Purim & VaYikra: Humility With Pride

in our partial viagra I will tie x equal a little bit with sperm in our parsha the value Crassus small Alice famous small Oliver by April there's a big olive at the end of the Torah at the end of really at the very end of the term I shred lettuce wrap how fortunate how great the nation of Collier I'll is me come over I custom Torah has that one alright you laying that the end of the tour I'll shred these rounds a big Alice and Roby nirman brings down that you have to have the small elephant life and you have to have the biggest in life the olive the small Oliver by ikra is moshe rubinos humility a lot of talk about that motivated was trying to minimize viagra I chemin appears to him in a more minimalistic way trying to tone it down so a small islet represents humility I shred our youth royal with the big olive represents pride you're supposed to have both your suppose that both you're supposed to have humility but at the same time have a certain sense of pride whatever I do whether it's small but it's less by this I'm not coasting to have big things I'm your humility but I have a certain sense of pride that whatever I do it's beloved to our shed Hashem loves it I have such a love affair where our connect with Klaus relish so that the Vegas is so intense this marriage with we have said that even if I do a little bit it's so beloved that's my sinful that's my pride of being part of our you sir later in viagra it's a famous rashi one of the more talked about Rockies in the fire shop nephesh kiss otra parva musica when a soul offers a carbon infa rocky on the spots at the beginning Perry face loan mr nephesh with all hock urbanos you never see the word nephesh in any of the other car bundles not by the car bonus madaba there's no nefesh only at a min so offering who would normally donate Sam in karachi antics you can't afford cattle you can't afford a lamb who has to bring flower who has to bring kemah a mint offering in army it's usually the army over our cutters barcode male me i love kilo heat grieve not show i am going to view it even though it's a poor man's offering it's as if he gave his soul it's so beloved to me it's as if you gave his son this is what it means i'm humble or humble we don't have much to give we realize that my dominating it's not the greatest novel I understand my learning my test said my this my dad yeah my bed hola I'm Larkin I'm alone I have humility I'm not fooling myself but I still have a pride I could still have a pride that I shouldn't love it's miss amantha Shem and Tasha it's worth tons Martin Megillah highlights the carbon min ho we're in the story of McGillis Esther does the carve a mythic come up trivia question myself is McGee so the gamarra BAFTAs Zion I'm an Aleph end of the first parrot the Gomorrah says the father aashka ha Mon is going to Mordecai to get him ready to go on the horse Aquacade the yacht's veerabhadram Khmer he found Hamid finds Mordecai he's sitting with tell me them around him uma Villa who he'll kaczka meatier Abaddon and more ice teaching them the laws of the carbon mincha and he's all about camita how you take the flower and the rest of the Gomorrah continues that Mordechai chases that everyone away my chocolate is coming everyone go leave me miss I'd take Mordecai Mordecai wraps himself up todavia calmly with SaLuSa and Mark I dive into someone's approaching also i'm on VLC alaikum I you hominem comes to Mordecai sees him Gavin and he waits there until he finishes dolphin funny story but okay Yama's waiting they want Mordecai's finishing this one is Omar Legba my ass I soo hyung wants to get into learning with Mordecai what were you learning what's sagir holding in on relay what if I says to him on biz much of a stomach the sky young when the base of mikdash was standing mundum is not a mincha whoever put a carbon mincha he would do camita and he would have cup horror what does hummin say to this what's homas response about hearing about the carbon Minho the poor man's carbon great line how many answers right now Omar lei ha Mon says to mortify also male come suck in hadith who comes your hand full of flour your simple handful of flour Vicky and outlays and overpowers essaouira alpha geek ray caspo DD my ten thousand silver coins is beaten by your handful of flour that's the carbon mins the most poor carbon the most humble carbon see even though we're poor and there's a lot of things going on that we don't have and then it we wish things were different but we have to bring a poor man's carbon it's so beloved and it's so powerful that brought the issue those are the things that could bring the issue of a classroom and if we can take it a different step let's build on this step now follow me with this step perhaps perhaps with many people it's hard to generalize but perhaps with many people it's Dhaka because the person's an onion honey is a metaphor it's dark