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So following the theme of yesterday's share which was the story of the agel part one today we are going to continue along in parasisa the story of the agel part two. So this week's para is parasisa and we are holding perk lammed bay puk lammed. So in the previous year, the Tyra interrupted the story of the Malik Mishkan to bring us the original sin of the Jewish people. The Tyra sets the stage. Mosh Rabenu had been on the mountain in the unan all above our paygrade for 40 days and 40 nights. He had gone there to be Mabyra. In fact, on the very last day that mobenu was there gave mosha a gift. He gave him a gift like a would give a and that gift was these were stones. Stones that had been carved out by himself. On the stones there were words that were written written by Baraku himself. The Tyra refers to these stones, what we know as tablets, as andu has this gift that he's going to now return with his people to. At the same time that this was happening, the Yidden had stumbled very very quickly from where they had been. It really began on the 39th day that Moshu Rabenu was in Shamayim. The Eden were under the impression that Moshu was supposed to return from Shamayim on Tz and Tamuz no later than Katsis. But came and went and Moshu had still not returned. And at some point they started getting suspicious. They thought that maybe not everything is okay. meaning could be the reason we haven't seen Mosha all this time is because he died somebody killed him I don't know maybe Mosha is not here in fact Rashi brings in so many different ways that the Sutton got involved and he manipulated the situation there was a there was an aa there was an arbuya in fact the looked up at the heavens and they said do you see what I see doesn't that look like a bed that's being carried by someone the person lying on the bed he looks like Mosha looks like there's some big funeral that's taking place right now in Shamayim. I think Moshenu died and they got very very shaken up. They got very nervous. They immediately run to the interim leader of the Jewish people at the time and that was and they come to and they say now we mentioned yesterday at the end of the what exactly the ask of the Jewish people was according to Rashi they wanted aim usually in the context of as in says it's not that way. All they were looking for was a new leader. They were looking for someone to step into the shoes of Moshenu. Moshenu took the madam. He was supposed to bring them into the promised land. Well, now they're stuck. They're literally in the twilight zone. So, we need someone to get us out of the midbar and finish the job and close the deal and take us into the land of they didn't want an aid. What they wanted was another leader. Either way, what happened afterwards is very, very mysterious. Aaron tells the Yidden, "Go tell your wives to bring all the jewelry, specifically the earrings." They do it. Aaron takes the jewelry, throws it into a fire, and what emerges is an ael. The see the wow builds him. He declares that the next day which is more popularly known as is going to be and they wake up in the morning they eat they drink which says means on top of all that add insult to injury they are and they even did there was a homicide that took place at at that time we said that regardless of whether you take the position of you take the position of the Ramb that the Yidden looking for they just wanted a north star they were just looking for leadership during this very very scary critical moment but it's this definitely devolved to the point of in fact says every single person was worshiped the eagle on some level in his but there were only some as we're going to see that physically worship. Regardless, Hashem is talking to Mosha, right? These two events split screen happening at the same time. And he tells Mosha that um by the way, we came so close. We came so close. But unfortunately, this spiral out of control at the last minute. Mosha is like, "What happened?" He says, "Well, what did they do?" I'll tell you what they did. You could just imagine I can't even believe what's happening. And then could even utter a word, he continues and says, "I think I'm going to cut my losses. This I can't do business with this uh nation. Allow me, please. Let me just get really angry at them. I'm going to smite them, right? I'm going to wipe them out. I'm going to consume them and I'm going to start all over and I'm going to do it with you. Andu turns to Hashem and says I'm not mimi brings that says that from the fact that Hashem told allow me realized that if he didn't want to allow he had some way of obstructing he had some way of of literally getting in the way and he understood that that must be does what he will do throughout the he goes to work and he utters this incredible says, "Why are you going to get angry at this nation that you took Adam?" Yesterday we went through these fairly quickly. Rashi says that what was the point of this? What's the the punchline? The punch line is you're jealous over an eagle. Hashem, you took the This is a silly golden calf. I understand there's some element of ka that you feel because I mean these are your people. They were supposed to be loyal and faithful to you. But now all of a sudden they're dancing and they're bringing carbon. But come on this is not says why are you jealous other say that was telling Hashem you remember where you took this group of people Adam you just took them out of they were steeped in of for decades and for centuries can't have ters on That's the punch line. They were I think you're being a little