that but there's thoughts that pop in but the active engagement with the thoughts right this is already a choice that people make the more self-awareness you have the more you realize that it's a garment and garments are not here to be worn permanently the same garment forever as we grow up we change our garments our sizes change we change our shoes and our pants and our shirts in our hats you don't wear the same clothes that you wore as a 2-year-old when you're a 50-year old but with thoughts we sometimes do that you know you have to grow up and get a new set of clothes so is called a is a words are garments actions are garments so these are not garments that are just disassociated they're like real garments because they bring the person to that place that's what he says it brings the this is where I'm going to be dwelling we all know I could be in a particular place if my thoughts are heading in a particular direction that's where I am that's where I am I'm in those places the same is true that my words and my actions so they Define your Consciousness they Define it in the sense that the Garment surrounds and Carries that which is inside the Garment even though Consciousness is not thoughts and it's not words and it's not behaviors but these Define them and they articulate them so you should think the same is true with Hashem Hashem is the soul inside the garments and the garments would be the whole world like thear says the soul fills the body and God fills the world so the world is like a big body a cosmic goof a cosmic organism and just like everybody has an individual soul aive force that fills your body the larger body which is the entire universe is filled by the by the Divine energy that's what the says it's a comparison so would be the same thing he says here you have to understand the difference my thoughts are not your thoughts meaning even the creation of the worlds doesn't create a doesn't create a change in the Divine consciousness just like he was alone before creation he's still alone after creation what does that mean because the worlds don't occupy a separate space that then redefines him into that space why not he gives life to all of them and he gazes with Divine Providence at every single and looks at it till the end of all generations on the pathways of every single person and the schemes and the footsteps of every single G of every single human being so if you say someone is detached completely detached so it's not disassociated of course it doesn't affect them it's like if a person you know is completely detached does you're not there but you're not saying he's not there you're saying he's completely present and he gives life to everything and this Divine Providence on every single and for all of history and nothing is forgotten your eyes are completely open on all the ways of a person so it's a contradiction like the way the expression of before you all the secrets are revealed we say everything is revealed and open and known to you the expression of is means it's known it's revealed they don't even say he knows it's known and revealed what do they want to say because when a person knows something so the knowledge is something new that I have to acquire it's not me it's knowledge that I acquire and this knowledge is going to change me from today I know this fact or I know this reality and therefore it defines me in a new way because the knowledge surrounds the person is malish the person dresses up the person he says but we talk about hashem's knowledge it's also from him because it's also from him so doesn't change so it's an aspect of existence but the aspect of a certain dimension of existence but that dimension of existence doesn't Define the essence that's what he says it's exalted from it myriads and myriads of levels it's completely we say three times until there could be which becomes which becomes the actual existence of something to create worlds Angels Souls it goes through three and because he remains so therefore you could say I didn't change even after creation what's saying here very profound stickle here but the nimit I'm just thinking for the iciest to best articulate this changes everything because it means that every moment there's a dual reality that we're existing in one reality is the reality of pure infinity and Oneness exactly like it was before creation and that didn't change in that sense everything is as perfect as can be I know it sounds a little difficult to absorb but in that sense everything is exactly the way it's supposed to be and it can't get more perfect can't get more perfect everything because from that dimension of an of Oneness and infinity the entire world is just part of that subsumed in that now you say which world are you living in this world you needs a lot a lot of help right and we all know that and that's also true and from then all the problems began in that dimension of creation there's a lot of issues what's that di but it's a dimension dimension of creation means when a person knows something the knowledge exists outside of me so it changes me the person before the not like everybody knows you know sometimes you find out something you're not the same person and that means even if it's not dramatic the person before the person after is not the same person I put on a new that's that's part of my life but there was a person before for the Garment is a person after the Garment yeah the fact that I'm thinking about these things right these things it defines me he can't say doesn't Define me that's how a human being is what Al is saying is but there's a deeper way of living when you tune into the real Divine energy the real Divine energy is still the same from pre-creation I say Hashem knows everything and he thinks everything and the first thing that he knows and thinks is creation your life your life your life your life so God is also with the flow he's also stressed out he's also he's also part of the he's also part of the issue if you want to say he's he's inside of it unless you say he's not inside of it so fine still you can't say there's no world you could just say he's above there and there's a world down [Music] here all those in his his it's all an aspect of hasem himself it's all a knowledge of hasem himself so it's it's a way like he sayses it's the way that the an condensed itself and manifests a certain aspect of energy which allows there to be existence in its own terms it says for this you have to go through one kades and another kades and another kades because it's it's so Sublime but everything remains so everything exists on two levels so to speak I mean on many but generally two one is the way it was before creation where everything is a and the other level is we it becomes whatever it becomes and when it becomes whatever it becomes it doesn't Define and compromise the purity of a from the beginning it doesn't that's the of it doesn't pull him there that now there's a new type of God which is part of creation why is this so important only it's not a v in philosophy it's a v in Phil that's