but because the persons in on me that he puts his whole soul into it he puts his whole nefesh into it and that's what so beloved and that's what's so pleasing and powerful and perhaps if that person wasn't an honey he had things forever he had no issues no stresses know whatever that we will have his I voda wouldn't be as great he winter in touch him with his whole soul it's possible maybe I sham knows that this is the measure we need to have her a vole defense have such greatness to it and he makes us only in certain areas poor in one of the themes of poor Miz bitola das thus far him the schmooze him on poor and a lot of people talk about bittle Hadassah bit alot da say we get drunk we have no it's like patola does that's it but what is that little odd us where we negate our intellect we don't know the difference between a Barack Mordecai and Aram on we don't know what's for the best we don't know that maybe this stress me this only that we have is the best thing that's what making that's what's making our vote is so pleasing that's what's beating the silver coins of the Hummels out there maybe because we have that it's the best thing and we don't realize it maybe we can be complaining now we always try to da them to get out of sorts there's nothing wrong with Domini learning what fish Douglas they try to improve your situation but sometimes we're not basilica when we have issues in life and we complain and we gripe we have x and we don't realize maybe it's the best thing that's happening does and you know how it's absurd that we're complaining about it how chefs doing it to help us and it's the greatest thing for us and we're complaining Rob Peterman tells a story unbelievable story the from the way is out the way it relates it is it's like a true story about a rebus royal he's one of the directors of a hot line called lakeshore maiya it's a hotline for your Shiva bunker and this rep you sir all told I beat him in the following story that once a father called a hotline told the therapist who answered that he's going through the following hardship we have several children that need to be married off we'd like to marry the first one the oldest one first we'd ideally try to do that and the oldest boy taking a very long time to get engaged and barca cheb things are moving the right direction and we're around about to finalize a about to close in on a up with this board but all of a sudden for whatever reason this bomb this soon-to-be husson he broke one of the rules of the evening he broke one of the more serious rules in these sheet the she was very strict about these types of things and the rush she was ready to expel the boy and the father calling in on the hotline is saying if the girl's family hears that my son's expelled from yeshiva like that's it should have soph and especially that the girl's brother learns in the same machine he's going to know bad again hide it from them the therapist another line will receive the call said he'll try to help we'll try to he called her be sure all the director and Ruby's ral calls the Russia chief he explained the rush Eva what expelling this boy what the ramifications up and maybe you can't look at this isolated event look at the bigger picture and maybe you don't have to be a stickler for the rules this one time the rough Shiva explain rules of the Shiva need to be upheld hmm otherwise other students will do the same thing and now we have to keep their but nevertheless he heard that there's other issues it's a house it's a up so he said come to the Shiva tomorrow night we'll discuss live in meeting perhaps we can find some solution but it's not partial so here's where the story continues rebus troll takes the 402 bus which goes from playback fuchsia lion to attend the meeting next him on the bus is sitting a 50 year old man who's facing the window sleeping rebus royal has to make a few phone calls related to the meeting he's trying to prepare for this meeting so he's trying to be very cautious he's talking he doesn't wander it's a names you know you never know what to talk about name on a bus you know did you guys know that's a highest wasn't so he's trying to be very cautious not to say name not to give away anything but he's talking about but he has to make some phone calls he speaks quietly trying not to awaken the man next to me was sleep wall of his son the person next then turns around and says haven't you ever heard about Gessle Shana he was clearly woken up and he was irritated can you please stop talking I'm trying to he was I'm very sorry I apologize I'm sorry I'm sorry and neither does it again and he's critiqued for could please be quite I'm trying to sleep review stroll puts his phone on vibrate and he postpone any of the other phone calls when he gets off the bus his neighbor turned around went back to sleep Rebbe throw phone vibrates again it's the rush of Shiva that he felt that he has to answer