$Millions or G-d? - R. Don Jarashow - TorahAnytime.com

It was said overall brag in the I subscribed to that email because his is unbelievable and he quoted the the brisk besides being the biscar being the savic the he was unbelievable the stories that were said about him he had the financial strain the financial burden of collecting for briska for the ky to support the light to make sure the bak were taken care of a big big big here came to the biscar and said listen you're a big tadik you're big what do you need to be busy with these monetary things I'm going to take the brunt I'm going to accept the yoke the financial undertaking of the entire yeshiva's brisk for the rest of your life you don't have to worry about it the briskov responded he said if I take any money from you I'm going to lose lose the need the constant connection that I have now with if I take the money from you I'm going to lose that and it's not kai and he didn't just say it he wasn't a man of words he was a man of action and it's in print he turned down the money that would have sustained the yeshiva brisk for years and years take off the complete da given complete enough she could learn he could grow the yeshiva he could dedicate himself but he says not could die for me to rely and be a I have peace I have the money and not need hashem he didn't want to be in such a situation he turned down the money means is that the briskov is telling us through this story it wasn't just a story just a nice anecdote about the briskov it's being mish it's painting it's portraying that baken isn't just something that we have to come on to that oh when we're in a bad situation we're against the wall. Oh, let's be let's open up the Being a Baban is a lifestyle. It's a way of existing. It's a way of living. And it's not just when I'm stuck. It's not just when I'm in the mud. It's we we the Briskov is showing us that he wanted to need he wanted to have to always be in a constant state of being because if he didn't have that he may have been able to support his yes is yeshiva and have all the but if he didn't haveish then what's that worth it's nothing and for us same thing we're always confronted with situations but when we choose God when we choose that's not just oh we're stuck let's choose him that's the most ideal the most enriched way of living and we can never ever forget that and realize that we are able to access he wants to help us and as in as much as we put into him that's how much we can take out and the more we see the more we say I got it I'm going to handle says okay let's see let's see what you can do this is the constant battle this is the constant tug of war and this is what we have to work on overcoming and always choosing bakan over my strength and my might.