too harsh. He continued says, "Aren't you concerned about what's going to be going on in Egypt? Can you imagine the headlines there? H, you know, after all that, you know, 10 machis and all that cool stuff that went down at the end of the day, Hashem couldn't finish the job. Hashem couldn't take him. Adam, it's right. If you take a look at the says what's his notice was making it about right that's what he's worried about. I'm just concerned that the are going to say don't do this for us. Do it for yourself. And then finally, what happened to what you promised to that you're going to be there for them? I think that it's time to reconsider. And the says, I'm not going to wipe the Jewish people out. Either way, hears that and uh he got exactly what he wanted and he immediately he goes down from the mountain. He's holding the he sees Yeshua. Yeshua says, "Do you hear something?" Raenu says I do says it sounds like there's a war. He says no this is not a war. This is a very very painful noise. What is the painful noise? Well let's go together and let's find out. And the says that assh Yeshua approached the saw with his own eyes. He saw what was going on. He was so angry and he took the he threw them and he broke them. And then he went to work. He goes, he takes the eagle and he immediately burns it. Rambam makes a big deal about the fact that nobody gets in his way. He goes, right, burns the ael and then he grinds it very very fine. He takes this uh powder that he now has and he spreads it on the water and he gives it to the B is to drink. Then he turns to not the to and he rebukes him. He says, "Can you please tell me how this happened? like how'd we get here? Obviously, this is you. So, explain to me what went on. And says, "I'll be honest." And he tells him uh the way the events played themselves out. Then goes to the Shah and he utters his famous cry of Ley. And he gives Levy a job. He tells him, "I'm going to ask you to do something. This is going to be very, very painful, but I want you to do it. By you doing this, you're going to show your loyalty to me and to I want you to take swords and any person that worshiped Diego. I want you to go after them and I want you to start um literally killing people. And they went and they killed approximately 3,000 people. Was so impressed by what they did. He said, "I want you to know today you became the what do we do today? We killed 3,000 of our brethren." Fascinating idea. But today you became the and this is where we got up to in yesterday. So was able to avert the immediate jeopardy that the were in there was a concern that was going to wipe out the Jewish people and start all over again. And that famous that we say on a tin, right? That was what Rabenu uttered on the mountain before he actually came here. But the Raman says that even though was able to accomplish that the Pik says and even though Moenu comes to the Mina and he gets rid of the Ago and they kill it seems like the people that needed to be killed and the Yidden didn't even get in the way but at the same time the of the was very very clear and present meaning the Mosha was just to prevent the entire nation of being wiped out. But the fact that they're carrying on their plates right now the yoke of the fact that there's this incredible stain right now on their balance sheet, that's something that was very very much present and knew that this was an in that he was still going to have to deal with. Just to read And Hashem came around. He says, "I'm not going to wipe the Jewish people out." Didn't forgive them. I'm not going to wipe them out. So when realized that the patient was no longer in critical condition, as soon as he saw he was getting the medical attention that he needed and it was stable, and he took care of business. Now that Raenu finished taking care of business in this very next that we're going to read is going to turn back to and he's going to try to finish the job. He's going to try to actually get kap. So again did not get kap when he was he got the yid and added this very critical state but in terms of kapar that's not something he was able to accomplish yet. This is something that mobu is going to do now. Now we're going to continue with the sukim. Now we're going to go through a lot of sukimukim that are very very much above our pay grade. In fact somewhere in the course of his commentary on these says a line as relates to this para. He says any person that's not versed in don't even try fully understanding it. That doesn't mean you can't understand. could on some level anyways, which is what we're going to attempt to do. But there's one other little tiny introduction, a disclaimer that we need to make before we start. And that is the events that we are going to learn about right now are going to take place over the ensuing 80 days. There's a huge whereu spent those 80 days. The sedum rabb says that spent the next 80 days on the mountain in the unknown in the right all synonyms of each other in this context. So the next 80 days was going to be stating that it's going to be made up of two components of 40. So is going to go up for 40 days and 40 nights. He's going to come down and then he's going to go up for another 40 days and 40 nights and that's when this whole episode is going to conclude. According to the pirazzar it raenu is going to spend only an additional 40 days and 40 nights in it's not going to be 40 plus 40 it's only going to be 40 in the next 40 daysu is going to be in the machn it's the 40 days after that that is going to be in again according to raenu is going to spend the next 40 days and 40 nights in and then he's going to come down and go back up for another 40 days and 40 nights. According to is going to spend the next 40 days and 40 nights in the he's going to be and then he's going to go up for another 40 days and 40 nights. In other words, according to if you start from the beginning of the story of the eagle to the end of the story of the eagleenu spends 120 days on top of the mountain. 