he just hasn't answered our chief so in a very whispering whispering tone and Allah will be there are Shiva Kia's that he can't talk is I know you can't speak right I just want to tell you everything's taken care of I spoke with the buckler he promised he won't do these types of things I allowed it back from yeshiva dun dun we don't need a meeting we don't need anything Ruby strong thrilled it worked all the phone calls all the pressure I bad but things worked one more phone call he has to call the fallen he wants to tell the father the great news the father's probably sitting at the edge what's the bus was approaching motsu at the outskirts of you shall live and the lights of the bus were turned on service role figured he could risk now placing the call the lights went on the bus as he waited for the father to answer the phone rabb-ul saw the person who sat next to him was also taking out a phone from his pocket so now he could speak feeling rebbe stroke can hardly contain his words as soon as the father picked up he said I spoke with Roger Shiva your son can return to the yeshiva and as he's speaking he hears his voice the person sitting next to him was the father all along the person sitting next to him was the father of that but the father said I don't believe it you're making phone calls to help my son and I'm come on your case and I'm complaining am criticizing you ever and you're doing this all to help me I'm so sorry I apologized I'm humiliated the father explained through Ibis royal he couldn't sleep the previous night he was so worried about his son he didn't sleep the hall he lost a whole night's sleep I decided I'd go to the coast I'll to pray for my son I was hoping to sleep a little bit on the bus and that's why I was so upset when the I was kept on being woke up but now I realize you were trying to help me I'm so ashamed how can I rebuke you this is sometimes Rabita mattel's over this story because sometimes hashem is just doing things to help us sometimes I got his borrow though is giving us this thing he's waking us up here waking us up there nudging us make this a little uncomfortable he's trying to help us and we're turning back and we're complaining me and we're around bad either does it if we just realize it's all for our good maybe that because it's the carbon honey that stops quiet so beloved and that's how we're being the holmans out there I just want to end off I just want to end off the Gomorrah dr. gimbal and Megillah Hamid was so happy when the poor fell out on our door right that Vegas Gomorrah he was so happy it's the month and motivated I this is great good news to the feet the Jews but he didn't know how the narrator says he didn't know a little do you know that others also the month that Moshe was born this is me what is it fun so the morale explains that all things have an end there's a termination time for everything and hummin was trying to tap in to when is there the end of Chloe's realms you know glorious ride here when that time is over that's a time that's right that he'll be able to house the solemn go through his decree to destroy call you straight and he saw in the cards oh darn this is a time where motivator died he saw within the the bigger picture this is a time that white for the termination the end of days rels right but what did Tino lamar i'll explain tomorrow what did he know that the same month that he died that the same month he was born the morale explains that when things reach a time of sorrow but Klaus rather and it is an end time possibly that could lead to an end of certain great things and clozaril feel that and respond and react and we we give our carbon on me and we give our darvany and we've come together and we do our tuva that Hashem makes a rebirth he puts a new reset another life and we can restart again it's not only the month and motivated I the same month that he died could be the same month that he's born again and closer I'll keep on doing this when we respond to the service and we get our chuva together even if it's a humble carbon on it but that is massage in chama him a new lease a new term and we can have a new new start it's a book we're born again and that's the time for you shua and that's what happened in the times of Esther all of a sudden their children was not the greatest true they were still on out hello matzav but but their chuva was the carbon honey truth and it was powerful enough to beat the men who is able to be Tomlin and it created a whole new start and once you have a new start then all your shoes can come that's what we're diving for back to our first piece that we start with tonight that's a weird nominee forum for him reset restart and your shoes can come whatever problems we had until now if we just clear it and start all over your shoes can come we can just tell that to the melon have a friend looking for him a good shabbos and sort of stove is for failure sir