not the V it's a and it means that a person exists in two spaces one there's two different there's a in which you could stop all and tune in to the frequency of complete trust and surrender and faith and over there it's the same Perfection like before creation and it can't be better than that in that sense everything is as perfect and then there's the dimension that we experience with our eyes with our ears which is also a very true Dimension that's the dimension of creation and that creation is also a because he's manifested in that G but when you say that he creates the world and he's in the world and he knows the world don't think he says that it changes and transforms that original quality that is not there anymore that's still is completely there there's also the aspect of that defined is an aspect of it defined itself as time and space and limitation and the knowledge of this detail knowledge of this detail and that's our experience of reality our experience of reality is the way the Divine condenses himself to have a human experience so there's Divine experience and there's The Human Experience The Human Experience is also a Divine experience it's the divine developing which is also part of also part of him so it doesn't like the the of the world doesn't change like now like when I'm thinking about it that I'm there and there's nothing else so this means wherever you think you are is only where you think you are but there's a deeper and that's important because where you think you are is where you think you are but there's a deeper inion yeah that you're not there all the is ultimately that's the when when you tune it to the all the don't Define you so there's a part where everything is pristinely and the way it was M before is tus a little what we're saying or it's a little too uh huh or both your tus and you're not TUS yeah it's really this this is more about experience than about philosophy it's it's the experience of that's the whole V of means that there's the frequency I'm using the word frequency which because I just don't have another word but it's not really the word frequency that there's the dimension of reality in which everything is as perfect as can be and not because you're crazy and you're just a detached nut job and a dead man walking who doesn't have feelings that's not the this is not to minimize pain and suffering it's to describe a place of reality where the Bliss of life is exactly that was pre-creation and complete no ego everything is a that's what he say is not just a statement that God is alive nobody killed him it's a statement that the same Oneness that existed pre-creation still exists now when you look at yourself or you look at the world you look at your child Pro postc creation right now there's that state of Oneness of pre-creation where of course everything is exactly as it's as it can't get better it can get better but God also created the world right we say he created a universe and he created a universe that we experience with our senses and with our emotions and with our feelings that's also that's also true is is not a Mist it's not Fiction it's not in our mind and even if it was only in our mind that itself was created that which should be in our mind first of all it's not only in our mind but even if it was only in our maybe it is only in our mind but even if it was only in our mind that itself is a creation pre-creation wasn't in our mind yeah so that's what he's saying that's that's the relationship he's talking about that when you say the a in the world it's not like the in and the now defines it and now the is in a new place where it wasn't before remains in its absolute Infinity throughout everything and what is everything over there it's all part of that in the dimension of infinity and then there's an element of is slap slapos means how it comes into the particular SE your mind and your mind and your mind and your conscious the consciousness of an an the and that's the way the an is manifested there and as he said and and how does that that not toine him because that's an that's also his it's not like someone else like he he's borrowing energy from somebody else and now he's that's also part of the and it's an aspect of the way the is manifested through a finite experience there was one of our student huh in external there's nothing external right yeah there's nothing inherently external that redefines the a okay now I'm in I'm I'm I'm you know I'm I'm I'm dressed up in a different garment so yeah this is who I am huh is an expression in my mother without there's nothing inherently external like you say it's the way the him is dressed up and defined through a particular experience was some one of our students had a t-shirt uh infinite Consciousness having a uh finite experience does it become not infinite Consciousness no it's infinite Consciousness because the finite is not some outside finite force that captured me like a thought right you tell me something and what you tell me captures me and I'm like now I'm in a I'm in a bad mood I'm in a bad mood yeah I can get out of it but you slept me down a certain Rabbit Hole cuz whatever you said or whatever that thought was or whatever that person said yeah it SS me I'm I'm I'm I'm human I'm sensitive I'm vulnerable if it rains you get wet and if it snows you also get wet and if it's cold you put on a coat you don't say I'm I'm not oblivious so here the V is not he's oblivious but the ver is there's nothing external so there's no like surprise oh wow now there's a world I'm Different that's also from him it's the way the him is being defined through a particular Rhythm through a particular frequency M like frequency very good word because light has different frequencies the electromagnetic spectrum right everything emits light but the question is the frequency of light the wavelength the speed and that depends on what your tyus you know there's colors that we can't see birds can see colors that we don't see it's not that the colors don't exist we don't have the the retina to experience that frequency of light there's sounds that we don't hear you know dogs can hear sounds that people don't hear it's not that the sounds don't exist the dogs hear them it's just we don't have the to absorb them so they don't exist in our world so the a operates on so many different levels of frequencies that's all part of him and one is one is that's finite time space this thought this Consciousness and simultaneously it's also All Pure Infinity so there's like an inherent Paradox but he said that's what that's how you have to stand reality when people learn these my they think it's just abstract philosophy about Hashem that he didn't change they don't understand what Al is talking that change is the person because you're part of that reality if if God is the same like pre-creation so where are you so that means there's that dimension of you like pre-creation huh yeah it's easy people learn M he's like talking more philosophy about hasem like the philosophers were very busy D God changed from