40 plus 40 plus 40 the original 40 plus another 40 plus 40. It's easy math. According to Pirzen is going to spend 80 days on the mountain. It's going to be 40. We interrupt this program with 40 days in the MA and then we resume our regular programming. It's going to be another 40 days on top of the mountain. It's interesting. Rashi in his palra in paras in parasa in parasv says that the is like to say the was in the mountain 40 plus 40 plus 40an through his commentary over here in parisa says the same thing in the from all places per also says that the is like the so does the rush in fact the rush says I think there's a to in the rebel it's posain was going to be on the mountain 40 plus 40 plus 40 stating that the vagan with his incredible incredible believed that the opposite was the case he said it was that the is like the rebel spends 40 days then 40 days in the m and then another 40 days in fact the goyan says that if you go through the it's push that it's mash 100% like the and in fact in contrast to what the says that there's a says I think there's a not is like so how are we going to do this in this year that last line in the gy to me is very strict instructions so even though the more conventional way of Mafarish this para is rashi and the rash and it's based on that it's 40 plus 40 plus 40 up in the heavens but the said that you have to learn this for sure with being that is to understand the so we're going to go with this from with the and that isenu now is going to spend the next 40 days in the Mahna. He already started dealing with what he had to deal with. Again, now that the situation is a little bit calmer, the Jews are not in immediate jeopardy anymore. He got rid of the Ael people that had to die already died. Now, it turns to the Isra. So, if you're keeping score, this is right. The initial when they approached the har was which is the day was supposed to come he didn't come immediately they ran to a haram is the next day that's when did come that's when they actually worshiped the ego that was etc etc now it's the day after that so it's turns to the nation he says your sin is such a great sin and now I'm going to go back up to hem maybe I'm going to be able to attain some level of on your behalf so returns to now we're going is not going up for 40 days and 40 nights this is going to be now a a small narrative of these next 40 days and 40 nights that Moshenu is going to be in the Makna but remember Moshenu doesn't have to spend 40 days and 40 nights in order to go on top of the mountain in order to communicate So this communication is happening when doicile down in this world where he's together in the returns to he says some form of he says I'm coming and pleading on behalf of my people they sinned an incredible sin and they even made up and now here's the deal I'm gonna cut to the chase if you're willing to forgive That's great. Adds two words. That's great then. But if not, just wipe me out of your safer. I'm not interested in being your safer. I decide who's in my safer. And when it comes to that, you know, I don't swap people. So, whoever sinned, yeah, he's the person that's going to get wiped out of my safer. But you're not the one that sinned. And as a result, I'm not wiping you out of my safer. Now what's this safe for the threatens so to speak famously says I don't want to be in the and it ended up being the sky a little bit there's one's name is not mentioned but if you take a look at says that's not what it means you know what safer this is referring to this is referring to this is referring to this is referring to the to the book of life it's referring to one of the three books that are open in the and what told is it sounds like someone has to die someone has to really really get punished in order for us to attain a full don't kill the I'm willing to not be in the take my life instead and told him it's not the way this works I I can't kill you because somebody else sin then continued and he told I want you to go lead the nation to the place that I told you to go to. This is a uh a very roundabout way of saying the land of Kanan, right? That's where they're going. They're in the midbar. Now they're in route to I want you to go take the into the land of stating that I'm going to send a Malik that's going to lead the way. And as it relates to the I'm really upset I was not but at the same time let me tell you how I plan on doing this. If there's ever going to be a time where I'm going to feel that I have to hurt and punish the Jewish people, I'm just going to tack on a few shekels. And there's going to be a little extra, a little extra mustard that's going to be included that's going to be related not to the sin that the bene committed at that time. But this old piece of debt that you didn't have because of the So Hashem basically tells me, I'm going to give you really good terms on this. You have to pay it, but you could pay it out over thousands of years. Literally, you're going to make a little bit of a deposit. When is a payment going to become due? What's going to trigger? It's not the first of the month. It's not the 15th of the month. What's going to trigger it is in the event that you're going to be responsible to pay up some other because of some other