Turn Around - R. Meir Simcha Sperling - TorahAnytime.com

think that Hashem only calculates like a ver was done or wasn't done or wasn't done, free to go, that's it. And there's no there's no reward, there's no anything for the what I held back. I was in a place where I could have done everything. Meaning I could have done terrible terrible averas, but I chose not to. Even though it was in the heat of the yetzer hara and there was so many things pulling me and this and that, but I didn't. So you're right, I started doing bad things. I was online, I was on the computer doing things that maybe shouldn't have done, but I I I didn't finish. I stopped and I ran away. I didn't continue. I stopped in middle. So I'm still a terrible person and Hashem hates me and the No. If you held back a little bit, that's tremendous. You you looked down one time today, yeah, but 10 times I looked but the last time you didn't, that's huge. And Hashem doesn't forget that. Hashem sees that. That's the whole idea over here that every single thing is calculated. That means that a little bit of good surrounded by bad, but that little bit of good is calculated. Every single move we do, every single action we do, that goes into the system. Like Hashem sees it all. Hashem is perfect. Hashem sees it all. So it's never too late to turn around. It's never too late to stop. It's never too late to apologize. It's never too late to do teshuvah. It's not. Cuz you see that she's getting rewarded. She already did tons of bad. She could have looked at herself and been like, "Look how much bad I did. Well, I should turn around now?" Who are we kidding? No, that's not true. You see clearly the fact that she gets a tremendous amount of bracha is very telling. And that's something that we have to realize. Because so many times we fall and we fail and we mess up cuz we started. And we're like, "Once I started, let me just continue." You don't have to continue. You can make a legal U-turn right here. Right now. You can do it. Make a cheshbon hanefesh and see how many times in your life