creation not changed from creation the the midevil philosophers are consumed with this idea how God changes he doesn't change how can one come from how could many come from one and if he does know if he doesn't know how much does he know and how can you not change if you know things and how can you care about things and not change it doesn't make sense so that's also it's a fascinating discussion but in in the is much deeper than that I don't know called deeper it's an avid it's not another philosophy which is also important I'm not saying I'm just saying it's people not off now this is a because this is where all comes from all real Serenity and Tranquility comes from this place so it's not just an abstract philosophical idea that's NE maybe to a few people who are Big Bali madas no no I'm saying this is not a v that for a few very lofty Souls that can live in that space that can relate to it and say oh as we'll see in the M this is one of the most important ideas in a and it doesn't contradict being a realist or being a responsible person in other words this is not about na or Detachment you know sometimes when there's a painful world you become Det attached you know you cut off your wires of emotions and you become like a computer that's not what we're talking about in fact it makes a person much more proactive just like God from being ain't doesn't become less active and doesn't become less resourceful because he's ain't on the contrary it means that the person is facing the world not as a finite victim but as an agent of infinity that makes you Unstoppable and unbreakable and at the same time knowing that I'm also very finite and I'm very vulnerable and that's what makes a person a person in other words I was created yes there's an element in which you are Creator and you weren't created and you're one with an just like pre-creation like we said your Mish a but there was also creation but the is that don't think that creation redefines and therefore just like it doesn't redefine it doesn't redefine you as part [Music] of that's you understand vibration that's what you feel vibrations yeah you need to you saying different vibrations of existence yeah the vibration yeah we need to realize frequenc yeah yeah yeah the vibration beautiful you seeing the vibration varies word vibration sound because more right that's what he's saying he's saying it's about the vibration that experience interfere regulating the frequency right right right right yeah yeah those two things vibration and yeah yeah yeah yeah of course of course [Music] right but but theb is explaining it and you see the daa wants to explain it because it's it's called a psycho education even though the Tas is experience but without the information and the awareness it's very very it's almost impossible to experience it because intuitively there's so many contradictions and there's so many issues that can undermine this that unless a person really gets it they can then breathe breathe through the contradictions and make space for them and it doesn't take them away from that space so for this you really have to get it to yeah to give an example for this in terms of emotional emotional development of people you know sometimes people think if they have a weirdness of all their problems they healed they're not because the problem is not a level of awareness somebody once said psychology is not my issue biology is my issue the body stores all the memories and that's where everything is happening the responses the reactions the awareness may give me Clarity more it may give me dignity you realize it's not your fault so it's a good thing but awareness doesn't create healing there's people who went on Journeys for years they have every awareness in the world they have an encyclopedia of awareness with ABC you know they have 20 letters everything like you know it's 45 years they have a they have they could make a whole encyclopedia Brian of what happened to them you know 20 volumes and they think oh I got it you you have information and it's important information sometimes it's it's sometimes it's irrelevant information sometimes it's wrong information but sometimes it's amazing and important and true information but that's not where healing happens healing happens it's the experience it's an experiential thing of rewiring the way the brain responds to life yet the education of it is very important right that's same thing the is is emotion experience but is so essential because when a person is going through that process of experiencing there's going to be so many triggers and there's going to be so many contradictions and there's going to be so many potentials to get lost in those thoughts or feelings that the education and the awareness of what's Happening could say okay this is what's happening right it's like it's like Google Maps Google Maps can't take you to Australia it can't take you to Miami can't even take you to B Park so what do you need it for if you're ready to get into the car and drive and say h of course if you go down this road it's going to take you an extra 6 hours cuz is a crazy accident or cuz Trump is coming to Bar Park you understand the map is important not nobody can get anywhere with the map the map doesn't take you anywhere but the map gives you guidance to understand here there's going to be crazy traffic here you're going to get lost so now when you're ready to but what's what's you have to go on the journey but the education allows you it gives you the fact and the material not to get lost and not to get discouraged and not to get overwhelmed because oh this just happened of course it's going to happen yeah that's where awareness is so important I'm not going to say it's all part of God's world but that's what explains all these that doesn't substitute the experience another beard another explanation another explanation yeah my wife tells me something I'm triggered it's not sh sh like somebody once screamed me and God didn't change or somebody once said somebody told me that the once came into 770 it was Thanksgiving early in the morning and there was a b who was a mischievous and interesting fellow he also liked to eat and he was L on the bench in B with a turkey Thanksgiving and he was eating the turkey and he was singing py says the river is mine I created myself and I exist and nothing else exists he's eating he's eating his turkey yeah so on an experiential on an experiential level is a complete state of relaxation that's embodied without the weirdness without the understanding of what that means what do you mean there's a big world look at the news there's craziness going on and what you don't want me to have a job like who's going to support my family or anything else that's happening with the evil The Suffering The anguage the wars the Bloodshed the violence like it's very easy to say thank you like where you living you know go to Mars and scream so it's so important to be able to have the map that delineates that that defines what the at least in a limited way for the human Capac for the human