that you did. So, that's when this is going to play itself out. says the went and he brought a unto the nation because of the fact that they worshiped the eagle and the says you want to know who made the eagle it's a harsh the eagle that was made by none other than so tells let me see if I can try to get a kapara doesn't go that well right so I mean a little bit we move the needle but My certainly doesn't get what he wanted to get and comes very strongly. I know the sinned. I know it's well let's address right the gold cow in the room. Let me just put it right out there. They sinned in a terrible terrible way. What they did was I don't know how to get out of this. But I'll tell you what, I'm willing to be collateral. But at the end of the day, I'm willing for you to take me instead. And like this, maybe they can get some sort of turns to she says, "No, we're going to Eritan." That's what's happening. Um, you're going to take them. I'm going to send a that's going to lead the way as it relates to the I'll give you really good terms. to you and then there's a mafa. So a few things first of all what was this ma all about. So the truth is that if you keeping score this is the third time that the stroll are punished for the in a matter of 48 hours over the fact that they worship the eagle. The first time was rashi said that when took the ael and he burnt it and then he ground it and you know he spread the powder on top of the water and he gave it to the bol to drink. He was giving it to them to drink like sitas. Now what happened when the site drank in the event that she was guilty so right uh it was very bad short she died. So clearly there was some element of misa that took place already at that point. Then you had shy that killed approximately 3,000 people and now there's a ma. So this is like triple jeopardy already like what's going on over here? They're punished and they're punished again and they're punished again. So Rashi earlier in addresses this question says there were three mises that took place during the story of the if someone had committed the ego with Adam which is the punishment of the if there was there was no if there was no Adam there was they died through this illness of the water was like and their stomach ended up exploding. So it's true there are three punishments that are going on over here and it's really for three types of and then finally there's and there's one other point before we go back and this is going to segue and that is tells I want you to lead the into and I'm going to send the Malik with you. At first glance, this doesn't sound like bad news. You're going to Kanan. Could have been much worse. You're going to lead them. Oh, I'm also going, which by the way is not even going to end up happening. And I'm going to send them. Sounds amazing. The truth is it's just the opposite. And this is the of understanding what's going to happen. Yeah, initially the plan was that was going to lead the into when Hashem tells I want you to take them and I'll send you an assistant a medical physical assistant and that is that is an incredible downgrade of what was supposed to happen. What was supposed to happen was Hashem himself was supposed to lead them and that's not what's happening. And really a lot of the back and forth that's going to ensue now between is I'm not okay with that because that's Hashem's way of saying I'm not going to be with you anymore. By the way, if you learn the way does most not so had already been instructed and been commanded that you're supposed to go and build a mishk why tells that's another way of saying I'm not going to be delete what we discussed the last 40 DAYS RIGHT YOU'RE NOT EVEN GETTING A mishk anymore. So this is heavy number one is not taking the intoan and it sounds like is something that is no longer going to be applicable either way spoke to again after this first time that he had spoken to him after there was this comes to again and he tells him I want you to take the up from here. Rashi says that when Hashem told Mosha the first time what had happened, he told him and now he said so you know through this through the little bit of that's taking place went from being raid and now that raid that I told you you can have a little bit back of it but either way I want you to take them to the again. I'm going to send a through that I am going to uh force to leave. What's this land that I promised your forefathers? I don't want to be with you because like I said, I'm a little afraid of this relationship. I think we're going to get along much better if we keep a healthy distance. Right? Some relationships are like that. If we keep a healthy distance, IT'S GOING TO BE BETTER. AND LIKE THIS, I think it's better. I'm here, you're there. I'm going to send them. And I think it's actually going to work out better for you. Either way, goes back and he gives over this message. And the started to mourn. They they started crying. Ramban says this wasn't just mourning because of the sur that they got. This was it was it was as if they came to a very deep that what they did was so so terrible and they didn't put their on them anymore. So what does this mean? So here too we have to turn our attention to the and many say means they took off their jewelry right they were wearing jewelry in the beginning of the story right they took off their jewelry to make the make theel but really the deeper appreciation of this is is since the yidden received the it was one big it was one big yontiff and they were wearing their shabas clothing and their power suits and they were wearing their nicest jewelry that's what was going on so they