The Mystical Leap Year

one and really it's a a from invas so just a little bit of an introduction one of the topics one of the many many many topics that came up in today's daf is the idea that sometimes a frame and manasha are treated like tvatim sometimes are all part of the same shv known as rightu said but what emerged from the gum is that it's not regarding all things it was true regarding it was true regarding the gull and the way the yen traveled when they were in the midbar and it was true regarding the kanukask there was a special ni for a frame that brought his carbonas and there was a special Nasi for Manasha that brought his carbonas. Sometimes it was a frame and manasha being two. But in all other situations, Ephraim and Manasha are really under the umbrella of of an example of where and under the umbrella is that we're learning according to each brought its own. It wasn't a fry separate and mana separate but rather it was separate. Ysef is considered one shave. Now if yph's considered one sh how do you have 12vatim regarding the par the say is the way you have 12vatim is through ley ley ends up being the 12 and because ley ends up being the the 12vet that's how you end up with your 12vat. So sometimes the fra and are treated like two. Sometimes a manasha are part of the same They're both part of shitan in two places in par and in par says that really if you look throughout the whenever we talk about theatim there's always 12 theatim are always now in terms of who the yudatim are that can differentiate but it's always going to be yudatim the number is always going to be 12 he says sometimes you have y being one sometimes you have y being divided into two he said sometimes ley is part of the sometimes ley is not part of the in the end of parish it's actually the beginning of parish you have giving to all theatim when is giving to all theatim so he lists 12vatim you know who doesn't get listed Shim doesn't get listed, right? You have all the I mentioned, but Shim is not listed. And says why not, but over there you have a and you have Ley. So, someone has to be missing. Who's going to be missing? It's going to be missing. But the bottom line is And says that was always made up of interestingly who the Yudim are, that can vary. And this is something that really played itself out very very in today's d. So just one for that I saw for and that is the piece is really part of a mimer and the mimer is talking about where Jacobu meets Yosfad after they had been separated for for 22 years and everyone knows Kazal say what was the first thing that Jacobu did when he saw the first thing that he did was he said he's coming to learn up why was it that of Jacobu when he saw his beloved you know, for the first time after all these years felt this that what he wanted to do was to say so that's the context over there. So I'm just picking two excerpts from this and that is says we know the says in par that after so all the family members of Jacob they tried giving him but the says that he refused to accept the His entire family got up to try to give him he refused to take said I'm going to go to my grave and he cried and he cried and he cried for him refused to be and everyone tried right says his sons, his daughters. The way that touches it is that the children got up and they and they were telling Jacob, he says, "Yakob, I understand you lost your son and I understand that you feel very bad, but look, LOOK AT YOUR FAMILY. WHY YOU FOCUSING on what you don't have? FOCUS ON WHAT YOU DO HAVE." HIS MOM IS giving him is like this epic motivational speech. I understand. Look at why. But he refused. And the Emma says if you think about it, it's a it's a because really if someone goes through it, so it's it's an it's it's it's not easy, but he has to focus on the good and not focus on on what he has that's not perfect in life and of wasn't able to come to a a maj Drago where he was able to say you know what let me look at and let me focus on what I do have and instead this is the way truth is brings there's a par right here on this a fascinating is it possible that there's something called that the people that die are going to come back life. Even your forefathers didn't believe in. Why would you believe in something so silly? Your forefathers don't believe in and you do. So said where do you find that our forefathers which one didn't believe in? He said what is it refused to be comforted because of the fact that he lost. So said this man he's timing good. if he believed that one day he was going to see again. So why is he crying so much? He's going to see him again. I don't understand is the biggest ride that Jacob thought he was never going to see again. So must be he didn't believe in. So he tells him told him in he says you don't understand how to learn this par. Let me tell you why refused to be show that really was alive and he knew was alive and that's why he didn't get the second shot said he says you want to know why didn't accept it wasn't because he couldn't overcome this personal it's not the reason it's because said that the bris of the the covenant of the is gone. Why? He said he said I tried so hard to have 12 sons that would be the shift. He said he observed that all the correspond to the 12 constellations. The 12 hours in the day is 12 hours in the night. There are 12 months in the year. There are 12 stones in the he says now that I lost one son in the I lost one son. He says, "Now I don't have theatim. And because I don't HAVE EVERYTHING THAT I ever worked for is gone. I lost the brisk of the I lost that. And that's not something I can get past. I can't get past that." And that's why now the asks a good me to get married and have another wife and have another child because he had already sworn to love him. He already sought love and he wasn't going to marry another wife and as a result he couldn't have children and it was based on that that he was soar because he said the reason was not because of his personal tragedy. The reason it was because he understood that was going to come from and he said look at how hard I tried to be now that I lost one of those sons and the he thought is not alive. So I lost one of my sons that means I only have 11. I can't get married. That means the are not coming for me. And if I'm not the one that's being theim then I lost everything that I worked for in my life. And that's why could not get past that was the quotes when the end of brings this medish. Listen to brings them out. He says this all the whole the whole of throughout his entire life was it was to build and it was because of this that he worked by love and for 20 years and all the time that he got from he wanted the brahas. What were the brahas? It was and the only way he was going to get it was if he was going to be now that he saw he lost. You thought that he doesn't have 12. He lost everything that he worked for his entire life. And that's why he mourned for 22 years because by this happening he lost everything that had happened to him. In fact the very very end of this piece of says one line. He says, "When you think about what thought he