brain to to to have some some of it okay now let's see another few minutes the next piece why do you say three times you have two H in's name and and then and the first H thought the second h words word he says the source of creation of all the worlds all the angels all the souls is always in in words through hashem's word Heaven Was Made and through the spirit the breath of his mouth all of its Legions were made sobor is the origin of creation as we know it like it says in B utterances words the last hey we said is words so what's leading to the he that's the three kades the three times kades is to become you to become he to become V to be able to become the last he which isor evolution of energy from one space to another space until you can have the last which is now I want you to be of what he's saying here since there's nothing inherently external from him so his words are from him his thoughts are from me yeah so just like by a person yeah you have the way you formulate your ideas in words but before that those words were in your thoughts before that those words were you're in your emotions before that those words were you're in your awareness before that those words were in your subconscious what do those words look like when you're in your subconscious I don't know what do those words look like when they were in your thoughts I don't know cuz I don't know your thoughts what do those words look like when they were in your emotions I don't know but it's usually jumble Mumble it's very hard to decipher now if all of creation is God's words what did creation look like when it was still a thought what did creation look like when it was an emotion what did creation look like when it was an idea what did creation look like when it was in the subconscious it's also there but what is it it's Infinity that's Kadesh kades Kadesh so creation has to evolve from level to level to level until it becomes a word and that's the that's the tree I could see the tree I could see is aor and why is it called words cuz words is the first part of you that leaves your mouth till I reach the state of words everything is still inside of me so if we would say the world was created with God's thoughts it wouldn't be accurate you know why the world was created with God's thoughts but then when I would look at a tree I would look at the tree and I would say today when I look at a tree I say tree squirrel me coffee mic Book Table Chair because it's a word it's not a thought and the word represent something that takes on concrete form outside of the speaker in fact there something called plagiarizing what does plagiarizing mean when somebody thinks you can't plagiarize them unless you use Elon musk's new neural links neurol links you could plagiarize even thoughts but that's as the world is getting closer to the G so we're getting closer to the Mak of the Bri we'll soon see yeah that's not a joke it's not P that neural links is happening now we're suddenly tuning in to as a real as a real reality that that can translate into the world huh a discernable reality yeah so if God wouldn't bring the world to words it would still be the same world but it would be a Divine thought a Divine thought doesn't leave the Divine so you would look at the world you would say right away that Dimension still exists just because I'm speaking you think I'm not thinking even a person sometimes sometimes that's true right stop speaking right but but a real thing the fact that you bring a teacher who brings out words in words doesn't mean there's no thoughts doesn't mean there's no emotions it's a different level of reality so the whole B you can experience on a level of on a level of on a level of emotion on a level of awareness on a level of subconscious that's the idea ofus [Music] and what what all this mumbo jumbo world where did the calist find out what they had spaceships and they went we once s with Rabel Khan so he was talking about the different worlds so uh one of the B who was very technical he's like we so he said do you think you'll take a spaceship and you'll go a thousand light years you're going to bump into what arel knew about these worlds how did he know about these worlds the answer is all these worlds existed in his soul the worlds exist right here it's a dimension it's like you put on you know how you put on uh 3D glasses right then you see a different reality you look at a microscope through a microscope you see a different reality it's not somewhere else you look through a telescope you look at the same star it's a different reality are not different worlds in some weird places that if you're a crazy if you're a superstitious Mystic you decide that you're there it's dimensions of existence the moment you start seeing existence on a deeper level you know some people can hear somebody's words other people hear the depth of the words other people hear the emotions of the words other people know the awareness that produces those words it's different layers of sensitivity other people hear words they don't even understand the words they just hear letters and then other people other words they plagiarize it they take your words they make it their own they detach it from The Source that's what atheism is atheism is Grand plagiarizers they take a world it's completely not theirs they steal it that's what a plagiarizer is you take somebody else's Talent somebody else's creativity you claim it as your own but that could only happen with words not with thoughts again till Rollings I told you on why what's the big deal so he says it's a whole it's a way of living everything in the world in he Hebrew is the only language where a thing and a word are the same word you know that d means what does D mean a a thing what else does D mean a word why is a thing a word the answer is cuz in Juda ISM every is only a word a thing is if it's a thing it's a word it's a manifestation of divine words so like this if you look at everything in the world and you identify in it now you redeem the world huh yeah yeah yeah I remember when the said it there was a half you redeem the world it says in is the says the word comes the word concealment because by definition the world is a concealed place because it's dorbor that left God at least from our perception cuz when you're speaking I don't see your thoughts I see your word I hear your words your words left you now they're inside of me and I could do with your words whatever I want you know trust me as somebody who speaks a lot I know that people do with words whatever they want they hear what they want to hear or they I should say they hear what they're capable of hearing right and they can also distort it maybe not even consciously people hear things based on where they are in life they don't hear what you're saying they hear what they are ready to hear you understand oh yeah with thoughts it doesn't work that way like if you want to tune into to my thoughts you have to tune into to me if you want to tune into to my words you could stay where you are and use the words as you want