said that right now we have to do chuva we're in state of mourning and that's the means and that's what is these are the whenas so miraculously they receive these crowns and sounds like they themselves they themselves voluntarily removed these crowns again as a sign of mourning as a sign of repentance Hashem again talks to he says emerald I want you to tell the world you're a stubborn nation if I'm with you in a second the whole anger of doesn't get angry for long but that one and now remove your jewelry I thought they had removed their jewelry so some say they didn't remove all the jewelry or others saying Anyway, keep it off, right? Looks like they took it off. Maybe they'll know. No, no, no. I want you to keep it off. And I have to tell you that I appreciate the mourning. I appreciate the repentance and I'm starting to like rethink a little bit. I'm going to notify you. I I know, but you know, I'm not telling you that. I'm going to let you know what's going on. says the that they got the instructions of you know it's very nice that you took off the jewelry but take off all of it or keep it off and that's what they did means they completely emptied themselves of the edyan the jewelry the physical jewelry the metaphysical jewelry that they had received when they were so let's hit the pause button for one second so what just happened so if you look at the carefully told moa three times the way he plans on uh going about dealing with the yidden moving forward. And if you go through all three times, it sounds like it's almost a repetition, right? Going back to paraglid, this is very and critical in understanding the hashem tells right I'm not going to be with you anymore. I want you to go and lead the way and I'm going to send a Malik that's going to assist you. This is later for later. Why does this exact same need to be repeated not once but twice, not once, not twice, but a third time, right? What's posshhat? So the Ramban is always the address when you want to understand these types of things. And Ramban explains this half of a fellow. He says, "If you notice, if you notice, even though the content, the token of the message is identical, version 1.0, version 2.0, version 3.0, but there's some subtle differences. And you see, you see how the feelings that has to are changing and they're changing for the better." The first time Hashem gives this message to M. This is classic. Go take that nation, that nation. We're you know where I told you already where I'll send them. Right. Okay. I hear there's some good news in that. There's some bad news in that. We're the That's good news, too. Yeah. Okay. We we know what that it's. It's a good land. And you're even going to send them out. What happened after that was the next was and the last people that had it died because of the died and it was not only for the people that died but it was for the entirety of Israel and that's why says in the next time that Hashem talks to now all of a sudden when he speaks about the Jewish people he's gonna speak about them in a more favorable way how so okay we're still the arm we haven't found enough favor in the eyes of Hashem yet to be more than just his nation. But look what comes afterwards. I want you to take them. It's not it's to the land that I that I promise I swore I'm going to take them to. Oh, we knew about the Malik. Yeah, but Hashem didn't even say what the Malik's going to do. Maybe Mal was going to take them to the doorstep, give them guns, and say, "Figure this out." No, look at the next. Oh, that land of Cananan is an Hashem speaking again in a loving way. And here's really the punchline of this. You know, I'm telling you, I'm not coming with you. And I know that's really, really bad, but I'm doing it. but not as a punishment. I'm doing it for your benefit. I'm doing it. I'm doing it for you cuz I'm afraid that if I'm with you, then I'm going going to ahead and I'm going to and I'm going to consume you. So, says Ramb, you're right. The meat the flesh of both Amir is one and the same. But at the same time, if you look at the the shinyness, it's so obvious that came around. And what is causing this needle to move right now? Right? We're moving it. What's causing it to move? It was the It was the Now, what happens after the second version of this? They mourn and says it was an ah these are my it's not the anymore. Now we're ready. It's the Ben. And that was a result of the fact that they did. And he says, "Tell them again. I want them to understand. THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I'M DOING THIS. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW your so. But I'm sorry. I I can't be with you because if I'm going to be with you, you're going to have a big problem on your head." Pel, I'm just afraid I'm going to wipe you out. But just in terms of how things are shifting, it's incredible. In fact, he adds one more. He says, "If you go back to the mountain, you go to the mountain." The first time tells what happened. They weren't even the yet. So, in the beginning, it was and then things happened and they got upgraded to the and by the third time, Hashem gives Mosha this message. You know, the bad news and the good news. Bad news is I'm not coming with you. goodness, but at the very least is either way. So, we're learning the the way the ven told us to again said this is where you learn this what we're going to learn. So the villag said that was going to spend now this next in the okay so had to play itself out was to not and he pitched it outside of the in fact it was quite far from the how far this is the it was it was from the car he gave it a