Want To Or Have To #Shorts

So, I I want to learn Motzei Shabbos. So, since I want to learn Motzei Shabbos, I give a shiur Sunday morning, and therefore I have no choice but to learn Motzei Shabbos. So, when I'm learning Motzei Shabbos, do I want to or do I have to? I have to, but I'm the one who wanted to learn, so I made the shiur, so now I have to learn Motzei Shabbos. So, the Ribono shel Olam wanted actuality to be greater than potential, and therefore since he wanted actuality to be greater than potential, therefore he is compelled to create the world, but ultimately it stems from his desire that actuality be greater than potential. The MS Ki Yaki Eisi BaPardes, we find this in the Pardes.