you can even distort it not only that sometimes I could say one thing and what person heard is the exact opposite cuz that's what he wanted to hear and just does an expression people hear what they want to hear huh selective hearing there was a yid he was a he was an interesting tus I knew him so people would come to him you know for loans and this so you would talk to him and he would often he had a hearing gaug and he go ah so you said it again if I don't hear it the first time I won't hear it the second time in the third time right there's a reason I didn't hear huh it wasn't sh it was a [Laughter] businessman he was just being honest so what's the what you see in everything the sh you redeem the world so the whole world is De when you say the world is it's still a it's not like God doesn't think anymore CU he speaks so I'm looking at the tree what dimension of the tree I could see the tree from a place of from a place of from a place of M from a place of from a place of ker from a place of prum it's all there but in that space in the higher level of reality it's pure a and that's why physics drives everybody crazy especially modern physics because what is physics revealing that the same reality on one level is completely predictable and logical if you go a little deeper you go muga it's pure Insanity nobody knows what hit them step Hawkins said that the moment you talk to me about U Quantum reality where subatomic particles move clockwise and counterclockwise simultaneously I open my draw I take out my gun in other words I want to kill myself cuz cuz I'm I'm I'm useless my brain is useless how is a brain supposed to wrap its brain around absolute Paradox you'll telling me that a son your son is younger than you and simultaneously he's also older than you he acts that huh he acts that for sure he acts that way that we know it's a Mitzvah it's called it's called an expression you're writing and you're not writing you're writing and you're not writing said it's ridiculous to talk like that about God he was a philosopher you don't talk that he said it's not a compliment to say that you're full of paradoxes doesn't extol the virtues of God that he can do impossible things he said it's stupid it's irrational he was right from his perspective the RBA attacked it the RBA says no of course today in quantum physics even atheists say it they have no choice CH huh yeah so for example light is it a particle or is it a wave you know the either it's a so you say it's both but it's par it's a paradox because if you're acting like a particle which means you're like a like a your own little contained bull you're not acting like a wave a wave comes as a wave like a wave of water and they sort act as a particle and it acts as a wave and it's a paradox and it's both but then when they look at it cuz they want to take a video it collapses into one cuz your eyes turn it into one so who's making it limited you cuz you you don't have the you don't have the to see reality that's higher than logic so you reduce you force it into a model that makes sense to you that's what we all do so this is unbelievable so it means that the Observer of reality forces reality into the box that we can deal with and this is pure science has nothing to do with religion but but here you have the the here you have the underlying truth of it all because it's all true on the dimension ofor it becomes concretized on the dimension of it's still more fluid and dim menion of emotion it's more fluid and Di menion of awareness it's more abstract and dim mention of the subconscious it's it's part of the infinite so which layer is true every layer is true now the question is when God speaks does he loses thoughts emotions awareness subconscious no so the same tree is still infinite it it's not like when we think about things and the thought sleps my Consciousness cuz there's nothing inherently external it's the fact that he came into words that's just another aspect of defining existence through words so in every moment of reality there's that space where everything is as perfect as is and then where everything is as is and we look at it and this is also the reality of it and to live withus means to live in both realities simultaneously and that's called you wanted to say something who Al there's a called I think I mentioned it last time Al was one of the greatest philosophers in Jewish in Jewish history he has a sa called SE it's one of the 5 10 Classics of Jewish philos ophy people who study Jewish philosophy like so one of the big is like you have the Kari so one of the big things is uh is so he takes on there was a big by the if you could say about means he's prevented from being prevented soam is a splitting of the sea okay I could blow on the water in the bathtub and it'll split right God could bring a wind and the whole sea could split so that's a miracle that that's a compliment it makes huh yeah so that that's the that's the one source in gar that this proves a huh yeah say we have a tradition that the space of the Arin was not part of space now what does he mean the Arin had to have a if the Arin didn't have space it wasn't a kosher it wasn't a spiritual box it was a physical Bo so it had to have a mck and yet if you measured till the Arin from the wall till the AR and from the other side of the Arin to the wall it was exactly the same measurement with d and without AR in other words it didn't take up space but it did take up space super position superposition so today they they have a name for it superp position so the the the the this is before all this so he lived in the 1300s in in Spain the 14th century so he writes that is a ridiculous thing to say about God it's not a compliment it's not a compliment to say that God can do stupid things and he gives an example to tell me that God could make that my child who was born when I was 30 years old is older than me he says that's not a praise it's a muga to give it a simple example he says to say that God could make that 2+ 2 equals nine m 2 plus 2 doesn't equal nine and he can't do it because logic is is reality and it's not a compliment to say that you could be M that's basically his idea Einstein said about Quantum mechanic God doesn't play dice with the universe right Einstein wanted a sensible world he was a smart guy he liked logic I understand people like control logic is control it's elegant they want an elegant Universe they don't understand that the deepest form of Elegance is infinity you understand they they wanted Elegance they didn't want that's what we learned in the they didn't want the they did a one they wanted Elegance everything should look elegant it's a very nice thing the problem is the moment Elegance is divorced from truth it can also become very arrogant and even sadistic we all know about cultures that were more elegant than any other culture yeah they had no problem with doing the most heinous crimes because Elegance without Hashem is yeah is a thing we love beauty right the big day iron is but and it's a very big difference I think Rafal H said