name he called it the oil now it's interesting because knows what is according to the Anyways, that mu was already commanded to build a mishkun that's going to have an oil. But they still never heard of an yet, but you know, we think of it in the context of the mishkun and the mikdash. Really, it's a place. It's an oil. It's a tent. That's what the oil part means. And is where is where he gathers together with whoever it is that's coming. So, he called it because that's the place that he's going to convene with. If there was any person that wanted anything from says really it means if there's any person that wanted something from he would go out of the he would go to you could sayu would go from being together with which by the way is where he lived he lives in and he would go until that has to do this trip he's commuting now as moa so yumu the entire nation would stand in attention. Just picture the scene. Every person is standing at the entrance way of his tent. They would just steer at Moshe and they would look at him and they would look at him until he arrived at that oil that was. And when they came to the oil, what they saw was incredible. That vulcan would come down and it would stand at the entrance way of the oil and it would communicate and the were able to see the standing by the entrance way of the oil. And every person would bow down. They would bow down because of what they just saw. And when would speak to it would speak to him. What this means is is that if you look at the way the Ramb describes the way the Nvi would get nua, he would go into this trance. He would be lying on the floor, detach himself from reality, speak to your friend, right? Don't try this at home. That's not the way you're supposed to do it, right? You want a smoo? Yeah, no worries. And the next thing you know, no, that's not what you do. was able to talk. He's just having a casual conversation and thenu after he finished by the might he would go back to the stating that was right-hand man his which doesn't mean child here I'll say he was 60s something years old but he was like a he was himself 100% he would always remain in the oil and he would wait for moherenu to return and this really is the next place that we have to hit the pause buttons So the pik now again the way the vulgay instructed us to learn describes what did during those 40 days. So would communicate with but he wouldn't do it in the mach pitched a second tent where he referred to as the not the but in that's where he would go and the even describes how the would watch come and go and this was an incredible mid and they were just completely aruck they would bow down when they saw everything that played itself out. Now why do that? Not only why did that if you look at the Pik that begins the narrative it's right is always sounds like it's somewhat connected to everything that that took place prior says the reason did this was he said if the B is are right now on such poor graces with and doesn't want to be right he's going to send the Malik So I don't think I should be with the BL either. Pretty harsh. So if the put you in then the has to treat you as if you're in as well feels I'm a and if Hashem feels right now you so I'm not going to live with you. I come yeah there are times and things that need to be discussed business to take care of but in terms of where I'm going to reside that's not where I'm going to be. The Ramban says that's not what was very simple wants to communicate with that's the objective that's why it's called Hashem told I am not going to be so I he has no choice but to leave the MA there's no other way that he's going to get a signal so he has to leave the MA it's not some sort of punishment but if wanted to stay he could have stayed there was no ability to have the show up at the doorstep of would have been because of the fact that he made such A BIG DEAL ABOUT THAT. I CANNOT do that. So the only way was but the point that says Ramb and and and really this true according to Rash as well that's the that said not once not twice but three times that yeah I'm willing to look away a little bit from the but fundamentally my relationship with you is going to be different. I'm not going to be you can forget about the Mishka. That's not happening. And even you're gonna go into the land and and even yeah the loving land I'll even call you but I'm not going to be WITH YOU AND BY THE I'M DOING IT for your good. I hear you know thanks but no thanks but I'm doing it I'm doing it for your good right. So part and parcel of that fundamental shift was that felt that that was him a similar according to it's according to Raman it's just very simil I'm not getting a signal here and that's with the brings us to B believe it or not we're only holding but uh B where now is going to turn to Baraku again and was going to say you know I know my was up until this point but uh you're saying good say better we need to finally finally finish this now we've been learning these because he instructed us that that's the way you're supposed to learn it the way the vagarian learns what's about to happen now in B is going to happen when Moshu Rabenu ascends the mountain during the last 40 days of this 120day episode. So the PK begins this is going to take place at the onset of the last 40 days. It's going to happen on top of the mountain. Truth is it's a little bit dark because if you fast forward to turn a few pages and I want you sounds like that's when is going to now go up for the last time says true which is fascinating because the makes a big deal that is way better it's not even close this is like a big a little bit because