lost, it's a big maybe as big as the because he worked his whole life thinking was going to come from him and now all of a sudden he lost it and Emma says he had an out." The out was he could have got married and had another child but he wasn't going to do that because of the and says to for to be able to deal with this and to not get married and have another child and to realize that even though he put in all this effort he lost this is the why is he saying because that was the now all of a sudden not coming from just lost see he says but this is the reason this is the reason that was in so much sad he's so much sarcas understood and that's why because he thought was going to come from him. And if everything that I worked for I lost that was something he couldn't get past. And that's and this is talking about in this part of is very much based on a here. He said agishla this is that take a look at this you find that the is that he gives a person but comes to Yeshua it was the same regarding this of the says where do you find that. So he said as follows he brings a we know that sometimes they would be it's known as what's that the secret of Eore it sounds like there's some mystical component to and is very very mic and a lot of it is very above my pay grade but this is the tus that we could understand that he says he says that the says in that that had 12 that came from his family that had 12 that came from him. He says we know is going to be overhel and the reason is going to be up to over is because not made up of is made up of we're not made up of 12. We're actually made up of 13 is a WE HAVE 13. WHY DO WE HAVE 13? We have 13 because even though is 12 but said and that meant that is really made up of two. It's made up of two. IT'S MADE UP OF NOW WE SPOKE out that really it's always 12 and either a framan is one or the two. And then you have Leia and sometimes Shim is even taken out. said of always 12 of themes says the Marshall that is really made up not of 12 is made up of 13 and that's a big 13 that's because 12 from the but it's 12 plus one and really is made up of 13 and being that is made up of 12 but we're made up of 13 that's Why? We're going to have the ability to be because our 13 is going to be one more than and that's where we're going to come back. And he said that's the of the secret of is is that the secret source of that we're made up of 13. He said that's the of that when we're we have a 13th month because really the 12 correspond to the 12 months of the year. How do we know that? So that's the Torah. Everyone knows the Torah, right? The Torah says is a Y, right? supposed to be now it's only for and he brings from his brother said it's because the you know that the three the three and then you have the each one has a if they have that the 12 but that means if we're really made up of 13 that means has to be a 13th there IS A 13TH 13 is when says you haven't noticed which are Well, right. There's only two others, right? Nissan Nissan, that was toys maybe. But the bottom line is we're only he says why are we only because what's the masle of the masle of isen and is that's the masle of of right is not because that's the maz because what we're doing is we're adding another in the of the of is another month of it's another month of yeah that's all true in the in the but in the of the what's happening is is that are going to be considered to and you're going to have le you're going to have shim and really you're going to have all the and he says that's the has when we're 13 but is made up of 12 it's 12 it's 12 it's 12 but really really really our our is going to come when we're 13 when we're not just 12 that this idea of of the number 13 right this is something we have raid bites on fire raites and if you remember you know the really the to all those raid bites it's that I heard from but it's it's based on the marsh where the says the aba used to be he would buy meat from 13 butchers and then we have the story of shabas that you know because of his dedication towards preparing for Shabas. So he was he found the the fish with the diamond and he and he traded it in for 13 addicts full of gold and says 13 is I'm just saying yeah 13 is a random number but says it's not mash that way you have the number 13 before the sh I was just jing down over some of the 13s right we have the we have That's right. This marsh that we just mentioned of Shabas was 13 in that piece says that a bar mitzvah boy becomes mitzvah when he turns 13 years old. Right. that says it says the word in paracious 13 times right says that he had 13 you always find the number 13 because really the number 12 is a very important number but the number 13 that's the real real real minion of kadusha. say here's the punch line said he said knew there was going to be he knew a big number and when he lost his feeling was that's the of the and that's why said I can get past my personal tragedy I'll overcome it. I understand that. And the reason was like said because every single thing that he worked for was for this AND NOW I LOST EVERYTHING. He told me but what happened? What happened was ends up in Mitim and Sadik in Mit because of this whole sorrow and for 22 years Jacob doesn't have Yim and he becomes the Mishame and he raises two sons in the house of P and these two sons that he raises in the midst of Pyro when Yakabu sees them and Yakavinu was so blown away by them. How did you maintain your spirituality? How are you able to stay on this LEVEL IN THE DEPTHS OF so you know what he says I'm going to give you a but not just that he says and you know why you know why they on this but it all comes to the same point that they were able to be who they were in they're going to be to be and adds to that he says even read the read the Jacob says And any child you're going to have to after all those are yours. They'll be part of they're not going to be their own. only the ones that were born when it was only the ones that were born in the depths of thought he lost cuz he DOESN'T HAVE 12 I ONLY have 11 and what's given for 22 years he could not get past itch So it was because of was sold into and was given the nilness of and in that world he was able to raise an that become and that's why ends up not with 12vatim he ends up with 13 he ends up with 13u thought that this surah took him from 12 to 11 but really the em was it took him from 12 to It took him from 12 to 13 and that is didn't come from somewhere else. This thing that cannot come to terms with 22 years ended up being the Yeshua because had not lost it would have been 12 and with 12 you can't beat. But he ends up with 13 and with 13 you can beat Ishmael because 13 that's so now there's another Sheni and with another Sheni we can beat anybody and that's where that comes from said I lost I lost I lost you know got he got good you give me the he got you for him he got the mitzvah he of he got the he got 13 he got the was an amazing amazing trait but it's an unbelievable that sometimes a person deals with it and really when it comes to the office it's always just a fascinating so We're talking about yudan. It's always but there's a is 13.