that the Greeks what was the line he says for the Greeks that which was aesthetical was ethical for the Jews that which is ethical is aesthetical when aesthetical when that which is aesthetical is divorced from ethics it's very dangerous CU in one one could just may be innocent they just art what's what's wrong with art but if the art is not pointing to the artist then ultimately the art can also devolve into the most base and even depraved realities that's why we saw in our generation a great culture they had the most scientists they had I think the most phds in all of Europe they loved art they could spend a day murdering children and then come home and drink beautiful wine so Su that they came home and went to hunt animals okay they came home and hugged their dogs and hugged their wives and hugged their kids and listened to bak and Mozart in the background with a record player and Vagner of course Vagner they listen to even in aitz Richard Vagner but they could come home and hug their kids and hug their dogs and drink beautiful wine that connoisseurs explained how artistic and exquisite this wine is and then the next morning go and murder children of how does it work so for Jews they don't understand how it works but it works so why did I get into art um argued that is not something to say about Hashem it's not a compliment the has a it's a famous CH I think it's a long CH says stop telling God what he could do and what he can't do so took very much the side of the because they said logic is created you're right it doesn't make sense that something is moving this way and it's moving that way the same time it's worthless said you're joking you're making a joke out of yourself it's like saying God could make 2 plus two is nine God could make 2 plus two is yellow thank you it's not a compliment to say 2 plus two is yellow that does you're just not making sense you have to understand ab's argument he's making a good argument he's not saying God is limited see things no no no that's different cuz he doesn't have to consume physical wood that's a different V we don't have a problem with Miracles he to do he has no problem with that but that expresses God's potency I can't fight par Hashem could fight par I can't take water and make it blood I don't know how to do that but God made blood he made water he could CH change the chemistry over there he could from from H2 oh he could make whatever they want whoever made the H2 could change that they don't have a problem with this is not a question of if God could but he said tell me that God could do something don't tell me that God could be something that doesn't make sense and you just made it up with J saying God what did you just say 2 plus 2 equals 9 so if you say God doesn't do it's not an insult you understand what he's saying the reason is Al saw logic as the framing of the universe of reality logic is created so it's another creation means that is like a it's like an instrument with which you build something so it's another instrument so is like a hammer God is a hammer we love hammers you can't build a Suka without a hammer but don't turn the Creator into a hammer she don't turn the Creator into logic it's another instrument through which he built the world it's an amazing instrument it's much more sophisticated than a hammer K is the backend program it's intelligence and that's what science is looking for they're looking for the intelligence of the universe right which by the way that's why to be a real scientist and to be an atheist is like a joke because every scientist is looking for the intelligence of the universe they all agree there's laws of nature usually if there's a law somebody wrote the law but okay they don't deal with that there's laws of nature we just take it for granted it's a joke if there's laws of nature why are there laws of nature why even in one home you can't create laws without a lot a lot of work so the whole universe conforms to laws right even three teenagers yeah try convincing your teenager of a law in the house right good luck you have to bribe them for like six years okay and that's one teenager in the whole universe are all following laws everybody the whole nature is like sure there's laws there's no laws there's a God there's a Creator there's a lawgiver there's a so science they're all looking for the laws of the universe but said to make doesn't make sense it's not but but who was much more into Caba and especially they say no Hashem is the expression uses an interesting expression there's things that are prevented even from God that's what he says not because he's limited but because they don't make sense what do you want it's like you know the those old questions that they ask can Hashem kill himself can hasem commit suicide if he could so then there's no God and if he he can so then he's limited can Hashem make another God you know these questions can Hashem make another God if he could so then there's two gods and if he can so he can't so he's limited can hasm make a rock that he can't pick up you know these sophisticated questions doesn't have a problem he has a problem with things what doesn't make sense one entity doesn't make sense doesn't make logical sense why not you have B it's not mood different ways of looking at things you could look at something from one perspective and another perspective and they could both like they could be different like a rainbow they could be different colors it's not inherently elogical we all understand in our own life there's a time for a time for a Time will be more effective the time will be less effective right one of the biggest problems of Jewish leaders is when they have to use they use when they to use they on terrorists they use on Settlers they use CUO governments that's is a different that's that's much later this is AR but this was an argument if certain inherent paradoxes apply to God Al he said yeah and he said I'm not insulting Hashem on the contrary I'm just telling you that God is not crazy that's what basically what he writes don't call go M because you want to say he can do everything but the emis is that the mum said that was wrong why not that he was wrong from his perspective he was right from his perspective but the moment you understand that se is a creation so just like you can't define God by a hammer or by a boulder don't Define them by Logic so you tell me but it doesn't make sense I have I have no problem yeah it doesn't make sense so I can't put my brain around you're right you can't put your brain around is it's also yeah the whole is a yeah yeah yeah so there's parts of the world that come into SE used SE to form them and that's where SE could get it but the moment you reduce reality to that you're going to be very very frustrated so today there's already no argument anymore because in Quantum modern physics there's so many irrational things that if you try to put things in rationality you're going to go crazy and you're not you're going to you're going to you're going to realize that you're fighting reality like at