really temp from now is going to tell I want you to come on top of the mountain but The go says it is what it is. And really right now, Hashem tells we'll see more about what that means when we get to those. But I want you to now come up on top of the mountain. Now, when did this take place? When did Mosher Rabenu ascend the mountain during that for that last 40-day period? Which, by the way, according to everybody, Mosher Raenu was up on the mountain for that last 40-day period. The whole Shiloh was where he was during the middle 40 days was. So really this is he says you know you told me that I should be the one to take the intoan right when did Hashem tell it to he told him twice then he told him again not raid but al you told me to be the one to do it but you didn't tell me yet you told that I'm very special and that you're showing me by referring to me by my name. Additionally, you told me that I'm very very if that is in fact true that I am so I want you to answer my prayer in a favorable way. and I will know says that word is very tricky. It doesn't mean what it usually means. I want you to answer my prayer favorably so that I will see what it means to be someone who's and by the way I want you to take into consideration. I know you told me and you came around with remember it's actually your nation. So comes now he's on the mountain. He was summoned to the mountain and he starts with a very very cryptic and the question is what exactly what exactly was this feel? If you take a look at the rishim, every rish that you open up, you're going to see is going to say a different shot. Rashi says that Hashem told Mosha, you know, you told me I should take the yidden into Cananan. You didn't tell me how I'm going to get there. I can't do this by myself. Now, Frank, Rashi, what are you talking about? Hashem told him clearly. Malik Mal three times he told it to him. So, Rashi says, I don't call that away. It doesn't work for me. So because it doesn't work for me as far as I'm concerned that doesn't count and uh that's that's really not going to work. Ramban doesn't like Rash's and Raman says a different Malik. Daman says that if you go back in time to parish, Hashem had already told that he was going to send a overlook. This is Hashem tells Mosha this is in the best of times, right? He tells him that I'm going to send a Malik. And then Hashem tells me be careful. Listen to him. BECAUSE MY NAME IS GOING TO BE inside already been told about a but that was was a say who was the Malik remember from the parish just a few weeks ago some say it was the Malik others say that it was the Malik but this was a so says who tells Hashem you know you keep on talking about do you mean that Malik Because if it's that it's rather not so bad there's an element of or is this a different I'm not going to get you I'm not even getting the right you're not telling me exactly what this is. If you take a look at and they both say a different shot. If you go back to after the started mourning which Ramb says they were doing remember those words what does it mean says I I know what I'm going to do. That's what this means. Hashem had already hinted to Moshe that he's coming around. I know. I'm just not telling you yet. So you didn't tell me what that is and I'm hoping I'm hoping maybe it means that we we could forget about this and maybe it means that you yourself are going to take me and then says listen you know you've told me you told me that says when was this quotes a few places other quote other places but throughout the narrative you go look back at the mashem keeps on speaking to in this uh loving singular way so If that's all true, let me see tas. This is the first time I'm coming to you and I'm begging you for something. Right? You're telling me I'm your best friend and I'm the most amazing person. You've said all these incredible glowing THINGS ABOUT ME. OKAY, NOW I have an ask. Let's see what this friendship really is. So the next is incredible says, what does that mean? I am going to lead you. I'm literally going to do it by myself. I'm going to take you all the way until you settle the land. I'm going to literally lead you all the way in. Incredible. Just said, you know, you didn't tell me who, what, when, and where. Could you clarify things a little bit? And by the way, you told me I'm never really asked you for something. I feel like I have a relationship that's 100% equity right now. I want to CASH IN SOME CHIPS. WHAT'S GOING TO BE THE shortest ping in the Tyra almost three times? I can't take you. You're going to get wiped out. It's it's it's it's you trust me. I'm doing this for your good. I love you, but I'm anyways doing it for you. I'm I love you. That's why I'm doing it. So you'd think Maitrau would say, "Okay, can I go back down now and give over the good news and let's make believe this never happened doubles down." And in the words of the Raan, this is from the most in this whole narrative. He said, "I'm glad you said that because I'm I'm really happy you said cuz you should just know if you weren't going to say that, I wasn't even coming. I wasn't gonna but you're gonna have to drag me because I was not going to come. And then continues and he says, you know, I'm still not convinced that you love me and I want to hear it again. You know, and you know when I'm going to know it when it's going to be like you just said, but you know, I want to hear it again. And not just that. And I want you to separate us myself from all the other nations in the world. No problem. I'll do that for you as well. Said, I think you owe this to me. I agree with you. Let's just hit the pause