some point you have to surrender to reality today to say that reality is purely rational is the greatest joke in the world but what Al is explaining here is that the world you have to see the dimension the world we know is a world of debor and that's the Paradox of the world on one hand it's all Divine but it's the way the Divine is concretized in a world that you could divorce from the Divine and that's what words are that's exactly what words are because words on one hand you can attribute them to the speaker and say wow this is amazing or you could plagiarize them and steal them and it's an extremely elegant it's an extremely elegant uh description of it because in every moment in life you can do one of two things think about somebody speaking Yeah you could listen to the words or you could listen to the one saying the words you understand the difference yeah says said I sort a mayor from the back if I would have seeing it may have from the front oh I would have understood everything differently why the words were the same you understand the difference because when I saw that may from the back I saw I heard the words not the one who said the words if I would have seen May so I wouldn't all hear the words I would the source of the words it's different words canag so the same is true in the world that every moment yeah what's the difference what's what's theat versus not this is the V the moment I take credit for anything I'm divorcing the from the I'm not I'm stealing from God I'm taking something that says he just spoke I steal the words I my name on it I sell it and I get the royalties huh and you take the credit you stole something that's not yours it was hisor say and you're also his debor even even your is you stealing from him so that's the choice every moment does creation point to the Creator in other words the dbra is connected to the m or you're separating the two if you're separating the two that's plagiarism and plagiarism is is unethical it's wrong it's interesting I just realized I know just popped into my head Al wrote for 20 years intermittently 20 years he published the in 1796 without his name imagine somebody works on a safer for 20 years and then they publish it without their name you know today if you take an article from somebody right and you put it on your name that could sue you for $5 million here you write a safer for 20 years you publish it without the name so the reason he did that was because since there was profound opposition to he didn't want that anybody should not read the safer because oh he's in that camp you know he wanted as they say judge the the Merit of the book by the content not by the person but there's a deeper reason cuz the whole mik of T was the the so didn't even put his name on theer theer it's a conduit the name is but I'm saying the is right it happened to come through me but the bit is so profound it's not even a name like we spoke on he was channeling the mag yeah who was channeling the who was channeling it's the question is if you're a Channel or not if or not as answer like went through so much know and with mequ yeah we yeah yeah but that's same yeah yeah if I if I give a speech let's say or a class and sometimes it's very successful what doesn't mean Successful People appreciate it it may be life-changing for people maybe even life-changing for the speaker transformative meaningful inspiring empowering whatever it is and people come over or they write a message right there's the snake inside of me or the there there's the the the UN or the the the Clipper the shell inside that wants to take credit the moment I give credit to myself what did I do that's called plagiarism it divorces the D from the I basically I'm stealing from The Source this is this is all one it's a thought it's all a thought but it's an internal thought the moment ah wow yeah look how good I am that's essentially a spiritual death sentence why it's not just not true first of all it's not true that's number one number two it's it's also not true but it's also torturous why because just like I I just complimented myself that's mine when I fail or I make an error it's also me so life becomes so dependable on on people's feedback this was great oh wow I get the credit right now something was not great I also get the credit so it's a very very torturous world and the reason is because I divorc the D from the sh and this is a very very deep Temptation life and every person in their own life whatever it is this person with making money and this person with success in this area or that area this could be in in yish kite in secular things whatever it is every person in their own life the moment I have that thought oh I did well it's mine so if it's you're thankful to Hashem that you was to be a that's amazing that's a beautiful thing but the moment I take the credit and it's a very subtle it's a very subtle thing like you only know it inside yourself nobody else would know it it's a very subtle subtle distinction it's not like blunt blunt or or derogatory or it doesn't sound crass or evil it's very very subtle but inside yourself I know inside myself and there's a Temptation like that because it's a nice feeling to take the credit you know what I mean I was once I once traveled to Detroit I think it was for a lecture so uh I gave a lecture there a number of years ago I saw there was a couple sitting it was a secular it was a secular audience and they're like staring at me like a strange way like steering like looking who is this guy and I was wondering so afterwards they come over to me and they ask me they say what's your name so I told them my name they said ah we made a mistake what was the mistake they saw somebody on television the day before never before he had the same last name like me it happened to be my brother and then they saw the last name they said oh let's go hear him and they come to the lecture I get up it doesn't look like him a little bit he looks like him like in one day he changed so much like he became younger by 16 years in one day so they're like a whole lecture they're debating like what happened are they crazy cuz we look a little like each other so they're like my brother Simmon he's yeah like him not like him not like you know you know the M with the Sig yeah you don't know the mea so it reminded me there was a yeid he was sitting at AA a Big R came to town the gave a and this yid was sitting in the front and he goes like this and then a few seconds later he goes like this yes no yes no two hours yes no yes a whole time yes no so the do afterwards comes over to him and said I didn't know you're such a gone like every few seconds wow you you understood the problems and the contradictions he said actually I wasn't listening really so he said so what were you Notting yes no he says I had for many years an aled Sig it's called a an Old Goat with aard with p and I lost it and I miss him and then you got up and I took a look at you and I said oh this is my book you're my goat and then you started to talk and I'm like my goat wouldn't say such stupid things so I'm like no it's not but then you said something intelligent I said yeah you are and the whole speech I was going back and forth you are my goat you're not my goat you so the says what was your conclusion the conclusion was a a buck you are but you're not mine so that's the story I thought when they told this to me yeah so basically they're saying and they're saying like we came to hear somebody else so hold and now we okay now we know it's not [Laughter] you and they traveled very far I think they traveled two hours cuz they wanted to see their celebrity and it was it wasn't that person right so I comforted them and I said I'm I apologized I said I'm sorry they made me feel good they said it was still all right fine but the truth is that the moment we I or anybody takes credit that's what we're doing you understand you you're you're you're confusing the two so that's the idea that the whole world is aor so a dber has this Duality I could control it and hold on to it and it feels good for 5 minutes but it's really plucking the Rose from the earth and the rose is going to die in other words you're holding on to something that's not going to exist the moment I take credit I have to take credit for everything and then I'm going to phase the disappointments of life and suddenly you see you're detached and that's where life becomes torturous because the moment the ego takes control so now it's so vulnerable when the ego is on top of the pedestal it's beautiful and then somebody puts it down and life will always put down your ego at some point what are you you're just AATA and now you're arguing to get back your ego so like now could could somebody give me a compliment that's the torture you understand what I'm saying that's the torture of detaching but when you understand that it's aor that's expressing the speaker so that's the world that's and because of that we also understand that the same words exist on the dimension of thought dimension of emotion dimension of awareness Di ition of subconscious and it's all the same world until you reach the point of where it's completely one with the even while God is manifested in the tree as we know it as a word because the words are also from him if the words were external then you would say he's changed now in these words but since since he retains who he is even in the words so the same world remains that reality even even above so that's The KES KES KES to get to the last he which is you have to go through to go through you have to go through V and you have to go through he once you understand this we understand what a really means at every moment it means connecting the world with the source first with the deor but then even much is beyond deor and as he'll soon come the the that's how the whole breathing works the whole system of breathing is going every moment back to and then back to our reality so the whole breath work of a person of life the way the system was created is going back and forth because that's what that'll be the of will continue on Monday morning and everybody have a beautiful day [Music] yeah you know apart from the I from the I think it's a I think so it's one I don't remember I'm not sure but I think it's a I I saw a poster for your your T the day after I saw it I didn't realize you oh you were in Israel I was in Israel oh wow okay how did it go beautiful was it it was a big crowd very you have I don't but probably it's online I don't have to search a little they probably put it [Music] online may they had over the week like 80,000 people for yeah the convention center of Jerusalem I heard it should I take the credit based on my should I take the credit yeah when you learn Tanya you have to know a few things the first thing is that neam is the coping mechanisms that we develop in order to survive and be safe the word RA in T is not evil ra means whenever we're disconnected we're not in alignment we're not in the flow of Oneness and we're disassociated or disconnected and therefore broken that's ra the third thing isid is not evil emotions it could be that too but it really means all are Midas that are broken meaning all the mid that come from our copy mechanisms trying to keep us safe but not allowing us to experience our alignment with Hashem I think those were the three things right I think that's I said if anybody learns T and they have this as the basis of their translation it'll be it'll be much more relatable because the moment people see ra when people see the word ra and Tanya they write away think I'm evil yeah I'm not evil you're not evil like we trans r evil that's why like narcissist I'm a criminal no mid just means broken Midas it's Midas that come from Brokenness which is the animal soul is broken because it feels that it's detached anything that feels it's detached is broken there's only Oneness when I'm detached I'm broken the word in is means a flimsy wall it's a broken wall it's called because the word in Hebrew means broken not evil that's the source of evil the source of evil is Brokenness once it's broken now the question is how broken you are that's the source of all e all evil comes from Brokenness the question is how how much it devolves into evil but the the source of RA is Brokenness always it's always that's the source of the Brokenness of the the moment you're broken you don't know who you are the moment you don't know who you are you need to create a substitute reality to live the moment you need to create a substitute reality that substitute reality can be become insane the question is how insane so everyone has different uh way also good from broken no by definition unless unless the Brokenness brings me to wholeness that yeah la like the famous V you knowen heart when the broken heart brings me to Hess huh when the Brokenness brings to wholeness then it's very powerful [Music] once we get sick and tired of the substitutes it's called maturity it's called that's what maturity is we get sick and tired of the substitutes and then we can begin growing up your lecture remind me of an argument I had with a philosophy teer that I had Jewish atheist so he was talking about Astic lines in calculus you have two lines that are not exactly parallel but they grow away from each other infinitely and he was talking about the infinite sign that there is no beginning and no end and basically the end is the beginning so I asked him a question I said if there's no Creator in the world and there's no starting point he will always go back he'll never go for that's when the was over who you'll never go forward you'll always go backward to the beginning where did you study this this was in Brooklyn College many many years ago who was the professor it was a a Jewish professor professor coo when I when I open up that subject he had no answers that was it what did he tell you he just had that was it and the whole class was quiet I for the whole argument deeper the calculus but it was like that point if there's no beginning you never you will never progress W there's a beginning okay y