button for one second. This is wow, right? So comes and he tells him, you know, you're telling me take them, take them, TAKE THEM. YOU EVEN TELL ME HOW I'M GOING to take Rash. What do you mean you did tell them? Let's go. Rashi, you did. Nah, that doesn't count. That's that doesn't Well, if it doesn't work for me, it doesn't count. And then, by the way, you you know, you told me so many great things about myself. Let's see what this is really all about. Done. You have nothing to worry about. And doubles down. He says, "Good thing you said that. And by the way, I want to see that. I'm really nice by you and I'm going to know it when it's said I'm going to do it." No, no, no. I Who said I have to hear it again? said that, right? What's going on OVER HERE? I GOT TO hear it again. I'm not I'm not so happy. AND BY THE WAY, I'M ADDING TO THAT. I want you to tell me that not only are you going to be there for me, but promise me that you're going to separate us from the other nations of the world. Now, what does this even mean? says, "No worries. Perfect. Whatever you want. Whatever it is you're requesting, I'm going to give you." So, this needs a little bit of beer. So, two. The first is in his that he wrote on the side of his that was found in the British library, right? 40 years. It was called Hashem told Mosha. Listen to how beautiful this is. I'm going to take you I'm going to take you into Eritskanu understood that. Oh, I'm great. I'm amazing. I'm gonna be the guy. I'm going to have this special. But what about everybody else? What about everybody else? I want everybody else to be included. That was the response. I appreciate but I'm not leaving unless it's I need it for both of us. What was the second add-on said? He says this in a few different places said that never felt that he needed to promise him that he's never going to be on another nation because me. There's no one that compares to us. He was never worried. And now that Kai is sinned with the Katego Mishainu was a little bit nervous because what happens if there's going to be another person who's going to grow up in the proverbial home of Tak and he's going to be mockerous by he's going to come around and he's going to realize that there's a manager and you know maybe he's going to have descendants that are going to start keeping the weights of Hashem and Hashem is going to say you know something I'd prefer them. What do you mean you have brawl? What kind of brawl do I have? I haven't 40 days after I gave them the after they had all these they said now that says was worried that maybe maybe maybe there's going to be a time where is going to say you know something I could do better with that that group of guys maybe they're not such an and that's why tells it's not enough I need a I need another promise either I'm going to do that for you as well. And as a result, I'm going to give this to you. We're going to stop here. We're stopping prematurely. I mean, it's already 57 minutes with a little bit of a cliffhanger because going to continue to do. We're not out of the woods yet. Literally, the midbar, not even close. There's still some work and there's still some tas that have to be had. But just appreciate one thing. Misha Rabenu was divining back and forth and wasn't really getting far. And then all of a sudden Hashem tells Moshe, I want you to come I want you to come on top of the mountain. And the minute Mosher Raenu comes to the top of the mountain and Moshenu starts dinging incredibly even though Moshenu is dinging right in in a very shares listens to Mosha and he says I agree with you. What changed? What changed? Was ding and he was mish moving the needle another few degrees and another few degrees and then all of a sudden the the story changes so dramatically. you come to right. It comes very sharp says it's good that you said that because no worries. What changed? What changed? Was on top of the mountain. That's not what changed. You know what changed? You know what changed? The calendar changed. When did this happen? This happened onesh. It happened and is a time of is a time where is the onset of that concludes with and that's what changed the day of the calendar changed was only able to be piled so much during but as soon as it became they were and there that descended upon the world. Now where a person with his can suddenly accomplish unbelievable things that yesterday okay you maybe move the needle says this was it as it's a time where answers our and he answers our and that's why comes with this gracious but at the same time says yeah Hashem gave 11 reasons why not to do it go It's But I hear it was We're going to make it work. Don't worry about it. We'll make it work. Right. Either way, what started off in the beginning of yesterday's sh looking really really bad says, "Let me wipe out the Jewish people. Let me start from scratch." We went to Islam. I'm not going to wipe out the Jewish people. I'm even going to let them into the land of Kanan. And by the way, I'm even going to speak to them in a loving way. And I will even take them there by myself. There's still the Ael that's very much looming on top of the Jewish people. There's still Yeshua and that needs to be compiled. There's another thing that the Yidden need to figure out specifically. What happens if uh this happens again? Right? An intelligent person learns from his past. We can't be stuck in this uh situation again. I can't find myself stuck like this again. So, I'm going to need a blueprint of how to deal with these types of situations moving forward. It's those last things that are going to be the topic is hashem of this lecture.